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_Kancho_ wrote:
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im always intimidated by people's ability to diligently follow their schedules... i've never been able to do anything like this, i'm almost exactly the opposite-- even though i obsessively organize some things (more accurately, preparation/information/aesthetics), i can't seem to execute most of it and it always makes me feel inept and incompetent when i actually wanted or needed to do something (notably, caring for my own body, caring for other people, or caring for the conditions of where i live)sametdze wrote:
organising yourself, nice!
i need to get back into my routine, the fact that i've started "stumbling" over things makes me very annoyed and upset.this is the average monday for me. pretty much every other day of the week excluding saturday and sunday plays out like this tooMonday:
6:30 - wake up
6:35 - brush teeth, shower
6:40 - wait for mum to wake up; in the meantime have free time OR study if necessary
7:00 - mum should wake up; have breakfast with her
7:15 - get clothes ready for school
8:00 - get mum to take me to school
8:00 to 3:00, school
3:30 - I should be home by now, listen to music and play games
4:00 - practice clarinet
4:15 - do homework if necessary
4:30 - study for any upcoming tests, if no tests are coming continue homework
5:00 - mum should have made dinner by now, eat it with her
5:30 - read book
6:00 - free time; listen to music and play games
6:45 - shower
6:55 - if mum has not made dinner at 5:00, make myself noodles or other food which is easy to make and eat it
7:00 - do more homework or study for upcoming tests
7:45 - free time; listen to music and play games
9:30 - read book
10:00 - sleep
everything has to be done on a whim and be immediately satisfiable, i have to be able to complete it quickly and/or within one attempt, otherwise i don't last long before fatigue overwhelms me or i just get distracted by something else. but that inattentive spontaneity is counteracted by another problem-- i'm not very good at starting anything deliberately and finishing it... even if i can spontaneously realize an idea of what i want to do, there's this impossible threshold of volition that i need to meet in order to actually push myself to even start that task, and then once i start, i need to have absolutely no distractions unless they're there for me to fidget and stimulate my senses to concentrate even more. and even then, fatigue itself is distracting, and i need to be able to stimulate my thoughts in the meantime in a non-disruptive way to train my attention on what i'm doing, even though i may not be paying attention at all
one of the funnier exceptions to this executive dysfunction is found through typing, it's incredibly easy to type if it's a free-flowing stream of conscious thoughts and it's very accessible unlike most other tasks
in this case, anything i "plan" to do is at best a very vague suggestion of a guideline, based on what i intuit myself being likely enough to do
ultimately, i hope that nothing disrupts your flow/routine, cheers :>
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trying to find a song for the off-topic mapping contest...
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beatmaps/artists/tracks?genre=Theme&query=welcome%20to%20chirstmas%21Achromalia wrote:
trying to find a song for the off-topic mapping contest...
ew no ;-;Wimpy Cursed wrote:
beatmaps/artists/tracks?genre=Theme&query=welcome%20to%20chirstmas%21
(half-joking, i didn't really like the flavor of some of the nekodex songs, this one happened to be one of them)
sorry i fell asleep but we up now
i posted it but it seems i didn't post it in time lol..
dave: "good morning! bambi and i have tea currently."
bambi: "mhm."
expunged: "i have water right now, as i just woke up :>"
bandu: "i have water aswell!!"
ps!dave: "cresswell and i have water right now."
ps!bambi: "yep."
ps!expunged: "i have coffee."
ps!bandu: "i have juice <33"
hehe yeah, i had drew it before i fell asleepAchromalia wrote:
curly-wavy hair! curly-wavy hair!! i think that would be interesting :Olostsilver wrote:
expunged: "hehe, thank you. lostie wants to draw me with curly/wavy hair, so maybe she could do that real quick and post it while we do the qna? yeah, she could. hehe, this is gonna be interesting for her since she doesn't really draw curly/wavy hair"
for everyone: quick hydration check?
i posted it but it seems i didn't post it in time lol..
dave: "good morning! bambi and i have tea currently."
bambi: "mhm."
expunged: "i have water right now, as i just woke up :>"
bandu: "i have water aswell!!"
ps!dave: "cresswell and i have water right now."
ps!bambi: "yep."
ps!expunged: "i have coffee."
ps!bandu: "i have juice <33"
wavy!! it looks good, literally looks like mine o.olostsilver wrote:
sorry i fell asleep but we up nowhehe yeah, i had drew it before i fell asleepAchromalia wrote:
curly-wavy hair! curly-wavy hair!! i think that would be interesting :O
i posted it but it seems i didn't post it in time lol..
