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i've never even traveled outside of my state.
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age when you first felt and recognized "love"?
i've never even traveled outside of my state.
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Also 13. Coincidence?
No. Not one bit.
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No. Not one bit.
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i don't recall. i couldn't tell who was genuine or not. it all just... happened. i moved on.
i don't think very many people actually felt i was that great of a person back then, for whatever reason. maybe i just think of myself as shitty person in general. all i had been known as in elementary, was the smart math whiz and teacher's pet that was oxymoronically idiotic beyond words.
anyhow, i do know that many of the friends i've made that i know and trust for certain were made back in what i call "hell".
the poor little middle school that us unfortunate souls stumbled into. somehow, there were some really nice students.
then i met some people. i found people i could talk to and genuinely be comfortable with, in mutual terms.
13.
funny.
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your age when you lost someone you cared for, whether by distance or by death?
i don't think very many people actually felt i was that great of a person back then, for whatever reason. maybe i just think of myself as shitty person in general. all i had been known as in elementary, was the smart math whiz and teacher's pet that was oxymoronically idiotic beyond words.
anyhow, i do know that many of the friends i've made that i know and trust for certain were made back in what i call "hell".
the poor little middle school that us unfortunate souls stumbled into. somehow, there were some really nice students.
then i met some people. i found people i could talk to and genuinely be comfortable with, in mutual terms.
13.
funny.
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your age when you lost someone you cared for, whether by distance or by death?
i'm not sure.
i can't tell whether the people i've lost and the people i've seen die were people i deeply cared for.
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i think so.
one girl. i never got to see her after elementary school. she was nice.
and another. she was polite beyond words, and mute, without words.
11.
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your age when you found out about the concept of death?
i can't tell whether the people i've lost and the people i've seen die were people i deeply cared for.
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i think so.
one girl. i never got to see her after elementary school. she was nice.
and another. she was polite beyond words, and mute, without words.
11.
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your age when you found out about the concept of death?
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age when you were first introduced to the idea of respecting your elders
age when you were first introduced to the idea of respecting your elders
i don't recall either.
i was certainly young. my dad was obsessed with the concept of obedience. he still is, all these years later.
disobedience is worthy of punishment.
or so he feels.
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your age when you first thought of dying.
i was certainly young. my dad was obsessed with the concept of obedience. he still is, all these years later.
disobedience is worthy of punishment.
or so he feels.
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your age when you first thought of dying.
7? Family member died
Your age when falling in love for the first time
Your age when falling in love for the first time
Never. I kinda fear it tbh.
You discovered a hobby you currently most enjoy.
You discovered a hobby you currently most enjoy.
5 years old.
It was when I think I played my first video game. It might've been earlier but I don't really remember.
Same question.
It was when I think I played my first video game. It might've been earlier but I don't really remember.
Same question.
It really depends on how specific you want to get. And I'm not even sure what hobby I enjoy most. Guess it's a tie between drawing and playing games. But even then it's like do I count specific games above others? And the reason I like playing games is my main drive for playing them, so should I answer that?
If the answer is art, 22. If the answer is games, 6. If the answer is being competitive, which is why I play games now and what really drives my gaming as a hobby, 12. When I discovered Osu I was like 16. League, 14. Archeblade 17, I think? Not really sure on that one. Might be 18.
Same quesh.
If the answer is art, 22. If the answer is games, 6. If the answer is being competitive, which is why I play games now and what really drives my gaming as a hobby, 12. When I discovered Osu I was like 16. League, 14. Archeblade 17, I think? Not really sure on that one. Might be 18.
Same quesh.
Hard to tell.
Music and art were never things I saw as hobbies, but they may be fairly commonly cited, so I'll go off of that.
primarily, art. i dabbled in music casually but never cared to do much with it until later on, when i was 9 or so. i then developed an affinity for it by age 12.
but art was somethin' i enjoyed and worked with for a long while, often drawing out of boredom on blank textbook and workbook pages in the middle of class while still in elementary school. i'd tear out every blank page I could. so as far as drawing, i'd say that mostly began when i was 7. the extensive variety of terrible doodles and even worse penmanship were especially memorable and indicative of a time where i just couldn't get my hands off the crayons and pencils.
