I know nobody really is going to notice this, or care much (if at all), but I'm quitting mapping...for rank that is.
After much thought and reflection, I have come to a conclusion that should have been obvious for me, yet I refused to accept it: my maps aren't going to get ranked, no matter how many people support me, there's always gonna be some obstacle, an obstacle that prevents one from ranking a map. Since I mapped Punish (Cut Ver.) I've been tweaking my mapping style, attempting to make it more rankable. However, this has led to me no longer recieving complaints about monotony, but rather the maps being too messy and inconsistent. Granted, this is mostly modders, but the fact that I can't seem to hit a middle ground is destroying my morale, especially because I have been structuring my maps sinse Gunther.
I don't map as a form of expression, nor do I do it to win prizes. I do it for fun, and to make every map better than the last (and maybe get something ranked along the way). That being said, it's become all too clear that there is no right way to map, yet there seems to be a desire for that "right way," whether or not it's 2018, 2021, or 2023 mapping. We can't really agree on anything, and the FuJu situation (and that map wafer recently ranked) is honestly making me realize that the maps being pushed aren't being made for pleasure, they're just made to appease a select few, to achieve a status quo. My maps are generally easy and would probably be farmy if I'm mapping the way I want to, but I don't care about gaining rank, as long as it's clean and fun to play, I'm happy. But the schism forming in this community is disheartening, and I'm not sure I want any part in either side. Therefore, I have come to the difficult decision to stop trying for a ranked map of my own. I might make a Normal GD here and there, but going forward, I will mostly stick to the sidelines. I have never made a map that went above 30 favorites, and those that did were all on other people's sets, and that's okay. Fame may help you get a map ranked, but as long as people like my maps, and they remain fun to play, I'm content, and will remain so.
I'm not even sure why I'm posting this here. Maybe I want people to see it, maybe not. I'm not sure, but it just felt right to post this here. It's messy as all hell, but again, I feel I needed to say it.
After much thought and reflection, I have come to a conclusion that should have been obvious for me, yet I refused to accept it: my maps aren't going to get ranked, no matter how many people support me, there's always gonna be some obstacle, an obstacle that prevents one from ranking a map. Since I mapped Punish (Cut Ver.) I've been tweaking my mapping style, attempting to make it more rankable. However, this has led to me no longer recieving complaints about monotony, but rather the maps being too messy and inconsistent. Granted, this is mostly modders, but the fact that I can't seem to hit a middle ground is destroying my morale, especially because I have been structuring my maps sinse Gunther.
I don't map as a form of expression, nor do I do it to win prizes. I do it for fun, and to make every map better than the last (and maybe get something ranked along the way). That being said, it's become all too clear that there is no right way to map, yet there seems to be a desire for that "right way," whether or not it's 2018, 2021, or 2023 mapping. We can't really agree on anything, and the FuJu situation (and that map wafer recently ranked) is honestly making me realize that the maps being pushed aren't being made for pleasure, they're just made to appease a select few, to achieve a status quo. My maps are generally easy and would probably be farmy if I'm mapping the way I want to, but I don't care about gaining rank, as long as it's clean and fun to play, I'm happy. But the schism forming in this community is disheartening, and I'm not sure I want any part in either side. Therefore, I have come to the difficult decision to stop trying for a ranked map of my own. I might make a Normal GD here and there, but going forward, I will mostly stick to the sidelines. I have never made a map that went above 30 favorites, and those that did were all on other people's sets, and that's okay. Fame may help you get a map ranked, but as long as people like my maps, and they remain fun to play, I'm content, and will remain so.
I'm not even sure why I'm posting this here. Maybe I want people to see it, maybe not. I'm not sure, but it just felt right to post this here. It's messy as all hell, but again, I feel I needed to say it.