curly is super hard to draw sometimes since i'm not used to practicing with it, and almost all of the hair i draw is wavy too, so yeah x')
good morning, good choices <3lostsilver wrote:
dave: "good morning! bambi and i have tea currently."
bambi: "mhm."
expunged: "i have water right now, as i just woke up :>"
bandu: "i have water aswell!!"
ps!dave: "cresswell and i have water right now."
ps!bambi: "yep."
ps!expunged: "i have coffee."
ps!bandu: "i have juice <33"
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Nah I was trolling lolAchromalia wrote:
ew no ;-;Wimpy Cursed wrote:
beatmaps/artists/tracks?genre=Theme&query=welcome%20to%20chirstmas%21
(half-joking, i didn't really like the flavor of some of the nekodex songs, this one happened to be one of them)
beatmaps/artists/tracks?artist=Fractal%20Dreamers&genre=Artcore&query=skymuted%20%26%20Evin%20a%60k%20-%20Memory%20at%20Angels%20Landing&album=Memory%20at%20Angels%20Landing
this is pretty, but its not quite my taste either u.uWimpy Cursed wrote:
Nah I was trolling lol
beatmaps/artists/tracks?artist=Fractal%20Dreamers&genre=Artcore&query=skymuted%20%26%20Evin%20a%60k%20-%20Memory%20at%20Angels%20Landing&album=Memory%20at%20Angels%20Landing
i tried mapping one song but that hasnt gone well, its not really a good song for mapping-- either that or im just bad at it x'p
aww ty <3 i'll try to draw ex with curly hair, but it may not be the bestAchromalia wrote:
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sorry i fell asleep but we up nowhehe yeah, i had drew it before i fell asleepAchromalia wrote:
curly-wavy hair! curly-wavy hair!! i think that would be interesting :O
i posted it but it seems i didn't post it in time lol..
wavy!! it looks good, literally looks like mine o.o
curly is super hard to draw sometimes since i'm not used to practicing with it, and almost all of the hair i draw is wavy too, so yeah x')good morning, good choices <3lostsilver wrote:
dave: "good morning! bambi and i have tea currently."
bambi: "mhm."
expunged: "i have water right now, as i just woke up :>"
bandu: "i have water aswell!!"
ps!dave: "cresswell and i have water right now."
ps!bambi: "yep."
ps!expunged: "i have coffee."
ps!bandu: "i have juice <33"
dave: "mhm. <3"
bambi: "g'morning."
expunged: "good morning, and greetings <3"
bandu: "morning!!"
ps!dave: "good morning!"
ps!bambi: "mornin'."
ps!expunged: "good morning to you aswell."
ps!bandu: "good morning bestiee <33"
im sleepy... hmmnh
why am i basically nocturnal now o-o
why am i basically nocturnal now o-o
idk man,,,Achromalia wrote:
im sleepy... hmmnh
why am i basically nocturnal now o-o
ikr???
i made a stupid cover of never ever getting rid of me bc i found a midi!!
https://sndup.net/cs2wb/
bambi is the one singing ([bandu joins in too but he may be hard to hear] im also making a chart + sprites for it too) <3
https://sndup.net/cs2wb/
bambi is the one singing ([bandu joins in too but he may be hard to hear] im also making a chart + sprites for it too) <3
hmm,, i dont have any thoughts on it, but im glad youre having fun :>
for dave: what would you love to see happen for bandu someday? what is it about him that makes you feel like this is house is truly home?
for bandu: what would you love to see happen for dave someday? what do you think makes him particularly adorable?
for dave: what would you love to see happen for bandu someday? what is it about him that makes you feel like this is house is truly home?
for bandu: what would you love to see happen for dave someday? what do you think makes him particularly adorable?
qna queue:
ps!expunged: "give me something cute/cozy about ps!bandu. could you also somehow make it related to the drooling thing? thanks. (i just find the drooling thing interesting, haha...)"
ps!bandu: "give me something cute/cuddly about ps!ex!! can you make it related to seir purring too? ty!!"
ps!bandu: "give me something cute/cuddly about ps!ex!! can you make it related to seir purring too? ty!!"
hehe :3Achromalia wrote:
hmm,, i dont have any thoughts on it, but im glad youre having fun :>
for dave: what would you love to see happen for bandu someday? what is it about him that makes you feel like this is house is truly home?
for bandu: what would you love to see happen for dave someday? what do you think makes him particularly adorable?qna queue:ps!expunged: "give me something cute/cozy about ps!bandu. could you also somehow make it related to the drooling thing? thanks. (i just find the drooling thing interesting, haha...)"
ps!bandu: "give me something cute/cuddly about ps!ex!! can you make it related to seir purring too? ty!!"