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your age when you first found the internet?
Music and art were never things I saw as hobbies, but they may be fairly commonly cited, so I'll go off of that.
primarily, art. i dabbled in music casually but never cared to do much with it until later on, when i was 9 or so. i then developed an affinity for it by age 12.
but art was somethin' i enjoyed and worked with for a long while, often drawing out of boredom on blank textbook and workbook pages in the middle of class while still in elementary school. i'd tear out every blank page I could. so as far as drawing, i'd say that mostly began when i was 7. the extensive variety of terrible doodles and even worse penmanship were especially memorable and indicative of a time where i just couldn't get my hands off the crayons and pencils.
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your age when you first found the internet?
~4. I'm relatively young (13), so the internet has been out for my entire life. I remember my first memory of using the internet, and it was in my old house in Mexico, and I was sitting on my mom's lap as she explained the very basics of a PC. I was very advanced for my age at the time, so I understood it all, and ever since then, I've been addicted.
My question is a double question - your age when you found osu, and your age now?
My question is a double question - your age when you found osu, and your age now?
i'd been around 13 or so. i'm 16 as of now.
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age when you first had an interest for the arts?
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age when you first had an interest for the arts?
perhaps around the time I started high school, around 12 I would say
your age when you first developed strong hatred towards someone/something
your age when you first developed strong hatred towards someone/something
myself, i guess. 12. i got tired of myself. instead of wondering why things happened to me, i more or less became introspective and thought about how i may have affected something.
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I was maybe in 4th grade, so about 9-10, when I hated my dad. I was young and didn't know what hatred really was. I don't believe in condoning hatred anymore.
When you first had suicidal/deathly thoughts
When you first had suicidal/deathly thoughts
I don't think I ever had incredibly strong suicidal feelings. I frankly didn't care enough to kill myself.
But it'd be possible.
That was when I had been 13, 14 or so.
Now I prefer to just wait until I die, for the sake of at least being able to experience something. Life's kinda nice, even if it's terribly agonizing as well.
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But it'd be possible.
That was when I had been 13, 14 or so.
Now I prefer to just wait until I die, for the sake of at least being able to experience something. Life's kinda nice, even if it's terribly agonizing as well.
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This is quite an uncomfortable question, but I'll take it, I'm kinda bored.
I used to get them when I was really young, I'm thinking around 8, due to mental health issues.
However, now these issues are improving, I'm really optimistic about life.
Not quite used to this, but I enjoy it all the same.
Question: If you play a multiplayer card game by yourself, and a 'player' (which you play) won (meaning that all the other 'players' you play lose), did you win the card game, or did you lose it?
I used to get them when I was really young, I'm thinking around 8, due to mental health issues.
However, now these issues are improving, I'm really optimistic about life.
Not quite used to this, but I enjoy it all the same.
Question: If you play a multiplayer card game by yourself, and a 'player' (which you play) won (meaning that all the other 'players' you play lose), did you win the card game, or did you lose it?
this isn't exactly the right thread.
you might've meant to post this question in a different one.
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your age when you first won at a competitive event of sorts?
you might've meant to post this question in a different one.
N/A.
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your age when you first won at a competitive event of sorts?
My mind isn't exactly working today lmao.
I've never really taken part in competitions. GCSEs are forced, and Osu! I'm a solo player and just enjoy to see myself get better at the game.
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I've never really taken part in competitions. GCSEs are forced, and Osu! I'm a solo player and just enjoy to see myself get better at the game.
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I think I was 17.
It was only a small league high school championship.
We didn't get first place but we did managed to secure the second.
The cash that we won wasn't a huge amount but we had fun.
We spent all of it on pizzas.
Same question.
It was only a small league high school championship.
We didn't get first place but we did managed to secure the second.
The cash that we won wasn't a huge amount but we had fun.
We spent all of it on pizzas.
Same question.
When I was 14 I participated in the first robotic competition, which is a tournament where school compete for who can build the best robot in 6 week to play a certain game that changes every year. My team didn't win but we did get to the semi-final of the Montreal regional. I also participated at 15 and 16 but we didn't get past the qualification these 2 years.
