You're doing better than I was when I had your amount of experience. Note im talking experience in terms of Total Hits, not Playcount which is useless... Stop being lazy and put the work in if you want to be good, im going on 6 million hits and i rarely find anyone as bad as i am around that #, heck most of the people below my rank are better than me, but I accept it. you only have 1.9. that's nothing, stop retrying, play your maps all the way through, push yourself