This is my ranting area. Things have not gone my way for a long time, so I needed somewhere to vent.
The osu! community is at its lowest for years. 2018 was bad but the past few have been embarrassingly unacceptable. 2024 is definitely a huge low point of the game. It's so embarrassing. Thankfully locally things are way better, but publicly, there's no shame left.
I have by far one of the worst aim in the top 50k. Thank goodness for consistency bursts for now. Thanks to the rework for rhythm complexity I have been nerfed 380pp (600 ranks)
I hate the word 'almost'. It describes what life gives me all the time and it's infuriating.
I've lost my happiness. I know you don't really care. It's not your problem, it's mine
2022 was a bad year. 2023 was worse. 2024 was going to be relieving but anything I gained from this year was taken away from me ten-fold and I'm just so tired. I can't be happy.
Current status: Do not buy the Glorious Model O- Mouse. It's has one of the most inaccurate sensors to exist. It's also the only mouse small enough to fit in my hands, so I'm stuck with it. Laptop screen freezes about every 5-15 seconds. New laptop kinda cool. Learned that you cannot have a screen with 60hz and another with 144hz and expect it to be smooth. I don't like the wooting, I like whatever Gateron numpad I got. Feels nicer. But hey, I still got almost8k Almost 9k 10k pp with all this
MY AIM. Complicated patterns on the bottom of the screen where I can't reach Unnecessarily huge jumps. My right hand. I'm left handed, so my right hand is basically disabled. HD+HR together. It takes my bad aim of HR and I can't see anything of HD put together. Cucumbers Celery Greedy people Stale rice Me
Mainly M1 for single-taps. Z and X for streaming. Z is actually K2 because my middle finger is dominant, and I do not want to overlap M1 and K1 since they can block each other, so I made Z K2.
DPI: 720 (400*1.8sens) Amazing, I went from 780 to 720 to 680DPI so fast. Screen resolution : 1152x864 windows laptop now 1024x768 Equipment: Mouse. Aorus M4 mouse. Something I won at UC Riverside. It's heavy and I like it. Keyboard: A Gateron numpad Mousepad: Steelseries thingy
PP hits: First 300pp HR June 3, 2017 (303pp) ss/8256744 First 350pp HDDT June June 24, 2017 (366pp)
Aug. 5, 2017: (in pp+) Reached 8kpp
Highest PP: Best Friends HDDT June 24, 2017 (366pp) Best Friends HDDT July 16, 2017 (426pp) (before last jumps I was at 2x100)
Re-re-re-re-re-rejoined the top 2K with... what could have been 400pp...
Taiko: Top 6k 12/23/2017
3kpp 12/24/2017
CTB: Top 5k 12/30/2017 Top 4k 1/13/2018 Top 2.5k 4/8/19