Status: just got into a new collab so I'll probably be posting a lot... FG sure brings me back!
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After some time hidden, I'll try to live again. 
Not much has progressed, and I doubt it ever will. I don't have the heart and the right time will never come. For now, I'll enjoy everything as much as possible and stop being so damn angry at myself. Especially with everything which will be going on in the future.
Not much has progressed, and I doubt it ever will. I don't have the heart and the right time will never come. For now, I'll enjoy everything as much as possible and stop being so damn angry at myself. Especially with everything which will be going on in the future.
It feels so good when you find out a game that you used to play a lot during childhood but can't seem to remember the name
I got the funniest collab lmao
Woke at 5, eating butter candies (the best!). Yesterday, I shared some positive news to a friend, so I'm waiting eagerly for her to reply! Trying to start being productive, instead of just doing nothing. I need to learn to get motivation for myself instead of only doing stuff because I feel forced to by others.
Yes, very good!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH wrote:
It feels so good when you find out a game that you used to play a lot during childhood but can't seem to remember the name
Yes, very good!
Feeling bothered about AHHHH's signature because this is what it does to the old forums:
https://imgur.com/Wp8bZpQ
https://imgur.com/Wp8bZpQ
Tad Fibonacci wrote:
Feeling bothered about AHHHH's signature because this is what it does to the old forums:
https://imgur.com/Wp8bZpQ
Oh gosh that”s annoying. Lemme fix it
are you kidding me? I just updated the emergency thread about your signature breaking the wall of the old forums. Do I look silly now.
Yes
Not anymore
got to submit scores today for the first time in months B)
back to good level of mania accuracy, working on that first before i get back into ctb and taiko, then next stop is standard
My mental health might get astonishingly better.
Found an item that can give me (probably more than) a bit of peace of mind.
For the moment, I feel more motivated, alive, like I won't be giving up easily yet.
Found an item that can give me (probably more than) a bit of peace of mind.
For the moment, I feel more motivated, alive, like I won't be giving up easily yet.
feeling kind of sick right now... probably because i dipped my feet in water yesterday unfortunately due to bad weather...
its just the common colds with a mix of cough, so nothing much for me to worry about... glad i didn't get leptospirosis, hopefully...
its just the common colds with a mix of cough, so nothing much for me to worry about... glad i didn't get leptospirosis, hopefully...
Got sick, went to the hospital and now I have to take a bazillion of pills. Yay.
Been thinking a lot about the improvements I've been making these past few months, and those which I'll be making in the future.
I'm going to the town centre alone on Monday, using a bus, and then going to a college class, which I talk quite a lot in. Around 2 months ago, I would've never been able to go on a bus. Before May/June, I was pretty much mute, and I still only just got comfortable with talking [comfortable to the point where I (reluctantly) start conversations] last week.
There's a lot of other things, too.
Mm, everything in my life is weird, but change isn't always bad. 💙
I'm going to the town centre alone on Monday, using a bus, and then going to a college class, which I talk quite a lot in. Around 2 months ago, I would've never been able to go on a bus. Before May/June, I was pretty much mute, and I still only just got comfortable with talking [comfortable to the point where I (reluctantly) start conversations] last week.
There's a lot of other things, too.
Mm, everything in my life is weird, but change isn't always bad. 💙
Let's try to keep thinking about this for 2h:
Makoto: Sometimes I get the strange urge to clean when I visit a friend's room.
Futaba: No, don't! They might already have everything exactly where they want it!
In other words, I'm just being mad.
Even for one item to be moved from its original place would just...
Yes, this is stupid.
FROM A NORMAL POINT OF VIEW, FOR DOOM'S SAKE, CAN I BE DIFFERENT. I'M ALREADY TECHNICALLY DIFFERENT BY BEING UNIQUE IN THIS PLANET BUT STILL.
Unless the one moving it is someone I can "trust", but of course in this case with 2 items, it's not.
Worst part of it: their positions have been switched. Ew.
And now I'm stuck in front of this screen/PC because I can't make a move without having them criticize what I'm doing with my things.
THOSE, ARE, MY, THINGS, YOU [...].
Makoto: Sometimes I get the strange urge to clean when I visit a friend's room.
Futaba: No, don't! They might already have everything exactly where they want it!
In other words, I'm just being mad.
Even for one item to be moved from its original place would just...
Yes, this is stupid.
FROM A NORMAL POINT OF VIEW, FOR DOOM'S SAKE, CAN I BE DIFFERENT. I'M ALREADY TECHNICALLY DIFFERENT BY BEING UNIQUE IN THIS PLANET BUT STILL.
Unless the one moving it is someone I can "trust", but of course in this case with 2 items, it's not.