Same question.
Same question.
Don't remember my exact age as it's been forever since, but I was between 6 and 9. As a kid, I was doing light athletics and our club would enter competitions sometimes, ended up getting first place during one of those. I have no idea how I won though, I was always good at running, speed and stamina, but don't remember being particularly good at the other categories. I wonder at what age kids usually start being affected by nerves / selfawareness, because I remember that back then, I was feeling as if it was any other day, no pressure, no nerves, but I also didn't understand what it meant when I won and probably didn't understand what it meant to compete, either (which is probably why I felt zero pressure and maybe gave me quite a big advantage), I was happy though since everyone from my club was happy for me, I remember that.
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I got second at a music competition thing. If you're asking for first, I won a math thing when I was 11.
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I got second at a music competition thing. If you're asking for first, I won a math thing when I was 11.
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Playing in an Archeblade tournament. Was so much fun. I had a blast.
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Went to wake up my brother and he hugged me. It's something simple, but made me pretty happy and I like to remember it. I have many little memories like that.
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I don't recall, sadly.
I was energetic back then, but was never much of happy person.
But I'll share some pleasant memories that stand out:
Staying up all night and watching the summer sunrise when I was 11.
Playing piano and sharing art with my middle school crush at 13.
Discovering and listening to a huge amount of new genres in music at 13.
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I was energetic back then, but was never much of happy person.
But I'll share some pleasant memories that stand out:
Staying up all night and watching the summer sunrise when I was 11.
Playing piano and sharing art with my middle school crush at 13.
Discovering and listening to a huge amount of new genres in music at 13.
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I think I was 13-14. A sorrowful yet happy memory, as it was the first time in my life I felt free and not bound by responsibilities and expectations. Sorrowful, because the person who made it possible moved away and we never got to truly say goodbye.
You realized your purpose in life
You realized your purpose in life
Ah... I don't really recall when I decided all of reality was a pretty subjective thing. It was a slow process that probably took from the age of... 17 to like 20? I don't know. But that was kind of when I decided what my purpose was.
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no real answer, i guess.
i just kinda move on without any particular purpose to live. i don't care to die, primarily. i feel i have no good reason to die other than relieve others of the burdens i weigh on them.
as pointless as life seems to me, death would be equally as pointless.
i just want to see what i can do and create. maybe it'll be nice. perhaps i'll actually enjoy what i wind up making, and i could actually manage something decent.
otherwise, i'll just live it out to the end to see what happens.
if i die, i suppose i don't really care. i'm dead, so i'd be incapable of doing so.
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SQ. it's an interesting one, perhaps someone believes they do have a purpose. an intriguing position being that you can make your own purpose in life, that it's not necessarily to be realized, rather, just something you make of it on your own terms.
i just kinda move on without any particular purpose to live. i don't care to die, primarily. i feel i have no good reason to die other than relieve others of the burdens i weigh on them.
as pointless as life seems to me, death would be equally as pointless.
i just want to see what i can do and create. maybe it'll be nice. perhaps i'll actually enjoy what i wind up making, and i could actually manage something decent.
otherwise, i'll just live it out to the end to see what happens.
if i die, i suppose i don't really care. i'm dead, so i'd be incapable of doing so.
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SQ. it's an interesting one, perhaps someone believes they do have a purpose. an intriguing position being that you can make your own purpose in life, that it's not necessarily to be realized, rather, just something you make of it on your own terms.
I am not sure but ever since I was 16 (am 18 now) I have been starting to think about myself and this thinking brang me to the realization that there is no absolute purpose in life and that life simply cannot have an absolute purpose if you believe that we are just some organism that semi-randomly evolved into the human kind. The only way for your life to have a purpose is if you decide to give yourself one but we aren't born with one.
