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Westonini
Trying to learn some music theory. At least the basic fundamentals for now anyways.

I've been messing around in LMMS for a few days now and been having fun with it, but I figure I could improve greatly with some music theory knowledge. Since I've come to understand how to use LMMS I can actually put what I'm learning into practice in the program, which is helpful to understanding what the fuck they're talking about. I'm on break with a lot of free time right now so I'm just tryna hone some old skills while forming new ones.

I should probably have a job right now but we don't talk about that
Meah
21-7, 12-21, 21-15
Lost to my 30 year old aunt on a table tennis match. Been 5 years tho since I've last played
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I just stayed on a car for 2 hours without my phone waiting for someone. Kill me
GSG95
Like I suspected, I've grown up to become trash and a disappointment to my parents. I'd better take myself out soon.
Tad Fibonacci

GSG95 wrote:

Like I suspected, I've grown up to become trash and a disappointment to my parents. I'd better take myself out soon.
I don't know what caused you to come to that conclusion and I won't pretend to know.
But I do understand that life can sometimes be depressing. You're fine, you can get through it!
If you hate yourself then go work on yourself enough so that you can learn to appreciate yourself.
If you hate being "trash" and "a disappointment" to your parents then work on yourself to change that.
Life isn't about how hard you hit, it's about how much will you be able to get hit and still get back up.
Being alive alone is pretty much a constant stream of embarrassment, what matters is that you can overcome it.

Sorry if all this may sounds a bit cheesy. But I think that your parents would be truly disappointed if you decides give up on yourself.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

GSG95 wrote:

Like I suspected, I've grown up to become trash and a disappointment to my parents. I'd better take myself out soon.


I don’t know much about you or your situation right now and tbh, I can’t give you a solution to your problem at this moment but remember, even though we are internet strangers, there are people on OT who is willing to hear you out, understand and support you so please give it a try. For now, try to brighten up your mood with some good food and some good laugh on the internet. Here is one that always make me laugh whenever I look at it



Another edit: Or some good uplifting music that would cheer you up
Husa
staying wawake
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Just plucked off my first ever white hair. I feel sad
Meah

Still remembered how to play
Plini
MY AVATAR TASTES DONT DEFINE MY GENRE
45Traeath
I'm telling myself to go to sleep, but it took a whole 12mins.

I'm turning the PC off now.

----------------

A new morning...
I found the author of some memes involving Azunyan... I think.
keremaru
got an ss, and it's not the 100% one
45Traeath
First thing in the morning: get mad because of either the big brother's or the father's "oversimplist" way of...... "Personal space structuration".
Or in other words, one of them messed with my things.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Our family just went crazy because of a big ass cockroach that can fly. We managed to kill it tho... but at what cost?
Ender Lain
finally, 2kGS

samX500
Found out that one of my coworker is an osu! player and an even greater weeb than I am. Though I ain't sure why he was so surprised by the fact that I knew Cookiezi after I told him I play osu!.
45Traeath

samX500 wrote:

...

Maybe he misunderstood it as "knowing personally/being friends with".
At least, that's a way for me to understand this sentence the way you've written.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Just finish reading “Good Night World”. Kinda give me Kokkoku vibe but overall a pretty good manga
Serraionga
Status: just got into a new collab so I'll probably be posting a lot... FG sure brings me back!
45Traeath
Sh!t, Dood.
Free play time of "Disgaea 5".
Cahyono29
changing name feels good
Carmlillball
After some time hidden, I'll try to live again. :)

Not much has progressed, and I doubt it ever will. I don't have the heart and the right time will never come. For now, I'll enjoy everything as much as possible and stop being so damn angry at myself. Especially with everything which will be going on in the future.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
It feels so good when you find out a game that you used to play a lot during childhood but can't seem to remember the name
Isshiki Kaname
I got the funniest collab lmao
KemZii
same
Carmlillball
Woke at 5, eating butter candies (the best!). Yesterday, I shared some positive news to a friend, so I'm waiting eagerly for her to reply! Trying to start being productive, instead of just doing nothing. I need to learn to get motivation for myself instead of only doing stuff because I feel forced to by others.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH wrote:

It feels so good when you find out a game that you used to play a lot during childhood but can't seem to remember the name


Yes, very good! :)
Hawnta
around 1/3 done timing this song. looking forward to actually mapping it cos i think its gonna be real fun
Tad Fibonacci
Feeling bothered about AHHHH's signature because this is what it does to the old forums:

https://imgur.com/Wp8bZpQ
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

Feeling bothered about AHHHH's signature because this is what it does to the old forums:

https://imgur.com/Wp8bZpQ


Oh gosh that”s annoying. Lemme fix it
samX500
are you kidding me? I just updated the emergency thread about your signature breaking the wall of the old forums. Do I look silly now.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Yes
samX500
*sigh*
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Not anymore
Westonini
ay lmao
Meah
booooooorrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed
payney
got to submit scores today for the first time in months B)
keremaru
back to good level of mania accuracy, working on that first before i get back into ctb and taiko, then next stop is standard
45Traeath
My mental health might get astonishingly better.
Found an item that can give me (probably more than) a bit of peace of mind.

