No. I have a big playcount too.
Honestly, play count is nothing to be worried about.
I usually play the whole map, then quit at the very end, just to save myself from spamming that map later to get better rank.
I acutally perform worse if i retry a lot.
Retrying is bad, not because of your playcount, but because it just doesn't help. If the beatmap is hopeless retrying a lot won't help that much(there are exceptions).
And there is the danger of bad habits, which you'll just have to get rid of later. Like there are maps that you were trying a lot , and now you can't FC and don't understand why, even though you have the skill to do so. I say forget these maps, come back later.
But you know, misses happen here and there.
Push that retry button without fear, as much as you want, just don't retry maps immediately that you wouldn't be able FC anyway, because then you might as well play it till the end.
Do not care what the others have to say about your playcount, good luck!
But this is just my opinion...