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Tad Fibonacci
It was a few weeks ago I believe. I was bored in class so I dew Raphtalia.

I used to draw a lot back in high school though.

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Achromalia
ah, just two or three days ago. it was for some page of characters i've been thinking about making.

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what belief have you held in the past that you no longer hold now?
Journal
A belief. Well, I used to believe in a God. Certain circumstances have changed that.
Sq.
Achromalia
I had at some point believed I was someone with little to no capacity for emotion due to my apathy. Based off of that conclusion, I had assumed I'd do well at calmly handling life, but as the years have passed, my apathy didn't really hold up as well as I've thought. It's reliable to some degree, but can crack under enough extreme pressure.

Usually when that happens, it'll be a slow-release type of reaction in which emotion, primarily anger, leaks out through my actions, words, thoughts, and feelings. It's a fairly controlled anger of sorts, but I ultimately wind up directing whatever anger that bubbles and surfaces back into my self. I'm pretty quick to blame myself for things and it'll gradually tear me apart as I hold on to whatever scattered logic I can cling to that'll help me find my way out of my messes.

Though it has yet to happen, I think it's possible for it to be much worse. Perhaps, it could be some sort of explosive emotion that I'd have difficulty understanding. I'll be throwing myself into some shitty trains of thought with very little in terms of reasonable logic for that, aside from personal belief and a seething self-hatred.

Self-hatred's played a good part in any sort of anger I experience. It's almost always at myself.

So now I've learned that strong emotions do dwell within me, but are pretty heavily repressed under that stoicism and apathy I hold.

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same question.
MisakiTobisawa-
I always believed that I would get better at this game. I don't see myself reaching 10k within this year now. My progress has stagnated due to studies, but on the plus side, my grades are going up. Well, they were quite high already, but it's nice to go even higher.

Would you be able to continue with your life if your parents passed? I remember a similar question being asked before, and I don't wish this on anyone, of course.
Journal
I could continue on with my life if they died. It might be jarring at first, because I’ve always been used to have someone hovering over me. I have been told I’m insensitive and selfish for that particular reason, but death is a natural part of living as well. Even if it’s “sad” at first, it’s no use for me to wallow in the long run. I’d probably try to internalize any emotions and continue on. Any positive feelings directed towards them were nonexistent in the first place, so that’ll help somewhat. Let’s just say some people deserve what they get, and moping about it would get me nowhere.
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Westonini
Continue with your life? As in being able to continue doing daily functions or just being able to live?

Well if it's the former then I'd probably be alright. I'd probably have to end up moving in with my sister and her fiancee if that were the case, but I should be capable of taking care of myself. Even if my parents would be gone it's not like I'd be completely alone and helpless either, I could ask my other loved ones or even google about how to do things if need be. The only big issues I could see is that I'd need to actually get a job so I can make enough money to get a place of my own, and I'd need to be able to take care of my brother, who requires special needs. That second one would definitely be tough for me since my mother and father are the ones that take care of him while I just assist them if they ever need me to.

If it's the latter then that's a simple question. Yes. Even if I deeply love my parents, killing myself over their deaths is fucking retarded. Not to be overly rude, but killing yourself over something like that is pretty pathetic and honestly infuriating. 1.) How would your parents react to you doing something so stupid? and 2.) Imagine the heart-break that you'd cause the others that care about you. But also in my case I'd be leaving my brother behind, and there's no damn way I'm aboutta do that.

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Perhaps we should move to a lighter topic now.

What trait(s) do you like the most in a person?
Ryoid
Sadism Honest with yourself

Do you like thinking about the past or the future?
Tad Fibonacci
Tbh, neither.

Thinking of the past makes me want to die of regrets and cringe.

And thinking of the future will make me depressed out of anxiety.

And so, neither.

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Same question.
Achromalia
...

I'm not sure.

To some extent, neither, yet... both.

Nostalgia hits fairly hard sometimes. Other days I think about the future and the possibilities of how shit could turn out.

I really don't know.

Feeling a bit strange this morning.

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I feel strangely curious of people's thoughts.

What's your perspective on who I am, as in-- what do you think of me?

Be critical and detailed. I'm interested in what flaws people see in me, and whether my shitty perception of myself is worth merit.
Meah
Idk, i hadn't paid attention but cringe + emo mb

Travel by sea, land or air. Why?
Journal
I don't really care, as long as I'm the one taking us there.
What would you want to reincarnate as?
Penguin
If I was able to reincarnate withholding my current knowledge, I would want to reincarnate as myself. I would want to do everything over again.

