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Carmlillball
7:11 Time's going so painfully slow!
Meah
4pm

Go outside
Aiseca
Sunday, 7.15 pm

Minecraft SSP again since I have a slow day at Osu lately.
captainmilk
8:57 p.m
So hungry, didn't eat all day, if I do decide to eat I don't know what to eat though
payney
9:13PM

chocobo

choco choco

cho
co
bo
pentaqola
12:09pm

i shouldn't question why bald people use shampoo. yet i'm here in my mind thinking about that.
Carmlillball
07:21
I'm such a nervous wreck this week

14:10
Still am.
Yay.
ERA Puzzle
Nooooooooooothat sounds awful wtf


Uh

I like listening to ASMR when I'm nervous or anxious it helps me calm down, maybe try that?


10:30 am I have a 4 day weekend (unwillingly)

It's kinda nice cause 4 day weekend but I also want to work because I'm buying a car soon and I want to make sure I have enough money afterwards to have some emergency funds just in case so this kinda will push my buy date back by like a week probably because it's not a paid holiday for me


Meh
Nate Bait
11:32 am

Just got off of a plane, can't wait to jump in bed.
payney
4:54PM

i am going to fc chocobo w hd
Meah
541

10 more days 🤧
45Traeath
11:39AM

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

Yes I do.


"Hentai too."
*Haha-hahaha*
Carmlillball
12:47
Might send a friend a message.
Damn, only 3 weeks? Time was so painfully slow..
Feeling quite nervous.
Not even sure whether to get back in contact today or tomorrow. Or let her start when ever.
I don't know whether I'm expected to lead or follow.



14:45
I did it.
I actually did it.
And the anxiety probably isn't worth it.
But damn I'm still a bit of a wreck.



21:36
No reply. But wasn't really expecting one today.
Tomorrow'll probably bring one at some point. I hope.
I hope I'm getting worried over nothing.
Idk.

Changed profile picture because I got bored of having a rose one. It's gonna take a while to get used to. c:
Nate Bait
1:39pm

I don't have any confidence on beatmapping, i'm a newb :p
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
5:08 pm

The countryside is so peaceful nya~
Carmlillball
11:30 I wish I can't think anymore.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH wrote:

5:08 pm

The countryside is so peaceful nya~


Indeed.


18:15 Never felt so happy, I wanna cry! :')
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
5:45 pm

Just got a nosebleed from playing osu... what?
Westonini
4:04 AM

Trying something new.
tsundilemma
8:47 am

bleh i shouldn't have eaten so much food so early
Carmlillball
14:52
Had a terrible night and trying to make my mind up about something quite large of a deal..
I have until Monday.
Decisions are hard.
I want to do one thing, but think it's necessary to do the other.
I feel I'm going crazy. I can't think properly at all because I'm a mess.
I'm hoping Osu! forums will help to keep my mind off stuff. I want to do most of the decision-making tomorrow, if I end up having a good sleep tonight.



11:15
Had a better night.
Feeling more optimistic.
It's not necessary to do the other choice at all. What the Hell was I thinking?
I'll go for what I want to do.
Feeling much more emotionally better today.
Nate Bait
8:23 am

shakey quakey



Carmlillball wrote:

Feeling much more emotionally better today.

Good to hear you're feeling better now :)
Carmlillball

Nate Bait wrote:

8:23 am

Carmlillball wrote:

Feeling much more emotionally better today.

Good to hear you're feeling better now :)


Thank you :)


21:21 Only cried 2 times since making that comment. Kinda proud.

Why the Hell am I like this?
Nate Bait
3:13 pm

At a parent's friend's baby's birthday party, don't know what to do so i'm on the forums for a bit.

Also i have an idea for a forum game but 24 hours haven't passed yet ahhh xD

Carmlillball wrote:

Why the Hell am I like this?


don't worry, i get emotional too :p
seems like things have been tough for you, huh? Hope it gets better. yea life does that sometimes, i hate it
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4:35 pm

i saw a child wearing an infinity glove
payney
8:46PM

u talk a lotta big game for someone with such a small truck 😤😤😤
Carmlillball
10:34

Nate Bait wrote:

3:13 pm

At a parent's friend's baby's birthday party, don't know what to do so i'm on the forums for a bit.

Also i have an idea for a forum game but 24 hours haven't passed yet ahhh xD

Carmlillball wrote:

Why the Hell am I like this?


don't worry, i get emotional too :p
seems like things have been tough for you, huh? Hope it gets better. yea life does that sometimes, i hate it
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4:35 pm

i saw a child wearing an infinity glove


Thank you very much, means a lot! :)

Things are definitely improving. Talking via email with a friend who knows about the situation, and she's being very helpful. Going to see her face-to-face tomorrow, really hoping this goes well.

Happy birthday to your parent's friend's baby!
Westonini
2:35 AM

i never know what day it is
Carmlillball
19:52
Nervous for tomorrow.
Feeling like a disappointment.
I've had such a change in mindset in such a short amount of time it's scary.
I went from being all motivated and having clear goals, to not being motivated at all and not even knowing what or how I'm thinking anymore and mainly being a ball of anxiety and dread. And I'm not utterly clear WHY, either, and that annoys me.


