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19:22 Never thought I'd enjoy an advert so much. I LOVE THIS SONG! Might experiment with the band's discography a bit more!
Typed a bit of a long comment. Makes up for my lack of activity on here today!
Typed a bit of a long comment. Makes up for my lack of activity on here today!
4:25PM
i joined a new discord server yesterday and ive never felt more alive
i joined a new discord server yesterday and ive never felt more alive
3:37
Not appropriate to share online
Not appropriate to share online
7:11 Time's going so painfully slow!
Sunday, 7.15 pm
Minecraft SSP again since I have a slow day at Osu lately.
Minecraft SSP again since I have a slow day at Osu lately.
8:57 p.m
So hungry, didn't eat all day, if I do decide to eat I don't know what to eat though
So hungry, didn't eat all day, if I do decide to eat I don't know what to eat though
12:09pm
i shouldn't question why bald people use shampoo. yet i'm here in my mind thinking about that.
i shouldn't question why bald people use shampoo. yet i'm here in my mind thinking about that.
07:21
I'm such a nervous wreck this week
14:10
Still am.
Yay.
I'm such a nervous wreck this week
14:10
Still am.
Yay.
Nooooooooooothat sounds awful wtf
Uh
I like listening to ASMR when I'm nervous or anxious it helps me calm down, maybe try that?
10:30 am I have a 4 day weekend (unwillingly)
It's kinda nice cause 4 day weekend but I also want to work because I'm buying a car soon and I want to make sure I have enough money afterwards to have some emergency funds just in case so this kinda will push my buy date back by like a week probably because it's not a paid holiday for me
Meh
Uh
I like listening to ASMR when I'm nervous or anxious it helps me calm down, maybe try that?
10:30 am I have a 4 day weekend (unwillingly)
It's kinda nice cause 4 day weekend but I also want to work because I'm buying a car soon and I want to make sure I have enough money afterwards to have some emergency funds just in case so this kinda will push my buy date back by like a week probably because it's not a paid holiday for me
Meh
11:32 am
Just got off of a plane, can't wait to jump in bed.
Just got off of a plane, can't wait to jump in bed.
11:39AM
"Hentai too."
*Haha-hahaha*
Tad Fibonacci wrote:
Yes I do.
"Hentai too."
*Haha-hahaha*
12:47
Might send a friend a message.
Damn, only 3 weeks? Time was so painfully slow..
Feeling quite nervous.
Not even sure whether to get back in contact today or tomorrow. Or let her start when ever.
I don't know whether I'm expected to lead or follow.
14:45
I did it.
I actually did it.
And the anxiety probably isn't worth it.
But damn I'm still a bit of a wreck.
21:36
No reply. But wasn't really expecting one today.
Tomorrow'll probably bring one at some point. I hope.
I hope I'm getting worried over nothing.
Idk.
Changed profile picture because I got bored of having a rose one. It's gonna take a while to get used to. c:
Might send a friend a message.
Damn, only 3 weeks? Time was so painfully slow..
Feeling quite nervous.
Not even sure whether to get back in contact today or tomorrow. Or let her start when ever.
I don't know whether I'm expected to lead or follow.
14:45
I did it.
I actually did it.
And the anxiety probably isn't worth it.
But damn I'm still a bit of a wreck.
21:36
No reply. But wasn't really expecting one today.
Tomorrow'll probably bring one at some point. I hope.
I hope I'm getting worried over nothing.
Idk.
Changed profile picture because I got bored of having a rose one. It's gonna take a while to get used to. c:
1:39pm
I don't have any confidence on beatmapping, i'm a newb :p
I don't have any confidence on beatmapping, i'm a newb :p
5:08 pm
The countryside is so peacefulnya~
The countryside is so peaceful
11:30 I wish I can't think anymore.
Indeed.
18:15 Never felt so happy, I wanna cry! :')
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH wrote:
5:08 pm
The countryside is so peacefulnya~
Indeed.
18:15 Never felt so happy, I wanna cry! :')
5:45 pm
Just got a nosebleed from playing osu... what?
Just got a nosebleed from playing osu... what?
