lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

and i think i'll pull a lostie moment and ask a little more for what people think of my songs specifically "in case you didn't see it"

i'm interested in seeing what lostie (or anyone else) thinks/feels/remembers about these ^^

Achromalia wrote:

they're from 2021 and 2020 respectively :>

oh wait i actually didn't see this
i was away from my laptop for a bit

i feel like both of these would be in just shapes and beats!! they feel like the perfect songs for that game... but i also really feel like they'd be in animation memes of some sort! they're really good and i wish i had the music making ability that you do :')

lostsilver wrote:

dave: "well, we're having those breakfast burritos that bandu and ps!bandu enjoy so much, hehe!"
bambi: "i'm makin' them this time. (ex is helping, too.) and with drinks, dave and i have tea, while ex and bandu have lemonade."
expunged: "mmm,, strawberry lemonade,,, hehe,,"
bandu: "hehehe,, lemonade <33"

ps!dave: "what dave said, we're having those breakfast burritos."
ps!bambi: "mhm. ambrose and i have water currently, while ps!expunged has coffee and ps!bandu has juice."
ps!expunged: "i should really shower soon aswell. i didn't exactly get the chance to last night, haha..."
ps!bandu: "mmm,, burrito,,, <3"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

and i think i'll pull a lostie moment and ask a little more for what people think of my songs specifically "in case you didn't see it"

i'm interested in seeing what lostie (or anyone else) thinks/feels/remembers about these ^^

Achromalia wrote:

they're from 2021 and 2020 respectively :>

oh wait i actually didn't see this
i was away from my laptop for a bit

i feel like both of these would be in just shapes and beats!! they feel like the perfect songs for that game... but i also really feel like they'd be in animation memes of some sort! they're really good and i wish i had the music making ability that you do :')

understandable :') artist and musician envy is so real, i hope you find a love and passion in you somewhere to make the music you love, or the art you love... even if it's hard to do it the way you want or the way other people like it, i think it's important to try and create and explore more-- if all you ever really want to do is a monophonic midi voice layer without really messing with creating instruments, you can still try something like harmonizing with more voices at different pitches that work with the original voice pitch, or try automating the volume/panning/pitch a little bit to make it feel more human with different intensities or by giving it a sense of space or by having vibrato at the right moments! the goal is how it sounds later, but hopefully you can enjoy the journey of understanding and playing with the production process too, because curiosity is super helpful for keeping an interest <3

jsab is interesting and i think the first song might make sense being there... i remember noticing the game in the late 2010s and then fading out of interest with it soon after but i always thought the shape-characters were so cute ;o;

a lot of what i looked at in that genre of dodging shape-bullets would be found in other games like "soundodger" from studio bean, or of course "undertale", but my original starting point was old kongregate flash games all the way until my love for it grew once i played a game called "super hexagon"-- and that started my path to jsab and then elsewhere

lostsilver wrote:

dave: "well, we're having those breakfast burritos that bandu and ps!bandu enjoy so much, hehe!"
bambi: "i'm makin' them this time. (ex is helping, too.) and with drinks, dave and i have tea, while ex and bandu have lemonade."
expunged: "mmm,, strawberry lemonade,,, hehe,,"
bandu: "hehehe,, lemonade <33"

ps!dave: "what dave said, we're having those breakfast burritos."
ps!bambi: "mhm. ambrose and i have water currently, while ps!expunged has coffee and ps!bandu has juice."
ps!expunged: "i should really shower soon aswell. i didn't exactly get the chance to last night, haha..."
ps!bandu: "mmm,, burrito,,, <3"

for everyone: i think i did everything, i'm not sure... topic check?

lostsilver wrote:

dave: "give me something sleepy and cozy about expunged, please."
bambi: "give me somethin' playful and cuddly about bandu."
expunged: "give me something cozy and sleepy about mr. haywood ^^"
bandu: "gimme something playful and cuddly about bambi!!"

ps!dave: "hm... give me something random about ps!bandu."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' silly 'bout ps!expunged."
ps!expunged: "give me something sweet about cresswell."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sleepy about ambrose!!"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

dave: "give me something sleepy and cozy about expunged, please."
bambi: "give me somethin' playful and cuddly about bandu."
expunged: "give me something cozy and sleepy about mr. haywood ^^"
bandu: "gimme something playful and cuddly about bambi!!"

ps!dave: "hm... give me something random about ps!bandu."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' silly 'bout ps!expunged."
ps!expunged: "give me something sweet about cresswell."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sleepy about ambrose!!"

raghhhh distracted.... i need to eat but i need to think.... but i need to write questions, but i need to organize things....

i'll be back, maybe?

lostsilver wrote:

dave: "take all the time you need, my dear! we'll be here. ^^"
expunged: "mhm!! lostie's also working on reqs for two people, and when she's done with those, she'll continue on the sprites and doodle-comics <3"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

dave: "take all the time you need, my dear! we'll be here. ^^"
expunged: "mhm!! lostie's also working on reqs for two people, and when she's done with those, she'll continue on the sprites and doodle-comics <3"

i got food!! :>

for dave: what kinds of sensations do you notice ex needs in order to be comfortable before sleeping? are there any scents or lights that help them? what kinds of conversations do they have with you while you create that space for them?
for expunged: when dave needs a nap, what do you usually do to make him comfortable? are there any drinks he likes to help with this? does he fall asleep to any music or need any kinds of accommodations to keep him comfy and happy?

remaining questions:

bambi: "give me somethin' playful and cuddly about bandu."
bandu: "gimme something playful and cuddly about bambi!!"

ps!dave: "hm... give me something random about ps!bandu."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' silly 'bout ps!expunged."
ps!expunged: "give me something sweet about cresswell."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sleepy about ambrose!!"

lostsilver wrote:

dave: "oop! time to ramble, hehe!"

