it's okay, don't worry!! take your time, i'll be here <3Achromalia wrote:
oh shoot i fell asleep;; no questions :<
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dave: "we've eaten and hydrated!"
bambi: "make sure you eat and hydrate too."
expunged: "mhm!"
bandu: "aaa!!"
ps!dave: "we've all eaten + hydrated!"
ps!bambi: "make sure you do the sane."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaaa <3"
bambi: "make sure you do the same."
expunged: "mhm <3"
bandu: "aaa!!"
ps!dave: "we've all eaten + hydrated!"
ps!bambi: "make sure you eat + hydrate too."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaa <3"
edit: gonna sleep now,, will see you all tomorrow!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too <3
banger video
bambi: "make sure you do the same."
expunged: "aaa <3"
bandu: "aaa!! <3"
ps!dave: "we've all eaten and hydrated!"
ps!bambi: "make sure you eat and hydrate too."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaaa <3"
bambi: "we've all exercised + stretched + played too."
expunged: "aaa,,"
bandu: "aaa!!"
ps!dave: "we've all taken our meds!"
ps!bambi: "we've exercised, stretched and played aswell."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaaa <3"
edit: gonna sleep now,, will see you all tomorrow!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too!! <3
dave: "we've taken our meds!"
bambi: "we've all exercised too."
expunged: "aaa,,"
bandu: "aaa!!"
ps!dave: "we've all taken our meds and exercised!"
ps!bambi: "yup."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaaa,,"
bambi: "make sure you do the same."
expunged: "aaa,,"
bandu: "aaa!!"
ps!dave: "we've eaten + hydrated!"
ps!bambi: "make sure you eat + hydrate too."
ps!expunged: "mhm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaaaa <3"
edit: gonna sleep now,, will see you all tomorrow!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too!! <3
hopefully i can draw something tomorrow lol ;v;
maybe da best nirvana remix out there
i'll be here when you're ready to do the qna :
trying to doodle, but not really getting anywhere yet...
edit 4: gonna sleep now,, will see you all tomorrow!! the ahswood-cornbluffs and the mabwell-bandellos say good night too <3
hopefully i can draw something tomorrow lol ;v;
my son... (i got to the bnunny room)
>>
>>>
"wrong" as in like if having that attitude only serves to exhaust you not if someone "deserves" it
idk looking at your posts for the past while seems like a bunch of shit's been going on. maybe you're burned out or smthg
+ how curious, the description feels gently nostalgic somehow
in most cases its the conflict in perspective/personality that exhausts me, im bad at differences and try to assimilate myself sometimes unless its a mutually acknowledged thing. im very much influenced by externalities and absorb a surface-level imprint of what people seem to feel, and i often fear being entangled in it to the detriment of either party
or maybe im describing something different from what the original quote was about... i cant keep track of it when im vague and lost as i usually am
anyway
im normally very low-energy even if i type contrary to that-- still, some of those times would consist of me genuinely being in a spike of excitement. a lot of people-ing and perspective-ing and mediating will drain me unless it's a very very specific kind of person or topic of interest, and most places will be hard for me to want to be in. these recent events are very very people-oriented and suffocating, and my presence is inextricable from them and their contexts. i guess in hindsight that im not horrible at them, and the spongy mirror-y nature of certain things helps me be very sincerely sweet/warm (it is not something i fake, or at least i dont think im being fake) until it stops being immediately related
burnout is right, i would guess, but im a little too lazy to chase the extent of its truth
as a result im mostly in an inconsistent space of habit, coming and going, present and absent, mostly passive and distracted by wherever attention brings me rather than making anything happen on my own
like emptied order for emptying chaos maybe, or not
im not sure if i imbued this with some kind of pretense... im kind of tired of doubting myself but i also really do not like the thought that i may be lying or misrepresenting things when presumably my whole thing is sincerity/clarity/accuracy in some form
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Hello
for everyone: nutrition and hydration check <3
(playing games with a friend so replies may be delayed)Achromalia wrote:
for everyone: nutrition and hydration check <3
dave: "we've eaten and hydrated!"
bambi: "make sure you eat and hydrate too."
expunged: "mhm!"
bandu: "aaa!!"
ps!dave: "we've all eaten + hydrated!"
ps!bambi: "make sure you do the sane."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaaa <3"
1 HP
a very lazy day...
for everyone: dinner!! and water again, or something cozy ^^
for everyone: dinner!! and water again, or something cozy ^^
dave: "we've eaten and hydrated!"Achromalia wrote:
a very lazy day...
for everyone: dinner!! and water again, or something cozy ^^
bambi: "make sure you do the same."
expunged: "mhm <3"
bandu: "aaa!!"
ps!dave: "we've all eaten + hydrated!"
