Puzzle wrote:

I should be asleep but this was really something


Thanks guys

any time, pardner🤠

5:48PM

I can understand how sunny weather is risky for the skin, but that same weather leading to sickness...?
Maybe the temperature issues?

12:46PM

maybe im missing something, but this carly rae album just aint doin it for me and it makes me rly sad

like it’s GOOD

but it’s just not hittin right

Well its 1pm almost and it's really kinda busy today but not too bad I s'pose

Cant wait for the weekend

20:12 Damn I'm edgy today

12:33 PM

when your professor gives you your final exam in-class but it's on your laptop so you can just google things if necessary

Westonini wrote:

12:33 PM

when your professor gives you your final exam in-class but it's on your laptop so you can just google things if necessary

Most of the time they have specialized software that stops you from alt tabbing or swapping windows. Was that not a part of it?

4:56PM

mayor paulines a baddie

Puzzle wrote:

Westonini wrote:

12:33 PM

when your professor gives you your final exam in-class but it's on your laptop so you can just google things if necessary

Most of the time they have specialized software that stops you from alt tabbing or swapping windows. Was that not a part of it?

nope, i was free to google whatever i wanted.

Westonini wrote:

Puzzle wrote:

Westonini wrote:

12:33 PM

when your professor gives you your final exam in-class but it's on your laptop so you can just google things if necessary

Most of the time they have specialized software that stops you from alt tabbing or swapping windows. Was that not a part of it?

nope, i was free to google whatever i wanted.

.... Lol

Solid. Hope you did well

4:31
Works over
Yes

00:39 AM

Fuck, that nap was way too long
I wish I could go out and party tonight

8.21am

I'm still baffled by the activity levels in this thread

9:06PM

i dont know squat about LoL but liftlift is really good

reuni wrote:

9:06PM

i dont know squat about LoL but liftlift is really good

YEAH BOIIIII

8:09 PM

My hype will never die from this
What a fuckin historic moment

11:58PM

bruh momentum

9:01 PM PST.

ONUMI MAKES GOOD SHIT.

THIS HAS BEEN AN ADVERTISEMENT FROM YOUR FRIENDLY NEIGHBORHOOD SKELETON.

6:27 To eat breakfast or to skip it..

12.25am

I should sleep soon. I'm still tired from my trip to Ipoh, I guess. I suppose I need to figure out how to get more than 5 hours of sleep.

9:42 PM PST.

been awake for an hour or so. i have to do something, otherwise the loop repeats. i still should be mindful of taking breaks, i still think it might help.

12:54PM

wtf msi is at 3am est how do u league fucks live?

reuni wrote:

12:54PM

wtf msi is at 3am est how do u league fucks live?

I just watch vods really

It's 6pm and I'm ready for the anatomy grind

for a month

Good luck me

4:07 PM PST

chess has scarred me eternally and puzzle wants to play a game on the forums

help

i might die

Achromalia wrote:

4:07 PM PST

chess has scarred me eternally and puzzle wants to play a game on the forums

help

i might die

good luck

7:10PM

so which ones the evil version?

7:22 anatomy practice is going well
Good god I do not know how to draw feet though

Sunday, 8:30 AM.

•I am getting closer to have a ranked GD (Ultra diff)
UwU)~~
Feeling good...

Saturday, 23:38

~ I'm hungry af

12:54 AM

Tryna make a quick turn-based RPG type game. Nothing as big as my last project, this one is significantly smaller and hopefully simpler. I just wanna make it for the experience and to experiment with some possibilities. So far I just made some crappy art and UI, so I'm gonna actually work on the programming part starting tomorrow.

4:08 PM

My summer break is almost over, sigh

futabas wrote:

4:08 PM

My summer break is almost over, sigh

that's crazy, mine just started.

6:23pm, boreeeedddd

10:08AM

i had 3 dreams last night, all of which i remember somewhat well

what

Sunday, 1030PM

gonna roast some chicken . Hmm..

