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humanity sure can be an ugly bundle of contradictions
not that im any different
i would hope that in my lucid moments i would stay insignificant and impervious
a multiplicity in ambivalent perspective steered by circumstance and ambient noise for every mere whim...
not that i can suggest i understand what fatalism or determinism is at the moment but i would wonder if i'm about to grow cynically oriented in that direction again
either way, i would have hoped to be someone else in a world consisting of many more who would hope to be someone else
"would anyone care to trade?", or whatever cafeteria food-tray scenario of a meme this wistful question is
dear diary: never treat the internet like a diary
social dopamine lottery machine symptoms to be sure
...
i thought i did this but i remember now;;
for the ashwood-cornbluffs and ambwell-bandellos: qna queueueue you !!!
not that im any different
i would hope that in my lucid moments i would stay insignificant and impervious
a multiplicity in ambivalent perspective steered by circumstance and ambient noise for every mere whim...
not that i can suggest i understand what fatalism or determinism is at the moment but i would wonder if i'm about to grow cynically oriented in that direction again
either way, i would have hoped to be someone else in a world consisting of many more who would hope to be someone else
"would anyone care to trade?", or whatever cafeteria food-tray scenario of a meme this wistful question is
dear diary: never treat the internet like a diary
social dopamine lottery machine symptoms to be sure
...
i thought i did this but i remember now;;
for the ashwood-cornbluffs and ambwell-bandellos: qna queueueue you !!!
dave: "give me something cuddly about bambi."Achromalia wrote:
humanity sure can be an ugly bundle of contradictions
not that im any different
i would hope that in my lucid moments i would stay insignificant and impervious
a multiplicity in ambivalent perspective steered by circumstance and ambient noise for every mere whim...
not that i can suggest i understand what fatalism or determinism is at the moment but i would wonder if i'm about to grow cynically oriented in that direction again
either way, i would have hoped to be someone else in a world consisting of many more who would hope to be someone else
"would anyone care to trade?", or whatever cafeteria food-tray scenario of a meme this wistful question is
dear diary: never treat the internet like a diary
...
i thought i did this but i remember now;;
for the ashwood-cornbluffs and ambwell-bandellos: qna queueueue you !!!
bambi: "gimme somethin' cozy about dave."
expunged: "give me something silly/cute about bandu!"
bandu: "gimme something goofy/cute about expunged!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about creswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cuddly about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cozy about ps!ex <3"
ugh, nevermind, this isn't worthwhile
...exhaustion hit with a dull thud
for everyone: dinner? water?
for everyone: dinner? water?
dave: "we've eaten and hydrated!"Achromalia wrote:
...exhaustion hit with a dull thud
for everyone: dinner? water?
bambi: "make sure you do the same."
expunged: "aaa,,"
bandu: "aaa!! <3"
ps!dave: "we've all eaten + hydrated!"
ps!bambi: "make sure you eat and hydrate too."
ps!expunged: "mhm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaaa <3"
for ps!expunged: sad moments that left ps!bandu looking to cuddle for comfort?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cuddly about bambi."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cozy about dave."
expunged: "give me something silly/cute about bandu!"
bandu: "gimme something goofy/cute about expunged!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about creswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cuddly about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cozy about ps!ex <3"
for ps!bandu: a peaceful silent moment you've enjoyed with ps!expunged where se seemed to be drifting off to sleep?
ps!expunged: "a few months after ze got infected, ze felt extremely insecure. ze thought people would bully zem for being different, so ze kind of shut zemself in for a while. ze was really quiet and really timid, so me, mr. ambrose and mr. cresswell were really the only ones ze could come to. ze came up to me one day and asked if ze could talk to me for a bit. i sat down with zem as ze told me about zeir worries/feelings. ze vented for a while before i ended up cuddling zem. i told zem that it's okay to be different, and ze should be who ze wants to be. it made zem feel alot better, and now ps!bandu's more comfortable to be who ze is. <3"Achromalia wrote:
for ps!expunged: sad moments that left ps!bandu looking to cuddle for comfort?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cuddly about bambi."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cozy about dave."
