does anyone put emotion into mapping, i only choose songs that bring sentimentality to me, sentimentality at least for me brings sadness, in all honesty i can only like songs that bring sentimentality to me.
i export my sadness into mapping as it's the only way i can get rid of it, sports, outdoors, nothing helps, and nothing makes me happy.
my little brother spilt water on my laptop a year ago which caused it to short circuit the GPU fan, therefore; making it unusable without a risk of it overheating and destroying my laptop, i'm to broke to fix it, can't work yet, don't have the money to start anything, and my parents don't want to get me anything new.
i haven't been able to map or in general just do what i do on my laptop that makes me happy so i've been even more sad, i'm unhappy with life and wish i can return to the past.
i'm not computer creature, i do alot of physical activity and have alot of friends ,yet
i can't ever feel happy.
i wanted to share this somewhere but i have nowhere to so...
i guess here?
i export my sadness into mapping as it's the only way i can get rid of it, sports, outdoors, nothing helps, and nothing makes me happy.
my little brother spilt water on my laptop a year ago which caused it to short circuit the GPU fan, therefore; making it unusable without a risk of it overheating and destroying my laptop, i'm to broke to fix it, can't work yet, don't have the money to start anything, and my parents don't want to get me anything new.
i haven't been able to map or in general just do what i do on my laptop that makes me happy so i've been even more sad, i'm unhappy with life and wish i can return to the past.
i'm not computer creature, i do alot of physical activity and have alot of friends ,yet
i can't ever feel happy.
i wanted to share this somewhere but i have nowhere to so...
i guess here?