Achromalia wrote:

sleepy... i dont rlly know what i wanna pay attention to, i feel like im emotionally emptier than normal...

i would love to read up on the rest of my tabs but theres so much more happening :( ...but at the same time im like?? maybe its actually fun to know there is so much im interested in that i can read abt

nothing to ask for now...

lostsilver wrote:

working on the animatic, so hopefully i can get something out...

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

working on the animatic, so hopefully i can get something out...

i hope so too-- but if not, its ok ^^

for everyone: has everyone had food and water this evening? are you feeling ok?

Achromalia wrote:

eeee :)

for ps!dave: what is it like for you when you're witnessing each bambi be intensely excitable? do they respond differently?
for ps!bambi: are there any interesting differences in how you joke with each dave of the duo? do they respond differently?

qna queue:

expunged: "give me something cute/cuddly about mr. haywood and mr. cornwall!"
bandu: "gimme something silly/cozy about dave and bambi!!"

Achromalia wrote:

mmnnh too much reading today i cant think x'))

unrelated, there is a lot to just passively wonder about w the comparisons with the haywalls/ambwells + ashbluffs/bandellos

and also about the way it kinda just is primarily comfy in a little space of small little things happening in a safe time-blind space-blind bubble...

eep... or not to eep

later, later

hehe,, (comic of the thing bambi mentioned :3)

lostsilver wrote:

bambi: "also, thought i'd mention, 'cuz i though it was funny... as of recently, i've been getting ex 2 liters of cherry dr. pepper, and they've actually been drinking it. yesterday i had walked into the kitchen to start cooking dinner and i saw them drinking it straight from the bottle. they saw me and went 'you saw nothing...' before continuing to drink it. i laughed and just let them enjoy the soda. :]"

hehe,, (comic of the thing bambi mentioned :3)

lostsilver wrote:

good morning everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too <3

also achro, idk if you saw this that i made last night so here it is again just incase ^^

lostsilver wrote:

bambi: "also, thought i'd mention, 'cuz i though it was funny... as of recently, i've been getting ex 2 liters of cherry dr. pepper, and they've actually been drinking it. yesterday i had walked into the kitchen to start cooking dinner and i saw them drinking it straight from the bottle. they saw me and went 'you saw nothing...' before continuing to drink it. i laughed and just let them enjoy the soda. :]"

hehe,, (comic of the thing bambi mentioned :3)

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

good morning everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too <3

also achro, idk if you saw this that i made last night so here it is again just incase ^^

lostsilver wrote:

bambi: "also, thought i'd mention, 'cuz i though it was funny... as of recently, i've been getting ex 2 liters of cherry dr. pepper, and they've actually been drinking it. yesterday i had walked into the kitchen to start cooking dinner and i saw them drinking it straight from the bottle. they saw me and went 'you saw nothing...' before continuing to drink it. i laughed and just let them enjoy the soda. :]"

hehe,, (comic of the thing bambi mentioned :3)

gm lostie! i realize now that i did see it but ig i was too sleepy to really pay attention or realize the first of the two times i woke up

but i liked it ^^ little interactions, very believable slices of life... they make me feel wistful for lives i never had the chance to live

or at least, its wonderful to imagine as a floaty ghostly spirit camera-person, experiencing all the raw sensations that come with what its like to be there or know people or listen to their true thoughts without being perceived :'p

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

gm lostie! i realize now that i did see it but ig i was too sleepy to really pay attention or realize the first of the two times i woke up

but i liked it ^^ little interactions, very believable slices of life... they make me feel wistful for lives i never had the chance to live

or at least, its wonderful to imagine as a floaty ghostly spirit camera-person, experiencing all the raw sensations that come with what its like to be there or know people or listen to their true thoughts without being perceived :'p

<3!!!

making more of these silly little doodles,,, they're like snack-packs, in a way!!

