i must be too used to trying to function under dissociation
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bandu: "fingerpainting!! we have alot more fun stuff to do other than roleplay/playfighting too!! <3"
bambi: "make sure you + eat hydrate too."
expunged: "mm,,"
bandu: "a!!"
ps!dave: "we did too!"
ps!bambi: "make sure you do too."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaa <3"
it comes and goes though and i'd prefer if it didn't but eh what am i gonna do?
i find it that i feel a bit better when i just write all of my thoughts in thread necromancy without any filter whatsoever. while i may think about what others might think it really doesn't matter because these are my thoughts, this is what goes on in my head. and its better to pour these things out rather than keep them in your head because it just creates a lot of problems.
for ps!bambi: has mister ambrose tried bridal-carrying you? how was that?
ps!bambi: "yes, and it's amazing. i bridal-carry him all the time, and he loves it too. <3"
for ps!bandu: what do you adore about ps!expunged as both a scientist and a sibling who seems receptive to your requests for affection and cuddles regardless of seir work?
historically, i understand that the questions i offer have been totally ok whenever i asked, but idk, it's hard to defeat the impression that in moments like these, they may feel repetitive and uncreative or otherwise uninteresting. maybe it's a projection of my own thoughts? different people see things differently, and i simply can't rely on my frame of reference on its own anymore
ps!expunged: "ze likes to lean onto my shoulder or back and just... stay there. i don't mind, as i know that zeir comfy. it's sweet. <3"
ps!bandu: "the fact that seir just... who se is! knowing that se will always be there for me, and i'll always be there for sem is super sweet. se will always have my back, and i'll always have seirs. i love sem <3"
bambi: "gimme something cute/cuddly about ex."
expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. cornwall!"
bandu: "gimme something silly about dave!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silky/cute about cresswell and cornwall."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy/cute about ambrose and haywood."
ps!expunged: "give me something cute about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something silly about ps!expunged!!"
also!! i've been trying to draw today!! i'm probably gonna draw prompts lol <3
well, not really, the context and mood is distinctly different, and i just said that based off of a generalization, but it was funny to me! so it counts! or something like that
in either case, i like it lol <3
for everyone: dinner and water!! is everyone doing well with that? ^^
ps!bandu: "we had recreated the 'WE SMELL PENNIES >:)' meme lol-- (this is the meme :3)"
also, gonna go to sleep now... i'm so tired all of a sudden lol :') will see you all tomorrow!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too <3
F U N K Y F R I E N D S
if only we can learn what people are made up of, then, idk maybe all this would make more sense for each of us
our bubbles of insights and impressions, floating and colliding...
for ps!bambi: do you hear mister haywood talk about his husband a lot? and if it causes you to think of mister ambrose, what does mister haywood's thoughts remind you of?
ps!bambi: "yeah, quite a bit. i'm not sure if there's anything exactly i think about when i hear him talk about cornwall, as i'm still pretty sleepy... sorry."
im gonna learn all of these
(dont worry guys im not starting a gang war by learning this dance, i live in Indonesia sooo it's gonna be fine
)
bambi: "make sure you do the same."
expunged, sleepily staring at something: "..."
bandu: "ex like just woke up 20 mins ago lol--"
ps!dave: "yup! we've eaten and hydrated!"
ps!bambi: "make sure you eat + hydrate too."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaa <3"
i also had a lil comic idea for bambi comforting ex while dave and bandu aren't home (bandu had a doctor's appointment, so dave went with him), and then he video calls dave + bandu so that they can comfort ex too :>
bambi, laughing: "what??"
bambi, laughing: "i am so out of the loop lol--"
for bandu: how do you feel when dave is able to engage with the same interests as you do? what kinds of things would he add to those conversations?
expunged: "i'm not sure... really just everything about seeing mr. cornwall + mr. haywood in the mornings comforts/relaxes me <3"
bandu: "i feel excited/content!! he always adds his thoughts too, and i love hearing about them!! <3"
for bambi: a wordless meaningful moment you shared with ex in a comfortable place?
bambi: "we were taking a drive and ended up going to that sunset/sunrise/stargazing spot we all love. ex and i decided to lay in the grass and watch the stars for a while, and then expunged ended up getting really sleepy. they had cuddled up next to me, and fell asleep. as soon as they started purring, i ended up falling asleep. when i woke up, i had woke them up and we went home. i tucked them in, and then i went to sleep too. it was sweet. <3"
bnunny...
bambi: "gimme somethin' cozy/cute about bandu."
expunged: "give me something cute/sleepy about mr. haywood!!"
bandu: "gimme something silly/playful about bambi!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about haywood."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about cornwall."
ps!expunged: "give me something cuddly/cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute/silly about ps!ex!!"
i'm making
mac and cheese
way,, (still looks really tasty tho)
bambi: "we've taken our meds, too."