"expunged likes having some scritches and maybe a gentle massage before they go to sleep, if they've had a rough day and need it. they don't exactly need any sort of specific texture to help, but they do enjoy having candles lit or wax melts burning while they sleep. i've noticed that some of the flower scents help them sleep. they also like dimmed blue light when they sleep, so i got them a dim dark blue led light for when they sleep/nap. they enjoy telling me about their day while i do this for them too, and i enjoy listening to them tell me about all the fun things they did. they also really like having a cuddle buddy, so bambi and i made them plushies of ourselves, them and bandu for them to hug at night. <3 (hehe, i go on so many rambles, but it's so worth it!)"

expunged: "i usually sit with him on the couch, or near [the dad-bed] and talk to him about his day..."

"...before gently ruffling his hair and tucking him in. i normally always get him a cup of cold water, as that always helps him wind down. he likes to listen to slow country music or love songs to fall asleep, so i made a playlist for him to turn on when he takes a nap, too! he also likes candles and/or wax melts burning when he falls asleep too, so i got him a few candles to light before he takes a nap ^^ i love him and the rest of the family so much rrr,,, <33"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

dave: "oop! time to ramble, hehe!"

"expunged likes having some scritches and maybe a gentle massage before they go to sleep, if they've had a rough day and need it. they don't exactly need any sort of specific texture to help, but they do enjoy having candles lit or wax melts burning while they sleep. i've noticed that some of the flower scents help them sleep. they also like dimmed blue light when they sleep, so i got them a dim dark blue led light for when they sleep/nap. they enjoy telling me about their day while i do this for them too, and i enjoy listening to them tell me about all the fun things they did. they also really like having a cuddle buddy, so bambi and i made them plushies of ourselves, them and bandu for them to hug at night. <3 (hehe, i go on so many rambles, but it's so worth it!)"

expunged: "i usually sit with him on the couch, or near [the dad-bed] and talk to him about his day..."

"...before gently ruffling his hair and tucking him in. i normally always get him a cup of cold water, as that always helps him wind down. he likes to listen to slow country music or love songs to fall asleep, so i made a playlist for him to turn on when he takes a nap, too! he also likes candles and/or wax melts burning when he falls asleep too, so i got him a few candles to light before he takes a nap ^^ i love him and the rest of the family so much rrr,,, <33"

ramble on... <3

for bambi: is there anything you like to do for fun with bandu while in a cuddling position together?
for bandu: do you use cuddling as an opportunity to mess with bambi for fun?

remaining questions:

ps!dave: "hm... give me something random about ps!bandu."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' silly 'bout ps!expunged."
ps!expunged: "give me something sweet about cresswell."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sleepy about ambrose!!"

lostsilver wrote:

i hath returned from being out!!

bambi: "i like to boop his nose, then he'll boop mine back. i also like to sway him around as i lay my head on his. he enjoys it too. :]"
bandu: "yeah! sometimes if we're cuddling, i'll either ruffle his hair or tickle him!! :33 he doesn't really like ex and i touching his hair and idk why, but it's still fun to mess with his hair to see his reaction hehehe,,,"

i also drew dave massaging ex's head on paper and am now gonna redraw it on my laptop :>

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

i hath returned from being out!!

bambi: "i like to boop his nose, then he'll boop mine back. i also like to sway him around as i lay my head on his. he enjoys it too. :]"
bandu: "yeah! sometimes if we're cuddling, i'll either ruffle his hair or tickle him!! :33 he doesn't really like ex and i touching his hair and idk why, but it's still fun to mess with his hair to see his reaction hehehe,,,"

i also drew dave massaging ex's head on paper and am now gonna redraw it on my laptop :>

that seems so sweet ;-;

for ps!dave: what is maybe the most mysterious subject ps!bandu has shared with you? something esoteric, or maybe something familiar but just confusing enough to make you doubt you had any idea at all of what ze means?
for ps!bandu: do you have any memories where you've wanted to show mister ambrose something except he's too sleepy to understand it?

remaining questions:

[i][b]ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' silly 'bout ps!expunged."
ps!expunged: "give me something sweet about cresswell."

lostsilver wrote:

ps!dave: "hm... well... the only thing that's coming to mind is when ze first told me ze liked bugs. i just kinda looked at zem like 'i thought you were scared of them though...?' i don't really have much of answer for that, so i'm sorry."
ps!bandu: "i remember showing him that i learned how to sew things, but i think his brain like fully shut off because he just laid there the whole time like '...???' as i was showing him lol,,,"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

ps!dave: "hm... well... the only thing that's coming to mind is when ze first told me ze liked bugs. i just kinda looked at zem like 'i thought you were scared of them though...?' i don't really have much of answer for that, so i'm sorry."
ps!bandu: "i remember showing him that i learned how to sew things, but i think his brain like fully shut off because he just laid there the whole time like '...???' as i was showing him lol,,,"

ummm ok i gtg i need to help bake homemade french bread pizza i hope ur ok be well !!!! aaaa

