...still awake. good. i think i can make another post.
...maybe not.
...maybe not.
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On my end, I've kinda just managed to get through shit because of my mindset, somehow. I'd been pretty badly depressed but managed to weasel my way out of the bulk of my shitty depression. I did the same with suicidal thoughts.
I still dunno how the hell that worked.
"As pointless as life may seem, death would be equally as pointless."
Just that one thought. And I just kinda... dropped it all. I no longer cared enough to die, and decided to weather the storm. Apathy settled in, and got me through some pretty tough shit.
Endurance has become my main focus for getting through life.
I have no real reason to die. I mean, "life's painful"? Of course it is, because you're at least living and able to feel pain. That's telling you two things. You're alive, and you're in need of something to help you pull through. In my case, apathy is the metaphorical bottle of painkillers. For someone else, it maybe a person, or group of people, sometimes friends, sometimes something else. Games, music, and art, can all help distract people from their own life and keep them busy. If nothing seems to work, you've got to do it yourself, and get yourself back up.
Well, for me, like many pills, that "painkiller", apathy, had its side effects.
So now I'm a little distant from others. I'm still trying to understand people. Trying to make sense of humanity, wondering what the hell would be the reason behind certain things.
But, all in all, I'm okay.
So I'm still glad for that.
g'morning, john.
...Time for school.
It’s unfortunate, but depression changes people. We need to adapt to the depression in order to survive it, and like you said, people adapt to it differently.
I want to think that they’re all temporary adaptions and that we’ll all go back to normal eventually, but we’re constantly changing beings. We’re never the same as we once were. There’s no such thing as “normal”. Your present self is currently the only “normal” you’ll ever know. Normal changes with every waking day.
Eh, I don’t even know which train of thought I’m on right now, kinda just spewing shit oh well.
Have you dissected an animal yet in a previous science class? (Biology most likely) I dissected a frog in 8th grade and I know a lot of people who dissected a cat in high school bio.
A cat ? Wtf
My school didn’t have any lockers either except for gym class. Most of the teachers realized this and had us keep the books at home and just wrote all the problems on the board or something.The school district I went to was one of the worst in SoCal lmao.
Edit: nvm, I looked it up and it wasn’t that bad I guess
I’m at school zzz
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x2 keep it up!
my points
Preeeetty sure you have a safe third seeing as how I quit this month.
Hell yeah.
That’s pretty sad
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I skipped school today, felt good and bad at the same time
I'm considering some things.
Life's been weird,
and so have I.
I still need to figure myself out.
It feels like there's something I should be doing.
Something I have to think about.
I don't know what it is.
I'm exhausted.
Life's been weird,
and so have I.
I still need to figure myself out.
It feels like there's something I should be doing.
Something I have to think about.
I don't know what it is.
I'm exhausted.
that's deep
Life can be exhausting sometimes but try to make the best out of every moment.
I mean, after just 2 to 3 years I'll graduate uni and will have to go find a full time job and try not to kill myself out of depression in the process.
But regardless, I'll pull through because life's a bitch and I won't lose to it.
I mean, after just 2 to 3 years I'll graduate uni and will have to go find a full time job and try not to kill myself out of depression in the process.
But regardless, I'll pull through because life's a bitch and I won't lose to it.
I'm just going to live life as best as I can.
+6° here uuhu 🤠
Pointo pointo pointo pointo
good morning.
Mornin'!
...egh, yeah.tad01123 wrote:
Life can be exhausting sometimes but try to make the best out of every moment.
I mean, after just 2 to 3 years I'll graduate uni and will have to go find a full time job and try not to kill myself out of depression in the process.
But regardless, I'll pull through because life's a bitch and I won't lose to it.
On my end, I've kinda just managed to get through shit because of my mindset, somehow. I'd been pretty badly depressed but managed to weasel my way out of the bulk of my shitty depression. I did the same with suicidal thoughts.
I still dunno how the hell that worked.
"As pointless as life may seem, death would be equally as pointless."
Just that one thought. And I just kinda... dropped it all. I no longer cared enough to die, and decided to weather the storm. Apathy settled in, and got me through some pretty tough shit.
Endurance has become my main focus for getting through life.
