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trying to draw, but not really getting anywhere...
for everyone: dinnerrrr... water? comfy? sleepy?
(sorry was away from laptop hi)Achromalia wrote:
for everyone: dinnerrrr... water? comfy? sleepy?
dave: "we've eaten, hydrated and gotten comfy!"
bambi: "make sure you do the same."
expunged, sleepily leaning on bandu: "..."
bandu, purring: "hehe <3"
ps!dave: "we've all eaten + hydrated + gotten cozy!"
ps!bambi: "make sure you eat + hydrate + get cozy too."
ps!expunged, cuddling ps!bandu: "ps!bandu and i were playing with the bambi minions all day, so we're both pretty sleepy now."
ps!bandu, purring softly in ps!ex's arms: "..."
edit 2: gonna sleep now,, will see you all tomorrow!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too <3
i...
Anyways how are yall
sametdze wrote:
hey guys, i guess that's it
yo guess what
channel got reinstated on my birthday. wow!!
I left a mean comment but deleted it immediately did you see it?sametdze wrote:
sametdze wrote:
hey guys, i guess that's it
yo guess what
channel got reinstated on my birthday. wow!!
wait really??? yippee they brought your channel backkk ;v; wait the original one or is this the new one??
hbd sametdze ^^
hbd sametdze ^^
i think youtube did that for your birthday suprisesametdze wrote:
sametdze wrote:
hey guys, i guess that's it
yo guess what
channel got reinstated on my birthday. wow!!
youtube deciding to be a little silly and deleting your channel so they can reinstate it on your birthdayreffty_gag wrote:
i think youtube did that for your birthday suprisesametdze wrote:
sametdze wrote:
hey guys, i guess that's it
yo guess what
channel got reinstated on my birthday. wow!!
>>
trying to watch the recent philosophy tube videos with a segment of my brain basically going
every few seconds 🙃
(to avoid having to write like five paragraphs of clarity: it's far more about people who take good ideas [disregarding whatever bad the origin has] and ripping them apart for their own purposes with zero regard for what's actually for the better [with it not helping that values they've already absorbed influencing and contributing to a warped and oftentimes illogical/irrational/unrealistic/whatever idea of such] than the core premise of the video [though it did lead to a very funny image]. thank fucking god i'm not dealing with that fire right now)
synthwavesquid wrote:
youtube deciding to be a little silly and deleting your channel so they can reinstate it on your birthdayreffty_gag wrote:
i think youtube did that for your birthday suprisesametdze wrote:
sametdze wrote:
hey guys, i guess that's it
yo guess what
channel got reinstated on my birthday. wow!!
i got a squishy axolotl toy that feels very chewable
100% worth it
100% worth it
good morning everyone!! the ahswood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too <3
hopefully i can draw today lol ;v;
also, happy birthday samet, and congrats on getting your channel back!!
hopefully i can draw today lol ;v;
also, happy birthday samet, and congrats on getting your channel back!!
gm lostie, good luck w drawing :>
for everyone: another day, another meal to share with loved ones ^^ haa breakfast been good so far? stay hydrated, as always
for everyone: another day, another meal to share with loved ones ^^ haa breakfast been good so far? stay hydrated, as always
hello and thank you!! i wish you luck too <3Achromalia wrote:
gm lostie, good luck w drawing :>
for everyone: another day, another meal to share with loved ones ^^ haa breakfast been good so far? stay hydrated, as always
dave: "hello! breakfast has been good so far. :
bambi: "we've all hydrated too. make sure you do the same."
expunged: "aaa <3"
bandu: "aaa!! >:3"
ps!dave: "hello-hello! breakfast has been good here. :]"
ps!bambi: "we've hydrated aswell. make sure you eat + hydrate too."
ps!expunged: "mhm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaaaa <3"
hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe
meow
>>
wow, thanks startpage for giving the very information i was looking for as the very first result
and amongst a bunch of stuff that seems to be more about not what i was looking for
>>
wow, thanks startpage for giving the very information i was looking for as the very first result
and amongst a bunch of stuff that seems to be more about not what i was looking for
saw a stand with mimikyu plushies dressed as different eeveelutions at a market... maybe i'll get one next time
for the ashwood-cornbluff and ambwell-bandello families: nutrition checked? hydration checked?