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

ps!dave: "hm... well... the only thing that's coming to mind is when ze first told me ze liked bugs. i just kinda looked at zem like 'i thought you were scared of them though...?' i don't really have much of answer for that, so i'm sorry."
ps!bandu: "i remember showing him that i learned how to sew things, but i think his brain like fully shut off because he just laid there the whole time like '...???' as i was showing him lol,,,"

ummm ok i gtg i need to help bake homemade french bread pizza i hope ur ok be well !!!! aaaa

dave: "oh, okay! good luck and have fun! we'll be here. ^^"
bambi: "sounds good honestly. have fun, dude!"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

ps!dave: "hm... well... the only thing that's coming to mind is when ze first told me ze liked bugs. i just kinda looked at zem like 'i thought you were scared of them though...?' i don't really have much of answer for that, so i'm sorry."
ps!bandu: "i remember showing him that i learned how to sew things, but i think his brain like fully shut off because he just laid there the whole time like '...???' as i was showing him lol,,,"

ummm ok i gtg i need to help bake homemade french bread pizza i hope ur ok be well !!!! aaaa

dave: "oh, okay! good luck and have fun! we'll be here. ^^"
bambi: "sounds good honestly. have fun, dude!"

ok its in the oven now!!

for everyone: how about a water break? did you have any good food? and try to stretch if you've been tense today, keep yourself flexible and comfortable :>

expunged: "gotta wash down the heaviness of the meat with some tasty water <3 oh!! i stretched too "

lostsilver wrote:

dave: "mhm! we just made dinner, so we're good in the food/water regard! we're having steak tonight, courtesy of bambi. i'll be sure to stretch before i shower tonight."
bambi: "me, dave and bandu all had soda, while ex decided to have water. stretching often definitely helps with my back, haha."
expunged: "gotta wash down the heaviness of the meat with some tasty water <3 oh!! i stretched too "
bandu: "i honestly agree with that ex! i also stretched!"

ps!dave: "we're making dinner right now. we're having meatloaf tonight. ^^ stretched earlier too."
ps!bambi: "mhm. ambrose and i have tea for right now, and ps!bandu has lemonade. it's zeir first time trying it. i stretched aswell."
*ps!expunged isn't exactly paying attention, se is too busy stretching to amswer*
ps!bandu: "ps!expunged has barely drank anything today, and i don't think se has eaten yet either... hopefully we can get sem to eat dinner, haha ;v;"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

dave: "mhm! we just made dinner, so we're good in the food/water regard! we're having steak tonight, courtesy of bambi. i'll be sure to stretch before i shower tonight."
bambi: "me, dave and bandu all had soda, while ex decided to have water. stretching often definitely helps with my back, haha."
expunged: "gotta wash down the heaviness of the meat with some tasty water <3 oh!! i stretched too "
bandu: "i honestly agree with that ex! i also stretched!"

ps!dave: "we're making dinner right now. we're having meatloaf tonight. ^^ stretched earlier too."
ps!bambi: "mhm. ambrose and i have tea for right now, and ps!bandu has lemonade. it's zeir first time trying it. i stretched aswell."
*ps!expunged isn't exactly paying attention, se is too busy stretching to amswer*
ps!bandu: "ps!expunged has barely drank anything today, and i don't think se has eaten yet either... hopefully we can get sem to eat dinner, haha ;v;"

i see :>

for ps!bambi: what are some more maybe-awkward and super-excitable moments you've seen from ps!expunged when se does open up?
for ps!expunged: where has mister cresswell been most firm about making sure you're safe and protected?

Achromalia wrote:

reffty_gag wrote:

HOOOOLY SHEEET THAT WAS BANG 🔥🔥🔥🔥
Reminds me of some 8 bit boss battle thing

anyway, i learn to play guitar, i learn some chord and the strumming, wml

thank you as well <33 good luck with guitar!! it is very hard sometimes and you need to have good dexterity and control if you want to play certain things, but i feel like you would love making something with it so i hope you will be happy to play and grow ^^

sametdze wrote:

how am i still not on the leaderboard aint no way im still in the negatives

reffty_gag wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

thank you as well <33 good luck with guitar!! it is very hard sometimes and you need to have good dexterity and control if you want to play certain things, but i feel like you would love making something with it so i hope you will be happy to play and grow ^^

Thank you,

lostsilver wrote:

ps!bambi: "for a cute/excited moment, se once spoke to me about seir interest in axolotls. i never even knew se had that interest. but se seemed so happy about it, so i listened to sem ramble on happily about it. and for a awkward/silly moment, when se told me about ps!bendu, i asked if se told him how se felt yet. se started talking about how se hasn't and if i could end up helping. se then went on and on about how pretty he was, and how much se loves him and i sat there listening intently. i then said 'just because i'm with ambrose, doesn't mean i know how i did it.' and se started blushing more. it was cute, lol."
ps!expunged: "whenever i don't take care of myself, he makes sure i end up doing at least something that would help me physically and (maybe) mentally. and whenever we're out, he always keeps me and ps!bandu close to him and ambrose's side to make sure that we're safe, comfortable and happy. i appreciate what he does for me, and i hope someday i can end up doing the same for him."