I have no real reason to die. I mean, "life's painful"? Of course it is, because you're at least living and able to feel pain. That's telling you two things. You're alive, and you're in need of something to help you pull through. In my case, apathy is the metaphorical bottle of painkillers. For someone else, it maybe a person, or group of people, sometimes friends, sometimes something else. Games, music, and art, can all help distract people from their own life and keep them busy. If nothing seems to work, you've got to do it yourself, and get yourself back up.
Well, for me, like many pills, that "painkiller", apathy, had its side effects.
So now I'm a little distant from others. I'm still trying to understand people. Trying to make sense of humanity, wondering what the hell would be the reason behind certain things.
But, all in all, I'm okay.
So I'm still glad for that.
g'morning, john.
...Time for school.
You seems to have quite an interesting philosophical view point. Have you tried playing Nier Automata?
The game's story, philosophy and game play is really spot on and unique.
I think you'd enjoy it, you should give it a try sometime.
The game's story, philosophy and game play is really spot on and unique.
I think you'd enjoy it, you should give it a try sometime.
Achromalia wrote:
tad01123 wrote:
Life can be exhausting sometimes but try to make the best out of every moment.
I mean, after just 2 to 3 years I'll graduate uni and will have to go find a full time job and try not to kill myself out of depression in the process.
But regardless, I'll pull through because life's a bitch and I won't lose to it.
...egh, yeah.
On my end, I've kinda just managed to get through shit because of my mindset, somehow. I'd been pretty badly depressed but managed to weasel my way out of the bulk of my shitty depression. I did the same with suicidal thoughts.
I still dunno how the hell that worked.
"As pointless as life may seem, death would be equally as pointless."
Just that one thought. And I just kinda... dropped it all. I no longer cared enough to die, and decided to weather the storm. Apathy settled in, and got me through some pretty tough shit.
Endurance has become my main focus for getting through life.
I have no real reason to die. I mean, "life's painful"? Of course it is, because you're at least living and able to feel pain. That's telling you two things. You're alive, and you're in need of something to help you pull through. In my case, apathy is the metaphorical bottle of painkillers. For someone else, it maybe a person, or group of people, sometimes friends, sometimes something else. Games, music, and art, can all help distract people from their own life and keep them busy. If nothing seems to work, you've got to do it yourself, and get yourself back up.
Well, for me, like many pills, that "painkiller", apathy, had its side effects.
So now I'm a little distant from others. I'm still trying to understand people. Trying to make sense of humanity, wondering what the hell would be the reason behind certain things.
But, all in all, I'm okay.
So I'm still glad for that.
g'morning, john.
...Time for school.
It’s unfortunate, but depression changes people. We need to adapt to the depression in order to survive it, and like you said, people adapt to it differently.
I want to think that they’re all temporary adaptions and that we’ll all go back to normal eventually, but we’re constantly changing beings. We’re never the same as we once were. There’s no such thing as “normal”. Your present self is currently the only “normal” you’ll ever know. Normal changes with every waking day.
Eh, I don’t even know which train of thought I’m on right now, kinda just spewing shit oh well.
At school. Picking up some points while I work on practice work in Math.
Well, it's true that humans are constantly changing beings. But some would say that we eventually turn more into who we truly are, rather than into someone different.Penguin wrote:
It’s unfortunate, but depression changes people. We need to adapt to the depression in order to survive it, and like you said, people adapt to it differently.
I want to think that they’re all temporary adaptions and that we’ll all go back to normal eventually, but we’re constantly changing beings. We’re never the same as we once were. There’s no such thing as “normal”. Your present self is currently the only “normal” you’ll ever know. Normal changes with every waking day.
Eh, I don’t even know which train of thought I’m on right now, kinda just spewing shit oh well.
At a 400-point standstill with tad. Holy shit, the gap barely budges.
Oh, Westonini ninja'd me. Nice, there goes the 42 points I was looking for, guess I have wait now.
This is the best chance I've got, so there isn't much else I can do.
Heh, I'm practically covering and monitoring about 18 hours a day out of this game, yet I can't get anywhere. Yikes. Looks like I'm a little predictable.
Oh, Westonini ninja'd me. Nice, there goes the 42 points I was looking for, guess I have wait now.
This is the best chance I've got, so there isn't much else I can do.