expunged: "give me something silly/cute about bandu!"
bandu: "gimme something goofy/cute about expunged!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about creswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cuddly about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cozy about ps!ex <3"
for ps!bandu: a peaceful silent moment you've enjoyed with ps!expunged where se seemed to be drifting off to sleep?
ps!bandu: "there have been a few,, my favorite one is when we were out stargazing with mr. ambrose and mr. cresswell. we were talking/rambling for a bit before se started to get tired. i cuddled sem gently as se drifted off to sleep. i ended up falling asleep shortly after. it was nice <3"
edit: gonna sleep now,, will see you all tomorrow!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too <3
the stargazing seems really comforting...
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trying to digest years of people that i used to be that i cant quite access but am inextricably tied to and alike with
...i dont get it
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trying to digest years of people that i used to be that i cant quite access but am inextricably tied to and alike with
...i dont get it
id do cannabis with achromalia and gaze at the stars and platonically discuss life
i appreciate that :)
...some part of me really would, maybe
in reality im not doing anything with people i dont know deeply but the escapist idealist bits leave me daydreaming and romanticizing (for lack of a better term) any interactive connective experience
but people are scary, and im kind of a scattered collection of shallow waters for there to be that much substance... or maybe im lying to myself to keep from disappointing myself about who i am
in my imagination, there would be 0.63% chances on the cannabis probably, idle inhibition and sensitivity to "weird" "new" experiences really :p
...i claim to distrust, and claim to fear various kinds of people, but im always far too much of an open book, it seems. it seems i suspect im not quite as alien as i imagine or describe myself to be, but im a bit blind to how/why/when/if thats true or untrue when my experiential continuity of phanera are exclusive to my mind
...some part of me really would, maybe
in reality im not doing anything with people i dont know deeply but the escapist idealist bits leave me daydreaming and romanticizing (for lack of a better term) any interactive connective experience
but people are scary, and im kind of a scattered collection of shallow waters for there to be that much substance... or maybe im lying to myself to keep from disappointing myself about who i am
in my imagination, there would be 0.63% chances on the cannabis probably, idle inhibition and sensitivity to "weird" "new" experiences really :p
...i claim to distrust, and claim to fear various kinds of people, but im always far too much of an open book, it seems. it seems i suspect im not quite as alien as i imagine or describe myself to be, but im a bit blind to how/why/when/if thats true or untrue when my experiential continuity of phanera are exclusive to my mind
dear youtube why cant i add videos to my playlists wtf man ts website is the biggest bully ever my god
it's values dissonance. it's all a horrible case of values dissonance i've yet to grasp the full extent of
good morning everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too <3
hopefully i can draw something today ;v;
edit: currently trying to draw expunged with different hairstyles, so here's progress on them with their normal hair :)
hopefully i can draw something today ;v;
edit: currently trying to draw expunged with different hairstyles, so here's progress on them with their normal hair :)
time to question my internal machinations again because that was definitely very suspicious
found some goofy skeleton socks in my closet
they're now my favorite socks
they're now my favorite socks
Sheila On 7 (self titled)
album by Sheila On 7
"I've been sleeping on Indonesian band, like the first three songs just had me vibing when studying for exam (and also, im recognize these songs cuz it's very popular here)"
waking up... no qurstiond yet
gm lostie o/
gm lostie o/
hello!! take your time, i'll be here <3Achromalia wrote:
waking up... no qurstiond yet
gm lostie o/
gm
HEY EVERY !!!!: I'VE GOT YOU A [[[SWEET DEALS]]] ON [[[BREAKFAST AT IHOP]]]!!! DRINK DRINK DRINK drink dri-- oh oops it wore off.... anyways eat and have some water <3
dave: "mhm! we've eaten and hydrated!"Achromalia wrote:
HEY EVERY !!!!: I'VE GOT YOU A [[[SWEET DEALS]]] ON [[[BREAKFAST AT IHOP]]]!!! DRINK DRINK DRINK dri-- oh oops.... anyways eat and have some water <3
bambi: "make sure you do the same."
