I will always remember you, even if you are not here anymore, my only one and true beloved person ❤️
Would anyone notice if I would commit suicide right now in such a point in my shitty life?
Nothing too much to say about. Yet another loser that clicks circles. I love hedgehogs and cute people. Mapping > Actually playing
If you played some of my maps and you like(d) them, consider clicking the bell :) Also thanks to that, I'll be more motivated to map lesser-known songs.
So first things first, on daily basis I prefer to be alone mainly due to the fact that I am a strong introvert. However, once I'm taken to chatting with someone, it won't stop until I get it done (sometimes I get really annoyed with myself because of that :d). Once every 2-3 weeks to chat with someone so more serious is completely enough for me. Also on a daily basis I'm a calm person, I rarely get really pissed off, so when someone really pisses me off, you can say it's like conquering Mount Everest haha.
Moving on, it would be worth mentioning that I also by default have notifications turned off (or immediately turn them off myself) wherever I can, because I just don't like it. I prefer to check everything manually myself except for a few exceptions. I try to use social media as little as possible, because it just makes me feel bad. So keep in mind that it's a good idea to write to me a couple of days before (or in other words, just make an appointment) if you would like to show off with me a couple of days later. Otherwise I will simply refuse 99% of the time. And of course, in my case, the fact that I will write back to someone a few days after writing to me is also normal. If it happened to you that I wrote back the same day, then you were just lucky. I don't think I need to point out that if you are not nice and can't maintain even a little culture and dignity towards me and others, I will immediately ignore you and you will end up at the bottom of the table of people I respect. One more important thing to mention, I often find it difficult to write to someone on my own (mainly due to toxic behaviors from the past both from real life and the virtual one), but lately I've been managing to overcome it bit by bit, although it's going very clumsy.
And moving away from the more serious topics, when it comes to games, I like to play games that are "easy to learn, hard to master" i.e. all sorts of rogulikes/rogulites and simple others of that ilk. My favorite games of all time are: American/Euro Truck Simulator, Bloodborne, Burnout Revenge, CS:GO (2017-2019 with friends still in middle school, I still remember, one of the best periods in my bleak as cunt life), Devil Daggers, DOOM 64, Enter the Gungeon, GRID 2, Half-Minute Hero, Klonoa, Metal Slug XX, MINIT, My Friend Pedro, Noita, POSTAL 2 (and maybe 4???, but here I'm not sure, because I haven't gone through it yet), Soulcalibur, Tekken, Tony Hawk's Pro Skater 4 and Underground 1, Tearaway: Unfolded, Tetris and probably a few more I can't remember about now. When I was still a kid I happened to go through some longer games, but over time I just found these kinds of "serious" games tiring. Simple indie games and older ones from the PS1/PS2 era for me rule currently.
As for interests, if you're observant you've probably already noticed it in the section where that heart and that other icon unknown to me are located. If not, just go back to the top and look now, I'll wait.... Well, have you looked? Good boy :>
And here I have to say that this is already basically everything I wanted to convey about myself. It is possible that I will still come back in the future and add something, but for the moment this is all. From the bottom of my heart I thank you that you wanted to read my writings 💗
Goals as a player:
Just becoming better and better :) Be so good that they are the ones who are jealous of me, not me of them.
Pass this and this. Maybe even FC these and try to get to the first place :3
Goals as a mapper:
Just becoming better and better :)
Collab with someone that I respect
Have at least 5 mapping subscribers
Have at least one Ranked or Loved beatmap. It would be also nice if it would be some good, polish song
Q: Can I ask you for a GD for my beatmapset? A: Of course :) If we don't know each other yet and if you don't wanna write to me for certain reasons (like being fucked up in social interactions, just like me ;-;), then send through this form.
Q: What kind of music do you like to map? A: Honestly, whatever caught my ear. On daily basis I map polish songs because well, I'm from Poland and I think that there is serious lack of good, polish beatmaps in osu!. Outside of that, artists that I like in terms of clicking circles.
Q: So who are those artists in terms of clicking circles that you really like and enjoy playing? A: Asriel, BlackY, Camellia, Eve, Laur, REDALiCE, TEARS OF TRAGEDY, Teminite, t+pazolite, USAO. If you made a beatmap with one of these, you can be confident that I will sooner or later play it, especially when we're talking about Ranked or Loved beatmaps.
Q: I'm beginner in mapping. Can you help me with timing and/or give me some tips? A: Yes. I often tend to look in the #modreqs channel, so post there your maps as others. If your map will interest, I will tell you a few words under discussion page :)
Q: Do you really like Astolfo that much? A: Yes... I think I love him ;-;
Q: Can you be my boyfriend? A: I don't know why I'm putting this question but... Whether you're a boy or a girl, if you are nice and kind (just good person in general) then maybe ;3