If not, then I'd totally be a penguin, that would be dope.

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Achromalia
there isn't much else that would be nearly as effective at doing anything such as humans.

i'd like to reincarnate as a machine, perhaps. a sort of AI that can live indefinitely under the right conditions. i can suffer until the end of time for as long as my "mind" remains intact. i can assist whatever humans come after, and provide my experience and knowledge to them. they'll learn from previous generations and make life better for themselves.

otherwise, i'd like to return to as i was. a human.

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Achromalia wrote:

I feel strangely curious of people's thoughts.

What's your perspective on who I am, as in-- what do you think of me?

Be critical and detailed. I'm interested in what flaws people see in me, and whether my shitty perception of myself is worth merit.
Ryoid
has some knowledge in music, always lurk in the forum, sometime emo or being negative (like myself), likes to voice your opinion, kinda serious but not being a jerk

its just an opinion on my perspective when seeing you here active in the forum cause i'm not really know anything about you so yeah thats all

hey same question
Achromalia
If I'm to apply it to you, then...

it's a bit difficult considering it's been such a long while.

In my time of seeing you around, I thought of you as a fairly docile person with a pretty calm demeanor. I don't recall you doing a whole lot, you'd just post in whatever threads were there. As of now, I'd consider you to be fairly thoughtful, perhaps reserved to some extent, in the sense that you don't seem to really go out of your way to do anything crazy. You also seem to be pretty thoughtful and introspective.

Not much else I can definitively say about ya, but I remember enjoying your presence around here in the past.

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Achromalia wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

I feel strangely curious of people's thoughts.

What's your perspective on who I am, as in-- what do you think of me?

Be critical and detailed. I'm interested in what flaws people see in me, and whether my shitty perception of myself is worth merit.
Tad Fibonacci
Well, I can't say that I know you well since we only met online for about a few months back so I might be completely wrong about you, so don't take it too seriously.

You're logical, yet you're quite idealistic. You like making music and drawing.
You're really stubborn and you really hate losing (well, I used to be like that too. I still am to an extent).
I can't help but feels like you're quite naive too.
You like playing with words.
You don't seem to know how to take care of yourself very well.
I think you'll self improve better than having someone urging you to improve.

That's it for now.

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Same question I guess.
CatzerTM
i don't know that much about you to give an accurate answer. based on what i've seen i'd say you're a fairly normal person. you have your own limits and you seem like a very articulate person and i appreciate that. but can be little bit too much towards extroversion sometimes. that's all i have to say

again it's just based off what i've seen,

same question i suppose
Journal
I've only seen you around once or twice, but that's because I'm a bit late on the FG. You seem like someone who people come to for comforting, and it doesn't have to be "mushy-mushy" either.
Ryoid
i take it as the same question yes?

well, not seeing you much
but you're polite so i like that

sorry, my choice of word is very limited so there not much thing to say

same
TeeArctic1
Ain't seen you a lot earlier, but oh boy do I love when people come in to the forums and contribute a bunch, breathes new life into the posts by having someone new to bounce off. I'm looking forward to seeing what ideas and fun threads you'll bring to our community though.

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Meah
You're funny and you like ducks

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Achromalia
You're a mixed bag. Don't have a whole lot of positive things to really state as there's a pretty good multitude of things normally said that don't really make sense, and in a way, embodies somethin' akin to narcissism, but it seems like there's more behind it, that it's a mere act of sorts. The strange shit you do or say around these parts can be fairly interesting, I suppose. Seen you around on discord sometimes, with what seemed like a fairly different demeanor and set of mannerisms, so that's pretty much my reasoning.

So, all in all, you seem alright.

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To break the monotony, here's a different question.

What holds you back from the things you desire or enjoy?
Tad Fibonacci
For me, it's what I have to do. Responsibilities I guess.

Often enough I feel like after having to tend to the things that I have to do or taking care of other people, I'm always too exhausted to fully enjoy the things that I love.

And with maturing, the less and less time I have to do what I enjoy.