Heh, I'm practically covering and monitoring about 18 hours a day out of this game, yet I can't get anywhere. Yikes. Looks like I'm a little predictable.
I'm gonna go rest while having my eyes closed.
Bye.
Bye.
Bye!
I'm in Chemistry right now. Pretty cool stuff, even if we don't really get anywhere.
Chemistry I love it
Achromalia wrote:
I'm in Chemistry right now. Pretty cool stuff, even if we don't really get anywhere.
Have you dissected an animal yet in a previous science class? (Biology most likely) I dissected a frog in 8th grade and I know a lot of people who dissected a cat in high school bio.
Penguin wrote:
I know a lot of people who dissected a cat in high school bio.
A cat ? Wtf
I am glad that most of you guys have something decent in school.
My school doesn't really have the greatest of quality. It has bad hygiene, lots of stuff are damaged and no lockers.
The students are the ones that cleans the school, there is only one janitor. We also have very heavy bags, I'm gonna say its at least somewhere above 5 kg. A locker could have fixed the problem, "BUT WE DON'T HAVE MONEY" says the school as they waste money on contests, travels, and other stuff instead of a goddamn LOCKER.
I enjoy learning, but not when you have physical torture of carrying heavy bags.
My school doesn't really have the greatest of quality. It has bad hygiene, lots of stuff are damaged and no lockers.
The students are the ones that cleans the school, there is only one janitor. We also have very heavy bags, I'm gonna say its at least somewhere above 5 kg. A locker could have fixed the problem, "BUT WE DON'T HAVE MONEY" says the school as they waste money on contests, travels, and other stuff instead of a goddamn LOCKER.
I enjoy learning, but not when you have physical torture of carrying heavy bags.
pentaqola wrote:
I am glad that most of you guys have something decent in school.
My school doesn't really have the greatest of quality. It has bad hygiene, lots of stuff are damaged and no lockers.
The students are the ones that cleans the school, there is only one janitor. We also have very heavy bags, I'm gonna say its at least somewhere above 5 kg. A locker could have fixed the problem, "BUT WE DON'T HAVE MONEY" says the school as they waste money on contests, travels, and other stuff instead of a goddamn LOCKER.
I enjoy learning, but not when you have physical torture of carrying heavy bags.
My school didn’t have any lockers either except for gym class. Most of the teachers realized this and had us keep the books at home and just wrote all the problems on the board or something.
Edit: nvm, I looked it up and it wasn’t that bad I guess
Well my middle school didn't have lockers, but my high school did.
...
tired.
tired.
uel L. Jackson
Welp.
I'm still working on page three of the comic.
I might post a page tonight.
I dunno.
I'm still working on page three of the comic.
I might post a page tonight.
I dunno.
for now, points.
And this shall mark the beginning of my comic, Existence of a Void.
Chapter 0, is pretty much just a sudden peer into the life of Ensign, the main character here. No particular story, but I'm trying to direct it so that you can get a good sense of who he is. In a sense, it's meant to be a concept idea of how things'll be for the actual story.
Then, I can try my hand at Chapter 1, and get it going for real. I'll have to refine my storytelling and writing skills by then.
For now, here's Existence of a Void, Chapter 0.
Chapter 0, is pretty much just a sudden peer into the life of Ensign, the main character here. No particular story, but I'm trying to direct it so that you can get a good sense of who he is. In a sense, it's meant to be a concept idea of how things'll be for the actual story.
Then, I can try my hand at Chapter 1, and get it going for real. I'll have to refine my storytelling and writing skills by then.
Morning people
what do you guys think?
Well, it's only one page with just a tad of dialogue so there's not much to say yet really. Although I can say that this start makes me expect that it's going to be a very somber comic. I do like that you're expressing yourself creatively in a different art form since your laptop is busted. Seems like it could be fun.
Also this comic screams Achromalia. In other words, it's very you. No that's not a bad thing.
Also this comic screams Achromalia. In other words, it's very you. No that's not a bad thing.
pretty much the same as westoninininininini. curious to see where this goes!
x2charamaru wrote:
pretty much the same as westoninininininini. curious to see where this goes!
x3sosteneshion wrote:
x2charamaru wrote:
pretty much the same as westoninininininini. curious to see where this goes!
