Now I feel like buying civ 5 just to play as Japan.Shellghost wrote:
Or it becomes Code Geass: Kill the Japanese.
Even getting teamed up on, fighting to the death with zeal sounds appealing. No letting a couple nukes stop Japan this time.
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Even getting teamed up on, fighting to the death with zeal sounds appealing. No letting a couple nukes stop Japan this time.
I can imagine you browsing through danbooru under some ..specific tags..B1rd wrote:
Whenever I see your avatar it gives me a perverted smile.Chris9427 wrote:
I actually don't hate anyone on these forums yet.
OT:
I forget things that have little impact on my life extremely easily, which often makes me unsure about posting certain stuff because I might have posted it before already. So I always just end up not posting it, even if I might have not posted it already.
..I even forget to eat dinner once in a while because I sometimes think I already ate dinner.
Oh, and dinner is almost always the only thing I eat each day (without counting the little snacks I eat throughout the day.).
I am the worst procrastinator I know, always waiting to the last minute for everything
I love to play horror games.
Despite that I'm actually the type who gets scared easily.
Despite that I'm actually the type who gets scared easily.
I've played amnesia and after 2 hours, I stopped playing itDestinySonata wrote:
I love to play horror games.
Despite that I'm actually the type who gets scared easily.
i still really want to get back to it, but after flashbacks of me pissing in my pants i think ill pass
I hope you'll try slender: the arrival.DestinySonata wrote:
I love to play horror games.
Despite that I'm actually the type who gets scared easily.
I actually finished Amnesia and A Machine for Pigs, but it took me a really long time to do so since I would quite every few events. 10/10 will not go back toColdTooth wrote:
I've played amnesia and after 2 hours, I stopped playing it
i still really want to get back to it, but after flashbacks of me pissing in my pants i think ill pass
how is it? I've only played slender and slendertubbiesH3nkkazz wrote:
I hope you'll try slender: the arrival.
It is great, imo, everything I could wish from a horror game. Best thing about it is the ominous music that creates a constant sinister atmosphere.
And of course the slenderman itself.
And of course the slenderman itself.
Horror games always scare the shit out of me. Other people always play it so casually, I have no idea how they do it.DestinySonata wrote:
I love to play horror games.
Despite that I'm actually the type who gets scared easily.
^This so much. I play games to distract myself and get entertained, not to become even more anxious
is this the page where everyone admits that they are wusses?
because if it is, i'll confess that i am very very vulnerable to horror, regardless if it is movies or games.
because if it is, i'll confess that i am very very vulnerable to horror, regardless if it is movies or games.
My general reaction to most attempts at horror in games or movies is just laughter if anything. They're usually just so corny and predictable.
Creepy is where it's at.
Creepy is where it's at.
I don't play horror games (just like any other games), I do occasionally watch horror movies though.
Jumpscares are dumb, but I don't really mind them anymore. Agonizing scenes are where the fun's at.
Jumpscares are dumb, but I don't really mind them anymore. Agonizing scenes are where the fun's at.
Jumpscares are ridiculous if you expect them. Sometimes it even ends up with a laughter.
Although, I'm also extremely vulnerable to horror. Especially those parts that force you to concentrate at them, even though you don't want to.
Although, I'm also extremely vulnerable to horror. Especially those parts that force you to concentrate at them, even though you don't want to.
Predicting the jumpscares are fun. its even more fun when you're watching with friends and shove them right at the jumpscare
I don't know why i'm attracted to what people call creepy or grotesque. I just can't explain it.
I don't know why i'm attracted to what people call creepy or grotesque. I just can't explain it.
loldcraft wrote:
I don't know why i'm attracted to what people call creepy or grotesque. I just can't explain it.
I confess that I love a particular track of mine. I don't care if I'm not allowed to do that.
More like A Perineum Hair. Nice track though, makes me wish I had more of a drive for ambience.Static Noise Bird wrote:
I confess that I love a particular track of mine. I don't care if I'm not allowed to do that.
Ew, Jarby. Ew.
