Thanks guys. Shall add u guys tml after work hahaha. Currently i posted to another school where i will be "far" away from them. Will be going to a different high school from them. Really hope can make some friends...
Next week is my friend's birthday. Surely, they will get gifts for him. His friend even fking organize a outing.And what did i get for my day? HA, ntg 👏. This kinda makes me feel miserable and piss off at the same fking time. LIKE why no one ones to party with me oe hang out. 3 years ago., i was still immature and was annyoing af, but now i have changed. Changed for 2 God dam years..... I was still still remember during school time. He got fking loads of gifts from his friend. And im sitting beside him during middle school. No one got me gifts during my special day. I just keep feeling bad for myself. I cannot accept to like being alone. I just keep feeling left out.