I really love Uchida Maaya. Like, a lot. Like, a whole lot. You have no idea. I love her so much that it is inexplicable, and I'm ninety-nine percent sure that I have an unhealthy obsession. I will never get tired of listening that sweet, angelic voice of hers. It is my life goal to meet up her with her in real life and just say hello to her. I fall asleep at night dreaming of her holding a personal concert for me, and then she would be sorry tired that she comes and cuddles up to me while we sleep together. If I could just hold her hand for a brief moment, I could die happy. If given the opportunity, I would lightly nibble on her ear just to hear what kind of sweet moans she would let out. Then, I would hug her while she clings to my body hoping that I would stop, but I only continue as she moans louder and louder. I would give up almost anything just for her to look in my general direction. No matter what I do, I am constantly thinking of her. When I wake up, she is the first thing on my mind. When I go to school, I can only focus on her. When I go come home, I go on the computer so that I can listen to her beautiful voice. When I go to sleep, I dream of her and I living a happy life together. She is my pride, passion, and joy. If she were to call me "Anata," I would probably get diabetes from her sweetness and die. I wish for nothing but her happiness. If it were for her, I would give my life without any second thoughts. Without her, my life would serve no purpose. I really love Uchida Maaya.
I was only 15 years old. I loved Uchida Maaya so much, I had all the merchandise and watched all the radio shows. I'd pray to Maaya every night before I go to bed, thanking for the life I've been given. "Maaya is love", I would say, "Maaya is life". My dad hears me and calls me a simp. I knew he was just jealous for my devotion of Maaya. I called him an anti. He slaps me and sends me to go to sleep. I'm crying now and my face hurts. I lay in bed and it's really cold. A warmth is moving towards me. I feel something touch me. It's Maaya. I'm so happy. She whispers in my ear, "Judgement this World!". She grabs me with her small hands, and puts me on my back. I spread my arms wide for Maaya. She sits all over my face. I'm suffocating, but I do it for Maaya. I can feel my nostrils burning as I choke on the fumes. I endured it all. I want to please Maaya. She sings youthful beautiful, as she fills me with her love. My dad walks in. Maaya looks him straight in the eye, and says, "Bye Bye!". She uses Tyrant's eye and leaves through my window. Maaya is love. Maaya is life.
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