B0ii wrote:
I think it was because of the potato man
ok this is going to be the last time i will talk about this.
please do not send me any DMs or messages about this situation!!
no, i did not leave because of him and
it wasn't a spur-of-the-moment decision at all. since the beginning of 2024 (and even at the end of 2023), my motivation to invest my time in the forum has fallen very low. it was the first time that i felt like this since the day i joined the game and started interacting with the community from this place. instead, i kept doing what i was good at, which was being present everywhere. several times i said to myself that i need to quit, but i also felt like it would be better to stay to see if i'd get my motivation back, which didn't really happen.
the day i deleted everything from that GD thread, i felt extremely sad that this concept, that looked pretty good, didn't make me feel like i was accomplishing anything because i was forcing myself to do something that took up a lot of my time, tired me out and didn't really make me happy. now, i no longer spend my time in the forum because i have other interests that take up my time, tire me out but at least make me happy at the end.
i know it sounds crazy from a silly goose who said she was going to beat
BanchoBot in term of posts' number or things like this, but i was mostly doing this for fun and because i like to talk to people here. my main goal was to be really active while enjoying my stay in this huge area of the website, but it seems like one of the two criteria is no longer present anymore. i know a lot of people are going to read this so whether you're very happy, quite sad or just don't care that i'm leaving, i want you to know that i'm very happy where i am right now. (and that i won't be able to read your messages anyway sorry)
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everything is alright now, but these are not farewells at all.
i'm just taking a very long break from the forum, which means that i'll still be active on osu!
i apologize for all the confusion i've caused. have a great day!