14:06.
I don't know what to think of you anymore. I'm confused more than yesterday. Was everything I did just an act of friendship?
Stop confusing me. Stop leaving me in the dark. I don't know what's going on with you, and I want to. Let me in so you can open up. I came around and talked to you initially because you were hurting. I didn't want to do nothing. It wasn't fake. I wanted to care about you, but it never happened because you didn't let me in enough. I talked with you, sure, but it wasn't talking. It was just "I'm here for you and I want to let you know I love you." Even then, I don't know if your "love you too"'s are real or fake. I love you. I have feelings and thoughts about you that I can't explain. I don't want to explain it to anybody else.
I just want to talk. Not as some "best friend", but as someone you're comfortable with opening up to. I'm not the last guy you were dating. I'm not just some guy that gets satisfied with physical interaction, however serious that may be. I care, but I don't know if you want me to or if you just want me around to be funny or whatever. You say I'm sweet and stuff in our conversations, but never let me express it much outside of those conversations. I want to get to know you more, but you say you're never allowed to go out, even though you get Uber/Lyft drivers to pick you up from school and take you places.
Just talk with me.