8:47 am
bleh i shouldn't have eaten so much food so early
bleh i shouldn't have eaten so much food so early
14:52
Had a terrible night and trying to make my mind up about something quite large of a deal..
I have until Monday.
Decisions are hard.
I want to do one thing, but think it's necessary to do the other.
I feel I'm going crazy. I can't think properly at all because I'm a mess.
I'm hoping Osu! forums will help to keep my mind off stuff. I want to do most of the decision-making tomorrow, if I end up having a good sleep tonight.
11:15
Had a better night.
Feeling more optimistic.
It's not necessary to do the other choice at all. What the Hell was I thinking?
I'll go for what I want to do.
Feeling much more emotionally better today.
Had a terrible night and trying to make my mind up about something quite large of a deal..
I have until Monday.
Decisions are hard.
I want to do one thing, but think it's necessary to do the other.
I feel I'm going crazy. I can't think properly at all because I'm a mess.
I'm hoping Osu! forums will help to keep my mind off stuff. I want to do most of the decision-making tomorrow, if I end up having a good sleep tonight.
11:15
Had a better night.
Feeling more optimistic.
It's not necessary to do the other choice at all. What the Hell was I thinking?
I'll go for what I want to do.
Feeling much more emotionally better today.
8:23 am
shakey quakey
Good to hear you're feeling better now
shakey quakey
Carmlillball wrote:
Feeling much more emotionally better today.
Good to hear you're feeling better now
Nate Bait wrote:
8:23 amCarmlillball wrote:
Feeling much more emotionally better today.
Good to hear you're feeling better now
Thank you
21:21 Only cried 2 times since making that comment. Kinda proud.
Why the Hell am I like this?
3:13 pm
At a parent's friend's baby's birthday party, don't know what to do so i'm on the forums for a bit.
Also i have an idea for a forum game but 24 hours haven't passed yet ahhh xD
don't worry, i get emotional too :p
seems like things have been tough for you, huh? Hope it gets better. yea life does that sometimes, i hate it
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4:35 pm
i saw a child wearing an infinity glove
At a parent's friend's baby's birthday party, don't know what to do so i'm on the forums for a bit.
Also i have an idea for a forum game but 24 hours haven't passed yet ahhh xD
Carmlillball wrote:
Why the Hell am I like this?
don't worry, i get emotional too :p
seems like things have been tough for you, huh? Hope it gets better. yea life does that sometimes, i hate it
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4:35 pm
i saw a child wearing an infinity glove
8:46PM
u talk a lotta big game for someone with such a small truck 😤😤😤
u talk a lotta big game for someone with such a small truck 😤😤😤
10:34
Thank you very much, means a lot!
Things are definitely improving. Talking via email with a friend who knows about the situation, and she's being very helpful. Going to see her face-to-face tomorrow, really hoping this goes well.
Happy birthday to your parent's friend's baby!
Nate Bait wrote:
3:13 pm
At a parent's friend's baby's birthday party, don't know what to do so i'm on the forums for a bit.
Also i have an idea for a forum game but 24 hours haven't passed yet ahhh xD
Carmlillball wrote:
Why the Hell am I like this?
don't worry, i get emotional too :p
seems like things have been tough for you, huh? Hope it gets better. yea life does that sometimes, i hate it
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4:35 pm
i saw a child wearing an infinity glove
Thank you very much, means a lot!
Things are definitely improving. Talking via email with a friend who knows about the situation, and she's being very helpful. Going to see her face-to-face tomorrow, really hoping this goes well.
Happy birthday to your parent's friend's baby!
19:52
Nervous for tomorrow.
Feeling like a disappointment.
I've had such a change in mindset in such a short amount of time it's scary.
I went from being all motivated and having clear goals, to not being motivated at all and not even knowing what or how I'm thinking anymore and mainly being a ball of anxiety and dread. And I'm not utterly clear WHY, either, and that annoys me.
06:42
Last night wasn't great. Struggled to sleep, then woke at around 3:00. Somehow managed to sleep again, then woke at 5:30.
Becoming increasing clueless as time goes on.
I'm not even sure I want to check my messages today.
Nervous for tomorrow.