For the moment, I feel more motivated, alive, like I won't be giving up easily yet.
pentaqola
feeling kind of sick right now... probably because i dipped my feet in water yesterday unfortunately due to bad weather...

its just the common colds with a mix of cough, so nothing much for me to worry about... glad i didn't get leptospirosis, hopefully...
Tad Fibonacci
Got sick, went to the hospital and now I have to take a bazillion of pills. Yay.
Meah
Iz*one vampire 😍
Achromalia
Carmlillball
Been thinking a lot about the improvements I've been making these past few months, and those which I'll be making in the future.
I'm going to the town centre alone on Monday, using a bus, and then going to a college class, which I talk quite a lot in. Around 2 months ago, I would've never been able to go on a bus. Before May/June, I was pretty much mute, and I still only just got comfortable with talking [comfortable to the point where I (reluctantly) start conversations] last week.
There's a lot of other things, too.
Mm, everything in my life is weird, but change isn't always bad. 💙
45Traeath
Let's try to keep thinking about this for 2h:

Makoto: Sometimes I get the strange urge to clean when I visit a friend's room.
Futaba: No, don't! They might already have everything exactly where they want it!


In other words, I'm just being mad.
Even for one item to be moved from its original place would just...
Yes, this is stupid.
FROM A NORMAL POINT OF VIEW, FOR DOOM'S SAKE, CAN I BE DIFFERENT. I'M ALREADY TECHNICALLY DIFFERENT BY BEING UNIQUE IN THIS PLANET BUT STILL.
Unless the one moving it is someone I can "trust", but of course in this case with 2 items, it's not.
Worst part of it: their positions have been switched. Ew.

And now I'm stuck in front of this screen/PC because I can't make a move without having them criticize what I'm doing with my things.
THOSE, ARE, MY, THINGS, YOU [...].
Bloom
I'm frustrated because I'm debugging a crash that shouldn't even happen...

Access violation in NTDLL....

All of this just because I want to spawn some bullets.
Every bullet has a chance of causing a crash....
Meah
It's Monday soon
vinnicci

Meah wrote:

It's Monday soon
ah crap
Westonini

vinnicci wrote:

Meah wrote:

It's Monday soon


ah crap

Monday has arrived as foretold
samX500
I just ran a good 30:00 min outside and am extremely exhausted.
Meah

Westonini wrote:

vinnicci wrote:

Meah wrote:

It's Monday soon
ah crap
Monday has arrived as foretold
Monday then departed
keremaru
didn't take my meds this morning because the bus was running up

i want to sleep again
Westonini

Meah wrote:

Westonini wrote:

vinnicci wrote:

Meah wrote:

It's Monday soon


ah crap

Monday has arrived as foretold

Monday then departed

Not even Meah could predict the Tuesday that had arrived shortly after.
keremaru

Westonini wrote:

Meah wrote:

Westonini wrote:

vinnicci wrote:

Meah wrote:

It's Monday soon


ah crap

Monday has arrived as foretold

Monday then departed

Not even Meah could predict the Tuesday that had arrived shortly after.

Nor could the cowboy Westonini could foretell of the Wednesday that slowly approached.
Westonini
This is beautiful.
samX500
My legs are dead. They were already pretty bad this morning because of my run yesterday and I have now taken anoter run and killed them for good. I can't even begin to imagine what it will feel like tommorow
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Muscle cramp sucks
payney
im getting better. i feel better about myself. every day is one step closer to truly feeling happy again.
Tad Fibonacci

charamaru wrote:

im getting better. i feel better about myself. every day is one step closer to truly feeling happy again.


Nice. Good luck Chara!
Isshiki Kaname
Still mourning over old forums
samX500

KatouMegumi wrote:

Still mourning over old forums

Meah
bored
samX500
Pretty tired from my jogging. I certainly didn't feel as exhausted this time as I did for my first two times, thought I doubt that's because I've improved.

I don't think two joggings are enough to get a better cardio, I probably just had a better day, or maybe I ran in a more conservative way by instinct.
Cahyono29
can someone please tell me how to post youtube videos in this new forum?
vinnicci
45Traeath


Yep, still the same method as on the old one.
Cahyono29

45Traeath wrote:



Yep, still the same method as on the old one.

