i just need someone who can criticize and acknowledge me.

Asking random people on the Internet to motivate you won't work, in my opinion. There's intrinsic motivation and extrinsic motivation. Both should exist, but your intrinsic motivation will push you further and make you stick for far longer than extrinsic motivation.

I also noticed that on your me! section, you have an image, stating that you're dumb. Alongside this post, I feel like you're struggling a bit with self-esteem. This isn't going to bring you what you want and it can make some things really, really hard. As such, please attempt to improve your self-esteem. I can't do much more than say that you seem to have some issues. You and the people around you, as few as they may be, can help you, however.

Winnyace wrote:

Asking random people on the Internet to motivate you won't work, in my opinion. There's intrinsic motivation and extrinsic motivation. Both should exist, but your intrinsic motivation will push you further and make you stick for far longer than extrinsic motivation.

I also noticed that on your me! section, you have an image, stating that you're dumb. Alongside this post, I feel like you're struggling a bit with self-esteem. This isn't going to bring you what you want and it can make some things really, really hard. As such, please attempt to improve your self-esteem. I can't do much more than say that you seem to have some issues. You and the people around you, as few as they may be, can help you, however.

bro its just so frustrating when i see that im playing so bad. And to not see improvement is just.....

I'd recommend joining your country's osu! discord. easy to meet others of a similar skill level who you can relate to.

Naiad wrote:

I'd recommend joining your country's osu! discord. easy to meet others of a similar skill level who you can relate to.

Forum thread for German Discord server if OP feels like joining: community/forums/topics/1649553?n=1

MrrkSup wrote:

Winnyace wrote:

Asking random people on the Internet to motivate you won't work, in my opinion. There's intrinsic motivation and extrinsic motivation. Both should exist, but your intrinsic motivation will push you further and make you stick for far longer than extrinsic motivation.

I also noticed that on your me! section, you have an image, stating that you're dumb. Alongside this post, I feel like you're struggling a bit with self-esteem. This isn't going to bring you what you want and it can make some things really, really hard. As such, please attempt to improve your self-esteem. I can't do much more than say that you seem to have some issues. You and the people around you, as few as they may be, can help you, however.

bro its just so frustrating when i see that im playing so bad. And to not see improvement is just.....

Please enjoy game.

i noticed that 3 of your 5 top plays are from the last week, so you're doing pretty good!! please be easier on yourself <3

You're well on your way to becoming an osu! rhythm champion!

MrrkSup wrote:

i just need someone who can criticize and acknowledge me.

Step one: Stop looking explicitly for external validation to make you feel better.

Step two: Find things about yourself (either in general or in Osu) that YOU PERSONALLY find to be proud of or as strong points. For instance, I pride myself on going for all-SS's when I play as well as the fact that currently almost all of my top plays are made of unique mod combinations. (Yes, I'm aware I'm not all-SS right now, but once I get the 100 mod combos that will be fixed). I also want to stress that this CANNOT be in comparison to anyone else. A 50pp play might be epic to a 800K player, but for me at 150K it's paltry, for instance.

Thirdly, work on improvement and stamina and on fundamentals. All your top play run the gamut from 97% S-rank to not even C-rank (and you probaly only have pp at all from those because they're 5-6* maps where a simple pass can still next you some pp), and about half of those are dt. Start playing things in the mid 3*/low 4* range where you are likely to have better accuracy and a better chance to understand how to play and what you're doing wrong, as I suspect you've likely just been spamming the keys most of the time and either get lucky on a play or have a good play purely because you grinded out knowing where to be as opposed to doing so on skill. I know everyone says 2-3*s are boring especially when they only play, like, 5*+, but that's how you get started. Sucks, but that's how it is.

Tangentally, play longer maps! Imo there's a fair bit of fun in rocking out to longer maps as you play, and it helps build stamina (from playing for longer) and consistency (you have to keep the same level of skill for a longer period of time). Short or TV Size maps can give you as instant a reinforcement as Osu can provide, sure, but it's like eating nothing but candy and expecting to be able to run a mile easily.


Lastly, plz enjoy game.

Voidedosu wrote:

MrrkSup wrote:

i just need someone who can criticize and acknowledge me.

Step one: Stop looking explicitly for external validation to make you feel better.

Step two: Find things about yourself (either in general or in Osu) that YOU PERSONALLY find to be proud of or as strong points. For instance, I pride myself on going for all-SS's when I play as well as the fact that currently almost all of my top plays are made of unique mod combinations. (Yes, I'm aware I'm not all-SS right now, but once I get the 100 mod combos that will be fixed). I also want to stress that this CANNOT be in comparison to anyone else. A 50pp play might be epic to a 800K player, but for me at 150K it's paltry, for instance.

Thirdly, work on improvement and stamina and on fundamentals. All your top play run the gamut from 97% S-rank to not even C-rank (and you probaly only have pp at all from those because they're 5-6* maps where a simple pass can still next you some pp), and about half of those are dt. Start playing things in the mid 3*/low 4* range where you are likely to have better accuracy and a better chance to understand how to play and what you're doing wrong, as I suspect you've likely just been spamming the keys most of the time and either get lucky on a play or have a good play purely because you grinded out knowing where to be as opposed to doing so on skill. I know everyone says 2-3*s are boring especially when they only play, like, 5*+, but that's how you get started. Sucks, but that's how it is.

Tangentally, play longer maps! Imo there's a fair bit of fun in rocking out to longer maps as you play, and it helps build stamina (from playing for longer) and consistency (you have to keep the same level of skill for a longer period of time). Short or TV Size maps can give you as instant a reinforcement as Osu can provide, sure, but it's like eating nothing but candy and expecting to be able to run a mile easily.


Lastly, plz enjoy game.

Thank you, Yes i know i only have TV size maps as my topplays but if you look at my most played im working on it. the only thing that is currently making me look like a button smasher is my acc. My TTFAF has 1x 500 Combo and the 600 so combined its 1,1k also im getting nervous quickly cause i want the 1k achivment.... But back to my acc. im over streaming and i almost passed Save me with 500+ combo and 82%acc i just failed in the last 10secs no joke. Im not even proud of my Topplays cause its low quality shit and bad acc... my Chasiki play was made in 4 attempts so its not attempt spamming either. but i thank you for the Critic. Last thing im currently focusing on Streaming. Im doing the khz Guide. I skipped 140-160 bpm after i talked to khz himself he said its for people that are completly new so yea... I can stream 190-200 and i fell really comfortable im just missing the Jumps and Sliders cause im Focusing on the Stream parts... Thank you for the response