So tae bombards blitz with all these lovey-dovey messages, he returns fire in the most bizarre way possible. Endaris comes in and makes it all the more confusing. Blitz then proceeds to reply with "im so qt" and "too qt for this/that (´・ω・`)" but doesn't give in to tae's demands of getting selfies or w/e. Guess it's best not to get tangled up in this mess.
Okay, so... this whole situation started like 4 months ago, with Blitz posting "Tae is bae" in response to more or less everything I posted. It's fair to say that at this time, my opinion of Blitz was that he was a shitposter, and so, like the rest of you, I didn't like him. At all.
This continued for a few months, much to my disappointment, but, the more I spoke to Blitz, the less I saw him in a negative light. Believing that Blitz had been posting this for much too long for him to be joking about the topic... I did begin to like him more than I originally had. I asked him for his snapchat at one point, and after a while, he added me back.
After this, we started talking more, and I started to become more personal with him, even going as far as to tell him some things about myself which only Aomi and a few others know about... which, much to my surprise, he was entirely fine with, saying he had his suspicions all along anyway. It's fair to say around this point I was actually falling for him...
Around this time though, the "Tae is bae" meme, or whatever the fuck it was, stopped. This bothered me slightly, because... why would it suddenly stop if we were getting along so well? I confronted him about it, and he told me that he likes someone else in OT more than I do, and that there is only really "a slight liking" for me. This disheartened me a bit, understandably, but I appreciated him being honest with me. I knew who this person was, and I wished him the best of luck with them, hoping that this would allow me to just get over this and therefore move on, allowing me to just get back to focusing completely on my studies (as I was, and still am, doing my GCSEs). He told me he didn't plan to act on his feelings for this other person, which I didn't really understand, and that I was the first person to have actually confessed to him... but oh well, I wasn't the one he liked, and that's fine. I don't blame him or the other person, really, but it's fair to say I do still love Blitz, regardless of what he does.
I don't know how Blitz feels about me entirely now, or whether he actually really did, but that doesn't matter anymore... oh well.
Basically, I'm just a fool, haha... I should probably leave again...
TL;DR: I like Blitz, Blitz likes someone else.
This video sums up how I feel, mostly about myself.
Oh okay. Not going to say anything beyond that because that is your thing then but maybeeeee you're using too much force?
What I say in public over Discord is... or was purely joking between me and Blitz I've asked him before if he's okay with what I say and that he can tell me to stop at any point
why waste your words on such a baboon ): you really are an idiot aghh. i like how blitz kept saying tae is bae for such a long time but when it was actually going to become a reality he rejected you ?? boy stop toying with people's feelings. "the last thing i want to do is hurt you" but you've been giving him mixed signals since 2 months ago ?? excuse me ???
You beefing with my enemy does not make you a friend of me.
why waste your words on such a baboon ): people seem curious... and i guess it's better to have everyone know how it is so it can all stop orz you really are an idiot aghh. i really am aaa ;; i like how blitz kept saying tae is bae for such a long time but when it was actually going to become a reality he rejected you ?? boy stop toying with people's feelings. "the last thing i want to do is hurt you" but you've been giving him mixed signals since 2 months ago ?? excuse me ??? i dont blame him aomi... orz