300 get.
300 get.
there's something more scary than horror games. myths of certain games. they are only myths/urban legends, but they are still scary. i know some of them, but i'm sure there's more. don't search for them if you are susceptible to nightmares
here's some that i know:
Tails Doll
Cursed Bronzong
GB Pokémon Black Cartridge
Legend Of Zelda Majora Mask cursed cartridge
here's some that i know:
Tails Doll
Cursed Bronzong
GB Pokémon Black Cartridge
Legend Of Zelda Majora Mask cursed cartridge
oh man that sounds spooky
I need to confess..
I recently realized my feet stinks...
...only when I play mania.
I recently realized my feet stinks...
...only when I play mania.
My keyboard smells like the rainforest
My keyboard is a rainforest
Gabe wrote:
I need to confess..
I recently realized my feet stinks...
...only when I play mania.
lololol
Recently my parents forced me to do something for my future, which also included shutting off the Internet early.
I'm one of the laziest persons on earth, and I'm dying of boredom when I have to do something for school.
Right now I'm thinking about suicide. I know that's one of the most ridiculous reasons for suicide, but I fucking hate my life right now and I'm really pissed off.
Just wanted to get this off my chest.
I'm one of the laziest persons on earth, and I'm dying of boredom when I have to do something for school.
Right now I'm thinking about suicide. I know that's one of the most ridiculous reasons for suicide, but I fucking hate my life right now and I'm really pissed off.
Just wanted to get this off my chest.
go outside and walk, you don't have to fix a destination if you don't want to, as long as you know how to come back. that calms me in those moments
Your life is precious, theres no need to remove all of it 
just a little bit of itColdTooth wrote:
Your life is precious, theres no need to remove all of it
Thinking about suicide because you're momentarily pissed off is unwarranted and silly. Trash boat has a good suggestion to calm you down. Rather than having self destructive thoughts, think about how you could make the situation more tolerable.
I appreciate everyones help, but I don't have the guts for suicide anyways. I hate pain.
I think I'm just going to solve this problem how I always did. Wait and see what happens.
I think I'm just going to solve this problem how I always did. Wait and see what happens.
Thinking of suicide because no internet, typical youth these days 
I didn't get along with my parents when I lived with them, so I moved out and I'm a lot more satisfied. The only advice I can give is just always be doing some sort of work and don't over indulge in laziness, I think you need a balance of work and play to be happy.
Also why I'm here what exactly does 'so nano ka' mean? It's has a similar meaning to 'soo desu ka'?
I didn't get along with my parents when I lived with them, so I moved out and I'm a lot more satisfied. The only advice I can give is just always be doing some sort of work and don't over indulge in laziness, I think you need a balance of work and play to be happy.
Also why I'm here what exactly does 'so nano ka' mean? It's has a similar meaning to 'soo desu ka'?
This is probably a very ignorant thought to have, but why would anybody kill themselves life is such wonderful privilege to have
I wouldn't say life is a privilege to begin with. It's a gift. But even gifts can be toxic. Suicide nearly always (I'm assuming this) occurs through depression, and a depression is like a reverse nightmare. You don't fall asleep and enter a nightmare, you wake up in one. Suicide will always be a viable option in the minds of those who live like that. When the heat of your mental state pushes you to the edge, the fear of falling will be less grave than the fear of the flames in your back.mathexpert wrote:
This is probably a very ignorant thought to have, but why would anybody kill themselves life is such wonderful privilege to have
"So Nano Ka?" means "Is that so?" afaik.
Also, it wasn't because my freetime was shortened, but I'm forced to do some work for school. And I'm also stressed.
Yeah, it may sound retarded to you, but it's a huge problem for me. I'm an idiot, but I can't help it.
A different confession; I'm afraid that I'm actually a huge retard, while everyone around me is way smarter than me.
I often don't understand things when someone talks to me irl. I also suck with words. And my memory is horrible. I often think I already did something until someone somehow manages to prove me otherwise.