06:42
Last night wasn't great. Struggled to sleep, then woke at around 3:00. Somehow managed to sleep again, then woke at 5:30.
Becoming increasing clueless as time goes on.
I'm not even sure I want to check my messages today.
Meah
Carmlillball
17:06 Been talking to a friend, did lots of good. Feeling quite better. :)
Westonini
2:10 AM

music is fun. music is good.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
4:15 pm

I just read a manga about a man going to brothels in another world and it was unironically good. Wtf
Plini
6:02AM.

Binge reading Domestic na Kanojo is destroying my heart.

... and my sleep schedule.
Nate Bait
6:13 am

i actually don't have anything in my head right now
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
10:55 pm

I just read a manga about hosting comiket in another world and it was unironically good
Ender Lain
payney
12:56PM

i havent felt the “i dont want to do anything” feeling in so long and its terrible
45Traeath
08:52PM

I'm feeling it as well.
tsundilemma
9:33pm, 7/10/19.

Playing osu, and eating salt and vinegar chips.
Feeling pretty blah. Overall good day though.
45Traeath
[A bit before 03:06PM]
What's that noise...?

[03:09PM]
Oh, it's those machines for July 14th...

[03:51PM]
Holy shot, that's a lot of power in their jets.
The table on which my PC's sitting is shaking.
Meah
9:13
Sleep or workout
Nate Bait
9:57 pm

oh boy my package is coming
samX500
2:45 AM: I am wondering why I can't put myself to sleep.
Carmlillball
7:44 Nice to be back. Partially back.
Husa
3.44 thinking what tkme it is
Ender Lain
16:09 WIB

"Dead Hill's Mystery"

let's see...
Carmlillball
11:32
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
Nate Bait
11:32 am

rawr
Ender Lain
3:00 AM

just searching some random lyrics and put it on an OT post randomly
Nate Bait
10:06 pm

felt like crap today. (yet again i've been crap my whole life)
Westonini
2:35 AM

I'm great at wasting time. Contact me if you need tips on how to waste your life away. Free of charge!
Cahyono29
07:00 pm

bored,decided to visit osu after a year
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Welcome back

OT: 7:07 pm

I suddenly sense a feeling of peace for some reason
45Traeath

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH wrote:

OT: 7:07 pm
I suddenly sense a feeling of peace for some reason

08:37PM

Well, ain'that good.

09.25PM

Sorry, but I don't know that song.
Nate Bait
10:29 pm

i should probably sleep, i'm kinda busy tomorrow
keremaru
10:44

tfw you're trying to learn about binomial distribution but they never went over factorials before
Ender Lain
01:02 WIB

Halo,...Navi...
Play Owl City - Fireflies


*goosebumps intensifies*
pentaqola
6:33 am

thinking about a few things i need to do for school, i got a notebook to fill, an assignment from another subject, a music video to make, and some japanese progress chart of some sort to finish. worse part is that there could be more than this.

ah well... as long as i can finish all of this as fast as i can, everything will be okay.
Nate Bait
5:14 pm

Cleaned my room today, getting things done, i've never done so much things in one day ever since school ended (but that's coming up in 3 weeks DDD: )

(EDIT: i broke an emoticon)
45Traeath


What?
Nate Bait
software gore

6:17 am

i didn't exist for a day
payney
1:44PM

it’s hot
Carmlillball
18:46 Never knew I could use this site on a phone! 🙂
tsundilemma
2:25 pm, 7/21/19

i'm suddenly thinking about that trumpet skeleton meme.

doot doot doot doot doot doot
Achromalia

Kitty568 wrote:

2:25 pm, 7/21/19

i'm suddenly thinking about that trumpet skeleton meme.

doot doot doot doot doot doot
11:32 AM PST.

sorry, but i'm the only real skeleton 'round these parts...

...and i don't approve of this debauchery at the expense of my kind.

[ahem]

heya! you seem relatively new here, so uhhh... welcome to the forums! specifically, welcome to Forum Games! hopefully you enjoy things around here.
Serraionga
03:03 AM

Bloodstained's OST is fucking fantastic!
Carmlillball
20:03 Today filled me with too much hope and optimism! Shame my brother and sister can't stop bloody arguing though.
captainmilk
3:12 p.m
Playing Bleach Brave Souls and chilling, I also just woke up an hour ago
Nate Bait
6:01 pm

I feel older than before
payney
10:19PM

at a friend's house almost had a breakdown but we aight
Nate Bait
10:29 pm

I still don't know how to beatmap. probably a rest will help

wishing everyone a good night/day/yes! :p
Serraionga
21:57 PM

I was supposed to do something else today, wasn't I...?
Myke Madeline
3:01pm

I remembered that i have to do something important.
tsundilemma
8:10 pm, 7/23/19

chicken nuggets sound really good right now. either that, or some pancakes.
45Traeath
10:28AM

This forum doesn't feel stable, on my phone...
tsundilemma
11:16 am, 7/24/19

things to do, things to do, so many things-

drawings, making things...so much to keep me busy.
Nate Bait
12:06 pm

School registration today this afternoon, cri
45Traeath
12:11PM

Uuhh...... Nikolai...?
tsundilemma
9:36, 7/27/19

haha 7/27

nice osu meme
Serraionga
19:55 PM

I'm never going to finish the randomizer at this rate
Nate Bait
12:10 pm

someone send help
actually someone send help
get me out of this hell
Carmlillball
21:39

Nate Bait wrote:

12:10 pm

someone send help
actually someone send help
get me out of this hell


Wow, I hope everything's better now!