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

ps!bambi: "for a cute/excited moment, se once spoke to me about seir interest in axolotls. i never even knew se had that interest. but se seemed so happy about it, so i listened to sem ramble on happily about it. and for a awkward/silly moment, when se told me about ps!bendu, i asked if se told him how se felt yet. se started talking about how se hasn't and if i could end up helping. se then went on and on about how pretty he was, and how much se loves him and i sat there listening intently. i then said 'just because i'm with ambrose, doesn't mean i know how i did it.' and se started blushing more. it was cute, lol."
ps!expunged: "whenever i don't take care of myself, he makes sure i end up doing at least something that would help me physically and (maybe) mentally. and whenever we're out, he always keeps me and ps!bandu close to him and ambrose's side to make sure that we're safe, comfortable and happy. i appreciate what he does for me, and i hope someday i can end up doing the same for him."

awwww ps!bendu gets some love <3 and its sweet to know ps!ex feels safe

for everyone: topic check?

Achromalia wrote:

i fell asleep... i tihnk i'll continue the qna tomorrow? idk

more progress on the head massage thingy <33

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

i fell asleep... i tihnk i'll continue the qna tomorrow? idk

okay!! also!

more progress on the head massage thingy <33

and speaking of sleep, that's what imma go do ^^ can't wait to see your response in the morning!!
the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos wish you all a good night too <33

Achromalia wrote:

i wish i understood what i wanted to do with this music... like, when i share what i make, it always feels... like some kind of thing, i'm not sure

but... idk, maybe i could show more if people like it?

westtle wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

i wish i understood what i wanted to do with this music... like, when i share what i make, it always feels... like some kind of thing, i'm not sure

but... idk, maybe i could show more if people like it?

"i like it. i can see this being used in some kind of cave/underground area in a game."

Achromalia wrote:

westtle wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

i wish i understood what i wanted to do with this music... like, when i share what i make, it always feels... like some kind of thing, i'm not sure

but... idk, maybe i could show more if people like it?

"i like it. i can see this being used in some kind of cave/underground area in a game."

i see... i can kind of imagine that <3 thank you

for ps!dave: what would you be willing to do to help the ashbluffs pursue their passions or possible careers in the future? how would you reassure them?
for ps!bambi: do you play any board games the kids? what are some funny moments you've had with them, if so?

questions remaining:

dave: "give me something cuddly about bandu and expunged."
bambi: "gimme somethin' playful 'bout ex and bandu."
expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. haywood and mr. cornwall ^^"
bandu: "gimme something silly about dave and bambi!!"

ps!expunged: "give me something random about mr. ambrose and mr. cresswell."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cuddly about mr. ambrose and mr. cresswell please!!"

bandu ashbluff wrote:

bandu: "also also!! lostie's been listening to a song called 'telephone' by lady gaga and beyonce, and she really wants to make a chart of it with ex and i (+ dave and bambi as gf) lol,,, <3"

lostsilver wrote:

i honestly really like the song, and it for some reason gives me underwater area vibes,,,

expunged: "also!! idk if you saw the thing bandu mentioned last night,, lemme quote it"

bandu ashbluff wrote:

bandu: "also also!! lostie's been listening to a song called 'telephone' by lady gaga and beyonce, and she really wants to make a chart of it with ex and i (+ dave and bambi as gf) lol,,, <3"

expunged: "lostie will be working on this + other sprites/goofy doodles <3"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

i honestly really like the song, and it for some reason gives me underwater area vibes,,,

expunged: "also!! idk if you saw the thing bandu mentioned last night,, lemme quote it"

bandu ashbluff wrote:

bandu: "also also!! lostie's been listening to a song called 'telephone' by lady gaga and beyonce, and she really wants to make a chart of it with ex and i (+ dave and bambi as gf) lol,,, <3"

expunged: "lostie will be working on this + other sprites/goofy doodles <3"

tysm :> i have some ideas for why it might sound like that, im happy to hear

i also saw it but didn't really have a response for it, it's one of many projects for things you like-- plus you already loved what gaga made, so it naturally seems like something you'd enjoy charting ^^ i dont feel anything about it myself but i wish you the best of what luck and determination can offer you

(also just realized i mixed up the family names,,,, ashbluffs were supposed to be bandellos but i didnt notice x'p)

for dave: any memories of waking up the kids for breakfast while they were cuddled together?
for bambi: what's it like to watch the kids play with each other? do they remind you of anything you were curious about?

questions remaining:

expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. haywood and mr. cornwall ^^"
bandu: "gimme something silly about dave and bambi!!"

ps!expunged: "give me something random about mr. ambrose and mr. cresswell."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cuddly about mr. ambrose and mr. cresswell please!!"

