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45Traeath
I should stop playing with timing or I could get a score on the "Latest Performances" section...


It's a "2x Miss + EZ", but I don't want to see my amount of S and whatever other stuff changing ( . .)
z0z
final exams done
vinnicci
postponing plans again
Tad Fibonacci
Laid out some baits for the woodworms.

I suppose it's better than burning the house down to get rid of them.
Ender Lain
I typed "fridgebro" on Google Search....and I'm still regretting it

https://m.imgur.com/gallery/8oUcJfX
Warning: Graphic Content
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I saw someone posted a link about fridgebro, clicked it, and I’m still regretting it
45Traeath
I don't get it, it's just being plain disgusting......

Or is it because it's "to an extreme extent".
samX500
I just received a new mouse along with a mousepad because my old mouse was starting to die. I tried it out and it's much smaller and lighter and is also more sensitive so I'll have to get used to it. I can only hardly play easy 3.5* map with it right now.
Meah
Disappointed but satisfied
Kyomaku
Reached the newest chapter of Solo Leveling. Holy shit that manga is fun to read.
Meah

Kyomaku wrote:

Reached the newest chapter of Solo Leveling. Holy shit that manga is fun to read.
Issekai?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
More like fantasy but ok

Manhwa pacing is so slooooooooow
Carmlillball
I've spent 2 hours straight playing online card games?
Woah..
Nate Bait
Latest statuses:

> osu!: Updated a beatmap project
> IRL: Just ate KFC
samX500
After a few weeks of lazy iddleness I finaly got off my butt and got a job for the summer. The manager just called and told me I could start on monday no question whatsover.
Tad Fibonacci
I feel so light headed.
Like how I'd feel like after a rollercoaster ride.
I feel like puking.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I feel the same.

Maybe it is not a good idea to stay up at 4:36 am
Meah
Meah

My brain is gonna explode soon
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Just went to a bar for the first time since someone invited me. Feeling nauseating and a bit drunk rn. Fully regret mode activate
Tad Fibonacci
AAAARRRRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH MY HEAD

IT HURTS
45Traeath


I wonder who reviews my s*it.
Meah
Rest rest rest, studying sucks
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
It is raining so heavily here that you can't see shit outside
ERA Puzzle

samX500 wrote:

After a few weeks of lazy iddleness I finaly got off my butt and got a job for the summer. The manager just called and told me I could start on monday no question whatsover.

Good luck with the job


Uhhh... I've been gone from here for like 2 or 3 weeks.

I dont really know what happened. I just got hit by a wave of depression. There was a pretty clear catalyst, but I've gotten over that and I cant for the life of me figure out why Im still depressed. So that's why I've been gone. Havent had the energy to post here or anything because of it. I feel really awful and I dont even know why. I'm trying to fight it or something, which is why I'm posting here. Maybe I can figure out a way to stop feeling miserable. Hope everyone else is doing better than I am. That's my status.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Hope everything is fine with your life. Everytime I want to relieve my depression, I go BS online so maybe that would help.

OT: After the rain, the weather it so nice. Can't believe the weather could be this nice after days of burning temperature

Edit: A fish bone got stuck in my throat. Send help
Meah
Thirst
vinnicci
steam sale
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Holy shit thx for reminding me

OT: I can feel every inch of my body hurting like crazy. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Westonini
I finally finished with this one game jam project i was workin on. The jam was between June 11 - June 23rd and I technically missed the deadline for the jam but... we don't talk about that. The theme that the Game Jam provided was "Crafting", since the jam itself was called Jamcraft 3, and the optional theme was "Dark". Everyday for the past week and a half or so I've woken up, worked on the game, went to bed, repeat. It was fun but I'm super fucking relieved that it's finished.

I'll leave the link here if you wanna try it out. Tell me what you think, no matter how harsh or critical it may or may not be.

https://westonini.itch.io/dreadworks

I used a video game name generator for the name
ERA Puzzle

Westonini wrote:

I finally finished with this one game jam project i was workin on. The jam was between June 11 - June 23rd and I technically missed the deadline for the jam but... we don't talk about that. The theme that the Game Jam provided was "Crafting", since the jam itself was called Jamcraft 3, and the optional theme was "Dark". Everyday for the past week and a half or so I've woken up, worked on the game, went to bed, repeat. It was fun but I'm super fucking relieved that it's finished.

I'll leave the link here if you wanna try it out. Tell me what you think, no matter how harsh or critical it may or may not be.

https://westonini.itch.io/dreadworks

I used a video game name generator for the name

I don't really have time to play it right now but from the screenshots you have set up it looks interesting. Kind of want to play it but it'll be hard to find the time until the weekend. Hopefully I don't forget
45Traeath

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH wrote:

OT: I can feel every inch of my body hurting like crazy. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Yo, you alright?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

45Traeath wrote:

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH wrote:

OT: I can feel every inch of my body hurting like crazy. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Yo, you alright?