I feel physically ill with worry and an out of control sleep schedule. I keep debating what to tell my mentor, and what to tell online. I'm bottling up so much complicated stuff, and feel so stressed due to it, but also feel it's necessary.
She always says I should trust her and be honest. But I can't. But I can't exactly lie either. So I'm trying my best to avoid talking about the topics I'm bottling stuff up for. Which is tough.

I'm doing so well with what I'm being assessed with. I can go on a bus, I can kinda carry a conversation. It seems that it's all sunshine, and I pray that it always seems this way. I don't want to be a burden, a constant disappointment.

Should I delete this? Maybe later. But I need to be a bit more open, at least somewhere, at least make a start. I feel destroyed, if it wouldn't be for all this bottling up, I would be feeling proud and happy of all I've achieved today. But I just feel pathetic.

I don't like how my only post today is so sour. But maybe it explains my inactivity a bit. I'm terrified of sharing too much, and I have no energy to force myself to be relaxed. I don't deserve to be here with you all, I'm a disgrace. Hopefully am just for the moment.

Love ya'll! 💙
Westonini
3:18 AM

damn, tobi lou dropped a new album and my youtube feed blew up with all of the released songs.
MisakiTobisawa-
10.51am

If only exams didn't exist. I'd be 3 digit by now. (Nah, I won't be in my lifetime)

Yes, I'm back in FG, people!
Achromalia
8:08 PM PST.

pretty nice to see Kotori back.

now if only Rook would return from the depths of the musical vault we ventured into...

nghhh

her damn music taste is so fucking good, looking over the shit she sent last year and the year before, and honestly, a lot of it is high-quality work.

feelsbad :(
ClevelandsMyBro
11.47 AM

this
45Traeath
*A while before 10:20PM*

I'm so glad Sylvia wasn't hiding a "bully-esque" identity.
MisakiTobisawa-
7.09am

No school on Friday, yay? It's National Day, though, nothing too exciting.
45Traeath
09:35AM

Ah! Yes!
I'm not letting the request thread dying yet, for sure.
In fact I've marked it under subscription, so I can spot the requests at any time.

Thanks for the input(/request), R-unknown ( '-')b
Achromalia
12:36 AM PST.

starcraft 2 is damn fun, but

holy fuck i suck at it. it's a bit tough to get all the hard achievements :c
ERA Puzzle
Its 838 am and I'm flippin hungry. But I dont have anything for breakfast. Ah well.
Achromalia
6:50 AM PST.

OH GOD. OH FUCK.

IT'S PUZZLE MCMUZZLE.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Achromalia wrote:

8:51 PM sometimezome.

OH GOD. OH FUCK.

IT'S PUZZLE MCMUZZLE.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Tad Fibonacci

Puzzle wrote:

Its 838 am and I'm flippin hungry. But I dont have anything for breakfast. Ah well.
PUZZLEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm literally shaking right now.
ERA Puzzle

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

Puzzle wrote:

Its 838 am and I'm flippin hungry. But I dont have anything for breakfast. Ah well.


PUZZLEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm literally shaking right now.



Tad Fibonacchi recieved valuable drop: Puzzle
Tad Fibonacci

Puzzle wrote:

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

Puzzle wrote:

Its 838 am and I'm flippin hungry. But I dont have anything for breakfast. Ah well.
PUZZLEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm literally shaking right now.

Tad Fibonacchi recieved valuable drop: Puzzle
This isn't just valuable drop. This is SSR drop!
payney
11:04PM

holy fuck puzzles back AND tads old pfp is too? whats goin on
Tad Fibonacci

charamaru wrote:

11:04PM

holy fuck puzzles back AND tads old pfp is too? whats goin on
13:36
Me and the bois are back in town.
Now we only need your old drowzee avatar.
45Traeath
09:45AM

I hope it holds on, I'm actually trying to build up an answer out of minutes (maybe hours) of thinking.
payney

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

charamaru wrote:

11:04PM

holy fuck puzzles back AND tads old pfp is too? whats goin on


13:36
Me and the bois are back in town.
Now we only need your old drowzee avatar.

1:11PM

pensive
Tad Fibonacci

charamaru wrote:

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

charamaru wrote:

11:04PM

holy fuck puzzles back AND tads old pfp is too? whats goin on
13:36
Me and the bois are back in town.
Now we only need your old drowzee avatar.
1:11PM

pensive
12:40 AM

YASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
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