-495
-541Naiad wrote:
-528
I also don't think it makes much sense that there are situations where a non-supporter better serves their side by not posting at all, i.e. a case where there is one active non-supporter and one active supporter with 2+ hearts. In this case the non-supporter simply gives the supporter an opportunity to reduce the overall number by 1 whenever they post.
im chaincounters <3keremaru wrote:
given like
the last run before this one
im legitimately scared of chaincounters on this thread (they have literally given me counting trauma)
oops
-536
Achromalia wrote:
im chaincounters <3keremaru wrote:
given like
the last run before this one
im legitimately scared of chaincounters on this thread (they have literally given me counting trauma)
oops
-536
...?keremaru wrote:
Achromalia wrote:
im chaincounters <3keremaru wrote:
given like
the last run before this one
im legitimately scared of chaincounters on this thread (they have literally given me counting trauma)
oops
-536no, like...
hundreds lost in the span of half an hour.
-550
-573 me too <3fluffpup wrote:
-572 i love making progress
why though? if it makes you that exhausted why even bother?Achromalia wrote:
i want to be more thoughtful and thinky and thoughts but.. exjajajaustion..
mm, i don't know yet. i don't really gather the impression that trying to connect more deeply in public spaces would really make me trust people that much more. in private, perhaps even less so, depending on how well a conversation can be carried and how much i distrust the possibility of it not affecting how people perceive and interact with someone depending on what's disclosedPolyspora wrote:
-589 you were a fresh air on the server, I miss your schizo posting there
also, maybe you should search for deeper connections? I dont think quick interactions here and there will help with this sense of trust.
anyway, I dont really understand what you mean by trust and comfort or how these two interact with each other.
i love thinking! it's a critical core of my experience of life, and my scope of awareness is very very localized to my own mind, so i like to explore that as deeply and thoroughly as possible. that clarity of thought is something i actively fight exhaustion in order to cling onto, even if my thoughts are rarely ever clear at allPolyspora wrote:
why though? if it makes you that exhausted why even bother?Achromalia wrote:
i want to be more thoughtful and thinky and thoughts but.. exjajajaustion..
long-term, it may be both, though i think at the time i was mostly speaking of general exhaustion :<fluffpup wrote:
i don’t think it’s exhaustion
consider it being more of an expression paralysis
-592
-598Polyspora wrote:
-597
I think you just had a bunch of bad experiences these past years, and is now insistently ruminating on them
I would recommend you to give this place one more try
It must be the correct number, I've seen these days it's been accepted for supporters to have a kind of right to add in favour of reaching 1,000 instead of subtracting, and to exercise the "right". The other way around must surely be illicit.Achromalia wrote:
if it's wrong bc of great_elmo losing supporter, then that post should've been -638, but i interpreted -640 as an intentional choice like a couple other supporters did in favor of the non-supporter side
but i can go along with this :>