dave: "we've eaten and hydrated!"Achromalia wrote:
for the ashwood-cornbluff and ambwell-bandello families: nutrition checked? hydration checked?
bambi: "make sure you do the same."
expunged: "aaa,,"
bandu: "aaa!!"
ps!dave: "we've all eaten + hydrated!"
ps!bambi: "make sure you eat + hydrate too."
ps!expunged: "mhm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaaaa <3"
as it turns out, trying to write something in someone else's voice is not easy...
i am going to choose to ignore the context of this and the implications of it. perhaps i will play fishing minigames instead 🫠
i am going to choose to ignore the context of this and the implications of it. perhaps i will play fishing minigames instead 🫠
Happy St. Paddy’s!
for everyone: medication!! almost forgot lol... hopefully its a cozy night tonight :>
dave: "we've taken our meds and gotten cozy!"Achromalia wrote:
for everyone: medication!! almost forgot lol... hopefully its a cozy night tonight :>
bambi: "we hope you've gotten cozy too. :]"
expunged: "aaa..."
bandu: "hehe :3"
ps!dave: "we've all taken our meds + gotten comfy!"
ps!bambi: "we hope you're cozy too."
ps!expunged: "mhm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaaa <3"
an eerily uneventful day/night...
for everyone: dinner? do you have something for you to drink? wishing y'all well :>
for everyone: dinner? do you have something for you to drink? wishing y'all well :>
dave: "we've eaten and hydrated!"Achromalia wrote:
an eerily uneventful day/night...
for everyone: dinner? do you have something for you to drink? wishing y'all well :>
bambi: "make sure you eat and hydrate too."
expunged, zoned out: "..."
bandu: "aaa!!"
ps!dave: "we've all eaten + hydrated!"
ps!bambi: "make sure you do the same."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaa,,"
tired...
gonna sleep now,, will see you all tomorrow!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too <3
I ate an entire 200g bag of chips when I told myself I'd only eat 50g and now I feel sluggish
icy hands
the ORIGINAL one. the ORIGINAL. my threads with my clarinet work againAchromalia wrote:
wait really??? yippee they brought your channel backkk ;v; wait the original one or is this the new one??
hbd sametdze ^^
we await the moment the bot brings out its revolver for another round of necromancer's roulette
sounds like a genuinely fun game doesnt itsynthwavesquid wrote:
we await the moment the bot brings out its revolver for another round of necromancer's roulette
necromancer's roulette...
>>
maybe i'm exactly what's needed
>>
maybe i'm exactly what's needed
good morning everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too <3
hopefully i can draw today lol ;v;
hopefully i can draw today lol ;v;
a lot of fascinating dreams
one in padficular included making art with ...either it was lostievor it was an unknown classmate in an unknown school
and making music underneath the art with someone who seemed very much like synth, it was something idm-ish, and dream!synth had drawn wild scratchy lines across the subject thst seemed to control tge music as well, having a rhythmic record-scratch (not exactly, very different texture but its close) effect
then i dreamed about a mix of fictional characters and places that i dont remember, but i do remember a game that seemed adjacently related
anyway
for everyone: breakfast!! water... ^^
one in padficular included making art with ...either it was lostievor it was an unknown classmate in an unknown school
and making music underneath the art with someone who seemed very much like synth, it was something idm-ish, and dream!synth had drawn wild scratchy lines across the subject thst seemed to control tge music as well, having a rhythmic record-scratch (not exactly, very different texture but its close) effect
then i dreamed about a mix of fictional characters and places that i dont remember, but i do remember a game that seemed adjacently related
anyway
for everyone: breakfast!! water... ^^
dave: "we've eaten and hydrated!"Achromalia wrote:
a lot of fascinating dreams
one in padficular included making art with ...either it was lostievor it was an unknown classmate in an unknown school
and making music underneath the art with someone who seemed very much like synth, it was something idm-ish, and dream!synth had drawn wild scratchy lines across the subject thst seemed to control tge music as well, having a rhythmic record-scratch (not exactly, very different texture but its close) effect
then i dreamed about a mix of fictional characters and places that i dont remember, but i do remember a game that seemed adjacently related
anyway
for everyone: breakfast!! water... ^^
bambi: "make sure you do the same."