I also act like I'm bad at something when I hate it / don't care about it. Especially in school. I'm about to fail my year because of this attitude.
Oh, I have one more confession. A pretty huge one. I'd rather keep it for myself for a time though.
Also, it wasn't because my freetime was shortened, but I'm forced to do some work for school. And I'm also stressed.
Yeah, it may sound retarded to you, but it's a huge problem for me. I'm an idiot, but I can't help it.
A different confession; I'm afraid that I'm actually a huge retard, while everyone around me is way smarter than me.
I often don't understand things when someone talks to me irl. I also suck with words. And my memory is horrible. I often think I already did something until someone somehow manages to prove me otherwise.
I also act like I'm bad at something when I hate it / don't care about it. Especially in school. I'm about to fail my year because of this attitude.
Oh, I have one more confession. A pretty huge one. I'd rather keep it for myself for a time though.
Perhaps you might have ADD? All these things do classify for it. Doesn't mean you have it though of course.
I just checked google for the symptoms, and I think I have all of them..
It would explain many things at least.
Life would be awesome if I wouldn't have to do stuff that I don't want to do.
It would explain many things at least.
Life would be awesome if I wouldn't have to do stuff that I don't want to do.
if only the multiverse theory were true, you could be happy in a paralel universe. seriously
Well, the universe is infinite, which means there's also an infinite amount of galaxies and planets. It could be very possible that parallel universes actually exist.
Physical laws are being broken so many times in the universe anyways.
Especially things like quasars. A trillion times brighter than our sun, so bright that you can clearly see them even when they're billion lightyears away. That's beyond incredible.
We don't even know 0,1% of our galaxy, so even our galaxy has so many secrets that have yet to be discovered.
I'd give a lot to move freely through space, unaffected by forces, temperatures, etc.
Physical laws are being broken so many times in the universe anyways.
Especially things like quasars. A trillion times brighter than our sun, so bright that you can clearly see them even when they're billion lightyears away. That's beyond incredible.
We don't even know 0,1% of our galaxy, so even our galaxy has so many secrets that have yet to be discovered.
I'd give a lot to move freely through space, unaffected by forces, temperatures, etc.
It's good to be self aware.mathexpert wrote:
This is probably a very ignorant thought to have
SPOILER
Honestly I feel like you just described me o_o, esp. when I was in high school. I did have a bad memory, was bad in social situations and I was lazy and didn't go to school much, didn't get along with my parents and didn't have any motivation. But the school psychologist/support worker person helped me move to my own place, and now I go to college. I'm still pretty lazy, esp. in the classes I don't like, but I enjoy learning Japanese at least. I still don't know what I'm going to do in the future, but I want to go on a trip to Japan and that gives me some motivation for the future. Chris9427 wrote:
"So Nano Ka?" means "Is that so?" afaik.
Also, it wasn't because my freetime was shortened, but I'm forced to do some work for school. And I'm also stressed.
Yeah, it may sound retarded to you, but it's a huge problem for me. I'm an idiot, but I can't help it.
A different confession; I'm afraid that I'm actually a huge retard, while everyone around me is way smarter than me.
I often don't understand things when someone talks to me irl. I also suck with words. And my memory is horrible. I often think I already did something until someone somehow manages to prove me otherwise.
I also act like I'm bad at something when I hate it / don't care about it. Especially in school. I'm about to fail my year because of this attitude.
Oh, I have one more confession. A pretty huge one. I'd rather keep it for myself for a time though.
Try not to worry about the things you can't change about yourself, there's no point in stressing about it or any temporary problems you have, things always change in life and if you're down now then things can only get better. If there's some support worker or psychologist at your school they're a good person to talk about your problems, and they can help, and maybe if you think about it you can find something to look forward to the future.
Ohh.... its a box...
Well.... to start this off..... I have Asperger's syndrome.
Errr... yeah. (fml. But hey, you guys are still awesome!)
I wasn't diagnosed with this until like, 6th grade. Saddest thing is, the way they suspected me is that I didn't have a lot of friends or that I was socially awkward. Wtf guys. (its only minor. Like, really minor)
Just one more thing before this gets a bit boring.....