ps!bambi: "make sure you eat + hydrate too."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaa <3"
edit: gonna sleep now,, will see you all tomorrow!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too <3
hehehe
,,,,ah
listless
banger video
good morning everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too <3
hopefully i can draw something today lol,, ;v;
hopefully i can draw something today lol,, ;v;
so the keychain didn't take nearly that long thankfully
but uh. it appears to have undergone mitosis. (i got two of the same separately both addressed to me) (definitely not complaining)
>>
on an unrelated note, the voice for the announcer in pressure/the vault is doing things to my head (good things)
but uh. it appears to have undergone mitosis. (i got two of the same separately both addressed to me) (definitely not complaining)
>>
on an unrelated note, the voice for the announcer in pressure/the vault is doing things to my head (good things)
pressure devs do not need to go so hard for their event content but they do and i'm so for it
oh, and the 1hp in question. imagine navigating around magma spills while not actually knowing 100% where they are because there's a guy who will punch you for not looking at him for too long (amongst other things). because i had to do that for the last few pieces i had to collect
oh, and the 1hp in question. imagine navigating around magma spills while not actually knowing 100% where they are because there's a guy who will punch you for not looking at him for too long (amongst other things). because i had to do that for the last few pieces i had to collect
hehe
meow
completely collapsed into another empty idle cycle, and in a semi-rare course of events i've grossly overslept
at least its in the comfort of "home"
for everyone: food for nutrients, water for hydration, and... have a comfortable day :>
at least its in the comfort of "home"
for everyone: food for nutrients, water for hydration, and... have a comfortable day :>
dave: "we've eaten and hydrated!"Achromalia wrote:
completely collapsed into another empty idle cycle
at least its in the comfort of "home"
for everyone: food for nutrients, water for hydration, and... have a comfortable day :>
bambi: "make sure you do the same."
expunged: "aaa <3"
bandu: "aaa!! <3"
ps!dave: "we've all eaten and hydrated!"
ps!bambi: "make sure you eat and hydrate too."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaaa <3"
for everyone: medication check!! keep active, exercise or stretch however you like, or simply play around to your heart's content (and its own health in strength) <3
dave: "we've taken our meds!"Achromalia wrote:
for everyone: medication check!! keep active, exercise or stretch however you like, or simply play around to your heart's content (and its own health in strength) <3
bambi: "we've all exercised + stretched + played too."
expunged: "aaa,,"
bandu: "aaa!!"
ps!dave: "we've all taken our meds!"
ps!bambi: "we've exercised, stretched and played aswell."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaaa <3"
headache headache headache headache headache
concept: eyefestation blahaj
asphyxia
doodling... hopefully i'll have something to share soon :>
shoot i should really start drawing againnnn :<
but
other things
idk, in pain and tired
but
other things
idk, in pain and tired
take your time!! make sure you get the sleep you need <3Achromalia wrote:
shoot i should really start drawing againnnn :<
but
other things
idk, in pain and tired
here are the two things i've drawn today :>
sleepy ashbluffs (origin form ver)
sleepy ashbluffs (normal form ver)
sleepy ashbluffs (normal form ver)
edit: gonna sleep now,, will see you all tomorrow!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too!! <3
<33 rhraghh so cozily adorable, i love both, the second especiallylostsilver wrote:
take your time!! make sure you get the sleep you need <3Achromalia wrote:
shoot i should really start drawing againnnn :<here are the two things i've drawn today :>sleepy ashbluffs (origin form ver)
sleepy ashbluffs (normal form ver)
edit: gonna sleep now,, will see you all tomorrow!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too!! <3
oops
there, there
no alarms and no suprises pls
Yea
yeeeeeeeeeeeeee
good morning everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too <3
gonna try to draw more today, so hopefully i'll have some stuff to share :
gonna try to draw more today, so hopefully i'll have some stuff to share :
<3Achromalia wrote:
<33 rhraghh so cozily adorable, i love both, the second especiallylostsilver wrote:
take your time!! make sure you get the sleep you need <3Achromalia wrote:
shoot i should really start drawing againnnn :<here are the two things i've drawn today :>sleepy ashbluffs (origin form ver)
sleepy ashbluffs (normal form ver)
edit: gonna sleep now,, will see you all tomorrow!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too!! <3
i have 8 cans of red bull
lots of sleep, knots lie deep (nearly literal, feeling like piles of dense rocks
for everyone: any medicine to take? lil bits of exercise if you can :>
for everyone: any medicine to take? lil bits of exercise if you can :>
(playing games with a friend right now so replies may be delayed--)Achromalia wrote:
lots of sleep, knots lie deep (nearly literal, feeling like piles of dense rocks
for everyone: any medicine to take? lil bits of exercise if you can :>
dave: "we've taken our meds!"