expunged: "wait is that a spamton reference?? i love spamton and jevil alot"
bandu: "lol--"
ps!dave: "yup! we've eaten + hydrated!"
ps!bambi: "make sure you eat + hydrate too."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "HAHAHAH--"
nobody was kind enough to answer my question tres mallll
stamp tongue...
for everyone: medications if y'need any ^^
for everyone: medications if y'need any ^^
dave: "we've taken our meds!"Achromalia wrote:
stamp tongue...
for everyone: medications if y'need any ^^
bambi: "mhm."
expunged: "aaa,,"
bandu: "aaa!!"
ps!dave: "we've all taken our meds!"
ps!bambi: "yup."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaaaa <3"
and on today's episode we have yet another reminder that you can't trust other people to do shit
i recommend you start writing your answers. you know who you are. no pressure, of course
busy but ty, maybe tonight
for the ashwood-cornbluffs and ambwell-bandellos: nutrition and hydration check!!
for the ashwood-cornbluffs and ambwell-bandellos: nutrition and hydration check!!
dave: "we've eaten and hydrated!"Achromalia wrote:
busy but ty, maybe tonight
for the ashwood-cornbluffs and ambwell-bandellos: nutrition and hydration check!!
bambi: "make sure you do the same."
expunged: "mhm!"
bandu: "aaa!!"
ps!dave: "we've all eaten and hydrated!"
ps!bambi: "make sure you eat and hydrate too."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaaaa,,"
i really hope this keychain doesn't take that long to ship because it would actually seriously inconvenience me next month
for the ambwells: what are some of the weirdest advertisements you got that you shared with each other and actually kinda liked for some reason?Achromalia wrote:
for ps!expunged: sad moments that left ps!bandu looking to cuddle for comfort?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cuddly about bambi."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cozy about dave."
expunged: "give me something silly/cute about bandu!"
bandu: "gimme something goofy/cute about expunged!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about creswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cuddly about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cozy about ps!ex <3"
for ps!bandu: a peaceful silent moment you've enjoyed with ps!expunged where se seemed to be drifting off to sleep?
ps!dave: "hm... i'm not sure."Achromalia wrote:
for the ambwells: what are some of the weirdest advertisements you got that you shared with each other and actually kinda liked for some reason?Achromalia wrote:
for ps!expunged: sad moments that left ps!bandu looking to cuddle for comfort?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cuddly about bambi."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cozy about dave."
expunged: "give me something silly/cute about bandu!"
bandu: "gimme something goofy/cute about expunged!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about creswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cuddly about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cozy about ps!ex <3"
for ps!bandu: a peaceful silent moment you've enjoyed with ps!expunged where se seemed to be drifting off to sleep?
ps!bambi: "there have been a few, so we're not really sure what to pick."
no questions yet... cleaning up and washing dishes after dinner...
it's okay!! take your time, i'll be here <3Achromalia wrote:
no questions yet... cleaning up and washing dishes after dinner...
for everyone: what does an ideal dinner look like for you? stay fed and water your plants :3
dave: "hm... an ideal dinner for us really just involves us all being there for eachother."Achromalia wrote:
for everyone: what does an ideal dinner look like for you? stay fed and water your plants :3
bambi: "we've all hydrated too. make sure you do the same."
expunged: "make sure to move around and stretch as much as you can!! <3"
bandu: "yeah!! <3"
ps!dave: "same as what haywood said."
ps!bambi: "we've hydrated aswell. make sure you eat and hydrate too."
