I give up with my life xddd worst player IN ALL OSU! LIKE HOLY FUCKING SHIT WHY AM I KEEP IT GOING IM SO A COMPLETT FUCKING DISAPPOINTMENT idk how I got this rank my real rank should be 10mio. I done 400pp Im happy now, nah nvm still bad. I mean Im 22 so its over for me, NO RANK DOESN'T MEAN SHIT. my c-type HDHR FC is now 400pp Im happy again
"it's never too late to give up" YT Twitch (mainly streaming to get less nervous while playing)
4.000dpi->1.500dpi->800dpi->400dpi(01.March.2019)→800dpi(>03.2019)->900dpi, its better for 1920x1080 23.07.2021, nah nvm 800dpi and 1600x900
Mouse: Razer Viper V2 Pro (on the sides with “sticker(?)” for my grip) 800dpi, 1.000hz, ingame 1x, raw input on. BUT in 3d games 40cm+ x 40cm+ like 2d=/=3d
24/7 tired SUPER weird person who is mainly a tech player with weird maps, my only dream is reach 1k and say "yes im a good player and I didnt fuck it up"
SPOILER/WARNING WEIRD stupid stuff about me
soo.... when the good time/golden times start for me? never? unlucky, back to 10k trys for a FC with low acc, very nice
Hate when ppl say "it isnt that bad/it is good" NO FUCK YOU IT IS BAD WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU ARE SEEING WITH YOUR EYES OPEN OR WITH YOUR EYES CLOSED OR DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA. lucky for me that nobody speaks to me
no social skills so i'm sorry if i come across as mean or disrespectful without knowing it is really not meant that way
Camellia best artist I love him I love his music and he is every year my top1 on spotify
my name "DarkheroAngel" I was 12 fucking years old and "DarkAkaya" I was 15years old and "cool"(cringe, but kinda funny my name history) my new name actually has several meanings that only i know. very clever of me. yes Im bad in existence, unlucky for me
170cm tall not good in languages AT ALL when it comes to being social i am completely incompetent, stupid and understand nothing + way to nervous. I am too afraid to write to someone even if it is something important like uni. idk to stupid. RANK 350 PLAYER SPEC ME instead of asking for tips or something i was too nervous and was shaking while playing and fucked up everything. the whole time i just thought to myself please stop watching me i can't play like this
after my C-Type HDHR CS8,06 someone, no idea how and why this person found my play wrote something like "AkayaLotsOfSkill! nice top play" (not 1:1 idk) until this day idk if it was ironic or real, I think the first, my brain cannot process such things.
I warned you, if you had listened to me you wouldn't be disgusted
Mismagius insane mapper and player -GN Legend eZ Azer used to watch him and his tech skills alot Unexpected used to spec alot and was so impressed and still I am badeu plays weird map and Im a sucker for this shit Informous what this guy stream... holy Aricin what he can do holy
sbr[DT] (edit, like removing the end slider circle) using this skin since one year now https://sbrstrkkdwmdr.github.io/skins/main/08 sbr - h, sbr -s, sbr [EZ], sbr re[X,Y,Z] my edit and SaberStrike 1 (I have 164 from 2012 to 2024 but never use this skins)