I'm bisexual. Yeah..... Not really much surprising though but uhm yeah~...
(Ran out of things to say)
Oh and.....
high five for not thinking this was a trap!
Errr... yeah. (fml. But hey, you guys are still awesome!)
I wasn't diagnosed with this until like, 6th grade. Saddest thing is, the way they suspected me is that I didn't have a lot of friends or that I was socially awkward. Wtf guys. (its only minor. Like, really minor)
Just one more thing before this gets a bit boring.....
I'm bisexual. Yeah..... Not really much surprising though but uhm yeah~...
(Ran out of things to say)
Oh and.....
high five for not thinking this was a trap!
what are you talking about~ this is OT! EVERYTHING is a trap!kynolenkun wrote:
high five for not thinking this was a trap!
I studied really hard on this one topic because I wasn't listening during the time the conversation about the topic was happening. Then when the finals came out, the topic wasn't there and I really wanted to cry at that time. ;w;
LET ME SCIENCE YOU YOChris9427 wrote:
Well, the universe is infinite, which means there's also an infinite amount of galaxies and planets. It could be very possible that parallel universes actually exist.
Physical laws are being broken so many times in the universe anyways.
Especially things like quasars. A trillion times brighter than our sun, so bright that you can clearly see them even when they're billion lightyears away. That's beyond incredible.
The universe might or might not be infinite, but the general consensus among physicists is that it is heading towards a temperature equilibrium (the heat death of the universe) which is something that will happen as long as the Universe contains a finite amount of energy. Since we don't know of any magical energy sources that continuously create energy from nothing, we can't have an infinite amount of galaxies/stars/planets etc- just a very, very large number.
As long as no energy is being provided to the Universe from outside of it (which goes against the very definition of "Universe" since it should contain everything), then it will be a thermodynamically closed system.
Quasars don't break the laws of physics, either! If something is found to be breaking the laws of physics, either the law is redefined somehow (very rare) or more likely there is some error in the calculation (for example, not including relativistic calculations will mean that plenty of particles break the laws of physics in some way).
Some structures seen in the known Universe don't seem to abide by the laws of physics, but we really don't understand much about them yet, so no conclusions can be drawn about whether or not we have to redefine them.
Although this information might sound disappointing, I think it's even more amazing that this stuff can and does exist, and also that we've almost perfectly worked out how it all happens!
My understanding of this subject is pretty small though, so if anyone can correct me on any mistakes, that'd be very much appreciated.
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I'm happy about having Panic Disorder.
The only thing I can think about when I have an attack is suicide, though
The only thing I can think about when I have an attack is suicide, though
we dont know if the universe is infinite, but if the universe was infinite, there would be places that are exactly the same as ours googol's of lightyears away from us, probably including one where there is a you that has a happier life.Chris9427 wrote:
Well, the universe is infinite, which means there's also an infinite amount of galaxies and planets. It could be very possible that parallel universes actually exist.
Physical laws are being broken so many times in the universe anyways.
Especially things like quasars. A trillion times brighter than our sun, so bright that you can clearly see them even when they're billion lightyears away. That's beyond incredible.
We don't even know 0,1% of our galaxy, so even our galaxy has so many secrets that have yet to be discovered.
I'd give a lot to move freely through space, unaffected by forces, temperatures, etc.
here's a cool video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8GEebx72-qs (starts at about 3:50 but the whole video is interesting if you dont know about googol yet)
about physical laws: you cant really say there are things that break the laws of physics, it's just that they cant be described by our current laws, which just means we dont know everything yet.
Thanks for your efforts. It's extremely hard to imagine things when it comes to these sizes though.DaddyCoolVipper wrote:
Educational snip
The vastness of space is really mind-blowing stuff. I can barely grasp the sheer scale of the Earth and the Moon, and comparisons of the sun to a star like VY Canis Majoris.Chris9427 wrote:
Thanks for your efforts. It's extremely hard to imagine things when it comes to these sizes though.