expunged, sleepily: "bleh,,"
bandu: "aaa!! :3"
ps!dave: "we've eaten + hydrated here!"
ps!bambi: "we've all taken our medication too."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawawaaa :>"
dave: "i think i have in the past, but i can't exactly remember any right now... sorry. :')"
bambi: "our interests are pretty similar, so that's probably how he finds solace in them. i really love his 'is that so?' and 'okay, i actually really like [interest here] too!' reactions. they're just so cute, lol. <3"
expunged: "at one point he was in the middle of trying to write something down on a list for the day, and then he fell asleep,, i wrote down everything else that we needed, and when he woke up, he saw it! he appreciated me writing that stuff down for him <3"
bandu: "well,, because of where i enjoy tag so much, he had suggested that we play hide-and-seek a few months ago! it's one of my favorite games now <3"
dave: "mhm!"
bambi: "we had stir-fry again. haywood and bandu really enjoy it, lol."
expunged: "my stomach started hurting a little after i got done eating, but it's okay! it'll pass :>"
bandu: "stir-fry,, <3"
ps!dave: "yup!"
ps!bambi: "we had cheeseburgers tonight."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "borgir!! :3"
ps!bambi: "so, he had bought this like... giant canvas for everyone, and last time we visited him and haywood, he had the ashbluffs and the bandellos paint/draw on it. the ashbluffs and ps!bandu were pretty hyped, but ps!ex was a little iffy about it. se was still happy that the ashbluffs + ps!bandu were happy though. <3"
for ps!bandu: cute and silly... does ps!ex have something new se rambles to you about from the media se likes, like stories and lore?
ps!bandu: "yeah!! se is really into medical documentaries/shows now, and likes to ramble about what se learns to me! i enjoy hearing about it, and i love seeing sem happy :3"
bambi: "gimme somethin' silly about bandu."
expunged: "give me something cozy/cute about mr. haywood!"
bandu: "gimme something goofy about bambi!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something sleepy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute about ps!ex!!"
WE WANT THE FUNK
"relaxing"
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expunged: "yeah! he'll also just lay in the grass and fall asleep <3"Achromalia wrote:
for expunged: do you often notice mister cornwall taking naps under trees a lot or some other place that you might think would suit him?lostsilver wrote:
expunged: "give me something cute/cozy about mr. cornwall!"
bandu: "gimme something playful/silly about dave >:3"
ps!dave: "give me something silly/cute about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy/cute about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something sleepy/cuddly about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute/cuddly about ps!ex!! can you make it somehow lab related? thank you!!"
for bandu: what have you recently enjoyed doing together with dave? would you say you have a lot of fun things to do beyond playfighting or roleplay?
bandu: "fingerpainting!! we have alot more fun stuff to do other than roleplay/playfighting too!! <3"
i wonder if i can get my first name changed to samet and get my middle name changed to dze
as i was sleeping a while ago i felt really weird and almost like in a state of panic. probably just overwhelmed because break of routine but i think my brain has genuinely changed shape, like i could not have nice thoughts. am i ok?
as i was sleeping a while ago i felt really weird and almost like in a state of panic. probably just overwhelmed because break of routine but i think my brain has genuinely changed shape, like i could not have nice thoughts. am i ok?
for the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos: oh!! ot looks like it must've been lunchtime, i hope y'all ate well and stayed watered ^^
dave: "we did!"Achromalia wrote:
for the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos: oh!! ot looks like it must've been lunchtime, i hope y'all ate well and stayed watered ^^
bambi: "make sure you + eat hydrate too."
expunged: "mm,,"
bandu: "a!!"
ps!dave: "we did too!"
ps!bambi: "make sure you do too."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaa <3"
unwanted mirage + boredom + feeling terrible physically + potential decline in mental health + going amok = insane crashoutreffty_gag wrote:
@sametdze, what happened bro ?
it comes and goes though and i'd prefer if it didn't but eh what am i gonna do?
i find it that i feel a bit better when i just write all of my thoughts in thread necromancy without any filter whatsoever. while i may think about what others might think it really doesn't matter because these are my thoughts, this is what goes on in my head. and its better to pour these things out rather than keep them in your head because it just creates a lot of problems.
sametdze wrote:
i wonder if i can get my first name changed to samet and get my middle name changed to dze
as i was sleeping a while ago i felt really weird and almost like in a state of panic. probably just overwhelmed because break of routine but i think my brain has genuinely changed shape, like i could not have nice thoughts. am i ok?
that seems really ambiguous...
like, any answer could easily be wrong, and i simply don't know enough about the human psyche to make any conclusive suggestions about what you should think. i don't know what people want or need or how it feels to be in their position. i can't prescribe what life will be like for them, and i can only opine on how it looks to me, while at the same time fearing that i'd be wrong to make anyone hope for anything
...really, i can't say for sure, and it's not really up to me to decide that, is it? what i would guess is that it feels distressing and dreadful, but at the same time it does not appear plausibly life-threatening and it doesn't seem definitively medically problematic-- but saying that probably doesn't make any of it easier or better for you, and physicality is not necessarily representative of your mentality and emotional status. but similarly, your mentality and emotional status are not representative of your physicality on their own...