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

gm lostie! i realize now that i did see it but ig i was too sleepy to really pay attention or realize the first of the two times i woke up

but i liked it ^^ little interactions, very believable slices of life... they make me feel wistful for lives i never had the chance to live

or at least, its wonderful to imagine as a floaty ghostly spirit camera-person, experiencing all the raw sensations that come with what its like to be there or know people or listen to their true thoughts without being perceived :'p

<3!!!

making more of these silly little doodles,,, they're like snack-packs, in a way!!

snack-packs... im not familiar enough with it but it makes sense ^^ lots of handy little addictive things to consume

mm, im torn between listening to music to calm myself or instead trying to actually do something, but i think what i really need is a water and a small meal to hold on to

for everyone: breakfast? and what would a good breakfast meal look like or mean to you? what features/textures/flavors do you look for from that, if any?

lostsilver wrote:

heheh,,, i wish you the best!! have a kitty <3

lostsilver wrote:

also gonna go shower, i feel a bit icky ;-; i'll be back, and i'll share more doodles when i come back!!

Achromalia wrote:

empty

there is a lot to enjoy, but expression is hard :'/

lostsilver wrote:

heheh,,, i wish you the best!! have a kitty <3

ty...

Achromalia wrote:

mhmm, fare well ^^

for expunged: when you're with mister haywood and mister cornwall, what cute things do you observe them doing most often?
for bandu: what is often a reason for why you would curl up with/near dave and bambi? is there anything entertaining or comforting about silently watching and listening to them simply be in the same room together?

lostsilver wrote:

expunged: "playing with eachother's hair!! i honestly think it's adorable,, hehe,, <3"
bandu: "well, i have 3 reasons... 1: i'm sleepy, 2: i'm not feeling well or am upset, 3: i simply just want cuddles! i think just hearing them quietly hum together and/or happily ramble about things with eachother is the most comforting/entertaining <3"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

expunged: "playing with eachother's hair!! i honestly think it's adorable,, hehe,, <3"
bandu: "well, i have 3 reasons... 1: i'm sleepy, 2: i'm not feeling well or am upset, 3: i simply just want cuddles! i think just hearing them quietly hum together and/or happily ramble about things with eachother is the most comforting/entertaining <3"

and now im here imagining dave and bambi playing with each other's hair like how animals groom one another's fur coats, sometimes with the most nonchalant expressions at the most random moments x')) i kinda love that

what i imagine with listening/watching is actually the specific silent moments of nothing really happening or them working on something, its super mundane but something abt it feels... it feels a little bit ethereal? maybe, idk

progress on one of the doodles!! <3

lostsilver wrote:

also!!!

progress on one of the doodles!! <3

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

also!!!

progress on one of the doodles!! <3

hmmmm,, fidgeting with hair? trying to style it like bambi? or something else? intwestinggg

i eated a mostly-vegetable soup-stew thing today

and then watered and caked after :] im eating ok maybe, feeling ok-ish

lostsilver wrote:

ps!ex taught zem how to pull up zeir hair, so zeir trying to do it on zeir own in front of a mirror!! :D
i'm super glad you got food!! i honestly want cinnamon rolls rn but i don't have any aaaaaa ;v;

still working on more doodles,, <3

Achromalia wrote:

worn-in open wound,
torn-out hope entombed,
mourn a woe unmoved...

lostsilver wrote:

ps!ex taught zem how to pull up zeir hair, so zeir trying to do it on zeir own in front of a mirror!! :D
i'm super glad you got food!! i honestly want cinnamon rolls rn but i don't have any aaaaaa ;v;

still working on more doodles,, <3

aww <3

and augh, the cinnamon roll shaped holes in our human hearts... q~q

for everyone: qna queue?

more progress on silly doodles!!

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

and augh, the cinnamon roll shaped holes in our human hearts... q~q

for everyone: qna queue?

i know dude aaaagghhhhh

dave: "give me something silly about expunged and bambi."
bambi: "gimme somethin' sweet about bandu and dave."
expunged: "give me something silly/cozy about mr. cornwall <3"
bandu: "give me something silly about dave!!"

ps!dave: "give me something silly about expunged and bandu ashbluff."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about expunged and bandu ashbluff."
ps!expunged: "give me something silly/comfy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sweet/cozy about ps!ex!! can you make it related to me playing ukulele too? thank you!!"

more progress on silly doodles!!