And then of course there's the density of it all, like the tiny patch of the sky magnified a ton to find this:
The Universe is really damn amazing.
there's also a theory that the universe could be finite instead of infinite, but from here to the limits of this universe there's a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong way, if its true
Anyone not subscribed to Youtube channels like Vsauce and minutephysics at this point should be ashamed of themselves.
I watch Vsauce's videos every now and then but I haven't subscribed to some of my favourite people, even.
Could that be infamous hubble deep field? It is absolutely amazing photo and some of the galaxies in it are actually so far away that the light from them reaching us now is ancient, millions of years old so in a way we can see the past in them. Same applies to large gas formation called pillars of creation (http://www.dailygalaxy.com/my_weblog/20 ... s-ago.html)
In addition to what silmarilen said, laws of physics completely break down as we know them when it comes to black holes (just fyi) as nothing infinite is supposed to exist in nature but they in fact cause space-time to curve infinitely.
Googolplex is another fascinating subject, to think it would be unlikely that another you exactly as you are wouldn't exist. There is an estimation that all the protons in existence are significantly less than one googolplex.
In addition to what silmarilen said, laws of physics completely break down as we know them when it comes to black holes (just fyi) as nothing infinite is supposed to exist in nature but they in fact cause space-time to curve infinitely.
Googolplex is another fascinating subject, to think it would be unlikely that another you exactly as you are wouldn't exist. There is an estimation that all the protons in existence are significantly less than one googolplex.
Today, I thought I saw a woman cosplaying as Hatsune Miku out of the corner of my eye. Turns out she was actually just wearing a teal hijab.
Same goes to me. I still haven't subscribed Vsauce, but I watch his videos, and I really like his videos as well.Static Noise Bird wrote:
I watch Vsauce's videos every now and then but I haven't subscribed to some of my favourite people, even.
That's...really counter productive.Chris9427 wrote:
Same goes to me. I still haven't subscribed Vsauce, but I watch his videos, and I really like his videos as well.Static Noise Bird wrote:
I watch Vsauce's videos every now and then but I haven't subscribed to some of my favourite people, even.
The most things I do are counter productive.Rorona wrote:
That's...really counter productive.
The Hubble eXtreme deep field, to be precise!H3nkkazz wrote:
Could that be infamous hubble deep field?
There has been a recent study that suggests that event horizons may not actually exist, so perhaps the infinite space-time curvature isn't real either.H3nkkazz wrote:
In addition to what silmarilen said, laws of physics completely break down as we know them when it comes to black holes (just fyi) as nothing infinite is supposed to exist in nature but they in fact cause space-time to curve infinitely
Also a great website for people who like pictures of cool space stuff: http://apod.nasa.gov/apod/astropix.html
dad
Nvm, dogs aren't just better than cats, they're superior to cats. I fucking hate cats right now.
Hiding under my bed, and when I try to get the cat out of my room, it fucking attacks me. Now I'm bleeding. Little fucker thinks he's big.
Fucking cats.
Hiding under my bed, and when I try to get the cat out of my room, it fucking attacks me. Now I'm bleeding. Little fucker thinks he's big.
Fucking cats.
Throw that cat SO HARD. Make sure it doesn't hit anything tho.Chris9427 wrote:
Nvm, dogs aren't just better than cats, they're superior to cats. I fucking hate cats right now.
Hiding under my bed, and when I try to get the cat out of my room, it fucking attacks me. Now I'm bleeding. Little fucker thinks he's big.
Fucking cats.
^the fuck is wrong with you
cats are the best, your problem is the "I try to get the cat out of my room" part
cats are the best, your problem is the "I try to get the cat out of my room" part
It was 6 am. I spent 1 hour trying to get the cat out of my room.DaddyCoolVipper wrote:
^the fuck is wrong with you
cats are the best, your problem is the "I try to get the cat out of my room" part
Now, I wouldn't mind the cat being in my room if there was a place for the cat to take a dump, but there wasn't, so the cat had to get outta my room.
