I'm not really sure where to put this so, I'm really sorry if I misplaced this topic.
Anyway, as stated above, I need advice. Currently, this year was unexpectedly the worst year in my life so far. Let me start this off that I've been bullied, laughed at, teased a lot, gossiped about, and picked on, even by the school staff and teachers. I had enough with struggling and dealing with all the hate and mean, hurtful comments that I've decided to transfer schools. There is a few problems though. You see, I'm socially awkward, shy, and really nervous when it comes to meeting new people in real life. I also have glossophobia and low self-esteem( always thinking that others are way better than me. ) Of course, it wouldn't be a problem if I transferred back to my old school where I was actually treated fairly and not like some kind of mutated pig but, that's not the case.
Anyway, I'm transferring to an entirely different school and I'm really nervous about what people would think of me. I mean, its the middle of the school year and everybody is already content with their friends so I highly doubt they would open arms to me and welcome me to sit with them at lunch, join them in an activity, etc... I'm just afraid people would push me away and act like I'm some non-existent fantasy character. Honestly, I'm only transferring because I don't want to experience any more of the emotional torment in the school I'm currently in. I just don't want it to be the same to the school I'm transferring to. So my question is, what do I do? How do I overcome being really shy and nervous? How do I make friends?
Hee hee, thank you for reading this also, sorry if I asked this in the wrong place.
Anyway, as stated above, I need advice. Currently, this year was unexpectedly the worst year in my life so far. Let me start this off that I've been bullied, laughed at, teased a lot, gossiped about, and picked on, even by the school staff and teachers. I had enough with struggling and dealing with all the hate and mean, hurtful comments that I've decided to transfer schools. There is a few problems though. You see, I'm socially awkward, shy, and really nervous when it comes to meeting new people in real life. I also have glossophobia and low self-esteem( always thinking that others are way better than me. ) Of course, it wouldn't be a problem if I transferred back to my old school where I was actually treated fairly and not like some kind of mutated pig but, that's not the case.
Anyway, I'm transferring to an entirely different school and I'm really nervous about what people would think of me. I mean, its the middle of the school year and everybody is already content with their friends so I highly doubt they would open arms to me and welcome me to sit with them at lunch, join them in an activity, etc... I'm just afraid people would push me away and act like I'm some non-existent fantasy character. Honestly, I'm only transferring because I don't want to experience any more of the emotional torment in the school I'm currently in. I just don't want it to be the same to the school I'm transferring to. So my question is, what do I do? How do I overcome being really shy and nervous? How do I make friends?
Hee hee, thank you for reading this also, sorry if I asked this in the wrong place.