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Probably when I was 22 or 23. Around that time a close friend told me that he views his time spent as meaningful as long as he's enjoying himself. I've been going through a lot of hardships and setbacks and still am, so I've often felt depressed, thinking about how I get older and older without much real progress in life, so that view helps me quite a bit, as long as I'm having fun and enjoying my time, I haven't "wasted it". I guess you can always set goals that you want to achieve and you can make accomplishments, but at the end of the day, all of that turns into a memory the second it's gone past, after that, the only thing that is left is how you feel. If you enjoy thinking back and can draw continuous happiness from past achievements, that's great and gives them more meaning (from my perspective), otherwise they'd just be time killed and you could have done litereally anything else, too, unless it of course affects your future in a physical way, too, such as a better job, a relationship, etc.
Here's the twist though, I do think everyone has one general purpose and it is meaningful, which is to leave something behind for future generations. You're born into a family with infrastructure, set up by your peers and are able to enjoy your life thanks to their prior and continuous work, I think it's only fair to not waste their efforts and ensure that your future generations (your own offspring maybe even) can have the same, or an even better start into their life than yours.
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Here's the twist though, I do think everyone has one general purpose and it is meaningful, which is to leave something behind for future generations. You're born into a family with infrastructure, set up by your peers and are able to enjoy your life thanks to their prior and continuous work, I think it's only fair to not waste their efforts and ensure that your future generations (your own offspring maybe even) can have the same, or an even better start into their life than yours.
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I haven't found it yet so I don't have an age for that
When you dumped someone?
When you dumped someone?
like just droped a person out of my life 18 or broke off a relationship 16.
when you tried and succeed to cook a meal (not out of a box or a sandwich) ?
when you tried and succeed to cook a meal (not out of a box or a sandwich) ?
I was cooking shit when I was 11
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When you found the thing you love doing right now in your life
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When you found the thing you love doing right now in your life
3 years old me found himself hooked with video games
When you first got hit on the face by a ball
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When you first got hit on the face by a ball
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when i FIRST got hit in the face, or LAST?
first, i have no idea, but i think i got smacked the fuck out by this one ball a few months ago at school.
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first, i have no idea, but i think i got smacked the fuck out by this one ball a few months ago at school.
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When you first entered a competition on a national or state level? I've participated in national mathematical olympiads since I was 11.
When you first entered a competition on a national or state level? I've participated in national mathematical olympiads since I was 11.
never, always lost on regional level :c
age you first donated to someone or something
age you first donated to someone or something
shit, i don't really remember, i was fairly young though. i recall at some point wanting to put in some coins in the coin boxes at the cash register in stores, as well as that one spiral funnel coin game at a Walmart my family drove to frequently back then. i think it was sometime from 5-7.
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age when you first started cringing at your old behavior and actions in the past.
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age when you first started cringing at your old behavior and actions in the past.
About 8-9. I did some stupid shit when I was young
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the same age I did said actions so basically every year
but more so when I entered high school, so 13 I guess
the first time you didn't have a proper celebration for your birthday. for me, just this year actually, I told my parents birthday parties were for kids and I didn't want one.
but more so when I entered high school, so 13 I guess
the first time you didn't have a proper celebration for your birthday. for me, just this year actually, I told my parents birthday parties were for kids and I didn't want one.
I can't really remember, I haven't had any close relationship with any friend since primary school so I was at least 11 when I stopped having birtday party. I still had some small party with my family but that's about it. I think I have stopped doing anything at all at around 16.
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Don’t really remember but I know that I stopped celebrating my birthday at age 15
First time you try Asian food (if you’re in the west) / Western food (if you’re in the east)
First time you try Asian food (if you’re in the west) / Western food (if you’re in the east)
I don't really remember. I was quite young back then. If my memories didn't fail me, then it was either pizza or risotto.
I can't remember when though.
Same question.
I can't remember when though.
Same question.
i eat my first hamburger last year,that time i was 17
same question
same question
Uhh I believe at a Chinese restaurant when I was very young (5-6)
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mcdonalds is kind of everywhere here, so i mustve been 3 or 4 when i ate fast food
your age when you first gave someone a birthday present
your age when you first gave someone a birthday present
I think 5
How old were you when you got your first parttime job?
How old were you when you got your first parttime job?
I was 17.
Same question.
Same question.
I was 15 but the job I was doing wasn't serious at all so I personally wouldn't call it a job. Without counting that job it would be 16.