-edit-
I got the cat out by baiting her with some food it likes.
Correct me if I'm wrong, but is event horizon not the zone where absolutely nothing can anymore resist the gravity? How is it possible it could not exist, as there would have to be a point where not even light can not escape, just past the photon sphere?DaddyCoolVipper wrote:
The Hubble eXtreme deep field, to be precise!H3nkkazz wrote:
Could that be infamous hubble deep field?There has been a recent study that suggests that event horizons may not actually exist, so perhaps the infinite space-time curvature isn't real either.H3nkkazz wrote:
In addition to what silmarilen said, laws of physics completely break down as we know them when it comes to black holes (just fyi) as nothing infinite is supposed to exist in nature but they in fact cause space-time to curve infinitely
Also a great website for people who like pictures of cool space stuff: http://apod.nasa.gov/apod/astropix.html
Not meaning to disrespect people who've died through suicide, I have had close people go down that path myself. These people have had terrible conditions not only at home but socially as well. Putting myself in their shoes would probably change my current position towards suicide.GladiOol wrote:
I wouldn't say life is a privilege to begin with. It's a gift. But even gifts can be toxic. Suicide nearly always (I'm assuming this) occurs through depression, and a depression is like a reverse nightmare. You don't fall asleep and enter a nightmare, you wake up in one. Suicide will always be a viable option in the minds of those who live like that. When the heat of your mental state pushes you to the edge, the fear of falling will be less grave than the fear of the flames in your back.mathexpert wrote:
This is probably a very ignorant thought to have, but why would anybody kill themselves life is such wonderful privilege to have
However, when it comes to reasons like lets say parents scolding you by removing your internet momentarily, getting a bad grade, breaking up etc I really can't understand that.
Your life is not ruined. You're just scared of change (possibly for the better since you usually learn from mistakes you make or unfortunate things that occur).
I do realize this want for suicide is most likely a cry for attention at this stage, but those cries shouldn't go unnoticed anyway. Who knows how a kid who've lived online his entire life would react if suddenly his whole world stop spinning for him.
I do think the approach to cut something off without compromise is stupid. Teens are capable of reasoning as long as you treat them respectfully, which lots of parents overlook since they 'pay the bills' and you must obay them.
H3nkkazz wrote:
Correct me if I'm wrong, but is event horizon not the zone where absolutely nothing can anymore resist the gravity? How is it possible it could not exist, as there would have to be a point where not even light can not escape, just past the photon sphere?
http://www.iflscience.com/physics/accor ... -not-exist
tl;dw of the above video is Event Horizons existed when only General Relativity was applied but now maybe not so much when Quantum Mechanics are thrown in.H3nkkazz wrote:
Correct me if I'm wrong, but is event horizon not the zone where absolutely nothing can anymore resist the gravity? How is it possible it could not exist, as there would have to be a point where not even light can not escape, just past the photon sphere?
And so what was defined as a Black Hole and it's Event Horizon can't exist anymore and needs to be redefined.
That was interesting, though paradoxical and weird. thanks guys
GG life but I can't get into forums games so I can't find the will to live anymore, don't try and talk me out of it ok bye forever
How about you play the game ._.B1rd wrote:
GG life but I can't get into forums games so I can't find the will to live anymore, don't try and talk me out of it ok bye forever
I know I shouldn't be doing this, but even at school I play...
I wish I can play at school. People drop my accuracy.DestinySonata wrote:
I know I shouldn't be doing this, but even at school I play...
welcome to the world of modern physicsH3nkkazz wrote:
That was interesting, though paradoxical and weird. thanks guys
since there was a topic about the universe, i may as well share this thing here: http://htwins.net/scale2/
piruchan wrote:
I wish I can play at school. People drop my accuracy.DestinySonata wrote:
I know I shouldn't be doing this, but even at school I play...
same U_U
I believe that the country I'm living in doesn't care about the future of it's young generation.
i lol'd at minecraft world-Seren- wrote:
since there was a topic about the universe, i may as well share this thing here: http://htwins.net/scale2/
tell me more about your country~piruchan wrote:
I believe that the country I'm living in doesn't care about the future of it's young generation.
im scared of picking up animals.
we've had different cats throughout my whole life (i think we didnt have one for at most 2 years and im 22) and i have never picked one up in my life.
we've had different cats throughout my whole life (i think we didnt have one for at most 2 years and im 22) and i have never picked one up in my life.
