listening to the new version of that song... and realizing how much i love these precious scarce moments with gorgeous sounds...
and then, im suddenly so horrified to know that my time is limited, that there will be a day where i wont be able to use the application ever again-- if anything happens to this computer, or if i even touch this application or its files or even attempt to reinstall or update it, then nothing will ever be accessible again...
i have to take whatever pleasure i can find in the music im making right now, and im afraid that i dont know how to feel as deeply as i wish i could, and that i dont know how to appreciate these things as much as i wanted to. i dont know if i ever will have another chance to make the music i make after that day comes
i dont have money for this, nobody in my family has money for this, there isnt anyone i know who would be able to do anything about it even if they wanted to
idk
...im only wishing for more time, a little bit more time making what i love
lostsilver wrote:
my head started hurting a bit + it's pretty late so im gonna wait until tomorrow to put the frosting on them ;v;
best of luck with your music journey!!
oh no,, i see, i do hope you will have some peace and time to rest well
thank you for your well-wishes, im enjoying what i can :')
i assume its time to go, so... goodnight o/