lostsilver wrote:

i will for sure give sprite/chart progress as i go!! i also made a igaku chart, and i plan on putting ps!expunged and ps!bandu over it also dw about it, i get the fam's names mixed up sometimes too lol :'>

dave: "i remember this one time where the kids had stayed up for a while in the middle of the night, but then peacefully fell asleep in eachother's arms. i took them up to their room and tucked them in so they were more comfortable. and the next morning, when i tried to wake them up for breakfast, they both just huddled under the blankets, haha! they were just like 'mmh, no... five more minutes...' it was adorable! they did end up waking up for breakfast though, hehe. <3"
bambi: "it's really cute to watch the ashbluffs run around and have fun. they honestly remind me of my dad and i when i was young... brings back so many amazing memories. <3"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

i will for sure give sprite/chart progress as i go!! i also made a igaku chart, and i plan on putting ps!expunged and ps!bandu over it also dw about it, i get the fam's names mixed up sometimes too lol :'>

dave: "i remember this one time where the kids had stayed up for a while in the middle of the night, but then peacefully fell asleep in eachother's arms. i took them up to their room and tucked them in so they were more comfortable. and the next morning, when i tried to wake them up for breakfast, they both just huddled under the blankets, haha! they were just like 'mmh, no... five more minutes...' it was adorable! they did end up waking up for breakfast though, hehe. <3"
bambi: "it's really cute to watch the ashbluffs run around and have fun. they honestly remind me of my dad and i when i was young... brings back so many amazing memories. <3"

for everyone: plans for breakfast? <333

questions remaining:

expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. haywood and mr. cornwall ^^"
bandu: "gimme something silly about dave and bambi!!"

ps!expunged: "give me something random about mr. ambrose and mr. cresswell."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cuddly about mr. ambrose and mr. cresswell please!!"

✨~massage~✨

lostsilver wrote:

dave: "well, bandu really wanted cinnamon rolls for some reason, so ex is making those."
bambi: "honestly, valid. they're really good."
expunged, yelling from the kitchen: "yeah lol. bandu really likes these things, so that's why i decided to make 'em today :>"
bandu, giggling: "mmm,,, cinnamon rolls,,,"

ps!dave: "ex said they'd make us those cinnamon rolls too, so i suppose that's what we're having, haha!"
ps!bambi: "not really a sweets guy, but meh. i'll have 'em."
ps!expunged: "maybe i'll eat one, maybe not. i don't know. we'll just have to see if my stomach would want it."
ps!bandu: "WAIT CINNAMON ROLLS??? GIMME ONE WHEN THEY'RE DONE EX!!"

expunged, yelling from the kitchen: "i will, ps!bandu!! don't worry!! there's gonna be enough for everybody, plus extras!! <33"

also!!!

✨~massage~✨

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

dave: "well, bandu really wanted cinnamon rolls for some reason, so ex is making those."
bambi: "honestly, valid. they're really good."
expunged, yelling from the kitchen: "yeah lol. bandu really likes these things, so that's why i decided to make 'em today :>"
bandu, giggling: "mmm,,, cinnamon rolls,,,"

ps!dave: "ex said they'd make us those cinnamon rolls too, so i suppose that's what we're having, haha!"
ps!bambi: "not really a sweets guy, but meh. i'll have 'em."
ps!expunged: "maybe i'll eat one, maybe not. i don't know. we'll just have to see if my stomach would want it."
ps!bandu: "WAIT CINNAMON ROLLS??? GIMME ONE WHEN THEY'RE DONE EX!!"

expunged, yelling from the kitchen: "i will, ps!bandu!! don't worry!! there's gonna be enough for everybody, plus extras!! <33"

also!!!

✨~massage~✨

waking up from sleep... i wonder what my sleep schedule even looks like at this point;; i think its like a mix of 3 hours in the late evening and then these past 3 hours of the morning so far...

massage,, cute in full color y.y

and what a busy farmhouse that is! i guess it could have a similar feeling to those extended family get-togethers... these familes would be so overwhelming for me;;

i do remember really liking cinnamon rolls though <3

for expunged: what songs from your playlists do you notice are helpful for making the dads more comfortable and cuddly with each other?
for bandu: are there any memes you know that keep dave and bambi entertained? do you have any memories of these memes helping the dads bond with each other?

questions remaining:

ps!expunged: "give me something random about mr. ambrose and mr. cresswell."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cuddly about mr. ambrose and mr. cresswell please!!"

lostsilver wrote:

hello again!! dave gives ex gentle head massage to help them sleep,,, <33

expunged: "yeah, it is kinda like extended family get-togethers hehe,,, it does get a bit overwhelming for me sometimes too ;v; but anyway... i've noticed that slow love songs (like atlantis - seafret, as the world caves in - matt maltese, and until i found you - stephen sanchez for example) that i have on my playlist get the two in a cuddly and comfy mood! they also enjoy some of the more upbeat/punk stuff i like too ^^"
bandu: "wholesome cat memes!! they like to send them to eachother sometimes hehe... like these ones for example!! first one, second one, third one, and fourth one!"

*ps!bandu sits eating zeir cinnamon roll happily, waiting for zeir question <3*

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

hello again!! dave gives ex gentle head massage to help them sleep,,, <33

expunged: "yeah, it is kinda like extended family get-togethers hehe,,, it does get a bit overwhelming for me sometimes too ;v; but anyway... i've noticed that slow love songs (like atlantis - seafret, as the world caves in - matt maltese, and until i found you - stephen sanchez for example) that i have on my playlist get the two in a cuddly and comfy mood! they also enjoy some of the more upbeat/punk stuff i like too ^^"
bandu: "wholesome cat memes!! they like to send them to eachother sometimes hehe... like these ones for example!! first one, second one, third one, and fourth one!"