ps!expunged: "make sure to stretch + move around as much as you need to. <3"
ps!bandu: "mhm!! <3"
edit: gonna sleep now,, will see you all tomorrow!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too <3
oh stress ball, save me from wanting to kill <3
(really feeling the AM hate speech right now)
(really feeling the AM hate speech right now)
synthwavesquid wrote:
oh stress ball, save me from wanting to kill <3
(really feeling the AM hate speech right now)
wait hold on the quote from the fictional character allied mastercomputer from the short story i have no mouth and i must scream by harlan ellison wait hold on don't cancel me on twitter dot com and bluesky and uh um uh *looked at smudged handwriting on a crumpled piece of paper* mastodon and cohos- oh wait that one shut down, and across the whole fediverse and ummm uhh
i'm normal again now btw (not for long)
i'm normal again now btw (not for long)
should i write more and send the dog into the stratosphere
dw i'll give him a dog spacesuit
id like a spacesuit too
space's cool but scary, so ill keep the dog company
space's cool but scary, so ill keep the dog company
...
...
i'm not an alien.wav
good morning everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too <3
hopefully i can draw something today...
hopefully i can draw something today...
meow
waking uppp..... urgh hair is a disaster and
idk... no questions yet
idk... no questions yet
it's okay, take your time!! i wish you luck today <3Achromalia wrote:
waking uppp..... urgh hair is a disaster and
idk... no questions yet
ok finally at the tableee
for everyone: nutrition and hydration check~ ^^
for everyone: nutrition and hydration check~ ^^
dave: "we've eaten and hydrated!"Achromalia wrote:
ok finally at the tableee
for everyone: nutrition and hydration check~ ^^
bambi: "make sure you eat and hydrate too."
expunged: "mhm!"
bandu: "aaa!! <3"
ps!dave: "we've all eaten + hydrated!"
ps!bambi: "make sure you do the same."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaa!! <3"
for the ashbluffs: memories of racing each other and running with animals around the farm?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cuddly about bambi."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cozy about dave."
expunged: "give me something silly/cute about bandu!"
bandu: "gimme something goofy/cute about expunged!!"
expunged: "i remember the first time bandu and i played tag in the farm,, it was super fun :> but other than that memory, i can't really choose another ;v;"Achromalia wrote:
for the ashbluffs: memories of racing each other and running with animals around the farm?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cuddly about bambi."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cozy about dave."
expunged: "give me something silly/cute about bandu!"
bandu: "gimme something goofy/cute about expunged!!"
bandu: "there are so many that we cherish, so we're not really sure which ones to pick :'3"
for everyone: medication check <3 big stretchhh
(playing games with a friend so replies may be delayed)Achromalia wrote:
for everyone: medication check <3 big stretchhh
dave: "we've all taken our meds!"
bambi: "we've all stretched and gotten comfy too."
expunged: "mhm! make sure to stretch and get cozy too!!"
bandu: "yeah!!"
ps!dave: "we've taken our meds!"
ps!bambi: "we've stretched + gotten cozy too."
ps!expunged: "yup. make sure you stretch and get comfy too."
ps!bandu: "mhm!! <3"
for dave: does tge way bambi cuddles you ever remind you of an animal?Achromalia wrote:
for the ashbluffs: memories of racing each other and running with animals around the farm?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cuddly about bambi."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cozy about dave."
expunged: "give me something silly/cute about bandu!"
bandu: "gimme something goofy/cute about expunged!!"
for bambi: what is it like to nap under warm blankets w dave?
dave: "hm... i'm not sure."Achromalia wrote:
for dave: does tge way bambi cuddles you ever remind you of an animal?Achromalia wrote:
for the ashbluffs: memories of racing each other and running with animals around the farm?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cuddly about bambi."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cozy about dave."
expunged: "give me something silly/cute about bandu!"
bandu: "gimme something goofy/cute about expunged!!"
for bambi: what is it like to nap under warm blankets w dave?