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

and augh, the cinnamon roll shaped holes in our human hearts... q~q

for everyone: qna queue?

i know dude aaaagghhhhh

dave: "give me something silly about expunged and bambi."
bambi: "gimme somethin' sweet about bandu and dave."
expunged: "give me something silly/cozy about mr. cornwall <3"
bandu: "give me something silly about dave!!"

ps!dave: "give me something silly about expunged and bandu ashbluff."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about expunged and bandu ashbluff."
ps!expunged: "give me something silly/comfy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sweet/cozy about ps!ex!! can you make it related to me playing ukulele too? thank you!!"

more progress on silly doodles!!

aaahh the cool grubby claws!! also loving the sketchy brush colors on white

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

aaahh the cool grubby claws!! also loving the sketchy brush colors on white

hehehe,,, ze does zeir little happy ramble,, <33 starting on lineart for the doodles now!!

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

aaahh the cool grubby claws!! also loving the sketchy brush colors on white

hehehe,,, ze does zeir little happy ramble,, <33 starting on lineart for the doodles now!!

good luckkk!!!

hmm, ok queue saved, nothing to ask yet, but maybe soon...

qna queue:

dave: "give me something silly about expunged and bambi."
bambi: "gimme somethin' sweet about bandu and dave."
expunged: "give me something silly/cozy about mr. cornwall <3"
bandu: "give me something silly about dave!!"

ps!dave: "give me something silly about expunged and bandu ashbluff."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about expunged and bandu ashbluff."
ps!expunged: "give me something silly/comfy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sweet/cozy about ps!ex!! can you make it related to me playing ukulele too? thank you!!"

more progress <33

Achromalia wrote:

updo bandello! bandello w the updo on zem!! <3

for expunged: has mister cornwall ever invited you to try building things like pillow forts to play and rest in?
for bandu: were there any strange noises that dave made with you that you ended up adopting and using for fun?

qna queue:

dave: "give me something silly about expunged and bambi."
bambi: "gimme somethin' sweet about bandu and dave."

ps!dave: "give me something silly about expunged and bandu ashbluff."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about expunged and bandu ashbluff."
ps!expunged: "give me something silly/comfy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sweet/cozy about ps!ex!! can you make it related to me playing ukulele too? thank you!!"

Achromalia wrote:

hungry,, i forgot to visit here

i forgot what i was doing... what am i doing? what did i want to do?

ah wait

for everyone: nutrition! and hydration <3

again,, more progress!!

lostsilver wrote:

again,, more progress!!

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

again,, more progress!!

aww, theyre cozily vibing together ^^

mm

i need sleep soon, but also food, or something

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

mm

i need sleep soon, but also food, or something

hehe!!! im honestly pretty eepy too,, will probably go to sleep soon, so good night in advance ^^

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

mm

i need sleep soon, but also food, or something

hehe!!! im honestly pretty eepy too,, will probably go to sleep soon, so good night in advance ^^

i see, i think i will eat and then sleep

may you have a very peaceful cozy night o/

lostsilver wrote:

good morning everyone!! the aswood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too <3

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

good morning everyone!! the aswood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too <3

good morning! :>

im vibing,, and by that i mean aimlessly getting distracted by everything possible x'DD

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

good morning everyone!! the aswood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too <3

good morning! :>

im vibing,, and by that i mean aimlessly getting distracted by everything possible x'DD

me when i try to work on a project :'3

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

good morning everyone!! the aswood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too <3

good morning! :>

im vibing,, and by that i mean aimlessly getting distracted by everything possible x'DD

me when i try to work on a project :'3

oh no,, so real :'0

life is really like this



a lot of litter, each kitten a new shiny subject of life to witness and interact with

more progress hehehe <3

lostsilver wrote:

more progress hehehe <3

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

more progress hehehe <3

aww hello bambi <3

for everyone: food and,, waaaaterrrr...

more progress yay!!

lostsilver wrote:

more progress yay!!

edit 2: i got cinnamon rolls!!! :D

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

more progress yay!!

edit 2: i got cinnamon rolls!!! :D

ahh sorry... falling asleep

also those two are kinda like,, "behold...!" but also just him perfectly casual picking ps!bandu up, its v fun and silly

unrelated, ouch,, im hurts rn,, but i think itll be ok

that is all ^^

Achromalia wrote:

very true <3

for dave: does expunged and bambi share any kinds of humor in common?
for bambi: what might be one of your most delightful memories of bandu and dave bonding together?

qna queue:

ps!dave: "give me something silly about expunged and bandu ashbluff."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about expunged and bandu ashbluff."
ps!expunged: "give me something silly/comfy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sweet/cozy about ps!ex!! can you make it related to me playing ukulele too? thank you!!"