*ps!bandu sits eating zeir cinnamon roll happily, waiting for zeir question <3*

for ps!expunged: have the dads ever given you souvenirs from the different places they might've been to?
for ps!bandu: coziest memory while cuddling with the dads?

lostsilver wrote:

ps!expunged: "sometimes, but it depends on if they think i'd like it. like for example, the choker i wear was from mr. ambrose. he got it while he was away visiting his brothers and thought i'd like it. i basically haven't taken it off since, haha. ^^"
ps!bandu: "mhm!! okay, so... i remember getting sick a few months ago, and i couldn't tell mr. ambrose or mr. cresswell because i was in so much pain to the point that i couldn't even speak. all i could do at that moment was just lay down, cry and wait for the pain to go away... but then to my surprise, mr. ambrose walked in to the room i was laying in and took me to the couch where him and mr. cresswell were sitting. he sat me down, grabbed me a blanket and cuddled me for a while. mr. cresswell noticed and joined in. i ended up falling asleep, and when i woke up the pain had kind of went away, and i could tell them about it. they both tried to do what they could to help me feel better, and it ended up working after many, many tries. i appreciate them for being there for me if i can't be there for myself <33"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

ps!expunged: "sometimes, but it depends on if they think i'd like it. like for example, the choker i wear was from mr. ambrose. he got it while he was away visiting his brothers and thought i'd like it. i basically haven't taken it off since, haha. ^^"

ps!bandu: "mhm!! okay, so..."

"...i remember getting sick a few months ago, and i couldn't tell mr. ambrose or mr. cresswell because i was in so much pain to the point that i couldn't even speak. all i could do at that moment was just lay down, cry and wait for the pain to go away... but then to my surprise, mr. ambrose walked in to the room i was laying in and took me to the couch where him and mr. cresswell were sitting. he sat me down, grabbed me a blanket and cuddled me for a while. mr. cresswell noticed and joined in. i ended up falling asleep, and when i woke up the pain had kind of went away, and i could tell them about it. they both tried to do what they could to help me feel better, and it ended up working after many, many tries. i appreciate them for being there for me if i can't be there for myself <33"

how sweet :'O

well, atm im listening to lectures...

for everyone: topic check?

lostsilver wrote:

dave: "give me something sleepy about the ashbluffs again, please."
bambi: "give me something silly about the ashbluffs. preferably something related to their origin forms."
expunged: "give me something sweet about mr. haywood and mr. cornwall please!"
bandu: "gimme something food related about dave and bambi <33"

ps!dave: "give me something goofy about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme something silly 'bout ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something sleepy/cuddly about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "give me something cozy about ps!expunged!!"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

dave: "give me something sleepy about the ashbluffs again, please."
bambi: "give me something silly about the ashbluffs. preferably something related to their origin forms."
expunged: "give me something sweet about mr. haywood and mr. cornwall please!"
bandu: "gimme something food related about dave and bambi <33"

ps!dave: "give me something goofy about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme something silly 'bout ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something sleepy/cuddly about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "give me something cozy about ps!expunged!!"

for dave: are there any lullabies you like to hum or sing through for the ashbluffs?
for bambi: what is a bizarrely comedic "big kids in small places (or small objects)" moment you've witnessed with the ashbluffs?

qna queue:

expunged: "give me something sweet about mr. haywood and mr. cornwall please!"
bandu: "gimme something food related about dave and bambi <33"

ps!dave: "give me something goofy about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme something silly 'bout ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something sleepy/cuddly about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "give me something cozy about ps!expunged!!"

lostsilver wrote:

dave: "i don't really know if this counts but they both really enjoy when i quietly sing/hum 'count on me' - bruno mars. especially expunged. they love when i sing that one for them and bandu, hehe. <3"
bambi: "okay, so this would be something lostie would have to draw for you to get a feel on how goofy it was, but expunged tried to fit themself into a box in their origin form a few days ago. bandu just sat there like 'how'd you do that??' and ex was just like 'well, you know what they say. if i fits, i sits.' lol."

Achromalia wrote:

for expunged: if you were going to move from the farmhouse when you got older (whether for a job you can survive on, or for real-life friends, or for travel), what items/gifts might you be willing to leave for the dads?

(optionally: would they maybe become a way to remember you? would you prefer for them to be... a way for the haywalls to be comfortable letting go and finding peace when the birds have left the nest, so to speak? or, if you believe they would already be prepared and at peace with an empty nest in that future, why do you think so?)

for bandu: what are some memorable meals you've shared with the dads? what reasons do you think are why you remember them?

qna queue:

ps!dave: "give me something goofy about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme something silly 'bout ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something sleepy/cuddly about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "give me something cozy about ps!expunged!!"

