August 31st, Monday 2015:
The end of Summer is near, and so is school for those of that age. Looks like my osu! goals will be slowed down when the time comes, but I can predict I'll have a better ranking and also higher level before winter begins. Or at least, I'd like that.
Since this topic will be ending soon, and that I'll also be a lot busier during the school days. Maybe I should talk about my personal experiences with osu! so far.
If you're currently reading this, maybe you could possibly share something of yours similar to what I am doing below.
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From the beginning, I had found about this game mainly because I was searching up some anime opening themes to listen to. Searching their title names. From what I remember, that's how I stumbled upon a game play of osu!. I was interested to say the least, even though the game play isn't exactly "stunning" if compared to many of the other video games out there. I guess I was just interested mainly because of the many "anime themes" surrounding the game and community. Well if you had an interest in anime beforehand, you'd likely be intrigued by what the game offers; no?
I never really was the type of person to look up "Help/Tip Guides" on Google or Youtube when getting into a new game. I kind of understood what to do, I mean I played that really short and slow osu! tutorial beatmap that everyone at least has played once. I vaguely remember actually how difficult the easy/normal beatmaps were, and myself getting an average of 80-85% accuracy. I do remember somewhere on the inside of feeling some kind of accomplishment once I could get a 90%+ accuracy with Hard Rock. I thought I was starting out pretty good about a week or so after starting. That changed when I tried multiplayer for the first time.
I remember trying out multiplayer for the first time, I would generally just look for room titles saying that it'll play mainly easy to normal beatmaps. I felt that one emotion, you know when you play single player and you think you're doing pretty good by your own standards. Then when you go do some multiplayer you just don't do as well as you thought you could (Excluding the slight pressure of multiplayer). As of right now, one of the biggest things that bring me back to playing osu! is that feeling of winning first or second place in multiplayer.
When I got to the point where I could 98%+ easy and normal beatmaps, and also started doing somewhat decent on hard difficulties. I used to be that one guy who would go join those easy to normal difficulty multiplayer rooms. Just to have that feeling of crushing those who do not have the same experience as I do. If anyone is reading this post this far, I suggest never doing this kind of thing. I stopped once I actually thought about what I was doing and realized that it wasn't really pushing me forward in the game. It actually stops your progress in getting better, or sometimes even can make your performance lower a bit for reasons I can't really explain well. I replaced that habit of doing those things in multiplayer by mainly forcing myself to not do it anymore. From where I am now, I don't think I would be as good if I were still the same. Although I can't exactly say I'm really good at the game anyway.
The point where most of my fun in osu! started to spike up was when I started to get into insane difficulty beatmaps. There's something in osu! that you just can't get in other games. The feeling of doing multiple jumps successfully, or doing a stream pretty well. The feeling when you beat one of your own local high scores, or when that beatmap that used to be really difficult for you in the past is easy for you now. Such as when a beatmap that used to feel fast or overwhelming, now feels as if it is somewhat slower and you can get a better grasp on it. The best thing in this game is that progress, is something that is noticeable easily. The progress of getting better and exceeding what you thought you could do, the player can easily understand once he/she has overcome some borders.
I could continue this, but if anyone lives near the area I do. They know it's pretty late and I've also taken some time into thinking and writing this post. It's about time I go have some shut-eye. I've also got to get back into somewhat of a regular sleep routine since the school year is starting up.
All in all, see you all on Wednesday. Although I don't really know how many people actually pay attention to this topic.