lostsilver wrote:

bambi: "when we first brought the two in, bandu immediately took a liking to haywood. he cuddled up on him as soon as he met him, and haywood did the same to bandu. expunged took alot longer to get used to dave and i, but they're very happy that they're with us now. but anyways... bandu tried to playfight with dave immediately, as that's what him and ex always did to show affection to one another, and dave understood it pretty well. he played with bandu for a bit before bandu ended up falling asleep. it was really cute. :]"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

bambi: "when we first brought the two in, bandu immediately took a liking to haywood. he cuddled up on him as soon as he met him, and haywood did the same to bandu. expunged took alot longer to get used to dave and i, but they're very happy that they're with us now. but anyways... bandu tried to playfight with dave immediately, as that's what him and ex always did to show affection to one another, and dave understood it pretty well. he played with bandu for a bit before bandu ended up falling asleep. it was really cute. :]"

aaaaa thats so neat, i mean i suspected it worked like that but to know that the dads understood it this way for real is rlly validating for how i thought of it

...it looks like i might stay awake for at least some time after all, i wasnt sure for a while :p

i mean i did sleep but i posted that when i woke up and i was still barely awake enough to tell if i would stay up or lay back down, so, yeah :)

hehe.... more progress :33

lostsilver wrote:

hehe.... more progress :33

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

hehe.... more progress :33

the bendu!! hello bendu and ex of ambiguous dimensional/universal distinction <3

Achromalia wrote:

for ps!dave: are there any particular playful activites the ashbluffs like to invite you to join when you visit them?
for ps!bambi: what is something you weren't prepared to be laughing from when you were getting to know more about the ashbluffs?

qna queue:

ps!expunged: "give me something silly/comfy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sweet/cozy about ps!ex!! can you make it related to me playing ukulele too? thank you!!"

Achromalia wrote:

thinking...

for everyone: plans for dinner?

Achromalia wrote:

I KEEP DISAPPEARING FROM REALITY,, HELP

(IM SORRY, IM BACK NOW AAAA)

for ps!ex, whats something ps!bandu has been entertaining you with recently? what made you laugh about zem today?

for ps!bandu, do each of you have any particular thoughts about that experience of playing the ukulele for ps!ex, how does it seem to make sem feel? do you feel comfort from it too?

sametdze wrote:

we kicked a kid!

lostsilver wrote:

ps!expunged: "zeir weird little noises/movements. ze has been moving zeir body around in weird ways and making strange little purr-meow sounds at me recently, and i adore it. i think what made me laugh the most today is when ze bonked zeir head into ps!kandi's on accident. seeing the nervous little blush on zeir face as ze asked if she was okay was adorable."
ps!bandu: "no, not exactly... but it really helps sem calm down after a rough day!! i think just seeing sem deflate in relaxation when i play for sem is what brings me the most comfort <3"

Achromalia wrote:

im questioning a lot about myself, but... i fear the likelihood that nothing will meaningfully change

lostsilver wrote:

ps!expunged: "zeir weird little noises/movements. ze has been moving zeir body around in weird ways and making strange little purr-meow sounds at me recently, and i adore it. i think what made me laugh the most today is when ze bonked zeir head into ps!kandi's on accident. seeing the nervous little blush on zeir face as ze asked if she was okay was adorable."
ps!bandu: "no, not exactly... but it really helps sem calm down after a rough day!! i think just seeing sem deflate in relaxation when i play for sem is what brings me the most comfort <3"

awwhh <333 i can imagine that from everyone, i love that...

for everyone: qna queue?

Awesome Aasim wrote:

How do I get the colors? I can then show I got 30 minutes.

lostsilver wrote:

good morning everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too :>

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

good morning everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too :>

ah! good morning lostie!! :D

i suddenly started trying to draw something and it was closer to the style wanted than i expected... im kind of glad :> it did not turn out as good as i wanted but it was just a sketch and felt like progress anyway ^^ so thats ok

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

good morning everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too :>

ah! good morning lostie!! :D

i suddenly started trying to draw something and it was closer to the style wanted than i expected... im kind of glad :> it did not turn out as good as i wanted but it was just a sketch and felt like progress anyway ^^ so thats ok