what i do wonder is if you could find community with people who share some of the traits you describe yourself to have, looking to the advice of people who have lived with this chronically or even for their entire lives. you could try throwaway accounts or something, lurk quietly without interacting until you're certain you can resonate with the people who've shared their experiences there to at least some degree, and so on
but philosophically and metaphysically, the assumptions and frames of reference that you carry are not so easy for an outsider like me to address, not that i'm really in any position of any authority or wisdom to ever tell you what anything necessarily would mean. for the most part, i'm just offering anything i can while waiting in the hope that someone else can chime in and give thoughts that better accommodate you than i ever could. if you'd like, i could stop and leave you to stew for yourself... but i figured that many people don't really like feeling isolated or unheard, so i hoped that by responding and trying to be present and sympathetic, then maybe there would be at least some enduring comfort
but we all perceive what we will, and we can only do so much
i'm really not one to talk, anyway... physically, mentally, i'm not really in any position to suggest that my approaches are any more helpful than anything else when all they got me was... the ugly complacence i have now with my own stubbornly negligent self-sabotage. after years of my own trouble, my mind has probably adapted to shut out all the chaos as much as possible, and it very forcefully redirects me to whatever will soothe me or keep me content. i used to be much more violent toward myself, but then i got tired and burnt out and didn't bother anymore, and i found other places to look, other "unrealistic mirages" to carry with me and assuage my dread. bouts of my own curiosity will very frequently be the accidental cause of horrors that i would've rather not stumbled into. but ultimately, all i desired was catharsis through artistic expression before finding peace in my own daydreams
the way it all looks is probably different for you, maybe
i only wish i knew how to make any of it better
regardless, it probably feels terrible as it is, and i can only entrust you with the possibility of a future where you are content and at peace for your own sake with yourself and others so long as you want to be, and wish you well
...really, i can't say for sure, and it's not really up to me to decide that, is it? what i would guess is that it feels distressing and dreadful, but at the same time it does not appear plausibly life-threatening and it doesn't seem definitively medically problematic-- but saying that probably doesn't make any of it easier or better for you, and physicality is not necessarily representative of your mentality and emotional status. but similarly, your mentality and emotional status are not representative of your physicality on their own...
what i do wonder is if you could find community with people who share some of the traits you describe yourself to have, looking to the advice of people who have lived with this chronically or even for their entire lives. you could try throwaway accounts or something, lurk quietly without interacting until you're certain you can resonate with the people who've shared their experiences there to at least some degree, and so on
but philosophically and metaphysically, the assumptions and frames of reference that you carry are not so easy for an outsider like me to address, not that i'm really in any position of any authority or wisdom to ever tell you what anything necessarily would mean. for the most part, i'm just offering anything i can while waiting in the hope that someone else can chime in and give thoughts that better accommodate you than i ever could. if you'd like, i could stop and leave you to stew for yourself... but i figured that many people don't really like feeling isolated or unheard, so i hoped that by responding and trying to be present and sympathetic, then maybe there would be at least some enduring comfort
but we all perceive what we will, and we can only do so much
i'm really not one to talk, anyway... physically, mentally, i'm not really in any position to suggest that my approaches are any more helpful than anything else when all they got me was... the ugly complacence i have now with my own stubbornly negligent self-sabotage. after years of my own trouble, my mind has probably adapted to shut out all the chaos as much as possible, and it very forcefully redirects me to whatever will soothe me or keep me content. i used to be much more violent toward myself, but then i got tired and burnt out and didn't bother anymore, and i found other places to look, other "unrealistic mirages" to carry with me and assuage my dread. bouts of my own curiosity will very frequently be the accidental cause of horrors that i would've rather not stumbled into. but ultimately, all i desired was catharsis through artistic expression before finding peace in my own daydreams
the way it all looks is probably different for you, maybe
i only wish i knew how to make any of it better
regardless, it probably feels terrible as it is, and i can only entrust you with the possibility of a future where you are content and at peace for your own sake with yourself and others so long as you want to be, and wish you well
for ps!dave: what's an interesting and endearing reaction you've gotten by placing a peck on the cheek for mister cresswell?lostsilver wrote:
ps!dave: "give me something silly/cute about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy/cute about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something sleepy/cuddly about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute/cuddly about ps!ex!! can you make it somehow lab related? thank you!!"
for ps!bambi: has mister ambrose tried bridal-carrying you? how was that?
