Don't get me wrong: I have a LOT of respect for the people who create songs and beatmaps for osu!, no matter the gamemode. But every time I try to sit down and make my own beatmap, it's... well, the title says it all. It's like I just threw my hardest right hook into a brick wall and broke my hand in the process.
I keep listening to songs in the FA section, but nothing really strikes a chord with me, and the ones that do just come off as WAY too hard to make a map for. Even when I do finally pick a song and try to map it, I just get gridlocked.
"Okay, let's start with... um... I don't know, slider over... where to put th- wait, I need to pick an SV. How about... wait, no that's way too fast for the intro... now it just looks wrong..."
It's getting demoralizing. Everyone else out there just... knows how to do it without a second thought, and I'm here tripping over my own insecurities.
Is mapping usually this hard for everyone, or am I just bad at mapping?
I keep listening to songs in the FA section, but nothing really strikes a chord with me, and the ones that do just come off as WAY too hard to make a map for. Even when I do finally pick a song and try to map it, I just get gridlocked.
"Okay, let's start with... um... I don't know, slider over... where to put th- wait, I need to pick an SV. How about... wait, no that's way too fast for the intro... now it just looks wrong..."
It's getting demoralizing. Everyone else out there just... knows how to do it without a second thought, and I'm here tripping over my own insecurities.
Is mapping usually this hard for everyone, or am I just bad at mapping?