+p
it's already midnight here... eughhh.
10:47 am here
Westonini wrote:
12:55 AM, gonna hed to bed
I’m at school zzz
1:50 AM PST.
Bed time bruhAchromalia wrote:
1:50 AM PST.
Points
My points now YOINKtad01123 wrote:
Points
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My points now YOINKtad01123 wrote:
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tad01123 wrote:
sosteneshion wrote:
tad01123 wrote:
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My points now YOINK
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sosteneshion wrote:
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sosteneshion wrote:
My points now YOINKtad01123 wrote:
Points
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sosteneshion wrote:
.tad01123 wrote:
sosteneshion wrote:
My points now YOINKtad01123 wrote:
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Topic Starter
not on my watch
naniabraker wrote:
not on my watch
I'm a little late, but your comic is looking pretty sweet, Achro. Keep it up!
johnmedina999 wrote:
I'm a little late, but your comic is looking pretty sweet, Achro. Keep it up!
x2 keep it up!
it's a pretty scary situation right now.
I wished I could've just stayed awake a bit longer...
I'm going to be stuck without points, shit.
I wished I could've just stayed awake a bit longer...
I'm going to be stuck without points, shit.
Yes, you should go to bed if you're tired. Don't force yourself.
Btw I didn't notice your comic at first. I think it's quite cool, the guy with the crossed out face kinda reminds me of Koe no katachi. (How the main character's perception of other people is messed up)
I'd like to see the completed version of it.
Maybe you can use a pen to trace the lines and then clean up with an eraser or something.
I used to do that with my art and they'd turn out looking cleaner and sharper.
Btw I didn't notice your comic at first. I think it's quite cool, the guy with the crossed out face kinda reminds me of Koe no katachi. (How the main character's perception of other people is messed up)
I'd like to see the completed version of it.
Maybe you can use a pen to trace the lines and then clean up with an eraser or something.
I used to do that with my art and they'd turn out looking cleaner and sharper.
I'm at school. Lunch period.
+pp
Hi. 
i am already thanos
What about shaggy?
Getting points.
Edit: For fuck's sake.
That didn't work at all.
Edit: For fuck's sake.
That didn't work at all.
Not on my watch x2Achromalia wrote:
Getting points.
Not sure if this is good enough.
It's worth another try.
It's worth another try.
Achromalia wrote:
Not sure if this is good enough.
It's worth another try.
I'm gonna take this before going to bed and hope that Achro doesn't pass me when I wake up.
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) x2
50
Westonini wrote:
hopefully I can at least secure 3rd this month.
Preeeetty sure you have a safe third seeing as how I quit this month.
My english is so bad, i use much google translate in each post.
Heow
Finally, a good opportunity for points.
We've reached the 400th page, nice.
We've reached the 400th page, nice.
Penguin wrote:
Westonini wrote:
hopefully I can at least secure 3rd this month.
Preeeetty sure you have a safe third seeing as how I quit this month.
Hell yeah.
Das crazy, yo.Achromalia wrote:
We've reached the 400th page, nice.
CUTIE PANTHER WATASHI
DOKO DEMO IKO YO
KIMI NOO KIMI NOOOO
DOKO DEMO IKO YO
KIMI NOO KIMI NOOOO
Here for another small selection of points.
I need to catch up.
Trying to aim for 35 points each time, as it seems to be an ideal pace for me right now.
I need to catch up.
Trying to aim for 35 points each time, as it seems to be an ideal pace for me right now.
Still unsure of what to do.
8:29 PM.
6:51 am
there's 30 fucking points in my burger what the fuck
there really was a pube too. he was just hangin out as a pube would, but you already know I wasn't having any of that. I had to tell him to pack his stuff and march on off my plate, otherwise I'd have to remove him by force.
gladly taking the 6000th post, and a shot at nearly usurping the top mad lad named "tad".
Lul
There was this website, and I lost it and now I can't find it 
I'm looking desperately through Google image search but no luck still.
I'm looking desperately through Google image search but no luck still.
johnmedina999 wrote:
There was this website, and I lost it and now I can't find it
I'm looking desperately through Google image search but no luck still.
That’s pretty sad
And that is all.
Apple
Topic Starter
pineapple
banana