8:07 AM PST.

I fuckign forgot to shut off the laptop again, ffs. another abrupt slumber.

also, pretty tired. i forgot when i fell asleep.

3:18 AM

If my overall grade in this one class was 0.31% lower I would have gotten a B instead of an A. kinda crazy. I was at 88.81% which got rounded to 89% which she considered an A. If I was under 88.50% I would have been rounded down to 88% which is a B.
close call.

In other news I've been making some decent progress on my thingy. Only problem is that time goes by so damn quickly when I'm working on it.

I think I started working on it around 6 or 7 AM maybe? I can't remember. I went all the way till around 2 AM but it only felt like a couple hours.

17:06 Feeling like trash. Tried to have a nap but I just can't, so I decided to hang online for a while. Might see if a mate messaged me. Was supposed to meet with her today. Told her too late that we'd be better off skipping today. I feel like a prick.

Carmlillball wrote:

17:06 Feeling like trash. Tried to have a nap but I just can't, so I decided to hang online for a while. Might see if a mate messaged me. Was supposed to meet with her today. Told her too late that we'd be better off skipping today. I feel like a prick.

Shit happens sometimes. I'd feel like a prick too, but still; you're not. Sorry you're feeling shitty. Hope it picks up soon.


Its 11:15 AM and I cant stop thinking about lunch. Gonna order something today. Not feeling like my usual. Fhhhh I'm hungry

12:26PM

allergy pills are the most blessed thing on the planet

reuni wrote:

12:26PM

allergy pills are the most blessed thing on the planet

Dude I agree damn

I only get allergies when I'm sick or coming off a sickness but it's actually probably worse than actually being sick

Praise the sun for allergy pills they make it so much better

Puzzle wrote:

Carmlillball wrote:

17:06 Feeling like trash. Tried to have a nap but I just can't, so I decided to hang online for a while. Might see if a mate messaged me. Was supposed to meet with her today. Told her too late that we'd be better off skipping today. I feel like a prick.

Shit happens sometimes. I'd feel like a prick too, but still; you're not. Sorry you're feeling shitty. Hope it picks up soon.


Its 11:15 AM and I cant stop thinking about lunch. Gonna order something today. Not feeling like my usual. Fhhhh I'm hungry

Thanks mate.

19:40 Now I'm basically giving the mate (which I was supposed to meet up with) a free comedy show via email. Just like communism. Except it's my dignity which will run out in the end, instead of food.

7:20

planning to re install dragon nest to help someone

5:20 PM PST.

no progress.

no progress.

no progress.

no progress.

no progress.

why am i trying?

progress.

11:16PM

room cold

8:52 PM PST.

i'm wasting time.

i'm wasting time.

i'm wasting time.

fuck.

i hate how pointless my effort seems.

i hate how effortless failure is.

i hate how inert i am.

i hate how apathetic i am.

but it's what i rely on at times.

what do you do when you may or may not have to abandon what helps you most?

true emotions? heh, those are rather hard to emulate at times. i can't express them very well anymore.

even through music and art, i struggle to come up with anything.

and it just makes it all the more tiresome.

it just makes it all the more reasonable to give up.

it makes it all the more reasonable to stay inert.

it makes it all the more relieving to stop.

but i won't.

yet i'm still inert. i'm still living as if i've given up on my ideas.

maybe i should trust myself more.

that might not even be it.

there's something i'm missing.

something i'm missing, that i desperately need.

something i'm missing, that would've made shit work out.

something i'm missing, that stopped me from falling into creative destitution.

something i'm missing, that things normally so deeply desired would still need to ever be carried out.

something i'm missing, that sooner would contribute to my life than time itself.

i don't know what that is.

so here i am.

how tiresome.

16:30 Damn this song's depressing

Its 12:04pm and I'm feeling bittersweet. Life is confusing sometimes. Think I'm making it work though.

12:36 PM PST.

