Anger.
Not something I normally experience. Most of whatever anger I have is the self-hatred I bottle up. Whatever would otherwise be anger is instead absorbed and is fed into my apathy.
I'll probably enter one of two states, though the other will pretty much never happen.
If I ever get irritated beyond reason, I'll become entirely apathetic, making cold and cutting remarks, and you'll likely see me cleave my way into every flaw in your logic, undermining every argument and statement you have, and shit like that. Essentially, I'll become antisocial as hell, distancing myself as much as possible from people.
The "other" state of mind. I don't recall ever experiencing this, but with all things considered, I still find it to be entirely possible that this would wind up being how I'd turn out. I'd essentially just...
let loose.
no apathy. just genuine seething rage.
Even if I haven't done this, I hope to hell it doesn't ever happen.
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What's your perspective on apathy, or perhaps, what experiences may you have had with apathy?