considering that now i'm relying on 30 days as opposed to 31, and that i had been so damn lucky to get the 200+ point batches i did, including the extremely, irresponsibly life-disrupting amount of time spent this month during classes, during game development work, even in the middle of the fucking night when i should be sleeping...
...i'm doubtful i'll get this far for at least another 4 months.
i've fucked myself over beyond reason.
...i guess that's my fault for being a competitive sack of shit that'd throw everything away to do something vain, and ultimately ignoring the amount of work that could've been done had i not spent... let's see, an average of 19 hours of posting per day, constantly checking every 40 to 90 minutes, gauging how long i can wait until i can get the most out of my time without losing to someone else, 31 days, meaning i essentially wasted ~95 hours of my life this month through checking, staring at the screen and the clock, and waiting.