ps!dave: "at one point i had kissed him on the cheek, only for him to get startled and look around for a second lol-- he had looked at me and was like 'oh... it was just you...' and i thought it was so funny!"Achromalia wrote:
sametdze wrote:
i wonder if i can get my first name changed to samet and get my middle name changed to dze
as i was sleeping a while ago i felt really weird and almost like in a state of panic. probably just overwhelmed because break of routine but i think my brain has genuinely changed shape, like i could not have nice thoughts. am i ok?maybe?...really, i can't say for sure, and it's not really up to me to decide that, is it? what i would guess is that it feels distressing and dreadful, but at the same time it does not appear plausibly life-threatening and it doesn't seem definitively medically problematic-- but saying that probably doesn't make any of it easier or better for you, and physicality is not necessarily representative of your mentality and emotional status. but similarly, your mentality and emotional status are not representative of your physicality on their own...
what i do wonder is if you could find community with people who share some of the traits you describe yourself to have, looking to the advice of people who have lived with this chronically or even for their entire lives. you could try throwaway accounts or something, lurk quietly without interacting until you're certain you can resonate with the people who've shared their experiences there to at least some degree, and so on
but philosophically and metaphysically, the assumptions and frames of reference that you carry are not so easy for an outsider like me to address, not that i'm really in any position of any authority or wisdom to ever tell you what anything necessarily would mean. for the most part, i'm just offering anything i can while waiting in the hope that someone else can chime in and give thoughts that better accommodate you than i ever could. if you'd like, i could stop and leave you to stew for yourself... but i figured that many people don't really like feeling isolated or unheard, so i hoped that by responding and trying to be present and sympathetic, then maybe there would be at least some enduring comfort
but we all perceive what we will, and we can only do so much
i'm really not one to talk, anyway... physically, mentally, i'm not really in any position to suggest that my approaches are any more helpful than anything else when all they got me was... the ugly complacence i have now with my own stubbornly negligent self-sabotage. after years of my own trouble, my mind has probably adapted to shut out all the chaos as much as possible, and it very forcefully redirects me to whatever will soothe me or keep me content. i used to be much more violent toward myself, but then i got tired and burnt out and didn't bother anymore, and i found other places to look, other "unrealistic mirages" to carry with me and assuage my dread. bouts of my own curiosity will very frequently be the accidental cause of horrors that i would've rather not stumbled into. but ultimately, all i desired was catharsis through artistic expression before finding peace in my own daydreams
the way it all looks is probably different for you, maybe
i only wish i knew how to make any of it better
regardless, it probably feels terrible as it is, and i can only entrust you with the possibility of a future where you are content and at peace for your own sake with yourself and others so long as you want to be, and wish you wellfor ps!dave: what's an interesting and endearing reaction you've gotten by placing a peck on the cheek for mister cresswell?lostsilver wrote:
ps!dave: "give me something silly/cute about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy/cute about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something sleepy/cuddly about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute/cuddly about ps!ex!! can you make it somehow lab related? thank you!!"
for ps!bambi: has mister ambrose tried bridal-carrying you? how was that?
ps!bambi: "yes, and it's amazing. i bridal-carry him all the time, and he loves it too. <3"
for ps!expunged: how does ps!bandu look for affection from you when ze feels sleepy?lostsilver wrote:
ps!expunged: "give me something sleepy/cuddly about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute/cuddly about ps!ex!! can you make it somehow lab related? thank you!!"
for ps!bandu: what do you adore about ps!expunged as both a scientist and a sibling who seems receptive to your requests for affection and cuddles regardless of seir work?
historically, i understand that the questions i offer have been totally ok whenever i asked, but idk, it's hard to defeat the impression that in moments like these, they may feel repetitive and uncreative or otherwise uninteresting. maybe it's a projection of my own thoughts? different people see things differently, and i simply can't rely on my frame of reference on its own anymore
i don't think they're repetitive/uncreative/uninteresting, it's okay!!Achromalia wrote:
for ps!expunged: how does ps!bandu look for affection from you when ze feels sleepy?lostsilver wrote:
ps!expunged: "give me something sleepy/cuddly about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute/cuddly about ps!ex!! can you make it somehow lab related? thank you!!"
for ps!bandu: what do you adore about ps!expunged as both a scientist and a sibling who seems receptive to your requests for affection and cuddles regardless of seir work?
historically, i understand that the questions i offer have been totally ok whenever i asked, but idk, it's hard to defeat the impression that in moments like these, they may feel repetitive and uncreative or otherwise uninteresting. maybe it's a projection of my own thoughts? different people see things differently, and i simply can't rely on my frame of reference on its own anymore
ps!expunged: "ze likes to lean onto my shoulder or back and just... stay there. i don't mind, as i know that zeir comfy. it's sweet. <3"
ps!bandu: "the fact that seir just... who se is! knowing that se will always be there for me, and i'll always be there for sem is super sweet. se will always have my back, and i'll always have seirs. i love sem <3"
im glad :>
for everyone: qna queue <3
for everyone: qna queue <3
dave: "give me something cute about bandu."Achromalia wrote:
im glad :>
for everyone: qna queue <3
bambi: "gimme something cute/cuddly about ex."
expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. cornwall!"
bandu: "gimme something silly about dave!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silky/cute about cresswell and cornwall."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy/cute about ambrose and haywood."
ps!expunged: "give me something cute about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something silly about ps!expunged!!"
also!! i've been trying to draw today!! i'm probably gonna draw prompts lol <3
watching videos that make me feel like i'm there make me feel better
sehr guht?
sehr guht?
Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!
this has the same vibe as those awkward medical checkups at the clinic people talk about :sob:lostsilver wrote:
also!! i've been trying to draw today!! i'm probably gonna draw prompts lol <3
well, not really, the context and mood is distinctly different, and i just said that based off of a generalization, but it was funny to me! so it counts! or something like that
in either case, i like it lol <3
for everyone: dinner and water!! is everyone doing well with that? ^^
(sorry was away from laptop aaaaaa--)
dave: "yup!"
bambi: "we hope you've eaten + hydrated too. :]"
expunged: "mhm! make sure to take breaks and tend to yourself if needed too! :>"
bandu: "yeah!! it's super important ^^"
ps!dave: "mhm!"
ps!bambi: "make sure to eat + hydrate if you haven't."
ps!expunged, sleepily staring at something: "..."
ps!bandu: "make sure you tend to yourself and take breaks when possible!!"
lol thank you <3Achromalia wrote:
this has the same vibe as those awkward medical checkups at the clinic people talk about :sob:lostsilver wrote:
also!! i've been trying to draw today!! i'm probably gonna draw prompts lol <3
well, not really, the context and mood is distinctly different, and i just said that based off of a generalization, but it was funny to me! so it counts! or something like that
in either case, i like it lol <3
for everyone: dinner and water!! is everyone doing well with that? ^^
dave: "yup!"
bambi: "we hope you've eaten + hydrated too. :]"
expunged: "mhm! make sure to take breaks and tend to yourself if needed too! :>"
bandu: "yeah!! it's super important ^^"
ps!dave: "mhm!"
ps!bambi: "make sure to eat + hydrate if you haven't."
ps!expunged, sleepily staring at something: "..."
ps!bandu: "make sure you tend to yourself and take breaks when possible!!"
i should get water...
(i got water)
for ps!bandu: what is a funny meme or video you've re-enacted with ps!expunged?
(i got water)
for ps!expunged: do you do the dog-puts-snoot-through-your-hands thing with ps!bandu, interchangeably?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cute about bandu."
bambi: "gimme something cute/cuddly about ex."
expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. cornwall!"
bandu: "gimme something silly about dave!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silky/cute about cresswell and cornwall."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy/cute about ambrose and haywood."
ps!expunged: "give me something cute about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something silly about ps!expunged!!"
for ps!bandu: what is a funny meme or video you've re-enacted with ps!expunged?
ps!expunged: "yes. we do it quite often. ^^"Achromalia wrote:
i should get water...
(i got water)for ps!expunged: do you do the dog-puts-snoot-through-your-hands thing with ps!bandu, interchangeably?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cute about bandu."
bambi: "gimme something cute/cuddly about ex."
expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. cornwall!"
bandu: "gimme something silly about dave!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly/cute about cresswell and cornwall."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy/cute about ambrose and haywood."
ps!expunged: "give me something cute about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something silly about ps!expunged!!"
for ps!bandu: what is a funny meme or video you've re-enacted with ps!expunged?
ps!bandu: "we had recreated the 'WE SMELL PENNIES >:)' meme lol-- (this is the meme :3)"
also, gonna go to sleep now... i'm so tired all of a sudden lol :') will see you all tomorrow!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too <3
water. tasty
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH
oh hello :)
F U N K Y F R I E N D S
louie zong <3 this brings very fond memories of the mid-2010sreffty_gag wrote:
F U N K Y F R I E N D S
anyways guyß
you're doing great. whatever it is, you're doing great. i'm not using "you" as a synonym for myself, i'm genuinely trying to connect to you and tell you that your efforts so far are great. keep up the effort!
you're doing great. whatever it is, you're doing great. i'm not using "you" as a synonym for myself, i'm genuinely trying to connect to you and tell you that your efforts so far are great. keep up the effort!
im,, i see, well i can only hope and try :)sametdze wrote:
anyways guyß
you're doing great. whatever it is, you're doing great. i'm not using "you" as a synonym for myself, i'm genuinely trying to connect to you and tell you that your efforts so far are great. keep up the effort!
if only we can learn what people are made up of, then, idk maybe all this would make more sense for each of us
our bubbles of insights and impressions, floating and colliding...
wandering...
Wondering.
wandering...
...reading
good morning everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too :3
gonna try to draw today,, hopefully i can actually finish something lol ;v;
gonna try to draw today,, hopefully i can actually finish something lol ;v;
"why the clock isn't working?"