Why don't check your's? I'm pretty sure there won't be much different.Sal32 wrote:
tell me more about your country~
Every animals?silmarilen wrote:
im scared of picking up animals.
we've had different cats throughout my whole life (i think we didnt have one for at most 2 years and im 22) and i have never picked one up in my life.
Maybe silmarilen has doraphobia. I have mild anxiety in narrow places, but I can't understand irrational phobias on personal level.
not every animal i think, i used to pick up snails and stuff when i was a litle kid.piruchan wrote:
Why don't check your's? I'm pretty sure there won't be much different.Sal32 wrote:
tell me more about your country~Every animals?silmarilen wrote:
im scared of picking up animals.
we've had different cats throughout my whole life (i think we didnt have one for at most 2 years and im 22) and i have never picked one up in my life.
nah i dont, i love cats and playing with them.H3nkkazz wrote:
Maybe silmarilen has doraphobia. I have mild anxiety in narrow places, but I can't understand irrational phobias on personal level.
i think it's the thought of having a living thing moving in my hands/arms that scares me
you're afraid of monsters, then
I ate a bit more chocolate than I would have liked today. I've also been troubled by thoughts of suicide these last few months as my life has had very little meaning these last few years.
suicide is the last thing anyone should do. I'm pretty sure you have a lot of options before that one
Hence why I'm not actually dead yet
I mean what makes you says that?piruchan wrote:
Why don't check your's? I'm pretty sure there won't be much different.Sal32 wrote:
tell me more about your country~
Personally I dont really cares about that.But I really want to know what do you think about our beloved country :3
But Jarby.Jarby wrote:
Hence why I'm not actually dead yet
I still need you around babe ... ):
Even if it's unresponsive affection-sort-of-thing and lack of communication on my side,
i do appreciate your presence in every way man :'<
I hope, whatever drags you down these days and occupies your mind won't get in your way of living on,
as i know it's easier said than done especially if it's a condition.
Sorry, I didn't mean to hijack this thread with my own drama. I tend to get worse around holidays ironically.
We need to speak more then!NotEvenDoomMusic wrote:
I still need you around babe ... ):
Even if it's unresponsive affection-sort-of-thing and lack of communication on my side,
i do appreciate your presence in every way man :'<
sometimes i like to dig a hole in my backyard and pretend i'm a carrot
First of all, don't get me wrong, I don't hate this country, what I hate is the state of the government at the present time. And there are nice people who are totally different from what you're about to read.Sal32 wrote:
I mean what makes you says that?
Personally I dont really cares about that.But I really want to know what do you think about our beloved country :3
My rant
The ministry of education Fuck UN. I wonder what education they had.
They keep doing this national exam thing which has been known to cause good students to fail because their circles is too thin it's unreadable by the computer (Indonesians know what I mean).Year after year after year they keep asking students who are on grade IX and XII not to believe the widespread answer leak(btw, this year it's on mediafire, all 28 type of them), but never said that it's wrong/fake. (it is the correct one tough). And the worst thing is that they are "proud" because of the 99.xx% national success rate caused by this widespread answer leak. The test should be changed to national cheating exam, not just national exam.
I know that students future is not decided just by an exam, but come on, it's the same scenario year after year.
I'm not sure if this is new, but corruption. The level of corruption and bribery here is beyond godlike. There are even people who decided to become a legislative body only to gain money from corruption. Money solves problems here, you can even get a job if you bribe the right person.
And how young people are treated in general, older generation thinks that young ones are inexperienced and can't do anything (to put it simple, they suck).