bambi: "we've all exercised too."
expunged: "aaa,,"
bandu: "aaa!!"
ps!dave: "we've all taken our meds and exercised!"
ps!bambi: "yup."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaaa,,"
i have 10 cans of red bull
for everyone: be nourished, hydrate well, dream sweet
dave: "we've all eaten and hydrated!"Achromalia wrote:
for everyone: be nourished, hydrate well, dream sweet
bambi: "make sure you do the same."
expunged: "aaa,,"
bandu: "aaa!!"
ps!dave: "we've eaten + hydrated!"
ps!bambi: "make sure you eat + hydrate too."
ps!expunged: "mhm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaaaa <3"
chaos chaos chaos
continuing to slink through malaise
god i want a taco bell quesadilla so bad rn but it's basically like 11. in pm
woke up from a nap, these were still here untouched by me so i should try more soonlostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something goofy/cute about bandu."Achromalia wrote:
for the ashwood-cornbluffs and ambwell-bandellos: qna queueeeee...!!
bambi: "gimme somethin' cuddly/cute about ex."
expunged: "give me something cozy/sleepy about mr. cornwall <3"
bandu: "gimme something silly/cute about dave!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly/cute about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' cute/goofy about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something sleepy/cuddly about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute/cozy about ps!ex <3"
welcome back!! take your time, i'll be here <3Achromalia wrote:
woke up from a nap, these were still here untouched by me so i should try more soonlostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something goofy/cute about bandu."Achromalia wrote:
for the ashwood-cornbluffs and ambwell-bandellos: qna queueeeee...!!
bambi: "gimme somethin' cuddly/cute about ex."
expunged: "give me something cozy/sleepy about mr. cornwall <3"
bandu: "gimme something silly/cute about dave!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly/cute about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' cute/goofy about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something sleepy/cuddly about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute/cozy about ps!ex <3"
edit: gonna sleep now,, will see you all tomorrow!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too!! <3
hopefully i can draw something tomorrow lol ;v;
weird errors appear to have granted me free pizza as well. yippee
oh shit votv update
oh shit votv update
whacking a segment of this stupid brain with a newspaper i swear to god
*thwack* *thwack* *thwack* *thwack* *thwack* *thwack* *thwack* *thwack* *thwack* *thwack* *thwack* *thwack* *thwack*
maybe da best nirvana remix out there
a dry half-crushed leaf beside the road, sailing the wind into the bank of a coursing river, where im taken through a world that feels so beyond me
people and things beyond me, selves beyond me within realities beyond me-- those which i occupy, and those which escape me
a gentle empty daze
people and things beyond me, selves beyond me within realities beyond me-- those which i occupy, and those which escape me
a gentle empty daze
need water but im lazy and tired and just want to dream
Somehow more than 160 minutes without a claim, so I'm just here. Alright, goodbye.
good morning everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too <3
hopefully i can draw something today :')
hopefully i can draw something today :')
hehe
who lives in a pineapple under the sea?
doodling...
guh
juneberry red bull is actually pretty good. it's like blue and berry but not blueberry
doodling while i wait for achro...
mostly giving up on being anywhere or doing anything
but habits will drag me where they will
im growing "colder/drier" in personality when i really really would rather not be like that
not that im necessarily fundamentally changing, im just not as able/willing/inclined to consistently be a "warm" person, or... something, im not sure i mean what i think i mean, nor think what i mean to think or what i suggest im thinking. what i think i mean is that i expect id be wrong about a lot of things i say or describe about myself or my opinions/impressions
this is exhausting
easier not to do anything but hard to stop not-doing things about what im--
...i just needed thirty more seconds
whatever
but habits will drag me where they will
im growing "colder/drier" in personality when i really really would rather not be like that
not that im necessarily fundamentally changing, im just not as able/willing/inclined to consistently be a "warm" person, or... something, im not sure i mean what i think i mean, nor think what i mean to think or what i suggest im thinking. what i think i mean is that i expect id be wrong about a lot of things i say or describe about myself or my opinions/impressions
this is exhausting
easier not to do anything but hard to stop not-doing things about what im--
...i just needed thirty more seconds
whatever
i see... it's okay, take all the time you need to! you'll get through this <3Achromalia wrote:
mostly giving up on being anywhere or doing anything
but habits will drag me where they will
im growing "colder/drier" in personality when i really really would rather not be like that
not that im necessarily fundamentally changing, im just not as able/willing/inclined to consistently be a "warm" person, or... something, im not sure i mean what i think i mean, nor think what i mean to think or what i suggest im thinking. what i think i mean is that i expect id be wrong about a lot of things i say or describe about myself or my opinions/impressions
this is exhausting
easier not to do anything but hard to stop not-doing things about what im--
...i just needed thirty more seconds
whatever
i'll be here when you're ready to do the qna :
trying to doodle, but not really getting anywhere yet...