expunged: "mhm!"
bandu: "aaa <3"
ps!dave: "we've all eaten + hydrated!"
ps!bambi: "make sure you eat and hydrate too."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaaa <3"
no qna yet, preparing wheelchairs and tables and breakfast as usual
it's okay, take your time!! i wish you luck today <3Achromalia wrote:
no qna yet, preparing wheelchairs and tables and breakfast as usual
breakfast done...
for everyone: medication check? stretched for the day? :>
for everyone: medication check? stretched for the day? :>
dave: "we've taken our meds!"Achromalia wrote:
breakfast done...
for everyone: medication check? stretched for the day? :>
bambi: "we've all stretched too."
expunged: "mhm! make sure you stretch and move around as much as you can!"
bandu: "yeah!! <3"
ps!dave: "we've all taken our meds!"
ps!bambi: "we've stretched aswell."
ps!expunged: "yup. make sure to stretch + move around as much as you can."
ps!bandu: "mhm! <3"
cringe
It’s fine not wanting to improve if you’re content with your current life
()
humanity sure can be an ugly bundle of contradictions
not that im any different
i would hope that in my lucid moments i would stay insignificant and impervious
a multiplicity in ambivalent perspective steered by circumstance and ambient noise for every mere whim...
not that i can suggest i understand what fatalism or determinism is at the moment but i would wonder if i'm about to grow cynically oriented in that direction again
either way, i would have hoped to be someone else in a world consisting of many more who would hope to be someone else
"would anyone care to trade?", or whatever cafeteria food-tray scenario of a meme this wistful question is
dear diary: never treat the internet like a diary
social dopamine lottery machine symptoms to be sure
...
i thought i did this but i remember now;;
for the ashwood-cornbluffs and ambwell-bandellos: qna queueueue you !!!
not that im any different
i would hope that in my lucid moments i would stay insignificant and impervious
a multiplicity in ambivalent perspective steered by circumstance and ambient noise for every mere whim...
not that i can suggest i understand what fatalism or determinism is at the moment but i would wonder if i'm about to grow cynically oriented in that direction again
either way, i would have hoped to be someone else in a world consisting of many more who would hope to be someone else
"would anyone care to trade?", or whatever cafeteria food-tray scenario of a meme this wistful question is
dear diary: never treat the internet like a diary
social dopamine lottery machine symptoms to be sure
...
i thought i did this but i remember now;;
for the ashwood-cornbluffs and ambwell-bandellos: qna queueueue you !!!
dave: "give me something cuddly about bambi."Achromalia wrote:
humanity sure can be an ugly bundle of contradictions
not that im any different
i would hope that in my lucid moments i would stay insignificant and impervious
a multiplicity in ambivalent perspective steered by circumstance and ambient noise for every mere whim...
not that i can suggest i understand what fatalism or determinism is at the moment but i would wonder if i'm about to grow cynically oriented in that direction again
either way, i would have hoped to be someone else in a world consisting of many more who would hope to be someone else
"would anyone care to trade?", or whatever cafeteria food-tray scenario of a meme this wistful question is
dear diary: never treat the internet like a diary
...
i thought i did this but i remember now;;
for the ashwood-cornbluffs and ambwell-bandellos: qna queueueue you !!!
bambi: "gimme somethin' cozy about dave."
expunged: "give me something silly/cute about bandu!"
bandu: "gimme something goofy/cute about expunged!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about creswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cuddly about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cozy about ps!ex <3"
ugh, nevermind, this isn't worthwhile
...exhaustion hit with a dull thud
for everyone: dinner? water?
for everyone: dinner? water?
dave: "we've eaten and hydrated!"Achromalia wrote:
...exhaustion hit with a dull thud
for everyone: dinner? water?
bambi: "make sure you do the same."
expunged: "aaa,,"
bandu: "aaa!! <3"
ps!dave: "we've all eaten + hydrated!"
