Worer wrote:
Listen, OP. People do not care about any other people, but the ones that they know, or they appreciate. Nobody cares you joined osu!, nobody cares you left osu!.
Speak for yourself, I care !
Just download songs you like to listen to and start on easy difficulty, repeatedly play easy until you can full combo them (until they get too easy for you) then move on to normal, and try hard difficulties repeatedly even if you're missing lots of notes, just use nofail mod, you'll eventually get better at them and you can go back to hard maps which you found to be really difficult in future and be proud that you can finally full combo them.
As for insane difficulties, start out with low bpm ones (without too many streams/jumps).
Also if you take long breaks from osu every now and then, you're going to hinder your progress.. even pros have a little bit of trouble with getting back into the game after a break.
I tend to do very poorly if I don't play for a week.