First time you suffered a tragedy?
First time you suffered a tragedy?
i don't recall, i was fairly young.
it was either the time i nearly suffocated to death, or that time i had some sort of heat stroke.
i was somewhere between 3-5? not sure.
scary stuff. me and death? we've had history.
i guess it's more or less a situation that could've been tragic, but it's not all too far off, i think.
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it was either the time i nearly suffocated to death, or that time i had some sort of heat stroke.
i was somewhere between 3-5? not sure.
scary stuff. me and death? we've had history.
i guess it's more or less a situation that could've been tragic, but it's not all too far off, i think.
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When I was in grade 3. I remembered my relatives came to my house and beat up my dad. He then left our house and a few weeks later divorced with my mom
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12, when our maid had to return home on short notice, i missed her a lot
your age when you learned about your favorite law in physics
mine was just this year so far about hydraulics because I can use a small force to create a large one with it
your age when you learned about your favorite law in physics
mine was just this year so far about hydraulics because I can use a small force to create a large one with it
N/A. i haven't had a Physics class yet, sadly.
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your age when you first realized your personal reasons to live.
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your age when you first realized your personal reasons to live.
24
your age when the tips touched
your age when the tips touched
19
Your age when you first traveled outside your country.
Your age when you first traveled outside your country.
6
i used nintendo wifi connect to play new super mario bros 2 with some kid when i went to go get an id somewhere
your age when you first heard about jetix becoming disney xd
i used nintendo wifi connect to play new super mario bros 2 with some kid when i went to go get an id somewhere
your age when you first heard about jetix becoming disney xd
I don't know what either of those are.
The age you discovered your current favourite music genre.
The age you discovered your current favourite music genre.
I don't really only have one favorite music genre so I can't pinpoint it to a single age.
I'll say 16 since it's the year that I first started to listen to music. Since then I pretty much found a new music genre that I loved every year, all of which I never stopped listening to.
Your age when you first discovered a passion.
I'll say 16 since it's the year that I first started to listen to music. Since then I pretty much found a new music genre that I loved every year, all of which I never stopped listening to.
Your age when you first discovered a passion.
i've yet to discover one.
your age when you learned a different language (if at all)
your age when you learned a different language (if at all)
I was 5.
Same question.
Same question.
I've been learning english at school since my childhood so probably around 5. However, when I was younger I didn't care about learning english as I thought it was useless (yes I really do want to punch my past self in the face) and I only started to seriously learn it at 16 years old.
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I've been learning French since I was probably 8. However, I didn't take it seriously until I turned 14.
I've stopped learning it 3 months ago, in order to focus on college. 3 A levels and a fast track GCSE.. And I was moved onto one of these A levels pretty late, so I'm trying to catch up with that one... And, while doing A level maths, I found out that I actually missed a lot of GCSE material (makes sense, being in a mostly foundation classroom at secondary school) so I have to learn that AND the new material which I don't understand due to a lack of lower-level skill (how the hell did I achieve a 6/B in GCSE?).
I'm trying to get back to learning languages, just as something casual. Languages are something I am passionate about. I'm currently learning quite a lot of Turkish, as well as some French and Spanish (so far, my Spanish lessons are simple, so I know the French words by heart and therefore don't get really confused). Might do Japanese again, too.
You see, I usually play Osu! while 'on break', I guess. So I could easily take that time and turn it into time for language studying, and still play Osu!.
Idk, now I'm very confused with myself.
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I've stopped learning it 3 months ago, in order to focus on college. 3 A levels and a fast track GCSE.. And I was moved onto one of these A levels pretty late, so I'm trying to catch up with that one... And, while doing A level maths, I found out that I actually missed a lot of GCSE material (makes sense, being in a mostly foundation classroom at secondary school) so I have to learn that AND the new material which I don't understand due to a lack of lower-level skill (how the hell did I achieve a 6/B in GCSE?).
I'm trying to get back to learning languages, just as something casual. Languages are something I am passionate about. I'm currently learning quite a lot of Turkish, as well as some French and Spanish (so far, my Spanish lessons are simple, so I know the French words by heart and therefore don't get really confused). Might do Japanese again, too.