A particularly great friend helped me restore my will in continuing with what I do despite the mentality I've developed recently.

I'll find my way out. I'll manage.

Just tired.

We'll see how things go.

Thank you, by the way.

10:(14-x)PM

Oohh, someone bought something from me...


10:14PM
Oooohh, I really sold the S(S)R stuff ( . .)

11:08PM
Alright, let's get that into my ears.

11:09~11:11PM
WHAT?!
3 people in this community...?

Friiiiick. Bus shows up 5 minutes late. Then when I get on the bus driver runs off to go use the restroom.

Gotta go if you gotta go, I guess. Shoooooot. Imma be late getting home. sigh

10:24 AM

I think I'm in love...

9:45 what if poop comes out of human's nose

4:26 PM. Tomorrow will be nice. Hopefully Friday too. And then I have a 3 day weekend.

2:55 PM PST.

pretty tired, just got back from school.

also pretty stressed, working on the ot speech.

6:16PM

You crush me

8:38 PM PST.

how the fuck did this absolute massive snake of shit manage to fit in my body?

this may have been somewhere among the top 50 most painful shits of my life, but this has been no doubt the absolute longest and most horrifyingly massive shit i've taken.

i can't fucking flush the toilet, it did absolutely nothing to help, just clogged. ahh, dear digestion tract, i've failed you. i should take care of you better.

i think i'd live a great life if i were a cyborg, if i could just cease to require any food and thus no longer need to worry about eating or drinking anything, especially taking a shit, then that'd be incredibly relieving. just a brain wired in some sort of body that lets me more effectively get shit done without worrying about health. all i need to be concerned about is a system failure, some disrupted feedback of sorts, or mechanical problem.

if only.

guess that's another thing to despise about being human.

Achromalia wrote:

8:38 PM PST.

how the fuck did this absolute massive snake of shit manage to fit in my body?

this may have been somewhere among the top 50 most painful shits of my life, but this has been no doubt the absolute longest and most horrifyingly massive shit i've taken.

i can't fucking flush the toilet, it did absolutely nothing to help, just clogged. ahh, dear digestion tract, i've failed you. i should take care of you better.

i think i'd live a great life if i were a cyborg, if i could just cease to require any food and thus no longer need to worry about eating or drinking anything, especially taking a shit, then that'd be incredibly relieving. just a brain wired in some sort of body that lets me more effectively get shit done without worrying about health. all i need to be concerned about is a system failure, some disrupted feedback of sorts, or mechanical problem.

if only.

guess that's another thing to despise about being human.

W H A T

Puzzle wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

8:38 PM PST.

how the fuck did this absolute massive snake of shit manage to fit in my body?

this may have been somewhere among the top 50 most painful shits of my life, but this has been no doubt the absolute longest and most horrifyingly massive shit i've taken.

i can't fucking flush the toilet, it did absolutely nothing to help, just clogged. ahh, dear digestion tract, i've failed you. i should take care of you better.

i think i'd live a great life if i were a cyborg, if i could just cease to require any food and thus no longer need to worry about eating or drinking anything, especially taking a shit, then that'd be incredibly relieving. just a brain wired in some sort of body that lets me more effectively get shit done without worrying about health. all i need to be concerned about is a system failure, some disrupted feedback of sorts, or mechanical problem.

if only.

guess that's another thing to despise about being human.

W H A T

#toiletthoughts

3:41 new phone

2:25 AM

ay lmao 95% on the calc II exam

ay lmao straight A's

9.28pm

Ehh, my signature and profile portrays exactly what I'm thinking.

09:32PM

Well, that was a bad idea.

6:47 PM PST.

i'm being held captive in my own home to write my own speech against my own will

...

nah, i'm not, but it'd be a funny plotline. i'm just fucking overdue as hell and am failing the "speech" aspect of being a president.

help

9:58pm

wonder if i got in that talent show for my osu!mania skills :thinking:

11:46 a.m.

taking a nice break

12:52PM

!!!!!!!!!!!!!