Achromalia wrote:

i appreciate the efforts made ^^ these are entirely okay answers to have, and i imagine it's hard to think too much about futures that aren't there yet or pasts that are straightforwardly simple to you... there's lots to think about, and maybe-hopefully there's lots of time to think if you ever happen to believe it's personally important :>

ex in a box...

for ps!dave: what are some more ways you've been caught off-guard by a gentle prank from mister cresswell?
for ps!bambi: a moment where you've been watching mister ambrose ramble before kissing him to get a reaction?

qna queue:

ps!expunged: "give me something sleepy/cuddly about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "give me something cozy about ps!expunged!!"

Achromalia wrote:

origin ex <3

for ps!expunged: what's something ps!bandu was trying to do while sleepy but couldn't finish before just going to rest and cuddle with you?
for ps!bandu: what are some things you get for ps!expunged in order to help sem relax?

bandu: "also!! lostie finished the goofy doodle of ex in a box!! here it is <3"

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

origin ex <3

for ps!expunged: what's something ps!bandu was trying to do while sleepy but couldn't finish before just going to rest and cuddle with you?
for ps!bandu: what are some things you get for ps!expunged in order to help sem relax?

ps!expunged: "there was this one time where ze was trying to finish a part of a game that ze had been playing for weeks, but zeir eyes were too sleepy to concentrate. ze ended up letting me try to help as ze cuddled with me to fall asleep. it was nice, hehe. <3"
ps!bandu: "a soft blanket!! i also dim the lights and/or turn the lights off so it's easier for seir brain to wind down <33"

bandu: "also!! lostie finished the goofy doodle of ex in a box!! here it is <3"

expunged: "also also! lostie's working on the sprites for that telephone - lady gaga and beyonce chart, and she'll be sharing progress, so be on the lookout <3"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

origin ex <3

for ps!expunged: what's something ps!bandu was trying to do while sleepy but couldn't finish before just going to rest and cuddle with you?
for ps!bandu: what are some things you get for ps!expunged in order to help sem relax?

ps!expunged: "there was this one time where ze was trying to finish a part of a game that ze had been playing for weeks, but zeir eyes were too sleepy to concentrate. ze ended up letting me try to help as ze cuddled with me to fall asleep. it was nice, hehe. <3"
ps!bandu: "a soft blanket!! i also dim the lights and/or turn the lights off so it's easier for seir brain to wind down <33"

bandu: "also!! lostie finished the goofy doodle of ex in a box!! here it is <3"

expunged: "also also! lostie's working on the sprites for that telephone - lady gaga and beyonce chart, and she'll be sharing progress, so be on the lookout <3"

WAIIIIIIT OKAY FOR REAL I ACTUALLY LOVE THE ORIGIN ASHBLUFFS HERE.... such precious sweethearts <3333 and i'll be here most of the time! i'll be looking out ^^

...and now!! once again!!

for everyone: topic check! :>

sametdze wrote:

pls give ppoint

lostsilver wrote:

HEHEHEHEHEB TYYY <33

dave: "give me something goofy about ambrose."
bambi: "gimme somethin' 'bout cresswell."
expunged: "give me something silly about ps!expunged ^^"
bandu: "give me something cuddly/sleepy about ps!bandu!!"

ps!dave: "give me something silly about haywood."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' random 'bout cornwall."
ps!expunged: "give me something sweet about expunged ashbluff."
ps!bandu: "gimme something playfully feral about bandu ashbluff!! <3"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

HEHEHEHEHEB TYYY <33

dave: "give me something goofy about ambrose."
bambi: "gimme somethin' 'bout cresswell."
expunged: "give me something silly about ps!expunged ^^"
bandu: "give me something cuddly/sleepy about ps!bandu!!"

ps!dave: "give me something silly about haywood."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' random 'bout cornwall."
ps!expunged: "give me something sweet about expunged ashbluff."
ps!bandu: "gimme something playfully feral about bandu ashbluff!! <3"

ok i need to eat, im gonna come back to this!! i want to try to write questions in advance but ough its hard not to be distracted

Achromalia wrote:

i ended up only getting dry cereal for now,, i couldve had some more pizza but i wanted it to last longer than just a day and a half so idk

for expunged: what's something that both you and ps!ex could get happily carried away with rambling about?
for bandu: what's the most comforting thing about cuddling with ps!bandu when going to bed?

qna queue:

dave: "give me something goofy about ambrose."
bambi: "gimme somethin' 'bout cresswell."

ps!dave: "give me something silly about haywood."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' random 'bout cornwall."
ps!expunged: "give me something sweet about expunged ashbluff."
ps!bandu: "gimme something playfully feral about bandu ashbluff!! <3"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

i ended up only getting dry cereal for now,, i couldve had some more pizza but i wanted it to last longer than just a day and a half so idk

for expunged: what's something that both you and ps!ex could get happily carried away with rambling about?
for bandu: what's the most comforting thing about cuddling with ps!bandu when going to bed?

qna queue:

dave: "give me something goofy about ambrose."
bambi: "gimme somethin' 'bout cresswell."

ps!dave: "give me something silly about haywood."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' random 'bout cornwall."
ps!expunged: "give me something sweet about expunged ashbluff."
ps!bandu: "gimme something playfully feral about bandu ashbluff!! <3"

expunged: "glad you got food!! ^^ and as for your question, we both can get happily carried away when rambling on to eachother about flowers! we both enjoy talking about them, even if it's for different reasons <3"
bandu: "hm... well, i think it's just how much ze reminds me of ex! seir pretty shy, and a teeny bit hesitant about touch sometimes, but that's the same way ex is. ze also likes to squeeze me like mr. cornwall does, and that's also very comforting for me,,, i think the only thing that weirds me out a little is the drooling, but it's okay ^^"

for ps!expunged: what is the kindest thing you currently remember expunged ashbluff doing for you? what do you wish you could do for them in return?
for ps!bandu: when are you and bandu ashbluff the most mutually excitable and chaotic together?

qna queue:

dave: "give me something goofy about ambrose."
bambi: "gimme somethin' 'bout cresswell."

ps!dave: "give me something silly about haywood."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' random 'bout cornwall."

