ey... its okay to not try... sometimes you gotta sacrifice your time for something more important than this...
i do know how it feels to fall behind, but sometimes... you just gotta let it happen... after all, when you fall, it isn't the end, you have a chance to rise...
if you found my osu acc through google: reminder that my old posts in this site does not represent me anymore
i stopped playing osu! and changed a lot through my absence. i feel happier now being free from it :]