Feeling like a disappointment.
I've had such a change in mindset in such a short amount of time it's scary.
I went from being all motivated and having clear goals, to not being motivated at all and not even knowing what or how I'm thinking anymore and mainly being a ball of anxiety and dread. And I'm not utterly clear WHY, either, and that annoys me.
06:42
Last night wasn't great. Struggled to sleep, then woke at around 3:00. Somehow managed to sleep again, then woke at 5:30.
Becoming increasing clueless as time goes on.
I'm not even sure I want to check my messages today.
17:06 Been talking to a friend, did lots of good. Feeling quite better.
4:15 pm
I just read a manga about a man going to brothels in another world and it was unironically good. Wtf
I just read a manga about a man going to brothels in another world and it was unironically good. Wtf
6:02AM.
Binge reading Domestic na Kanojo is destroying my heart.
... and my sleep schedule.
Binge reading Domestic na Kanojo is destroying my heart.
... and my sleep schedule.
6:13 am
i actually don't have anything in my head right now
i actually don't have anything in my head right now
10:55 pm
I just read a manga about hosting comiket in another world and it was unironically good
I just read a manga about hosting comiket in another world and it was unironically good
12:56PM
i havent felt the “i dont want to do anything” feeling in so long and its terrible
i havent felt the “i dont want to do anything” feeling in so long and its terrible
9:33pm, 7/10/19.
Playing osu, and eating salt and vinegar chips.
Feeling pretty blah. Overall good day though.
Playing osu, and eating salt and vinegar chips.
Feeling pretty blah. Overall good day though.
[A bit before 03:06PM]
What's that noise...?
[03:09PM]
Oh, it's those machines for July 14th...
[03:51PM]
Holy shot, that's a lot of power in their jets.
The table on which my PC's sitting is shaking.
What's that noise...?
[03:09PM]
Oh, it's those machines for July 14th...
[03:51PM]
Holy shot, that's a lot of power in their jets.
The table on which my PC's sitting is shaking.
2:45 AM: I am wondering why I can't put myself to sleep.
7:44 Nice to be back. Partially back.
16:09 WIB
"Dead Hill's Mystery"
let's see...
"Dead Hill's Mystery"
let's see...
11:32
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
3:00 AM
just searching some random lyrics and put it on an OT post randomly
just searching some random lyrics and put it on an OT post randomly
10:06 pm
felt like crap today. (yet again i've been crap my whole life)
felt like crap today. (yet again i've been crap my whole life)
2:35 AM
I'm great at wasting time. Contact me if you need tips on how to waste your life away. Free of charge!
I'm great at wasting time. Contact me if you need tips on how to waste your life away. Free of charge!
Welcome back
OT: 7:07 pm
I suddenly sense a feeling of peace for some reason
OT: 7:07 pm
I suddenly sense a feeling of peace for some reason
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH wrote:
OT: 7:07 pm
I suddenly sense a feeling of peace for some reason
08:37PM
Well, ain'that good.
09.25PM
Sorry, but I don't know that song.
10:29 pm
i should probably sleep, i'm kinda busy tomorrow
i should probably sleep, i'm kinda busy tomorrow
10:44
tfw you're trying to learn about binomial distribution but they never went over factorials before
tfw you're trying to learn about binomial distribution but they never went over factorials before
01:02 WIB
Halo,...Navi...
Play Owl City - Fireflies
*goosebumps intensifies*
Halo,...Navi...
Play Owl City - Fireflies
*goosebumps intensifies*
6:33 am
thinking about a few things i need to do for school, i got a notebook to fill, an assignment from another subject, a music video to make, and some japanese progress chart of some sort to finish. worse part is that there could be more than this.
ah well... as long as i can finish all of this as fast as i can, everything will be okay.
thinking about a few things i need to do for school, i got a notebook to fill, an assignment from another subject, a music video to make, and some japanese progress chart of some sort to finish. worse part is that there could be more than this.
ah well... as long as i can finish all of this as fast as i can, everything will be okay.
