I really wanted to break the 40k wall. Why? Look at it yourself. https://osudaily.net/profile.php?u=Rematyar&s=1
But I just can't. I feel like I'm closer than ever, but every "doable" maps just became not doable for some reason. I'm in a loop where I get a 300pp play, get really close to 39k, stopped remembering how to play, gets further to 39k, and goes back. (I don't want to take a break for this reason)
I'm planning to just keep playing as much as I could until I get there and take a (long) break after, but each and every session just demotivated me to continue. I feel like I can't, for some reason.
It's not like I don't enjoy the game, I do. I really do enjoy the game.
But I just can't. I feel like I'm closer than ever, but every "doable" maps just became not doable for some reason. I'm in a loop where I get a 300pp play, get really close to 39k, stopped remembering how to play, gets further to 39k, and goes back. (I don't want to take a break for this reason)
I'm planning to just keep playing as much as I could until I get there and take a (long) break after, but each and every session just demotivated me to continue. I feel like I can't, for some reason.
It's not like I don't enjoy the game, I do. I really do enjoy the game.