edit 4: gonna sleep now,, will see you all tomorrow!! the ahswood-cornbluffs and the mabwell-bandellos say good night too <3
hopefully i can draw something tomorrow lol ;v;
Hehe
i forgot
i dont know what i want to do here, this is just a compulsion really
i dont know what i want to do here, this is just a compulsion really
my son... (i got to the bnunny room)
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shit's like drinking a melted blue raspberry flavoured snowcone or like the syrup they use to flavour it. but the flavouring is significantly more bluesynthwavesquid wrote:
juneberry red bull is actually pretty good. it's like blue and berry but not blueberry
>>>
it's fair though depending on your surroundings. trying to be warm sucks ass when it's meant for the "wrong" kinds of peopleAchromalia wrote:
mostly giving up on being anywhere or doing anything
but habits will drag me where they will
im growing "colder/drier" in personality when i really really would rather not be like that
not that im necessarily fundamentally changing, im just not as able/willing/inclined to consistently be a "warm" person, or... something, im not sure i mean what i think i mean, nor think what i mean to think or what i suggest im thinking. what i think i mean is that i expect id be wrong about a lot of things i say or describe about myself or my opinions/impressions
this is exhausting
easier not to do anything but hard to stop not-doing things about what im--
...i just needed thirty more seconds
whatever
"wrong" as in like if having that attitude only serves to exhaust you not if someone "deserves" it
idk looking at your posts for the past while seems like a bunch of shit's been going on. maybe you're burned out or smthg
+ i love sonsynthwavesquid wrote:
>>shit's like drinking a melted blue raspberry flavoured snowcone or like the syrup they use to flavour it. but the flavouring is significantly more bluesynthwavesquid wrote:
juneberry red bull is actually pretty good. it's like blue and berry but not blueberry
+ how curious, the description feels gently nostalgic somehow
mm. ill-fitting and exhausting may be right, i dont think i would consciously believe its about people being "deserving/undeserving" and if i use criteria like that it may be more about fear/hesitation or personal cost, or i would avoid some if its about how [in]effectively i could "meet them where they are" in an interactionsynthwavesquid wrote:
it's fair though depending on your surroundings. trying to be warm sucks ass when it's meant for the "wrong" kinds of peopleAchromalia wrote:
mostly giving up on being anywhere or doing anythingbut habits will drag me where they will
im growing "colder/drier" in personality when i really really would rather not be like that
not that im necessarily fundamentally changing, im just not as able/willing/inclined to consistently be a "warm" person, or... something, im not sure i [mean what i think i mean], nor [think what i mean to think] or [what i suggest im thinking]. what i think i mean is that i expect id be wrong about a lot of things i say or describe about myself or my opinions/impressions
this is exhausting
easier not to do anything but hard to stop not-doing things about what im--
...i just needed thirty more seconds
whatever
"wrong" as in like if having that attitude only serves to exhaust you not if someone "deserves" it
idk looking at your posts for the past while seems like a bunch of shit's been going on. maybe you're burned out or smthg
in most cases its the conflict in perspective/personality that exhausts me, im bad at differences and try to assimilate myself sometimes unless its a mutually acknowledged thing. im very much influenced by externalities and absorb a surface-level imprint of what people seem to feel, and i often fear being entangled in it to the detriment of either party
or maybe im describing something different from what the original quote was about... i cant keep track of it when im vague and lost as i usually am
anyway
im normally very low-energy even if i type contrary to that-- still, some of those times would consist of me genuinely being in a spike of excitement. a lot of people-ing and perspective-ing and mediating will drain me unless it's a very very specific kind of person or topic of interest, and most places will be hard for me to want to be in. these recent events are very very people-oriented and suffocating, and my presence is inextricable from them and their contexts. i guess in hindsight that im not horrible at them, and the spongy mirror-y nature of certain things helps me be very sincerely sweet/warm (it is not something i fake, or at least i dont think im being fake) until it stops being immediately related
burnout is right, i would guess, but im a little too lazy to chase the extent of its truth
as a result im mostly in an inconsistent space of habit, coming and going, present and absent, mostly passive and distracted by wherever attention brings me rather than making anything happen on my own
like emptied order for emptying chaos maybe, or not
im not sure if i imbued this with some kind of pretense... im kind of tired of doubting myself but i also really do not like the thought that i may be lying or misrepresenting things when presumably my whole thing is sincerity/clarity/accuracy in some form
im
who am i exactly
who am i exactly
Boom! One hour yeHh
good morning everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too <3
hopefully i can draw some stuff today X')
hopefully i can draw some stuff today X')
wajking uo
doodling...
welcome back achro!!
welcome back achro!!