Achromalia wrote:

now that i can totally imagine lol >:33

ok hmm this is probably the right time...

for everyone: how do u all feel and did u have food and water? stretch!! and i hope there was lots of sun for vitamin d ^^

Achromalia wrote:

fair, this seems fair...

maybe we can do all of this at once?

for bambi: what are some recent things you've been curious about regarding mister cresswell?
for ps!bambi: what are some recent things you've been curious about regarding mister cornwall?

for dave: what's a personal favorite thing to watch mister ambrose do to entertain you and your kids?
for ps!dave: what do you think is haywood's most interestingly witty quip during moments of comedy?

and finally, for everyone: topic check for tomorrow?

Achromalia wrote:

also, i sketched over a thing...

Achromalia wrote:

oop ok hi hello

what am i even doing,, i do remember to come back but i dont always remember to prepare what i want to type

i might sleep? i dont know yet

i might draw? i did this, but...

Achromalia wrote:

also, i sketched over a thing...

...it's not nearly enough to catch up with all the other thoughts i wanted to try to do, and i dont think i have energy or focus or volition for it... hmmn, a total dilemma

NicNock wrote:

something

lostsilver wrote:

i hath awoken,,, good morning everyone!!
the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too <3

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

i hath awoken,,, good morning everyone!!
the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too <3

gm!!! hello fam

just a heads up but i might not be here consistently and idk when but my body is super mad about me not sleeping yesterday.... ty for coming n i hope breakfast is good

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

i hath awoken,,, good morning everyone!!
the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too <3

gm!!! hello fam

just a heads up but i might not be here consistently and idk when but my body is super mad about me not sleeping yesterday.... ty for coming n i hope breakfast is good

you're okay!! make sure you get the rest you need, and have fun today!!
i'll be on the phone with a friend so you don't have to worry about not being here consistently, cuz i might not be either :p

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

i hath awoken,,, good morning everyone!!
the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too <3

gm!!! hello fam

just a heads up but i might not be here consistently and idk when but my body is super mad about me not sleeping yesterday.... ty for coming n i hope breakfast is good

you're okay!! make sure you get the rest you need, and have fun today!!
i'll be on the phone with a friend so you don't have to worry about not being here consistently, cuz i might not be either :p

i see!! thats ok if you do, i hope you have fun too <3 in this case it turns out i might be able to be awake for a little longer than i thought :p

i think... from the look of it, i guess my nightly sleep schedule went a little bit like this? it's not totally accurate but it represents some things maybe



i hope it'll let me be ok for the rest of the day, maybe i should hav a nap somewhere in the middle?? hmm

for everyone: food and water? making sure everyone had their breakfast and feels ok-- while the sun's out, think of getting fresh air and natural light when you're able and willing to :>

ps!bandu: "i feel good!! my tummy finally doesn't hurt "

lostsilver wrote:

dave: "give me something cuddly/cozy about the ashbluffs again."
bambi: "gimme something goofy 'bout ex and bandu's origin forms again."
expunged: "give me something cozy/cuddly about mr. haywood and mr. cornwall!! preferably something related to my origin form <3"
bandu: "gimme something playful/silly abt dave and bambi!!"

ps!dave: "give me something goofy about ps!expunged."
ps!bambi: "give me somethin' cuddly 'bout ps!bandu."
ps!expunged: "give me something sweet about mr. ambrose."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cozy about mr. cresswell please!!"

Achromalia wrote:

for ps!expunged: what was a calming and reassuring memory mister ambrose shared with you (wistfully and nostalgically) about yourself when you were younger?
for ps!bandu: do you and mister cresswell any particular preferences in common around the sights/sounds/scents/tastes/textures that soothe and ground each of you?

qna queue:

dave: "give me something cuddly/cozy about the ashbluffs again."
bambi: "gimme something goofy 'bout ex and bandu's origin forms again."
expunged: "give me something cozy/cuddly about mr. haywood and mr. cornwall!! preferably something related to my origin form <3"
bandu: "gimme something playful/silly abt dave and bambi!!"

ps!dave: "give me something goofy about ps!expunged."
ps!bambi: "give me somethin' cuddly 'bout ps!bandu."

ps!expunged: "also, lostie's working on sprites for me in a chart she made right now, so have this."

ps!expunged: "she told me to also mention that the file hosting service she normally uses isn't working right now. she said 'catbox.moe is having a hissy fit right now so i had to use ibb.co.' or something along that line. she hopes you like it. :]"