Hello everyone.
This is pretty much the first time I ever talk to the osu community outside of youtube. 12 months ago I started watching osu streams and 11 months ago I decided I will try this game out myself because I had really no understanding of it at all. Looked cool though. Since I had a good mechanical keyboard and a tablet already ( I used to draw with it) - additionally I'm a weeb - , I was like "This gonna be ezpz".. little did I know, these things don't really matter in the beginning besides the tolerance/ love for weeb songs.. That one keeps me going.
It took me about 1 month to find the right way to hold the pen and another month to find a decent mapping for my tablet (which I've made slightly smaller by now). I took me a few days until i actually beat my first map (2*) besides the tutorial.
The first time i went into a multiplayerroom, i realised i was "high" level for my rank but I told myself "It's just a matter of time. plz enjoy game." and kept playing.. and playing..
So yeah being lvl 95 , 246hours , 21k Playcount, still 6 Digit made me come out of my hole and ask for help : What am i doing wrong? Am i really that untalented when it comes to osu? Am I that slow or is everyone Usain Bolt? How the hell did you do it? Is there any must-do besides "play more & plz enjoy game" ?
don't hold back. I can't quit. I've been here for 11 months, being 6-digits without friends.. There is no saving me from osu. I'm aware that I'm not the upcoming Osu Champion eventhough "I'm well on my way". Plankton didnt gave up on the formular either eventhough he knew how ridicilous hard he tried.
Thanks.
This is pretty much the first time I ever talk to the osu community outside of youtube. 12 months ago I started watching osu streams and 11 months ago I decided I will try this game out myself because I had really no understanding of it at all. Looked cool though. Since I had a good mechanical keyboard and a tablet already ( I used to draw with it) - additionally I'm a weeb - , I was like "This gonna be ezpz".. little did I know, these things don't really matter in the beginning besides the tolerance/ love for weeb songs.. That one keeps me going.
It took me about 1 month to find the right way to hold the pen and another month to find a decent mapping for my tablet (which I've made slightly smaller by now). I took me a few days until i actually beat my first map (2*) besides the tutorial.
The first time i went into a multiplayerroom, i realised i was "high" level for my rank but I told myself "It's just a matter of time. plz enjoy game." and kept playing.. and playing..
Here are my stats
If you need my help to help me.. I can give you a picture of my grip and my mapping. you can ask for anything to be honest - i owe you anyway.I have like 7k beatmaps and when I'm playing I just play whatever appears when i press the down button (3-4.8* if it's no-mod). I mostly play ranked or training maps. I play for fun and I love setting ranking-goals (you can imagine the 5-digit goal is a tough one - just look at my graph. It's as flat as a loli). I play 5 times a week for quite a while (1-4hours). I usually play no-mod but I started loving HR very early and DT got to me after I realised how bad I am. I rarely ever FC but my ACC seems fine. I play long and short maps but long maps are more frustrating to choke - eventually I do not retry them right after i choked unless the song is stuck in my head. I have nearly 500 plays on a 3*+HDHR map because i had beaten my old HR-score and lost raw ~17 PP and I try-harded for a whole week...without SSing but I got my PP back.. Sometimes I steal someone else's top play and get my delicious B-Rank. I have to move places regularly, my hands shake a lot while playing so i have a very tight grip+foil around my pen... and i drag. I do not use offset unless I am playing HD. I use raw input, not-fully black background (I like most pictures..), an old cookiezi skin which i edited a little bit, ..pretty sure I covered every possible question but :
So yeah being lvl 95 , 246hours , 21k Playcount, still 6 Digit made me come out of my hole and ask for help : What am i doing wrong? Am i really that untalented when it comes to osu? Am I that slow or is everyone Usain Bolt? How the hell did you do it? Is there any must-do besides "play more & plz enjoy game" ?
don't hold back. I can't quit. I've been here for 11 months, being 6-digits without friends.. There is no saving me from osu. I'm aware that I'm not the upcoming Osu Champion eventhough "I'm well on my way". Plankton didnt gave up on the formular either eventhough he knew how ridicilous hard he tried.
Thanks.