You see, I usually play Osu! while 'on break', I guess. So I could easily take that time and turn it into time for language studying, and still play Osu!.
Idk, now I'm very confused with myself.
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well uh...
my dad tried to teach me some tongan when i was 9, but they were mostly insults you could bark at people. though he made a powerpoint, so i don't think he was thinking straight.
my second language attempt was some spanish, which indirectly turned into latin because of the class i was taking, both of which i immediately forgot the next year. (though i remember signing up for japanese that year...)
in the same year, i began to learn hawaiian as part of my hawaiian social studies class (since i was still living in hawaii at the time). i remember some songs, but that's about it. just songs that i sang to myself repeatedly in the shower.
but recently (more like in the 8th grade), i started to invest myself into learning japanese, since one of my friends wanted to see if i actually knew my japanese. of course i only knew some, and used google translate for the rest of the stuff that i didn't know (stupid me). so for the past 4 years (almost 5), i've been studying japanese extensively; to the point where i can read some tweets that're in japanese.
sq since i'm too lazy to think up another one zzz
my dad tried to teach me some tongan when i was 9, but they were mostly insults you could bark at people. though he made a powerpoint, so i don't think he was thinking straight.
my second language attempt was some spanish, which indirectly turned into latin because of the class i was taking, both of which i immediately forgot the next year. (though i remember signing up for japanese that year...)
in the same year, i began to learn hawaiian as part of my hawaiian social studies class (since i was still living in hawaii at the time). i remember some songs, but that's about it. just songs that i sang to myself repeatedly in the shower.
but recently (more like in the 8th grade), i started to invest myself into learning japanese, since one of my friends wanted to see if i actually knew my japanese. of course i only knew some, and used google translate for the rest of the stuff that i didn't know (stupid me). so for the past 4 years (almost 5), i've been studying japanese extensively; to the point where i can read some tweets that're in japanese.
sq since i'm too lazy to think up another one zzz
When I was 5, I remember our kindergaten used to teach us how to speak English
Your age when you first travel abroad
Your age when you first travel abroad
I was probably 16 or 17. I went to new york in a school trip. This experience kinda taught me that I didn't like large crowded city.
Your age when you lost your youthfull naivity.
Your age when you lost your youthfull naivity.
I don't know. I'm not sure if I've lost it or not.
I still feel like a naive fool most of the times.
I guess I will never lose it but rather I will just grow more and more cynical.
Same question.
I still feel like a naive fool most of the times.
I guess I will never lose it but rather I will just grow more and more cynical.
Same question.
i hate my old posts
never; i'm still as naive as i was 11 years ago -u-'
your age when you first played a video game
your age when you first played a video game
like 3 years old with the leappad . .. .
But for real game I remember (and still play) Terraria
i'm young .. .
But for real game I remember (and still play) Terraria
i'm young .. .
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same question, then, i presume?
alright.
i think i might've been 4 or 5? i don't know what i actually played, but i know my dad played Diablo and Starcraft when I was young, and I got to play them both around that age at some point.
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your age when you read this post.
same question, then, i presume?
alright.
i think i might've been 4 or 5? i don't know what i actually played, but i know my dad played Diablo and Starcraft when I was young, and I got to play them both around that age at some point.
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your age when you read this post.
18 lol
Your age upon realizing you have really changed as a person?
Your age upon realizing you have really changed as a person?
the biggest change as of yet occurred when i was 13. i shifted from optimism and boundless energy, incredible work ethic and intelligence, to a husk of lethargic and depressive apathy and cynicism, and became an asocial and insufferable fuck-up in school and in life in general. i still have some of these traits to a lesser degree these days.
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your age when you read this post.
19
Same question.
Same question.
Late 15 years old.
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16 years and 7 months since death.
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same question.