"it said press this red button to activate"
"oh ok, but why the clock is ticking backward now"
"it said press this red button to activate"
"oh ok, but why the clock is ticking backward now"
for ps!dave: have you overhead the ways mister cresswell and mister cornwall each gush about you and/or mister haywood? what was something that was touching about what they said?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cute about bandu."
bambi: "gimme something cute/cuddly about ex."
expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. cornwall!"
bandu: "gimme something silly about dave!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silky/cute about cresswell and cornwall."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy/cute about ambrose and haywood."
for ps!bambi: do you hear mister haywood talk about his husband a lot? and if it causes you to think of mister ambrose, what does mister haywood's thoughts remind you of?
ps!dave: "yes. cresswell loves the way my hair looks/feels, while cornwall loves haywood's eyes. it's quite adorable seeing/hearing the two gush about haywood and i. <3"Achromalia wrote:
for ps!dave: have you overhead the ways mister cresswell and mister cornwall each gush about you and/or mister haywood? what was something that was touching about what they said?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cute about bandu."
bambi: "gimme something cute/cuddly about ex."
expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. cornwall!"
bandu: "gimme something silly about dave!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silky/cute about cresswell and cornwall."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy/cute about ambrose and haywood."
for ps!bambi: do you hear mister haywood talk about his husband a lot? and if it causes you to think of mister ambrose, what does mister haywood's thoughts remind you of?
ps!bambi: "yeah, quite a bit. i'm not sure if there's anything exactly i think about when i hear him talk about cornwall, as i'm still pretty sleepy... sorry."
im gonna learn all of these
(dont worry guys im not starting a gang war by learning this dance, i live in Indonesia sooo it's gonna be fine
)dw i trust youll be ok lol <3 just have fun and enjoy!!
for everyone: nourishment and hydration? ^^
for everyone: nourishment and hydration? ^^
dave: "mhm! we've eaten + hydrated. :Achromalia wrote:
dw i trust youll be ok lol <3 just have fun and enjoy!!
for everyone: nourishment and hydration? ^^
bambi: "make sure you do the same."
expunged, sleepily staring at something: "..."
bandu: "ex like just woke up 20 mins ago lol--"
ps!dave: "yup! we've eaten and hydrated!"
ps!bambi: "make sure you eat + hydrate too."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaa <3"
i also had a lil comic idea for bambi comforting ex while dave and bandu aren't home (bandu had a doctor's appointment, so dave went with him), and then he video calls dave + bandu so that they can comfort ex too :>
for everyone: idk bambi is a product for mom and baby https://www.bambi.co.id
dave, laughing hysterically: "pFFTT-- HAHAHAHAHAH"reffty_gag wrote:
for everyone: idk bambi is a product for mom and baby https://www.bambi.co.id
bambi, laughing: "what??"
for everyone: and she is a chinese actress too (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zhu_Xudan) ?? DAMN.lostsilver wrote:
dave, laughing hysterically: "pFFTT-- HAHAHAHAHAH"reffty_gag wrote:
for everyone: idk bambi is a product for mom and baby https://www.bambi.co.id
bambi, laughing: "what??"
*dave continues laughing hysterically, as bambi stands there baffled*reffty_gag wrote:
for everyone: and she is a chinese actress ?? DAMN.lostsilver wrote:
dave, laughing hysterically: "pFFTT-- HAHAHAHAHAH"reffty_gag wrote:
for everyone: idk bambi is a product for mom and baby https://www.bambi.co.id
bambi, laughing: "what??"
bambi, laughing: "i am so out of the loop lol--"
awawawawawawawa
for expunged: what do you find relaxing about seeing mister cornwall in the morning?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cute about bandu."
bambi: "gimme something cute/cuddly about ex."
expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. cornwall!"
bandu: "gimme something silly about dave!!"
for bandu: how do you feel when dave is able to engage with the same interests as you do? what kinds of things would he add to those conversations?
sleepy now, but this is a sweet image to think of :)lostsilver wrote:
i also had a lil comic idea for bambi comforting ex while dave and bandu aren't home (bandu had a doctor's appointment, so dave went with him), and then he video calls dave + bandu so that they can comfort ex too :>
<3Achromalia wrote:
for expunged: what do you find relaxing about seeing mister cornwall in the morning?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cute about bandu."
bambi: "gimme something cute/cuddly about ex."
expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. cornwall!"
bandu: "gimme something silly about dave!!"
for bandu: how do you feel when dave is able to engage with the same interests as you do? what kinds of things would he add to those conversations?sleepy now, but this is a sweet image to think of :)lostsilver wrote:
i also had a lil comic idea for bambi comforting ex while dave and bandu aren't home (bandu had a doctor's appointment, so dave went with him), and then he video calls dave + bandu so that they can comfort ex too :>
expunged: "i'm not sure... really just everything about seeing mr. cornwall + mr. haywood in the mornings comforts/relaxes me <3"
bandu: "i feel excited/content!! he always adds his thoughts too, and i love hearing about them!! <3"
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for dave: a positive memory of bandu when you met the ashbluffs?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cute about bandu."
bambi: "gimme something cute/cuddly about ex."
for bambi: a wordless meaningful moment you shared with ex in a comfortable place?