Worst part of it: their positions have been switched. Ew.
And now I'm stuck in front of this screen/PC because I can't make a move without having them criticize what I'm doing with my things.
THOSE, ARE, MY, THINGS, YOU [...].
I'm frustrated because I'm debugging a crash that shouldn't even happen...
Access violation in NTDLL....
All of this just because I want to spawn some bullets.
Every bullet has a chance of causing a crash....
Access violation in NTDLL....
All of this just because I want to spawn some bullets.
Every bullet has a chance of causing a crash....
vinnicci wrote:
Meah wrote:
It's Monday soon
ah crap
Monday has arrived as foretold
I just ran a good 30:00 min outside and am extremely exhausted.
Monday then departedWestonini wrote:
Monday has arrived as foretoldvinnicci wrote:
ah crapMeah wrote:
It's Monday soon
didn't take my meds this morning because the bus was running up
i want to sleep again
i want to sleep again
Meah wrote:
Westonini wrote:
vinnicci wrote:
Meah wrote:
It's Monday soon
ah crap
Monday has arrived as foretold
Monday then departed
Not even Meah could predict the Tuesday that had arrived shortly after.
Westonini wrote:
Meah wrote:
Westonini wrote:
vinnicci wrote:
Meah wrote:
It's Monday soon
ah crap
Monday has arrived as foretold
Monday then departed
Not even Meah could predict the Tuesday that had arrived shortly after.
Nor could the cowboy Westonini could foretell of the Wednesday that slowly approached.
My legs are dead. They were already pretty bad this morning because of my run yesterday and I have now taken anoter run and killed them for good. I can't even begin to imagine what it will feel like tommorow
Muscle cramp sucks
im getting better. i feel better about myself. every day is one step closer to truly feeling happy again.
charamaru wrote:
im getting better. i feel better about myself. every day is one step closer to truly feeling happy again.
Nice. Good luck Chara!
Still mourning over old forums
Pretty tired from my jogging. I certainly didn't feel as exhausted this time as I did for my first two times, thought I doubt that's because I've improved.
I don't think two joggings are enough to get a better cardio, I probably just had a better day, or maybe I ran in a more conservative way by instinct.
I don't think two joggings are enough to get a better cardio, I probably just had a better day, or maybe I ran in a more conservative way by instinct.
can someone please tell me how to post youtube videos in this new forum?
45Traeath wrote:
Yep, still the same method as on the old one.
I tried that but it didn't work
Cahyono29 wrote:
Please help me,i can't post YouTube video here
[youtube[That messy section like for example nOj8zbBev41a and only that between the brackets]/youtube]
(Misused the brackets on purpose, because it will mess with what I write in there.)
At least it worked while I was using my phone.
Probably not the best place to be putting this here but if anyone has the free time to spend 10 minutes to do a questionnaire, just for fun, please do my survey related to Friendship views here: https://forms.gle/nfi5Qeq2xaYcEfoe7 Thank you!
45Traeath wrote:
Cahyono29 wrote:
Please help me,i can't post YouTube video here
[youtube[That messy section like for example nOj8zbBev41a and only that between the brackets]/youtube]
(Misused the brackets on purpose, because it will mess with what I write in there.)
At least it worked while I was using my phone.
thanks,it work now
YamiHikari wrote:
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I was in for at least 16mins w
Also, what's with that "Press 1 (...)"; I would understand the "5" one but that w
irl: starting drinking protein shakes everyday to gain weight, feelin a lil shitty, bored as hell
in osu: changed my tablet area for the first time, working on a couple maps, farming lol
life is.. life i guess
in osu: changed my tablet area for the first time, working on a couple maps, farming lol
life is.. life i guess
45Traeath wrote:
YamiHikari wrote:
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I was in for at least 16mins w
Also, what's with that "Press 1 (...)"; I would understand the "5" one but that w
o-oh sorry I think I underestimated the time needed ;-; also, about the "1" thing, it's a common practice in research studies to add a few "Select <number> " so that researchers can filter out the people who are doing the survey seriously and not just putting "5" for every answer
OT: Last 3 days for revision before mid term exams... RIP me.
YamiHikari wrote:
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Nah, don't worry, I took my time for some of them (although as short as possible) to imagine situations.
About that "1" I thought of it as a "double-trick" question, but alright.
That aside.
I'm surprised at how there's still nothing new in my subscriptions in this forum for at least 13h until this message.
I am feeling pretty bad today even though I have school of. I feel out of energy. I'll try to eat another meal to see if I just didn't eat enough.
I've already chosen my mentee for the mentorship program already but then he didn't get chosen because of the difference of our timezone. I just want to scream rn
Exam just ended, hands broken.