I tried that but it didn't work
Meah
rawr
keremaru
homework
Cahyono29
Please help me,i can't post YouTube video here :(
Meah
midas mode 2.0
45Traeath

Cahyono29 wrote:

Please help me,i can't post YouTube video here :(

[youtube[That messy section like for example nOj8zbBev41a and only that between the brackets]/youtube]
(Misused the brackets on purpose, because it will mess with what I write in there.)
At least it worked while I was using my phone.
YamiHikari
Probably not the best place to be putting this here but if anyone has the free time to spend 10 minutes to do a questionnaire, just for fun, please do my survey related to Friendship views here: https://forms.gle/nfi5Qeq2xaYcEfoe7 Thank you!
Cahyono29

45Traeath wrote:

Cahyono29 wrote:

Please help me,i can't post YouTube video here :(

[youtube[That messy section like for example nOj8zbBev41a and only that between the brackets]/youtube]
(Misused the brackets on purpose, because it will mess with what I write in there.)
At least it worked while I was using my phone.

thanks,it work now
45Traeath

YamiHikari wrote:

...

I was in for at least 16mins w
Also, what's with that "Press 1 (...)"; I would understand the "5" one but that w
keremaru
procrastination 101
payney
irl: starting drinking protein shakes everyday to gain weight, feelin a lil shitty, bored as hell
in osu: changed my tablet area for the first time, working on a couple maps, farming lol

life is.. life i guess
YamiHikari

45Traeath wrote:

YamiHikari wrote:

...

I was in for at least 16mins w
Also, what's with that "Press 1 (...)"; I would understand the "5" one but that w


o-oh sorry I think I underestimated the time needed ;-; also, about the "1" thing, it's a common practice in research studies to add a few "Select <number> " so that researchers can filter out the people who are doing the survey seriously and not just putting "5" for every answer

OT: Last 3 days for revision before mid term exams... RIP me.
45Traeath

YamiHikari wrote:

...

Nah, don't worry, I took my time for some of them (although as short as possible) to imagine situations.
About that "1" I thought of it as a "double-trick" question, but alright.


That aside.
I'm surprised at how there's still nothing new in my subscriptions in this forum for at least 13h until this message.
samX500
I am feeling pretty bad today even though I have school of. I feel out of energy. I'll try to eat another meal to see if I just didn't eat enough.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I've already chosen my mentee for the mentorship program already but then he didn't get chosen because of the difference of our timezone. I just want to scream rn
Cahyono29
I am feeling...not okay
YamiHikari
Exam just ended, hands broken.
45Traeath
One thief dead, and two "digital CDs"...
I sure am not going up there yet, but it feels too good.
Achromalia
payney
birthday
GSG95
I wanted to nap but I instead ended up hibernating.
Fhaye
old forum where?
pentaqola

Hyerim wrote:

old forum where?

dead
not joking
johnmedina999
Status: 26/30 on my first Physics midterm. Already doing much better than last year.
Ender Lain
gonna upload my sky-blocks survival creation
Meah
bored
Cahyono29
People can be really mean sometimes .-.
johnmedina999
Status: I now understand all of the music inside this video after re-watching Love Live!!

45Traeath


Took me over a long time to get motivated and complete the main drain. Huff.
Carmlillball
I opened up to someone about something, they wanted to tell other people, I felt extremely uncomfortable with this and convinced them I was lying, and I'm not sure whether they're convinced. Every route terrifies me. Every possibility terrifies me.

This probably seems like a bad move on her part, due to lack of information. Probably seems like friends gossiping. It wasn't. She made the right decision, but I'm terrified of this right decision. I am trying to dig myself out of that hole. Unfortunately, that requires lying.

I thought I was making progress, telling her about something, but then I ran away.

It felt amazing to talk about something which was bothering me, but I obviously feel like crap now. I either have the crappy consequence of others being told a huge secret (despite them being professionals, I'm embarrassed and ashamed - It's something I've been hiding and lying about pretty much all my life), or the crappy consequence of having no one to talk to about how I'm feeling because I can't be honest. All while the issue's simply getting worse.

With the rate I'm going down this hole, I'm scared for the future, but I also don't want a bunch of people swarming around me like wasps. I don't want my mum worried, neither.
Tad Fibonacci
Aside from TN, FG is pretty dead atm.

Trying to revive it.
samX500
I must admit that FG has gotten a bit boring, let's revive it.
45Traeath
Tad Fibonacci
I just bought some snacks and drinks to prepare for an epic gaming session.

And then my dad invited his friends over to watch football on our TV.

Fml
Meah
Kapoya Ginoo ko!
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