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dave: "when the two first came to us, bandu was so excited to meet me and bambi! expunged was more... iffy and hesitant with us. bandu had immediately asked us to play with him, and we ended up playing with him everyday. he would always bonk his head/bump into people when we played, and it was so adorable!"Achromalia wrote:
for dave: a positive memory of bandu when you met the ashbluffs?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cute about bandu."
bambi: "gimme something cute/cuddly about ex."
for bambi: a wordless meaningful moment you shared with ex in a comfortable place?
bambi: "we were taking a drive and ended up going to that sunset/sunrise/stargazing spot we all love. ex and i decided to lay in the grass and watch the stars for a while, and then expunged ended up getting really sleepy. they had cuddled up next to me, and fell asleep. as soon as they started purring, i ended up falling asleep. when i woke up, i had woke them up and we went home. i tucked them in, and then i went to sleep too. it was sweet. <3"
bnunny...
bnuuy!!synthwavesquid wrote:
bnunny...
if it weren't for the fact i need to do actually productive stuff rn i would play pressure so much just to get the bunny room
boots with the fur
(asleep, awake, asleep)
for everyone: qna queue ^^
for everyone: qna queue ^^
dave: "give me something cozy/giving-comfort related about expunged."Achromalia wrote:
(asleep, awake, asleep)
for everyone: qna queue ^^
bambi: "gimme somethin' cozy/cute about bandu."
expunged: "give me something cute/sleepy about mr. haywood!!"
bandu: "gimme something silly/playful about bambi!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about haywood."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about cornwall."
ps!expunged: "give me something cuddly/cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute/silly about ps!ex!!"
i'm making
yummy, but in ansynthwavesquid wrote:
i'm making
for everyone: lunchhh and Waaaterrr...! medication, if you need it :>
dave: "we've eaten and hydrated!"Achromalia wrote:
for everyone: lunchhh and Waaaterrr...! medication, if you need it :>
bambi: "we've taken our meds, too."
expunged, sleepily: "bleh,,"
bandu: "aaa!! :3"
ps!dave: "we've eaten + hydrated here!"
ps!bambi: "we've all taken our medication too."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawawaaa :>"
awake again!!
for bambi: how does bandu find solace in the things you love? what is a reaction you adore from him when he's able to explore that subject of interest?
for dave: have you had a lot of moments where you've had to try something unconventional to be sure that expunged is comforted and safe? what would you do in those moments?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cozy/giving-comfort related about expunged."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cozy/cute about bandu."
expunged: "give me something cute/sleepy about mr. haywood!!"
bandu: "gimme something silly/playful about bambi!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about haywood."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about cornwall."
ps!expunged: "give me something cuddly/cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute/silly about ps!ex!!"
for bambi: how does bandu find solace in the things you love? what is a reaction you adore from him when he's able to explore that subject of interest?
sorry was away from laptop hiAchromalia wrote:
awake again!!for dave: have you had a lot of moments where you've had to try something unconventional to be sure that expunged is comforted and safe? what would you do in those moments?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cozy/giving-comfort related about expunged."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cozy/cute about bandu."
expunged: "give me something cute/sleepy about mr. haywood!!"
bandu: "gimme something silly/playful about bambi!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about haywood."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about cornwall."
ps!expunged: "give me something cuddly/cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute/silly about ps!ex!!"
for bambi: how does bandu find solace in the things you love? what is a reaction you adore from him when he's able to explore that subject of interest?
dave: "i think i have in the past, but i can't exactly remember any right now... sorry. :')"
bambi: "our interests are pretty similar, so that's probably how he finds solace in them. i really love his 'is that so?' and 'okay, i actually really like [interest here] too!' reactions. they're just so cute, lol. <3"
fell asleep again... i need to do so much but im doing nothing, ouch :c
for bandu: what was an idea bambi suggested for you that you both really enjoyed playing with together?
for expunged: something mister haywood was in the muddle of doing before he accidentally fell asleep?lostsilver wrote:
expunged: "give me something cute/sleepy about mr. haywood!!"
bandu: "gimme something silly/playful about bambi!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about haywood."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about cornwall."
ps!expunged: "give me something cuddly/cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute/silly about ps!ex!!"
for bandu: what was an idea bambi suggested for you that you both really enjoyed playing with together?