10:07 AM.

quickly checking the forums before this alg 2 mathematics class starts.

abraker wants the speech done. thanks for the not-exactly-practically-timed encouragement.

Fucking I'm free. Its 4:03 PM. Words cannot describe how hyped I am for this weekend

Ooooh its gun b good

5:04PM

FUCK

reuni wrote:

5:04PM

FUCK

That doesnt sound gud

9:51PM

I CANNOT EMPHASIZE THIS ENOUGH

FUCK

edit: 10:00PM

guess i need to learn to clear my bases...

or be a better person

iunno

9:12 pm wtf going on with Reuni hlelo

8:31 PM PST.

I can't help but think my work is dogshit.

I gotta keep figuring out my way around this and keep going.

12:05

An endless stream of thoughts. I really need to clear my head a bit.

Usually, I find Saturdays quite boring and uneventful. However, while today is barely an exception, at least I have some studying to do to break me out of this vicious cycle of doing the same stuff over and over. And I had to write some story plans in class yesterday. But I never made them stories. It's not required to do, but I want to develop the ideas into stories. Maybe show the teacher afterwards. I might start to type stories for fun again.

I want to get involved with the real world. That really helps with boredom. Surprising to people who know me, but I kinda enjoy being around people, going to new places and being involved. It's fair for me to assume that the only thing most of my peers know about me is that I'm quiet and anxious. I always distance myself from others because I get very scared of messing up if I try to socialise. A friend of mine, she helped me realise that I should be socialising around 2 months back, or possibly somewhat less. However, as getting involved with the real world goes, I'm horribly naive, with going out, and social skills. I've always lived an isolated lifestyle. Which I thought I enjoyed. I was calm. I was safe. But I never really noticed how upset I always was. I've never really felt anything, except fear and sometimes sadness. But I thought that was pretty normal, and feelings are all a show, an act. I feel genuine happiness now. My smiles aren't faked to please others. Annoyingly, not being used to this, I always feel some urge to immediately hide my smiles. But it's starting to lessen. Aches a ton, too. Which is also starting to loosen. Others have noticed and it seems I'm becoming more approachable. Needless to say, I adore this friend.

I have those 2 hours a week to socialise with someone and go to, for example, a café, and this time is precious to me. Which could be a reason why Saturdays seem so boring. I'm practically waiting for this day to come. I love Mondays, because that's when we hang out. I wake up with a smile on a Monday morning, while others in the house don't want to wake up!

I've been up since 6:30, which is quite a good sleep for me nowadays. And 7:00 is amazing. I remember when I've used to be able to sleep until like 11:00 on a weekend. Great times. Or was wasting life away to mess in a dream world truly great? Maybe I quite prefer it like this, spending more time actually doing stuff.

Carmlillball wrote:

12:05

An endless stream of thoughts. I really need to clear my head a bit.

Usually, I find Saturdays quite boring and uneventful. However, while today is barely an exception, at least I have some studying to do to break me out of this vicious cycle of doing the same stuff over and over. And I had to write some story plans in class yesterday. But I never made them stories. It's not required to do, but I want to develop the ideas into stories. Maybe show the teacher afterwards. I might start to type stories for fun again.

I want to get involved with the real world. That really helps with boredom. Surprising to people who know me, but I kinda enjoy being around people, going to new places and being involved. It's fair for me to assume that the only thing most of my peers know about me is that I'm quiet and anxious. I always distance myself from others because I get very scared of messing up if I try to socialise. A friend of mine, she helped me realise that I should be socialising around 2 months back, or possibly somewhat less. However, as getting involved with the real world goes, I'm horribly naive, with going out, and social skills. I've always lived an isolated lifestyle. Which I thought I enjoyed. I was calm. I was safe. But I never really noticed how upset I always was. I've never really felt anything, except fear and sometimes sadness. But I thought that was pretty normal, and feelings are all a show, an act. I feel genuine happiness now. My smiles aren't faked to please others. Annoyingly, not being used to this, I always feel some urge to immediately hide my smiles. But it's starting to lessen. Aches a ton, too. Which is also starting to loosen. Others have noticed and it seems I'm becoming more approachable. Needless to say, I adore this friend.

