It has been 4 years since I began mapping. I've gone through drastic stylistic changes in my thinking process and understanding of rhythm and intensity. Throughout all the things I've seen and done in mapping, including all my graveyard/non-graveyard maps that have reached the 400-450 mark, I still do not have a ranked map under my name. My aspirations of growing as a mapper and potentially even becoming part of the BN team were looking rough. This, combined with the constant rejection of any mapset I made, both from BNs and regular mappers, drastically demotivated me to keep going and made me quit for 2 years, in order to take a break from this constant realization that "maybe It's not meant to be". This ongoing mentality got wiped when I decided to come back, on January 1st, 2024. My comeback marked a new style, greater motivation to map, and a new mindset around ranking and mapping, a more optimistic mindset that will hopefully help me reach my desired goal of ranking a map. So to any BN potentially reading this, don't be afraid to give me a shot. Don't be afraid to check out any of my maps, especially the Hana ni Ame o, Kimi ni Uta o map coming up this week (22nd Feb). I think that it's my greatest piece of work, something I truly believe in ranking and playing. Thank you for your time.
GD/Modding: Open Maps that I will mostly likely prioritize on a GD Req: TV Size/Cut Ver > Full Ver, although I can do full version if you come in with a banger song (Always feel free to poke at me to remind me about stuff)
Yello KPMY Synaelle Poifish Penta If your name is seen here you can ask for anything modding/gding related even when im closed. Looking to add more people to this list.
Trying to get back to osu, did some plays this year but nothing crazy. most of my time goes into mapping but any advice on how to getting back into playing would be appreciated <3. Peak rank: 70k in 2022