They keep doing this national exam thing which has been known to cause good students to fail because their circles is too thin it's unreadable by the computer (Indonesians know what I mean).Year after year after year they keep asking students who are on grade IX and XII not to believe the widespread answer leak(btw, this year it's on mediafire, all 28 type of them), but never said that it's wrong/fake. (it is the correct one tough). And the worst thing is that they are "proud" because of the 99.xx% national success rate caused by this widespread answer leak. The test should be changed to national cheating exam, not just national exam.
I know that students future is not decided just by an exam, but come on, it's the same scenario year after year.
I'm not sure if this is new, but corruption. The level of corruption and bribery here is beyond godlike. There are even people who decided to become a legislative body only to gain money from corruption. Money solves problems here, you can even get a job if you bribe the right person.
And how young people are treated in general, older generation thinks that young ones are inexperienced and can't do anything (to put it simple, they suck).
I won't go too much here to avoid a giant wall of text, but I guess that sums it up. (There's also one more thing, but it's about personal belief and religion, not a good topic to talk about in public, PM if you want my opinion.)
In case you're interested in the happenings in my country, visit this site. It's in English and has some of the most wonderful comments about the government I've ever read.
What? lol.kirukashi wrote:
sometimes i like to dig a hole in my backyard and pretend i'm a carrot
UNpiruchan wrote:
First of all, don't get me wrong, I don't hate this country, what I hate is the state of the government at the present time. And there are nice people who are totally different from what you're about to read.Sal32 wrote:
I mean what makes you says that?
Personally I dont really cares about that.But I really want to know what do you think about our beloved country :3My rantThe ministry of education Fuck UN. I wonder what education they had.
They keep doing this national exam thing which has been known to cause good students to fail because their circles is too thin it's unreadable by the computer (Indonesians know what I mean).Year after year after year they keep asking students who are on grade IX and XII not to believe the widespread answer leak(btw, this year it's on mediafire, all 28 type of them), but never said that it's wrong/fake. (it is the correct one tough). And the worst thing is that they are "proud" because of the 99.xx% national success rate caused by this widespread answer leak. The test should be changed to national cheating exam, not just national exam.
I know that students future is not decided just by an exam, but come on, it's the same scenario year after year.
I'm not sure if this is new, but corruption. The level of corruption and bribery here is beyond godlike. There are even people who decided to become a legislative body only to gain money from corruption. Money solves problems here, you can even get a job if you bribe the right person.
And how young people are treated in general, older generation thinks that young ones are inexperienced and can't do anything (to put it simple, they suck).
I won't go too much here to avoid a giant wall of text, but I guess that sums it up. (There's also one more thing, but it's about personal belief and religion, not a good topic to talk about in public, PM if you want my opinion.)
In case you're interested in the happenings in my country, visit this site. It's in English and has some of the most wonderful comments about the government I've ever read.
Should have known that this is the main problems xDWell it's an open secret already that every year there is answer leak even though they keep saying this year there will be no way for a leak to happen.
When I had the national exam,the answer is everywhere.From the text from another students from another school,even the school teacher sells it to one of my friend.
It's true that the edu-system in our country is kinda messed up.But what I learn after I graduate is that there are things in real life that you can't learn when you're in school.Being good at school doesn't mean makes you well-prepared to face the real world.
Well if you're having the national exam and are waiting for the result,I give my best wishes of luck for you
yeahTrash Boat wrote:
suicide is the last thing anyone should do
it's creepy if you manage to do anything after that
xDStatic Noise Bird wrote:
yeahTrash Boat wrote:
suicide is the last thing anyone should do
it's creepy if you manage to do anything after that
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These days I fantasize more about being a master of Osu! than of the opposite sex..
Is it possible?B1rd wrote:
These days I fantasize more about being a master of Osu! than of the opposite sex..
i'm not that expressive when it comes about taking pictures of myself
With legitimate prioritization it is.piruchan wrote:
Is it possible?B1rd wrote:
These days I fantasize more about being a master of Osu! than of the opposite sex..