I have those 2 hours a week to socialise with someone and go to, for example, a café, and this time is precious to me. Which could be a reason why Saturdays seem so boring. I'm practically waiting for this day to come. I love Mondays, because that's when we hang out. I wake up with a smile on a Monday morning, while others in the house don't want to wake up!

I've been up since 6:30, which is quite a good sleep for me nowadays. And 7:00 is amazing. I remember when I've used to be able to sleep until like 11:00 on a weekend. Great times. Or was wasting life away to mess in a dream world truly great? Maybe I quite prefer it like this, spending more time actually doing stuff.

Woah. That's a lot of stuff I never would have guessed without you saying it.

I, uh. That's kind of weird, because honestly, a lot of the stuff is the same for me. That's part of the reason I've been around these forums so much lately. It's a place for me to express and try to feel and sort of figure things out because I'm not very good at doing that. Emotions, and all. It's something I'm working on and expressing myself here is one of the ways I'm doing it.

So, good on you, I think. It seems like you're figuring stuff out. Hope it all goes well. Writing it out can really help.

Hiya! c:

Same story for me. Online is a very helpful starting line. I also hope it all goes well for you!

2:57PM

ITS HOT

EDIT: 8:39PM

i feel the same as before except this time im eating a hot pocket

13:02 Fk my angry rants

9:44am

Bed

2.04am

WTF AM I DOING STILL AWAKE

KotoriIsMyWaifu wrote:

2.04am

WTF AM I DOING STILL AWAKE

I don't know.

19:48 In a negative mood. Maybe hanging in the Osu! forums will help.

Carmlillball wrote:

KotoriIsMyWaifu wrote:

2.04am

WTF AM I DOING STILL AWAKE

I don't know.

19:48 In a negative mood. Maybe hanging in the Osu! forums will help.

I'm late, but I hope you're doin better

3:12 PM and I have a headache need to drink water ahhhh

3:23 AM.

Yes, I'm still up.

Don't judge me.

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

3:23 AM.

Yes, I'm still up.

Don't judge me.

It's 4:10 PM and the only thing I'm thinking about is just how much I'm judging Tad for being awake a 3:23 AM in the morning. I can't believe it. What an absolute madman. A singular degenerate. My disappointment is immeasurable. 3:23 AM! How ridiculous.

Puzzle wrote:

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

3:23 AM.

Yes, I'm still up.

Don't judge me.

It's 4:10 PM and the only thing I'm thinking about is just how much I'm judging Tad for being awake a 3:23 AM in the morning. I can't believe it. What an absolute madman. A singular degenerate. My disappointment is immeasurable. 3:23 AM! How ridiculous.

4:45 AM.

It's me again.

No, I haven't went to bed yet.

Kinda want to drink some tea.

Yes, tea at 4 AM.

Don't judge me.

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

Puzzle wrote:

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

3:23 AM.

Yes, I'm still up.

Don't judge me.

It's 4:10 PM and the only thing I'm thinking about is just how much I'm judging Tad for being awake a 3:23 AM in the morning. I can't believe it. What an absolute madman. A singular degenerate. My disappointment is immeasurable. 3:23 AM! How ridiculous.

4:45 AM.

It's me again.

No, I haven't went to bed yet.

Kinda want to drink some tea.

Yes, tea at 4 AM.

Don't judge me.

It's okay. All judgements have been absolved. Staying up till 4am just to drink some tea is pretty reasonable and I'd do it too. Just make sure you're not drinking the tea at 5am. Then we have a problem.

Puzzle wrote:

Just make sure you're not drinking the tea at 5am. Then we have a problem.

