Well I finally have a reason and the desire to make some resolutions. So it's srs bsns time, let's do this.
[X] To have a home that feels like a home.
[X] To have financial stability and not have to worry about being able to buy food or pay rent.
[X] To work at a job I do not hate with every fiber of my being.
[X] To have true inner peace and to not dread the fact that I continue living this existence every single day I wake up.
[X] To gain spiritual wisdom.
[X] To be able to go to get to sleep without being on the verge of tears every night.
[X] To not need pills or distractions to get to sleep.
[X] To truly learn from the fatal mistakes I have made and never repeat them.
[X] To do at least one act of unimaginable kindness.
[X] To do one thing that I myself can consider awe inspiring.
[X] To meet in person at least 1 online friend.
[X] To finally have the strength to stand up for myself without resorting to violence.
[X] To not love her anymore and be able to get over her.
[X] To follow through with learning another language, and not stop when I am close to knowing it enough for full conversation.
[X] To not be disgusted every time I look at myself in the mirror.
[X] To repay the kindness to those that aided me, and to cast down those that have done the opposite.
[X] To truly learn 1 skill I wish to possess.
I think that about sums it up, long list, but I've got lots of time. Why post such a serious thing here? Well I'd look like quite the dumb shit ass hole if I didn't follow through with everyone aware of it.
By the end of the year these will all be green and have become reality, I'll be sure of it.