dave: "i'd love to see him get married to kandi someday. i feel like it's his joy and cheer that really brings this home and family together. <3"
bandu: "i'd love to see him and bambi grow old together!! i think his joyful, wide-eyed, and caring nature makes him cute <33"
for everyone: hydration check <33 and a little walking or stretching maybe?
dave: "we've all hydrated! bambi and i have tea. we've all stretched, too!"Achromalia wrote:
for everyone: hydration check <33 and a little walking or stretching maybe?
bambi: "mhm."
expunged: "agh, my head's hurting a lil but it's ok... i have water currently"
bandu: "hehe,,, dr pepper my beloved"
ps!dave: "we've also all hydrated! cresswell and i have soda right now."
ps!bambi: "we've all stretched too."
ps!expunged: "i have lemonade right now."
ps!bandu: "mm, water my beloved,, <3"
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so with silly billy, i kinda wanna make like a short animatic of ex doing the lyric part
idk if i will tho,, maybe??
ok hold on imma cook this up
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What in the world did I just read?
waking up again... that dream was so so Real, maybe one of my favorite most interesting dreams in recent months...! :O
it literally felt and looked like real life even though so much of it was very surreal and strange-- i miss being there already :') i miss the people there, i met so many interesting kinds of people and places but
but i dont remember the detailsss ;o;
i remember playing an old browser game i loved as a child except it was hard to accurately press the controls, i remember being in the corner of a big store somewhere before it turned into someone's private garden except it turned into a small open woodland behind someone's house... at the same time when i escaped it i found such a big crowd of people sitting idly on this biiiig concrete porch in front of that house, but it was also like... part of a festival? there were market stands everywhere, there were people filming things, parents filming their babies playing and having fun, college students filming each other for their own projects... i kept trying to move through but it was so dense and crowded, and one of the people had to help move some things so i could pass through the gap between their tables
there was another part of this dream prior to that, which was about me and someone else, and we were both similar but also very different... it reminded me of a friend i used to have... and then we met a few more people and they kept changing into different people and different relationships-- ultimately there was this moment where one of them was this man that kept being scary and aggressively controlling with my friend, he seemed to be ready to assault her or drag her somewhere, and i keep resetting to a save point to try different options like conversations that distract him which brought me into so many weird feelings, like... for some reason i fell into that familiar fawning response where i'm basically just doing anything to keep someone happy so they're not angry with me or others but at the same time im completely ignoring myself and not even treating myself as a person, that kind of thing
idk, it's all so interesting to me, i wish i could see it again and watch and pay attention, i wish i could save it somewhere or record it, or study it...
it literally felt and looked like real life even though so much of it was very surreal and strange-- i miss being there already :') i miss the people there, i met so many interesting kinds of people and places but
but i dont remember the detailsss ;o;
i remember playing an old browser game i loved as a child except it was hard to accurately press the controls, i remember being in the corner of a big store somewhere before it turned into someone's private garden except it turned into a small open woodland behind someone's house... at the same time when i escaped it i found such a big crowd of people sitting idly on this biiiig concrete porch in front of that house, but it was also like... part of a festival? there were market stands everywhere, there were people filming things, parents filming their babies playing and having fun, college students filming each other for their own projects... i kept trying to move through but it was so dense and crowded, and one of the people had to help move some things so i could pass through the gap between their tables
there was another part of this dream prior to that, which was about me and someone else, and we were both similar but also very different... it reminded me of a friend i used to have... and then we met a few more people and they kept changing into different people and different relationships-- ultimately there was this moment where one of them was this man that kept being scary and aggressively controlling with my friend, he seemed to be ready to assault her or drag her somewhere, and i keep resetting to a save point to try different options like conversations that distract him which brought me into so many weird feelings, like... for some reason i fell into that familiar fawning response where i'm basically just doing anything to keep someone happy so they're not angry with me or others but at the same time im completely ignoring myself and not even treating myself as a person, that kind of thing
idk, it's all so interesting to me, i wish i could see it again and watch and pay attention, i wish i could save it somewhere or record it, or study it...
oh? good luck!!lostsilver wrote:
so with silly billy, i kinda wanna make like a short animatic of ex doing the lyric partidk if i will tho,, maybe??