16 (edit:) years and 234 days since entrance upon this reality.
your age when you first had a crush
your age when you first had a crush
13, or so. the first real crush i had, as far as i'm aware.
she's about 2 years older than myself, and had a this kind of radiant optimism that dwarfed my nihilistic aura.
she's an artist, primarily, but she can play the piano, ukulele, and ocarina, without much trouble. nowadays, she's able to work with digital art and animation fairly well. goddamn, playing the piano was fun around her. she also is likely one of the reasons i'm still alive, as she was one of the people that kept me clinging to life to see what it'd offer.
we're still distant friends as of now, but yeah. unsure if i'm entirely over it, but i'm fine with things as they are, although it would've been amazing had something actually happened, but my depressive, nihilistic, and clingy nature probably 100% creeped her out, i'd imagine. she knows of how i felt back then by now, but not much can be done.
now, we're mostly just creative people that check in on each other to see what we've made and compliment each other's work. we can enjoy each other's company, and considering the experience when i attended her post-grad party several months ago, it seems like i'm still particularly awkward around her, as always. the only person i've felt the most awkward and pleasant around. i don't think i'll ever have that again in my life.
alas.
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same question.
she's about 2 years older than myself, and had a this kind of radiant optimism that dwarfed my nihilistic aura.
she's an artist, primarily, but she can play the piano, ukulele, and ocarina, without much trouble. nowadays, she's able to work with digital art and animation fairly well. goddamn, playing the piano was fun around her. she also is likely one of the reasons i'm still alive, as she was one of the people that kept me clinging to life to see what it'd offer.
we're still distant friends as of now, but yeah. unsure if i'm entirely over it, but i'm fine with things as they are, although it would've been amazing had something actually happened, but my depressive, nihilistic, and clingy nature probably 100% creeped her out, i'd imagine. she knows of how i felt back then by now, but not much can be done.
now, we're mostly just creative people that check in on each other to see what we've made and compliment each other's work. we can enjoy each other's company, and considering the experience when i attended her post-grad party several months ago, it seems like i'm still particularly awkward around her, as always. the only person i've felt the most awkward and pleasant around. i don't think i'll ever have that again in my life.
alas.
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same question.
Is it weird that I've never had a crush before?
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5
yes.
Your age when you first have a phone?
yes.
Your age when you first have a phone?
15.
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your age when you last had every single strand of hope for something you aimed to do torn out despite the most immense effort and time you've invested in it?
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your age when you last had every single strand of hope for something you aimed to do torn out despite the most immense effort and time you've invested in it?
literally today, so...
16 years and 237 days.
your age when you first gave up on something
16 years and 237 days.
your age when you first gave up on something
dont think i can remember, but probably a really young age for something small (like maybe trying to reach for something idk)
age you got your first pc/laptop?
age you got your first pc/laptop?
somewhere around 5 or 6, i think.
i distinctly remember Diablo and Starcraft 1 + SC1:BW.
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your age when you first discovered the concept of porn in general?
i distinctly remember Diablo and Starcraft 1 + SC1:BW.
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your age when you first discovered the concept of porn in general?
I don't really remember. I learned about it quite young, I'd say maybe around 12 but I started to actually comprehend what it was at around age 15.
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Your age when you first watched a show/series that has been very important to your growth.
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Your age when you first watched a show/series that has been very important to your growth.
I mean childhood show is always important for your growth so maybe 2. Doraemon was my thing back then and it really develops my personality a lot
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NOVA and Nature were fucking awesome. they helped me develop my inquisitive nature about all things scientific, and eventually, all things in general. i got to exercise my mind with different ideas of how things work through the lens of astrophysics and such, and ended up talking to my dad about quasars, different kinds of stars, and gravitational singularities by age 6. those times were fun.
i still love it, but it's just not in my immediate scope of interests. i might come around to watch more someday.
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i still love it, but it's just not in my immediate scope of interests. i might come around to watch more someday.
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Achromalia wrote:
your age when you first discovered the concept of porn in general?
10 - thanks, sex ed
your age when you first learned about events in other countries
your age when you first learned about events in other countries
I don't know, probably around 15-16 years old since that's when I started to use the internet more intensively.
Your age when you first decided to work-out outside of school.
Your age when you first decided to work-out outside of school.
n/a. i don't believe i've really "worked out" anywhere outside of mandatory school programs through classes like PE.
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your age when you first used a desktop or laptop computer.
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your age when you first used a desktop or laptop computer.