jxrhythmer2002 wrote:
https://osu.ppy.sh/beatmapsets/881522/discussion
Read what Scub posted in general (all difficulties).
I'M QUITTING MAPPING FOREVER
...or at least a week. I can't even anymore. Fuck my life.
I'm having difficulty picking up on anything obvious other than that there's people with issues to how you responded, and you've got issues with others.
I'm getting the idea you've wanted things to be done a certain way as a matter of stylistic choice, yes?
...I can't quite tell.
Anyhow, that's a lot of shit you're getting for it. I dont have a whole lot of advice, unfortunately, as I haven't been involved with the modding process before. I tend to keep my maps to myself.
Quitting mapping in general is a little much, but you could take a break from mapping for rank and work on something else. Take a look at how things are typically mapped, decide how you want to do thing based off of what you learn from it, and come back, either on the same map, or on a different map to start anew.
I can't do a whole lot about how it's affecting you, as it seems you've invested a lot of yourself into things. I'm a little concerned that it's playing too far into your actual life, and how it affects your general mood.
If that's how it is, you might want to take a break from things and focus on something else in your life that you can work with.
I don't think one's entire life should revolve around osu! if all osu! does is mess with them.