it's time to try again.

haaawdawd

deadass headass

awh, damn. no luck there, i guess.

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hurrdurr

Points

this is fair enough.

.Hguone riaf si siht

oh ye

i beeeeeeee

-lieve!

🦍

the ride never ends.

this is painful.

i'm trying to work on music but aaaaaa ;w;

Keep on working!!
That was meant to sound encouraging, not aggressive.

welp.

i guess i'll stay here for the entirety of the night.

i've been too tired to come up with things.

damn. hate when that happens. for me it always leaves me unsatisfied with whatever it was i was trying to accomplish as well.

yeah. been going through a pretty lengthy creative block. i've been having trouble figuring out where to start with my music.

i wish i could just...

...egh.

maybe if i were more decisive, or had some sort of conviction right now.

i feel like my creativity has just withered away.

What end result are you striving for?

for me it's simply anything that gives me satisfaction and pride for what i've made, along with the confidence in it to be able to show it to anyone else with my head held high.

well, i've wanted to represent various states of mind through music. sometimes, that'll focus around emotions, or something.

i try to flesh things out, but i can't seem to feel satisfied, for whatever reason. i can manage to like my own song, but i can't seem to push myself at times, and i become simultaneously complacent, yet restless. I want to make progress, but I don't feel like doing anything. and so i don't. i'll touch the project for a few minutes but ultimately walk away as i lose sight of what the hell i'm even trying to do.

i hope to make something people will enjoy, but ultimately, i want to be able to enjoy it myself.

people should be able to relate with it, or feel something from it, but i'm not really well-versed in emotions. i wind up just making music based off of my interpretations of each of these states of mind. sometimes i may experience them myself, yet i can't seem to really embody them when i make my songs.

it's kinda difficult for me to manage, honestly.

that, and i've yet to really make anything with a good quality of sound as my mastering isn't that great. i'll have to push myself to learn how to master properly, to practice more, but egh.

it's the damn inertia.

so yeah. i seem to be kinda stuck here.

i can't seem to make anything. or rather, i keep starting projects, but can't follow through with anything. i'm not sure of myself, or anything i do right now. and it bothers me. i wind up with tons of things to choose from, and my indecision doesn't do anything to help.

it completely ruins my flow if i feel like i've been unproductive. i catch myself falling into some shitty trains of thought all because of that.

progress. progress. progress. i've pushed for that, but i have trouble seeing any.

so here i am. wanting to write a fuckton for some reason.

- - -

westo why

could you maybe not

well, shit.

i koi

i guess risking for double digits still isn't possible just yet.

is it possible now?

i'm probably going to wind up doing nothing tonight.

- - -

NO WAY.

FUCK.

SO CLOSE. IF ONLY I HAD 30 MORE SECONDS.

IT'S ALWAYS WHEN I WAIT ;w;

yes

Yus

this is some shit.

yas queen

no, sir.

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morn