ok hold on imma cook this up
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waking up again... that dream was so so Real, maybe one of my favorite most interesting dreams in recent months...! :Oit literally felt and looked like real life even though so much of it was very surreal and strange-- i miss being there already :') i miss the people there, i met so many interesting kinds of people and places but
but i dont remember the detailsss ;o;
i remember playing an old browser game i loved as a child except it was hard to accurately press the controls, i remember being in the corner of a big store somewhere before it turned into someone's private garden except it turned into a small open woodland behind someone's house... at the same time when i escaped it i found such a big crowd of people sitting idly on this biiiig concrete porch in front of that house, but it was also like... part of a festival? there were market stands everywhere, there were people filming things, parents filming their babies playing and having fun, college students filming each other for their own projects... i kept trying to move through but it was so dense and crowded, and one of the people had to help move some things so i could pass through the gap between their tables
there was another part of this dream prior to that, which was about me and someone else, and we were both similar but also very different... it reminded me of a friend i used to have... and then we met a few more people and they kept changing into different people and different relationships-- ultimately there was this moment where one of them was this man that kept being scary and aggressively controlling with my friend, he seemed to be ready to assault her or drag her somewhere, and i keep resetting to a save point to try different options like conversations that distract him which brought me into so many weird feelings, like... for some reason i fell into that familiar fawning response where i'm basically just doing anything to keep someone happy so they're not angry with me or others but at the same time im completely ignoring myself and not even treating myself as a person, that kind of thing
idk, it's all so interesting to me, i wish i could see it again and watch and pay attention, i wish i could save it somewhere or record it, or study it...oh? good luck!!lostsilver wrote:
so with silly billy, i kinda wanna make like a short animatic of ex doing the lyric partidk if i will tho,, maybe??
ok hold on imma cook this up
im cookin :33
i have the original in the background to help me out ^^
you're cookin' ^-^
for everyone: dinner? y'all ok? also have a digital hug <3
for everyone: dinner? y'all ok? also have a digital hug <3
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you're cookin' ^-^
for everyone: dinner? y'all ok? also have a digital hug <3
dave: "mhm! we had chinese food tonight. i'm feeling good, and thanks for the digital hug!"
bambi: "i'm feelin' alright. thanks for the hug. :]"
expunged: "i'm good! thank you for the hug my friend <3"
bandu: "im great, thanks for the hug!!"
ps!dave: "we had steak tonight. i'm good, and thank you for the hug."
ps!bambi: "i'm alright. thanks for the digital hug, too."
ps!expunged: "i'm feeling decent. but, i'm gonna have to pass on the digital hug. just not really in a cuddly mood right now. thanks for the offer, though."
ps!bandu: "i'm good!! thanks so much for the hug,, <33"
of course ^^
i finally got food... it was good but i really could've done it sooner :p
i don't know what to ask anymore, i'm kinda just burning out on this;;
i finally got food... it was good but i really could've done it sooner :p
i don't know what to ask anymore, i'm kinda just burning out on this;;
im glad to hear you got food!!Achromalia wrote:
of course ^^
i finally got food... it was good but i really could've done it sooner :p
i don't know what to ask anymore, i'm kinda just burning out on this;;
and its okay!! take all the time you need to think ^^
i hope maybe tomorrow i'll have something :')
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im sure you will <33Achromalia wrote:
i hope maybe tomorrow i'll have something :')
good night everyone!! my body needs me to go to sleep lol.. will see you tomorrow!!
the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too!!
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shoot, i missed my chance u.u
i wonder what i'll decide to do next...
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trying to find a song for the off-topic mapping contest...
whta genres you want u.u
exhaustion, ruminating...
but thankfully i'm listening to the kinds of music i love most :') they may be some of my only reliable remaining joys, even if i can't seem to make any of it anymore...
but thankfully i'm listening to the kinds of music i love most :') they may be some of my only reliable remaining joys, even if i can't seem to make any of it anymore...
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fear and shame...
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soothingly, daydreaming...
imbackasalways
me when solved a VERY hard math problems :
(yes im studying math rn)
(ignore the skull)
me when solved a VERY hard math problems :
(yes im studying math rn)
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good morning everyonee <3 the ashwood-cornbluffs and the abmwell-bandellos say hi too!!
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good morning to lostie, and also to the ashwood-cornbluffs and ambwell-bandellos <3
(still showering, not done yet...)
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finally out of the shower... but kinda sleepy...
for the haywall-ashbluffs and ambwell-bandellos: how was breakfast? did you get enough water? :o
for the haywall-ashbluffs and ambwell-bandellos: how was breakfast? did you get enough water? :o
dave: "it was good! we've hydrated aswell. <3"Achromalia wrote:
for the haywall-ashbluffs and ambwell-bandellos: how was breakfast? did you get enough water? :o
bambi: "mhm. dave and i have tea, ex and bandu have water."
expunged: "i love water <3"
bandu: "water!!!"
ps!dave: "breakfast was good! we've also hydrated."
ps!bambi: "ambrose and i have water, ps!ex has coffee, and ps!bandu has juice."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "im still a lil eepy but its ok!!!"