No.
Not yet, at least. I'd rather see what those who get to Mars say first, and see if it's plausible that it'd be actually habitable by whatever means, perhaps if those who arrive on Mars can actually live there relatively safely after a fair period of time, then I might think of coming along after everything consider, even if i'm probably something like the 100,000th person to arrive on Mars.
Penguin wrote:
… Sorry if anyone feels uncomfortable by long emotional posts like these. I feel as if it's best to talk about this stuff though, and not hide it deep within us. Maybe this isn't the place for this though, I don't know.
No problem. Talking about things and expressing your thoughts is definitely something I'd recommend doing, it's generally something I'd see as beneficial to one's mental health.
...at least there's some people that'd understand the shit behind apathy, that in my personal life, wouldn't consider me as someone who doesn't care for humanity or order or the happiness of others and would thus be selfish, or something along those lines.
The way I act, as far as my parents and such are concerned, would definitely be something like that. I'm a nuisance to them in certain ways. The apathy hardly helps.
Apathy's a mixed bag for me. It's helped me get through things with a relatively level head, and has been beneficial throughout my depression in the past few years, but it's messed with me a good bit too. I'm not entirely sure of how to really manage that.
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Would you allow a friend to follow something you know would put them through hard, shitty times, if it made them happy?