ps!bambi: "make sure you eat and hydrate too."
ps!expunged: "mhm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaaa <3"
for ps!expunged: sad moments that left ps!bandu looking to cuddle for comfort?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cuddly about bambi."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cozy about dave."
expunged: "give me something silly/cute about bandu!"
bandu: "gimme something goofy/cute about expunged!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about creswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cuddly about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cozy about ps!ex <3"
for ps!bandu: a peaceful silent moment you've enjoyed with ps!expunged where se seemed to be drifting off to sleep?
ps!expunged: "a few months after ze got infected, ze felt extremely insecure. ze thought people would bully zem for being different, so ze kind of shut zemself in for a while. ze was really quiet and really timid, so me, mr. ambrose and mr. cresswell were really the only ones ze could come to. ze came up to me one day and asked if ze could talk to me for a bit. i sat down with zem as ze told me about zeir worries/feelings. ze vented for a while before i ended up cuddling zem. i told zem that it's okay to be different, and ze should be who ze wants to be. it made zem feel alot better, and now ps!bandu's more comfortable to be who ze is. <3"Achromalia wrote:
for ps!expunged: sad moments that left ps!bandu looking to cuddle for comfort?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cuddly about bambi."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cozy about dave."
expunged: "give me something silly/cute about bandu!"
bandu: "gimme something goofy/cute about expunged!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about creswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cuddly about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cozy about ps!ex <3"
for ps!bandu: a peaceful silent moment you've enjoyed with ps!expunged where se seemed to be drifting off to sleep?
ps!bandu: "there have been a few,, my favorite one is when we were out stargazing with mr. ambrose and mr. cresswell. we were talking/rambling for a bit before se started to get tired. i cuddled sem gently as se drifted off to sleep. i ended up falling asleep shortly after. it was nice <3"
edit: gonna sleep now,, will see you all tomorrow!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too <3
the stargazing seems really comforting...
× × ×
trying to digest years of people that i used to be that i cant quite access but am inextricably tied to and alike with
...i dont get it
× × ×
trying to digest years of people that i used to be that i cant quite access but am inextricably tied to and alike with
...i dont get it
id do cannabis with achromalia and gaze at the stars and platonically discuss life
i appreciate that :)
...some part of me really would, maybe
in reality im not doing anything with people i dont know deeply but the escapist idealist bits leave me daydreaming and romanticizing (for lack of a better term) any interactive connective experience
but people are scary, and im kind of a scattered collection of shallow waters for there to be that much substance... or maybe im lying to myself to keep from disappointing myself about who i am
in my imagination, there would be 0.63% chances on the cannabis probably, idle inhibition and sensitivity to "weird" "new" experiences really :p
...i claim to distrust, and claim to fear various kinds of people, but im always far too much of an open book, it seems. it seems i suspect im not quite as alien as i imagine or describe myself to be, but im a bit blind to how/why/when/if thats true or untrue when my experiential continuity of phanera are exclusive to my mind
...some part of me really would, maybe
in reality im not doing anything with people i dont know deeply but the escapist idealist bits leave me daydreaming and romanticizing (for lack of a better term) any interactive connective experience
but people are scary, and im kind of a scattered collection of shallow waters for there to be that much substance... or maybe im lying to myself to keep from disappointing myself about who i am
in my imagination, there would be 0.63% chances on the cannabis probably, idle inhibition and sensitivity to "weird" "new" experiences really :p
...i claim to distrust, and claim to fear various kinds of people, but im always far too much of an open book, it seems. it seems i suspect im not quite as alien as i imagine or describe myself to be, but im a bit blind to how/why/when/if thats true or untrue when my experiential continuity of phanera are exclusive to my mind
dear youtube why cant i add videos to my playlists wtf man ts website is the biggest bully ever my god
it's values dissonance. it's all a horrible case of values dissonance i've yet to grasp the full extent of
good morning everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too <3
hopefully i can draw something today ;v;
edit: currently trying to draw expunged with different hairstyles, so here's progress on them with their normal hair :)
hopefully i can draw something today ;v;
edit: currently trying to draw expunged with different hairstyles, so here's progress on them with their normal hair :)
time to question my internal machinations again because that was definitely very suspicious
found some goofy skeleton socks in my closet
they're now my favorite socks
they're now my favorite socks
Sheila On 7 (self titled)
album by Sheila On 7
"I've been sleeping on Indonesian band, like the first three songs just had me vibing when studying for exam (and also, im recognize these songs cuz it's very popular here)"
waking up... no qurstiond yet
gm lostie o/
gm lostie o/
hello!! take your time, i'll be here <3Achromalia wrote:
waking up... no qurstiond yet
gm lostie o/
gm
HEY EVERY !!!!: I'VE GOT YOU A [[[SWEET DEALS]]] ON [[[BREAKFAST AT IHOP]]]!!! DRINK DRINK DRINK drink dri-- oh oops it wore off.... anyways eat and have some water <3
dave: "mhm! we've eaten and hydrated!"Achromalia wrote:
HEY EVERY !!!!: I'VE GOT YOU A [[[SWEET DEALS]]] ON [[[BREAKFAST AT IHOP]]]!!! DRINK DRINK DRINK dri-- oh oops.... anyways eat and have some water <3
bambi: "make sure you do the same."