5:14 pm
Cleaned my room today, getting things done, i've never done so much things in one day ever since school ended (but that's coming up in 3 weeks DDD: )
(EDIT: i broke an emoticon)
Cleaned my room today, getting things done, i've never done so much things in one day ever since school ended (but that's coming up in 3 weeks DDD: )
(EDIT: i broke an emoticon)
18:46 Never knew I could use this site on a phone! 🙂
2:25 pm, 7/21/19
i'm suddenly thinking about that trumpet skeleton meme.
doot doot doot doot doot doot
i'm suddenly thinking about that trumpet skeleton meme.
doot doot doot doot doot doot
11:32 AM PST.Kitty568 wrote:
2:25 pm, 7/21/19
i'm suddenly thinking about that trumpet skeleton meme.
doot doot doot doot doot doot
sorry, but i'm the only real skeleton 'round these parts...
...and i don't approve of this debauchery at the expense of my kind.
[ahem]
heya! you seem relatively new here, so uhhh... welcome to the forums! specifically, welcome to Forum Games! hopefully you enjoy things around here.
03:03 AM
Bloodstained's OST is fucking fantastic!
Bloodstained's OST is fucking fantastic!
20:03 Today filled me with too much hope and optimism! Shame my brother and sister can't stop bloody arguing though.
3:12 p.m
Playing Bleach Brave Souls and chilling, I also just woke up an hour ago
Playing Bleach Brave Souls and chilling, I also just woke up an hour ago
10:19PM
at a friend's house almost had a breakdown but we aight
at a friend's house almost had a breakdown but we aight
10:29 pm
I still don't know how to beatmap. probably a rest will help
wishing everyone a good night/day/yes! :p
I still don't know how to beatmap. probably a rest will help
wishing everyone a good night/day/yes! :p
21:57 PM
I was supposed to do something else today, wasn't I...?
I was supposed to do something else today, wasn't I...?
3:01pm
I remembered that i have to do something important.
I remembered that i have to do something important.
8:10 pm, 7/23/19
chicken nuggets sound really good right now. either that, or some pancakes.
chicken nuggets sound really good right now. either that, or some pancakes.
10:28AM
This forum doesn't feel stable, on my phone...
This forum doesn't feel stable, on my phone...
11:16 am, 7/24/19
things to do, things to do, so many things-
drawings, making things...so much to keep me busy.
things to do, things to do, so many things-
drawings, making things...so much to keep me busy.
12:06 pm
School registration today this afternoon, cri
School registration today this afternoon, cri
9:36, 7/27/19
haha 7/27
nice osu meme
haha 7/27
nice osu meme
19:55 PM
I'm never going to finish the randomizer at this rate
I'm never going to finish the randomizer at this rate
12:10 pm
someone send help
actually someone send help
get me out of this hell
someone send help
actually someone send help
get me out of this hell
21:39
Wow, I hope everything's better now!
I feel physically ill with worry and an out of control sleep schedule. I keep debating what to tell my mentor, and what to tell online. I'm bottling up so much complicated stuff, and feel so stressed due to it, but also feel it's necessary.
She always says I should trust her and be honest. But I can't. But I can't exactly lie either. So I'm trying my best to avoid talking about the topics I'm bottling stuff up for. Which is tough.
I'm doing so well with what I'm being assessed with. I can go on a bus, I can kinda carry a conversation. It seems that it's all sunshine, and I pray that it always seems this way. I don't want to be a burden, a constant disappointment.
Should I delete this? Maybe later. But I need to be a bit more open, at least somewhere, at least make a start. I feel destroyed, if it wouldn't be for all this bottling up, I would be feeling proud and happy of all I've achieved today. But I just feel pathetic.
I don't like how my only post today is so sour. But maybe it explains my inactivity a bit. I'm terrified of sharing too much, and I have no energy to force myself to be relaxed. I don't deserve to be here with you all, I'm a disgrace. Hopefully am just for the moment.
Love ya'll! 💙
Nate Bait wrote:
12:10 pm
someone send help
actually someone send help
get me out of this hell
Wow, I hope everything's better now!
I feel physically ill with worry and an out of control sleep schedule. I keep debating what to tell my mentor, and what to tell online. I'm bottling up so much complicated stuff, and feel so stressed due to it, but also feel it's necessary.