i feel that,, i haven't drawn anything aaa :')Achromalia wrote:
fell asleep again... i need to do so much but im doing nothing, ouch :cfor expunged: something mister haywood was in the muddle of doing before he accidentally fell asleep?lostsilver wrote:
expunged: "give me something cute/sleepy about mr. haywood!!"
bandu: "gimme something silly/playful about bambi!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about haywood."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about cornwall."
ps!expunged: "give me something cuddly/cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute/silly about ps!ex!!"
for bandu: what was an idea bambi suggested for you that you both really enjoyed playing with together?
expunged: "at one point he was in the middle of trying to write something down on a list for the day, and then he fell asleep,, i wrote down everything else that we needed, and when he woke up, he saw it! he appreciated me writing that stuff down for him <3"
bandu: "well,, because of where i enjoy tag so much, he had suggested that we play hide-and-seek a few months ago! it's one of my favorite games now <3"
rahhh i woke up a few minutes too late im sorry ;o;
ok well, for now let's try,,,
for everyone: did y'all get enough to eat and drink so far? what was for dinner today? :O
ok well, for now let's try,,,
for everyone: did y'all get enough to eat and drink so far? what was for dinner today? :O
no its okay!! sleep as much as you need to <3Achromalia wrote:
rahhh i woke up a few minutes too late im sorry ;o;
ok well, for now let's try,,,
for everyone: did y'all get enough to eat and drink so far? what was for dinner today? :O
dave: "mhm!"
bambi: "we had stir-fry again. haywood and bandu really enjoy it, lol."
expunged: "my stomach started hurting a little after i got done eating, but it's okay! it'll pass :>"
bandu: "stir-fry,, <3"
ps!dave: "yup!"
ps!bambi: "we had cheeseburgers tonight."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "borgir!! :3"
thank you;; sleep is broken into chunks now, its hard to know when it comes but still, thank you
for ps!bambi: what is something creative mister cornwall did with you for fun activities with the ashbluffs/bandellos?
for ps!dave: how has mister haywood found ways to pleasantly surprise/impress you over the years?lostsilver wrote:
ps!dave: "give me something silly about haywood."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about cornwall."
ps!expunged: "give me something cuddly/cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute/silly about ps!ex!!"
for ps!bambi: what is something creative mister cornwall did with you for fun activities with the ashbluffs/bandellos?
ps!dave: "honestly, just how he's so happy after all he went through with his ex-wife surprises me. (he told me all about it a few months ago.) i'm proud of him. :]"Achromalia wrote:
for ps!dave: how has mister haywood found ways to pleasantly surprise/impress you over the years?lostsilver wrote:
ps!dave: "give me something silly about haywood."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about cornwall."
ps!expunged: "give me something cuddly/cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute/silly about ps!ex!!"
for ps!bambi: what is something creative mister cornwall did with you for fun activities with the ashbluffs/bandellos?
ps!bambi: "so, he had bought this like... giant canvas for everyone, and last time we visited him and haywood, he had the ashbluffs and the bandellos paint/draw on it. the ashbluffs and ps!bandu were pretty hyped, but ps!ex was a little iffy about it. se was still happy that the ashbluffs + ps!bandu were happy though. <3"
for ps!expunged: when the day is over, how do you request some time spent cuddling with ps!bandu? what might you bring to make it more comfortable, if anything other than simply your very own self?lostsilver wrote:
ps!expunged: "give me something cuddly/cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute/silly about ps!ex!!"
for ps!bandu: cute and silly... does ps!ex have something new se rambles to you about from the media se likes, like stories and lore?
ps!expunged: "i'll normally go up to zem and hold my arms out, then when ze cuddles me, i'll pick zem up and take zem to a cozier spot. i'll grab a blanket as i walk to the spot, and then i'll just... melt in zeir arms. <3"Achromalia wrote:
for ps!expunged: when the day is over, how do you request some time spent cuddling with ps!bandu? what might you bring to make it more comfortable, if anything other than simply your very own self?lostsilver wrote:
ps!expunged: "give me something cuddly/cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute/silly about ps!ex!!"
for ps!bandu: cute and silly... does ps!ex have something new se rambles to you about from the media se likes, like stories and lore?
ps!bandu: "yeah!! se is really into medical documentaries/shows now, and likes to ramble about what se learns to me! i enjoy hearing about it, and i love seeing sem happy :3"
for everyone: qna queue? ^^
dave: "give me something cute/sleepy about ex."Achromalia wrote:
for everyone: qna queue? ^^
bambi: "gimme somethin' silly about bandu."
expunged: "give me something cozy/cute about mr. haywood!"
bandu: "gimme something goofy about bambi!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something sleepy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute about ps!ex!!"
reffty_gag wrote:
F U N K Y F R I E N D S
WE WANT THE FUNK
synthwavesquid wrote:
hi hi hello high hi !!!vi_xlt wrote:
hiiiiiiiiiiii~ (it’s me I’m high)
holy shit, snow
hmm
"relaxing"
daydreaming