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Ryoid
for me, it would be expectation

well, because people tend to expecting something great from me, i really having hard time just thinking what should i do in the future, and it seems like my resposibilities keep piling up from what i just achieved, and the paranoia is eating me from the inside. because of that, many interest and my desire slowly feeling nothing
its just i can't even enjoy thing when i'm thinking that is this really important than what i told to? but that just a glimpse what i was feeling the whole time so i'm not really depressed or enything its just making me emo and keeping me from doing what i enjoy

thats too the reason why i don't really care anything about social media like instagram, facebook, twitter, discord or something like that feels like a waste of time

thats the old me tho, now i'm brimming with positivity cause of to much suffering
sq
Journal
Fear, I guess. Dk what I'm fearing, but it's there.

I'd like to move out and travel on my own without being stuck anywhere for longer than a week.


How do you react when you're extremely angry?
Tad Fibonacci
Well, I am not a very emotional person. And I don't get mad really easily or very often at all either.
But in rare occasions that I do get extremely mad, I tend to be very critical about the person or the thing that I'm mad about.

My mum said that I'm usually pretty composed but I get really bitter and scary once I get angry.

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Same question
Journal
Since no one's responding..
I don't get angry easily, but I do get annoyed easily. I'll make the fact that I'm miffed known to others out of spite, but I tend to keep my more abrasive emotions under wraps.

Sq.
Achromalia
Anger.

Not something I normally experience. Most of whatever anger I have is the self-hatred I bottle up. Whatever would otherwise be anger is instead absorbed and is fed into my apathy.

I'll probably enter one of two states, though the other will pretty much never happen.

If I ever get irritated beyond reason, I'll become entirely apathetic, making cold and cutting remarks, and you'll likely see me cleave my way into every flaw in your logic, undermining every argument and statement you have, and shit like that. Essentially, I'll become antisocial as hell, distancing myself as much as possible from people.

The "other" state of mind. I don't recall ever experiencing this, but with all things considered, I still find it to be entirely possible that this would wind up being how I'd turn out. I'd essentially just...

let loose.

no apathy. just genuine seething rage.

Even if I haven't done this, I hope to hell it doesn't ever happen.

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What's your perspective on apathy, or perhaps, what experiences may you have had with apathy?
TeeArctic1
I often feel apathetic late at night, questioning why my own actions. I have a lot of playlists containing music for when I just feel like staring somewhere and feeling somewhat numb. It's not necessarily a good feeling, but necessary sometimes. I feel like I can breathe more afterwards.

What are your views on online interaction with strangers? Pros, cons and the like? Can real relationships emerge from chatting with someone you've never met?
Tad Fibonacci
I think it's a good thing that we can freely interact on the internet. It's a luxury that some parts of the world can't afford.
I do think that the internet is fun and interesting but also ruthless and brutal.

So I think that the internet isn't a place for the faint of hearts.

You can definitely create real relationships online too imo.

But I do try to separate my online life and my real life one.

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Same question.
Achromalia
I'd have pretty much the same response. The majority of my friendships have formed online. I rarely meet anyone in person that I'd easily have deep conversations with. Often it's insubstantial small talk or something relevant to a fandom of sorts.

I've had a great time talking with others here though. Whoever wants to get into a conversation would be free to join in at any time, and stuff like that. It feels like we've got cleaner slates in some sense when we're online, as we get to express only what we choose to express.

Of course, to play devil's advocate, that's exactly why having online friendships or relationships of any sort can be dangerous. People are capable of manipulation, and could be able to influence others' lives in some pretty scary ways.

So yeah. It's scary but can be pretty nice. Just be careful.

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SQ.
Ryoid
yeah

its just like talking to a real person. even thought they mix some lie in it, i just can see their true feeling

normally i just play along with whatsoever happen all the time but that makes me holding back i think

so yeah, i can't express my feeling so well and hurting the other side feeling is scary

i mean like fuck what happen i will not be honest, thats what i thought about socializing on the internet

but its not really matter tho

what is your form of sadness?
Meah
FeelsBadMan

I accidentally watched this video on twt with a girl putting a pineapple on her ....... How did it fit?
TeeArctic1
Practice

Tried cooking noodles in a dishwasher, cooking meat with a clothing iron. What's next?
MisakiTobisawa-
wash the vegetables in the toilet and cut them with your hand

what was the most interesting thing you've learnt at school?
Journal
child development


Do you hate anyone?
viagra
Other than myself? Not really. Even the most annoying people in my life have redeeming qualities.

What is your dream job?
Journal
Investigative journalist

Can you handle criticism well?
viagra
I do handle criticism pretty well. Only way to become a better person is to realize that you might not be the amazing person you think you are.

What's a mundane task other than playing osu! that you consider yourself better than average at performing?
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