She always says I should trust her and be honest. But I can't. But I can't exactly lie either. So I'm trying my best to avoid talking about the topics I'm bottling stuff up for. Which is tough.
I'm doing so well with what I'm being assessed with. I can go on a bus, I can kinda carry a conversation. It seems that it's all sunshine, and I pray that it always seems this way. I don't want to be a burden, a constant disappointment.
Should I delete this? Maybe later. But I need to be a bit more open, at least somewhere, at least make a start. I feel destroyed, if it wouldn't be for all this bottling up, I would be feeling proud and happy of all I've achieved today. But I just feel pathetic.
I don't like how my only post today is so sour. But maybe it explains my inactivity a bit. I'm terrified of sharing too much, and I have no energy to force myself to be relaxed. I don't deserve to be here with you all, I'm a disgrace. Hopefully am just for the moment.
Love ya'll! 💙
3:18 AM
damn, tobi lou dropped a new album and my youtube feed blew up with all of the released songs.
damn, tobi lou dropped a new album and my youtube feed blew up with all of the released songs.
10.51am
If only exams didn't exist. I'd be 3 digit by now. (Nah, I won't be in my lifetime)
Yes, I'm back in FG, people!
If only exams didn't exist. I'd be 3 digit by now. (Nah, I won't be in my lifetime)
Yes, I'm back in FG, people!
8:08 PM PST.
pretty nice to see Kotori back.
now if only Rook would return from the depths of the musical vault we ventured into...
nghhh
her damn music taste is so fucking good, looking over the shit she sent last year and the year before, and honestly, a lot of it is high-quality work.
feelsbad
pretty nice to see Kotori back.
now if only Rook would return from the depths of the musical vault we ventured into...
nghhh
her damn music taste is so fucking good, looking over the shit she sent last year and the year before, and honestly, a lot of it is high-quality work.
feelsbad
11.47 AM
this
this
*A while before 10:20PM*
I'm so glad Sylvia wasn't hiding a "bully-esque" identity.
I'm so glad Sylvia wasn't hiding a "bully-esque" identity.
7.09am
No school on Friday, yay? It's National Day, though, nothing too exciting.
No school on Friday, yay? It's National Day, though, nothing too exciting.
09:35AM
Ah! Yes!
I'm not letting the request thread dying yet, for sure.
In fact I've marked it under subscription, so I can spot the requests at any time.
Thanks for the input(/request), R-unknown ( '-')b
Ah! Yes!
I'm not letting the request thread dying yet, for sure.
In fact I've marked it under subscription, so I can spot the requests at any time.
Thanks for the input(/request), R-unknown ( '-')b
12:36 AM PST.
starcraft 2 is damn fun, but
holy fuck i suck at it. it's a bit tough to get all the hard achievements :c
starcraft 2 is damn fun, but
holy fuck i suck at it. it's a bit tough to get all the hard achievements :c
Its 838 am and I'm flippin hungry. But I dont have anything for breakfast. Ah well.
6:50 AM PST.
OH GOD. OH FUCK.
IT'S PUZZLE MCMUZZLE.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
OH GOD. OH FUCK.
IT'S PUZZLE MCMUZZLE.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Achromalia wrote:
8:51 PM sometimezome.
OH GOD. OH FUCK.
IT'S PUZZLE MCMUZZLE.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
PUZZLEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Puzzle wrote:
Its 838 am and I'm flippin hungry. But I dont have anything for breakfast. Ah well.
I'm literally shaking right now.
Tad Fibonacci wrote:
Puzzle wrote:
Its 838 am and I'm flippin hungry. But I dont have anything for breakfast. Ah well.
PUZZLEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm literally shaking right now.
Tad Fibonacchi recieved valuable drop: Puzzle
This isn't just valuable drop. This is SSR drop!Puzzle wrote:
Tad Fibonacci wrote:
PUZZLEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Puzzle wrote:
Its 838 am and I'm flippin hungry. But I dont have anything for breakfast. Ah well.
I'm literally shaking right now.
Tad Fibonacchi recieved valuable drop: Puzzle