5:03 AM.

Uhh...

Oops.

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

Puzzle wrote:

Just make sure you're not drinking the tea at 5am. Then we have a problem.

5:03 AM.

Uhh...

Oops.

It's 5:36 PM. I'm calm. I'm reasonable. I'm not judging anybody. Nope, not here, no judgements here, just happy, nice, fun times that don't involve any judgements. You're really free to drink tea whenever you want, Tad. I swear.

It's 4:08 PM PST. I'm calm. I'm reasonable. I'm not amused by these search results. Nope, not here, no intriguing results here.

Just a casual, totally intentional, typical time of day that isn't spent on calculating a series of numbers for hilarious search results.

9:39 p.m
That's enough posting on FG, I should play osu now

4.09pm

God, I'm starving, probably just going to buy char siew rice

9:34 Nervous to go out although it's 4 hours 30 mins away, but hey, at least I'm with my mate. ^-^
It's a looong wait, yet I don't quite feel like doing anything. So I'm just hanging on the forums.

9:49 Also, not sure whether to eat breakfast or not. I kinda want to please her by saying I've eaten breakfast today (I usually don't) and to be truthful about it. But there's also this part of me which wants me to lie and say I did when I actually didn't, because she wouldn't notice anyway. Or just don't eat and be honest. But she seems kinda concerned about my lack of eating. But there's nothing to be concerned about. My brain's in a horrible muddle. :/

10:09 Horribly confused. About, everything.

13:24 I'm a nervous wreck but also excited. Quite happy with the box I've half made. Now just needs the lid.

Puzzle wrote:

GOD FUCKING DAMMIT TAD HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS CRAP! TEA AT 5AM?!?!?! FUCKING 5 AM?!?! YOU DEGENERATE IM DISUGSTED I NEED TO GO BLEACH MYSELF BECAEUSE OF HOW DEPRAVED YOU ARE YOU SAVAGE

23:55

;_;

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

Puzzle wrote:

I love you Tad you're amazing I can't believe you would drink tea at 5AM that's so brave, truly a woke individual

23:55

;_;

Why are you crying tad? I don't understand. Do you not love to be showered in compliments?

Puzzle wrote:

12:21

;_;

Why are you crying, Puzzle? I don't understand. Do you not love to be misquoted?

Achromalia wrote:

Puzzle wrote:

12:21

;_;

Hamburger

2:14 AM

Decided to have tea now instead of 5 AM.

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

Puzzle wrote:

Honestly, these posts are like quantum superpositioned particles. You don't know what state they're in until you look at them. They could say anything. You only really know when someone else quotes them.

I swear to god Puzzle you better shut the fuck up with your blackmagic fuckery quantum posts. This forum isn't no goddamned Schrodinger's cat.

Did you guys know that water is one of the only things that expands when it freezes (besides some metals?) This is actually one the biggest reasons why life exists on planet Earth. Funny how nature be like that, huh? They don't think it be like it do, but it is.

It's 2:20PM and I swear I must've jumped to another timeline because I don't think any of you guys said this stuff.

Puzzle wrote:

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

Puzzle wrote:

*sees a customer* Hello sir, what will you take?

...

WE WILL TAKE JERUSALEM!!!

DEUS VULT

DEUS VULT

DEUS VULT

2:20PM

DEUS VULT

DEUS VULT

DEUS VULT

2:26 AM.

Huh.

7:49

I can't do this anymore.

17:20 Had a small salad (cucumbers and carrots) (it was meant to be medium but I didn't finish). This is sufficient enough. I don't want anything else. Feeling bad for having avoided the conversation that started up. I know better than to do this, I know this now. I should've been honest.

12:06 p.m.

hatching does not take this fucking long
my jaw is sore
my bug is also nice
getting hotter
he's performing with his lemon juice
1 inch could draw a decent amount of blood

1:27PM

MORI E OKAERI