expunged: "wait is that a spamton reference?? i love spamton and jevil alot"
bandu: "lol--"
ps!dave: "yup! we've eaten + hydrated!"
ps!bambi: "make sure you eat + hydrate too."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "HAHAHAH--"
nobody was kind enough to answer my question tres mallll
stamp tongue...
for everyone: medications if y'need any ^^
for everyone: medications if y'need any ^^
dave: "we've taken our meds!"Achromalia wrote:
stamp tongue...
for everyone: medications if y'need any ^^
bambi: "mhm."
expunged: "aaa,,"
bandu: "aaa!!"
ps!dave: "we've all taken our meds!"
ps!bambi: "yup."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaaaa <3"
and on today's episode we have yet another reminder that you can't trust other people to do shit
i recommend you start writing your answers. you know who you are. no pressure, of course
busy but ty, maybe tonight
for the ashwood-cornbluffs and ambwell-bandellos: nutrition and hydration check!!
for the ashwood-cornbluffs and ambwell-bandellos: nutrition and hydration check!!
dave: "we've eaten and hydrated!"Achromalia wrote:
busy but ty, maybe tonight
for the ashwood-cornbluffs and ambwell-bandellos: nutrition and hydration check!!
bambi: "make sure you do the same."
expunged: "mhm!"
bandu: "aaa!!"
ps!dave: "we've all eaten and hydrated!"
ps!bambi: "make sure you eat and hydrate too."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaaaa,,"
i really hope this keychain doesn't take that long to ship because it would actually seriously inconvenience me next month
for the ambwells: what are some of the weirdest advertisements you got that you shared with each other and actually kinda liked for some reason?Achromalia wrote:
for ps!expunged: sad moments that left ps!bandu looking to cuddle for comfort?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cuddly about bambi."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cozy about dave."
expunged: "give me something silly/cute about bandu!"
bandu: "gimme something goofy/cute about expunged!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about creswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cuddly about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cozy about ps!ex <3"
for ps!bandu: a peaceful silent moment you've enjoyed with ps!expunged where se seemed to be drifting off to sleep?
ps!dave: "hm... i'm not sure."Achromalia wrote:
for the ambwells: what are some of the weirdest advertisements you got that you shared with each other and actually kinda liked for some reason?Achromalia wrote:
for ps!expunged: sad moments that left ps!bandu looking to cuddle for comfort?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cuddly about bambi."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cozy about dave."
expunged: "give me something silly/cute about bandu!"
bandu: "gimme something goofy/cute about expunged!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about creswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cuddly about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cozy about ps!ex <3"
for ps!bandu: a peaceful silent moment you've enjoyed with ps!expunged where se seemed to be drifting off to sleep?
ps!bambi: "there have been a few, so we're not really sure what to pick."
no questions yet... cleaning up and washing dishes after dinner...
it's okay!! take your time, i'll be here <3Achromalia wrote:
no questions yet... cleaning up and washing dishes after dinner...