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Nate Bait
10:29 pm

I still don't know how to beatmap. probably a rest will help

wishing everyone a good night/day/yes! :p
Serraionga
21:57 PM

I was supposed to do something else today, wasn't I...?
Myke Madeline
3:01pm

I remembered that i have to do something important.
tsundilemma
8:10 pm, 7/23/19

chicken nuggets sound really good right now. either that, or some pancakes.
45Traeath
10:28AM

This forum doesn't feel stable, on my phone...
tsundilemma
11:16 am, 7/24/19

things to do, things to do, so many things-

drawings, making things...so much to keep me busy.
Nate Bait
12:06 pm

School registration today this afternoon, cri
45Traeath
12:11PM

Uuhh...... Nikolai...?
tsundilemma
9:36, 7/27/19

haha 7/27

nice osu meme
Serraionga
19:55 PM

I'm never going to finish the randomizer at this rate
Nate Bait
12:10 pm

someone send help
actually someone send help
get me out of this hell
Carmlillball
21:39

Nate Bait wrote:

12:10 pm

someone send help
actually someone send help
get me out of this hell


Wow, I hope everything's better now!


I feel physically ill with worry and an out of control sleep schedule. I keep debating what to tell my mentor, and what to tell online. I'm bottling up so much complicated stuff, and feel so stressed due to it, but also feel it's necessary.
She always says I should trust her and be honest. But I can't. But I can't exactly lie either. So I'm trying my best to avoid talking about the topics I'm bottling stuff up for. Which is tough.

I'm doing so well with what I'm being assessed with. I can go on a bus, I can kinda carry a conversation. It seems that it's all sunshine, and I pray that it always seems this way. I don't want to be a burden, a constant disappointment.

Should I delete this? Maybe later. But I need to be a bit more open, at least somewhere, at least make a start. I feel destroyed, if it wouldn't be for all this bottling up, I would be feeling proud and happy of all I've achieved today. But I just feel pathetic.

I don't like how my only post today is so sour. But maybe it explains my inactivity a bit. I'm terrified of sharing too much, and I have no energy to force myself to be relaxed. I don't deserve to be here with you all, I'm a disgrace. Hopefully am just for the moment.

Love ya'll! 💙
Westonini
3:18 AM

damn, tobi lou dropped a new album and my youtube feed blew up with all of the released songs.
MisakiTobisawa-
10.51am

If only exams didn't exist. I'd be 3 digit by now. (Nah, I won't be in my lifetime)

Yes, I'm back in FG, people!
Achromalia
8:08 PM PST.

pretty nice to see Kotori back.

now if only Rook would return from the depths of the musical vault we ventured into...

nghhh

her damn music taste is so fucking good, looking over the shit she sent last year and the year before, and honestly, a lot of it is high-quality work.

feelsbad :(
ClevelandsMyBro
11.47 AM

this
45Traeath
*A while before 10:20PM*

I'm so glad Sylvia wasn't hiding a "bully-esque" identity.
MisakiTobisawa-
7.09am

No school on Friday, yay? It's National Day, though, nothing too exciting.
45Traeath
09:35AM

Ah! Yes!
I'm not letting the request thread dying yet, for sure.
In fact I've marked it under subscription, so I can spot the requests at any time.

Thanks for the input(/request), R-unknown ( '-')b
Achromalia
12:36 AM PST.

starcraft 2 is damn fun, but

holy fuck i suck at it. it's a bit tough to get all the hard achievements :c
ERA Puzzle
Its 838 am and I'm flippin hungry. But I dont have anything for breakfast. Ah well.
Achromalia
6:50 AM PST.

OH GOD. OH FUCK.

IT'S PUZZLE MCMUZZLE.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Achromalia wrote:

8:51 PM sometimezome.

OH GOD. OH FUCK.

IT'S PUZZLE MCMUZZLE.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Tad Fibonacci

Puzzle wrote:

Its 838 am and I'm flippin hungry. But I dont have anything for breakfast. Ah well.
PUZZLEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm literally shaking right now.
ERA Puzzle

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

Puzzle wrote:

Its 838 am and I'm flippin hungry. But I dont have anything for breakfast. Ah well.


PUZZLEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm literally shaking right now.



Tad Fibonacchi recieved valuable drop: Puzzle
Tad Fibonacci

Puzzle wrote:

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

Puzzle wrote:

Its 838 am and I'm flippin hungry. But I dont have anything for breakfast. Ah well.
PUZZLEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm literally shaking right now.

Tad Fibonacchi recieved valuable drop: Puzzle
This isn't just valuable drop. This is SSR drop!
payney
11:04PM

holy fuck puzzles back AND tads old pfp is too? whats goin on
Tad Fibonacci

charamaru wrote:

11:04PM

holy fuck puzzles back AND tads old pfp is too? whats goin on
13:36
Me and the bois are back in town.
Now we only need your old drowzee avatar.
45Traeath
09:45AM

I hope it holds on, I'm actually trying to build up an answer out of minutes (maybe hours) of thinking.
payney

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

charamaru wrote:

11:04PM

holy fuck puzzles back AND tads old pfp is too? whats goin on


13:36
Me and the bois are back in town.
Now we only need your old drowzee avatar.

1:11PM

pensive
Tad Fibonacci

charamaru wrote:

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

charamaru wrote:

11:04PM

holy fuck puzzles back AND tads old pfp is too? whats goin on
13:36
Me and the bois are back in town.
Now we only need your old drowzee avatar.
1:11PM

pensive
12:40 AM

YASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
ERA Puzzle
Lmfao wtf
Westonini

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

13:36
Me and the bois are back in town.

5:18 PM

not all the bois
F in chat for sosten
Tad Fibonacci

Westonini wrote:

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

13:36
Me and the bois are back in town.
5:18 PM

not all the bois
F in chat for sosten
ERA Puzzle
8:42 AM. I figured out a lot of stuff I was doing wrong with anatomy last night. Did a couple of body sketches and they turned out way better than anything else I've done. Gone are the days of bad anatomy. Gone, I say! I have discovered de whey, my bruddas.

So yeah I'm just sitting on the bus happy about that.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
12:23 am

Just started a new beatmap project and I’m so hyped about it
Achromalia
10:38 PM PST.

spent a lot of effort these last 10 hours on making some higher resolution 31x61 pixel bases for YnY.

i'm starting to realize how bad i am at time management and how little energy i really have.

i overestimate what i can do, and while yeah, i can get shit done, and my team likes what i'm making, i struggle to do that consistently and quickly.

if i can't fix that, i'm going to have trouble with the rest of the ~150 wardrobe items and their 11 other renders each. 1650 sprites to go through, and i can't even get through two.

i've estimated about 2 or 3 months of work, all things considered.

luckily, these are the hardest 48 sprites i'll be doing, i think. the rest should be much more manageable with the existing base.
MiharuUwU
4:07 am est
how id i find my way back to this forum ive left it behind like years ago
Achromalia
1:15 AM PST

oh shit, miharu's back after... fuck, it's been a long while. over a year, at least, maybe about two years. nice to see ya.
ERA Puzzle

miharu_chan0 wrote:

4:07 am est
how id i find my way back to this forum ive left it behind like years ago

It's like a giant gravity well or some kind of black hole. It's been doing this to me for *years*.
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