bambi: "it's amazing. feeling his arms wrapped around me and gently nuzzling myself into his hair is awesome. <3"
for the ashwood-cornbluffs and ambwell-bandellos: and how was lunch? did you learn any recipes or have any fun moments in the meantime? stay hydrated :>
dave: "it was good! we've been searching for more recipes, but we haven't found any yet."Achromalia wrote:
for the ashwood-cornbluffs and ambwell-bandellos: and how was lunch? did you learn any recipes or have any fun moments in the meantime? stay hydrated :>
bambi: "we've all hydrated too. make sure you do the same."
expunged: "bandu and i were dancing and singing with mr. haywood and mr. cornwall while they were making lunch :>"
bandu: "aaa :3"
ps!dave: "lunch was good! we've found some recipes to try, we just don't know which one to make first."
ps!bambi: "we've hydrated aswell. make sure you eat and hydrate too."
ps!expunged: "ps!bandu and mr. cresswell were being goobers while mr. ambrose and i were making lunch, haha."
ps!bandu: "awawaaaa <3"
awa <3
...
no questions this time, not really for a reason other than just... laziness...? exhaustion, but mostly laziness
a lot of things are going that way lately
not really feeling it
...
no questions this time, not really for a reason other than just... laziness...? exhaustion, but mostly laziness
a lot of things are going that way lately
not really feeling it
why use drugs when your brain can just dull out a bunch of neural pathways and make you feel simultaneously cognitively aware and drunk?
(sorry was playing games with a friend hi--)Achromalia wrote:
awa <3
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no questions this time, not really for a reason other than just... laziness...? exhaustion, but mostly laziness
a lot of things are going that way lately
not really feeling it
take all the time you need!! i'll be here <3
for everyone: plans you had for dinner tonight? what are the most comforting drinks for you right now?
dave: "we had chicken alfredo tonight. expunged helped me make it. i'm not really sure what the most comforting drink for me would be."Achromalia wrote:
for everyone: plans you had for dinner tonight? what are the most comforting drinks for you right now?
bambi: "the most comforting drink for me is iced tea, honestly."
expunged: "hm,, i think the most comforting drink for me right now is either milk or water. i can't really choose between the two :>"
bandu: "i'm not sure what the most comforting drink for me would be!!"
ps!dave: "we had homemade pepperoni rolls tonight. ps!bandu helped ps!bambi make them. i think the most comforting drink for me would be lemonade."
ps!bambi: "i'm not sure what the most comforting drink for me would be."
ps!expunged: "the most comforting drink for me is water."
ps!bandu: "the most comforting drink for me would be milk :
edit: gonna sleep now,, will see you all tomorrow!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too <3
...
fatigue
fatigue
ive gotten agonizingly dim...
hehe
i just realised i'm in the perfect position to cite maia arson crimew for this essay
...
good morning everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too <3
gonna try to draw today, so hopefully i'll have something to share :>
gonna try to draw today, so hopefully i'll have something to share :>
going to sleep again... i think...
good morning lostie and dnbverse ^^ enjoy drawing, enjoy farm life
good morning lostie and dnbverse ^^ enjoy drawing, enjoy farm life
sleep as much as you need to, i'll be here :>Achromalia wrote:
going to sleep again... i think...
good morning lostie and dnbverse ^^ enjoy drawing, enjoy farm life
and thank you!! <3
for everyone: hey y'all, how was breakfast? ^^ stay watereddd
dave: "it was good! we've all hydrated too. :Achromalia wrote:
for everyone: hey y'all, how was breakfast? ^^ stay watereddd
bambi: "make sure you do the same."
expunged: "hi :>"
bandu: "hello!!"
ps!dave: "breakfast was good! we've all hydrated aswell. :]"
ps!bambi: "make sure you eat and hydrate too."
ps!expunged: "hello."
ps!bandu: "hii <3"
i napped and suddenly everything is happening no questions brbbb
take your time, i'll be here :>Achromalia wrote:
i napped and suddenly everything is happening no questions brbbb
for everyone: medication taken? have some good exercise <3