One thief dead, and two "digital CDs"...
I sure am not going up there yet, but it feels too good.
I sure am not going up there yet, but it feels too good.
Status: 26/30 on my first Physics midterm. Already doing much better than last year.
gonna upload my sky-blocks survival creation
Status: I now understand all of the music inside this video after re-watching Love Live!!
Took me over a long time to get motivated and complete the main drain. Huff.
I opened up to someone about something, they wanted to tell other people, I felt extremely uncomfortable with this and convinced them I was lying, and I'm not sure whether they're convinced. Every route terrifies me. Every possibility terrifies me.
This probably seems like a bad move on her part, due to lack of information. Probably seems like friends gossiping. It wasn't. She made the right decision, but I'm terrified of this right decision. I am trying to dig myself out of that hole. Unfortunately, that requires lying.
I thought I was making progress, telling her about something, but then I ran away.
It felt amazing to talk about something which was bothering me, but I obviously feel like crap now. I either have the crappy consequence of others being told a huge secret (despite them being professionals, I'm embarrassed and ashamed - It's something I've been hiding and lying about pretty much all my life), or the crappy consequence of having no one to talk to about how I'm feeling because I can't be honest. All while the issue's simply getting worse.
With the rate I'm going down this hole, I'm scared for the future, but I also don't want a bunch of people swarming around me like wasps. I don't want my mum worried, neither.
This probably seems like a bad move on her part, due to lack of information. Probably seems like friends gossiping. It wasn't. She made the right decision, but I'm terrified of this right decision. I am trying to dig myself out of that hole. Unfortunately, that requires lying.
I thought I was making progress, telling her about something, but then I ran away.
It felt amazing to talk about something which was bothering me, but I obviously feel like crap now. I either have the crappy consequence of others being told a huge secret (despite them being professionals, I'm embarrassed and ashamed - It's something I've been hiding and lying about pretty much all my life), or the crappy consequence of having no one to talk to about how I'm feeling because I can't be honest. All while the issue's simply getting worse.
With the rate I'm going down this hole, I'm scared for the future, but I also don't want a bunch of people swarming around me like wasps. I don't want my mum worried, neither.
Aside from TN, FG is pretty dead atm.
Trying to revive it.
Trying to revive it.
I must admit that FG has gotten a bit boring, let's revive it.
I just bought some snacks and drinks to prepare for an epic gaming session.
And then my dad invited his friends over to watch football on our TV.
Fml
And then my dad invited his friends over to watch football on our TV.
Fml
things have been going surprisingly well recently. it’s been a while since i felt this good about myself and my future. hopefully everything continues down this path.
I went to a computer lab to work on a few thing and found out the previous teacher forgot to turn of the impero extension which prevents us from using the internet during exam. Thankfully if you use firefox you can just disable the extension and use the internet as you wish, which is how I am typing this right now.
Status: I got 47.5 out of 104 on a test. That's the lowest score I've gotten I think ever, and at least in the last six years. I'm sad 
Status: Today's been a bloody mess, but at least I understand something new in maths.
status_15-12-19:
got a cold, which means i have a sick voice as well... i like my sick voice than my normal voice, mostly because to me it doesn't sound as annoying as my normal voice in my head...
ain't glad i am kind of sick tho
got a cold, which means i have a sick voice as well... i like my sick voice than my normal voice, mostly because to me it doesn't sound as annoying as my normal voice in my head...
ain't glad i am kind of sick tho
Status: Jumping from one emotion to the other.
Status: real nervous for Takeuchi. MissingNo. is an excellent contestant, and he has much support behind him. It's about a 60/40 split, judging from the comments on the battle video. Man, this is starting to get to me, hehe.
Status: I just keep wanting to practise Turkish but I don't think I could focus. :/
Status: just changed my sig!
Status: it's raining pretty hard outside.
Status: I've been playing around with VGM Music Maker today, trying to recreate this song:
I can place the notes pretty well, and I have all the metadata set up (BPM, etc.), but I can't seem to recreate the instruments very well. The four FM synthesis sine wave modulation channels are kinda hard to use. I also don't know how to have the whole drumset on one channel, like on this song from Knuckles' Chaotix. Looks like I'm going to have to do some research and/or ask for some help, especially with the drums.
Edit: this video is very helpful!
I can place the notes pretty well, and I have all the metadata set up (BPM, etc.), but I can't seem to recreate the instruments very well. The four FM synthesis sine wave modulation channels are kinda hard to use. I also don't know how to have the whole drumset on one channel, like on this song from Knuckles' Chaotix. Looks like I'm going to have to do some research and/or ask for some help, especially with the drums.
Edit: this video is very helpful!
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