Actually no, and it hurts even more now. Working out after days of neet lifestyle really hurt
Carmlillball
(14:44 status) Ate eat way too much today and it's not even dinner time yet. I had crisps because I didn't expect any of this and I barely touched dinner yesterday, my dad decided to buy me a sausage roll so I had to eat that, and my mum decided to buy me two cinnamon roll deserts which go out of date tomorrow. Feeling guilty and ashamed as Hell and definitely going outside for a walk or on the trampoline. Though I feel ill from eating so much.

At least I can have a salad for dinner tomorrow.
Meah
Anime
45Traeath
One mosquito dead in the morning...
The EARLY, morning...
(Bit before 06:21AM.)
Ashton
VERY BAD DAY TODAY IM SO UPSET.
Westonini
hed hurt

edit: dying
Tad Fibonacci
Fucking hell, just when I thought I've dealt with the things that are falling apart in my house. Guess what, more shit just got broken again.

I just went back home from work and all of a sudden, there's no electricity.
So I had to call an electrician to fix it.
I had to sit in a dark room, without any fans or AC to wait for him to come.
But at least I could wash my fucking face right? No of course not!
The water is out too.
The fucking water pump fucking broke down.

Fucking shit.
Fuck.
I hate my life.
ERA Puzzle

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

Fucking hell, just when I thought I've dealt with the things that are falling apart in my house. Guess what, more shit just got broken again.

I just went back home from work and all of a sudden, there's no electricity.
So I had to call an electrician to fix it.
I had to sit in a dark room, without any fans or AC to wait for him to come.
But at least I could wash my fucking face right? No of course not!
The water is out too.
The fucking water pump fucking broke down.

Fucking shit.
Fuck.
I hate my life.

What the hell, that sounds awful. Do you live in like - a nice area? Or kinda not so good?
Tad Fibonacci
I live in a decent area but for some reason everything in my house just decides to break. It's just bad luck I guess.
ERA Puzzle
Damn. Feelsbadman. Hopefully this is the end of it.
Ashton
Meh
samX500
There has been a ton of lightning strike today, I can remember seeing and hearing some from probabaly 5 pm and now it's 11:30 pm and I can see one every minute or so. At least I am far away from them so it's not too frightening but I can't imagine what it must be like having such frequent lightning strike right next to your home.
Meah
Looking for good anime series
captainmilk
Status: little stress with an issue happening in a discord server, and as a "staff member" I'm the only one who cares enough to do anything about it. But it's difficult to even do something.
Also trying to think of more things to add to my userpage to make it interesting
Westonini

Rebmare wrote:

Status: little stress with an issue happening in a discord server, and as a "staff member" I'm the only one who cares enough to do anything about it. But it's difficult to even do something.


Well doing something is normally better than doing nothin. I'm sure there's at least some people there that appreciate that you're trying.

Rebmare wrote:

Also trying to think of more things to add to my userpage to make it interesting


I see a lot of people putting osu milestones and goals on their page, like "Best Rank: 20,000" or "First time beating a 6-star map", etc. Dunno, just a suggestion. It could be a fun little thing to do. Just check out what other people have and maybe you could steal get new ideas.

Ay just look at my amazing userpage

- - -

OT: finally got some free time to fuck around and do practically nothing. hell ye. i mean i like doin productive stuff cuz otherwise if i go too long without doing anything i start to feel sorta useless and sad, but it was just non-stop for a while and i needed a break.
Isshiki Kaname
Welp. Chitoge avatar picture now. I remember being obsessed with her in 2015. Not so much anymore tbh, plus I reconsidered my tsun tastes in that time span too.
45Traeath
Tad Fibonacci
Oh shit it's 4 am already.
Meah
Love sleeping during rainy days
Aiseca
New avatar.
Probably changing my behaviour in the forums to match the avatar.
Carmlillball
2nd of July is tomorrow.

For once, I'm trying not to reveal too much here.

I'm prepared to have remembered something wrong.
If not, I'm kinda nervous, but also happy.
She wont message me immediately on that day, surely? I don't know. I don't know anything anymore. These past few weeks have been pure confusion.
Meah
Physically drained
ERA Puzzle
Taking a hiatus from posting on OT. I dont think I really have the time to continue playing investigative journalist. Also lacking a bit of energy today.
Tad Fibonacci
Already missed Puzzle on OT.
Meah
Will be physically drained part 2
45Traeath
I'm trying to figure out how the transfert does not work.




Don't tell me to get a hard-disk or a better USB, I'm not going through that.
vinnicci
friday night, marathon night
45Traeath
I think I'm getting bitten by bed bugs...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I just deleted a section in my map and now I have to remap it again...


FUCK
Westonini
Trying to learn some music theory. At least the basic fundamentals for now anyways.

I've been messing around in LMMS for a few days now and been having fun with it, but I figure I could improve greatly with some music theory knowledge. Since I've come to understand how to use LMMS I can actually put what I'm learning into practice in the program, which is helpful to understanding what the fuck they're talking about. I'm on break with a lot of free time right now so I'm just tryna hone some old skills while forming new ones.

I should probably have a job right now but we don't talk about that
Meah
21-7, 12-21, 21-15
Lost to my 30 year old aunt on a table tennis match. Been 5 years tho since I've last played
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I just stayed on a car for 2 hours without my phone waiting for someone. Kill me
GSG95
Like I suspected, I've grown up to become trash and a disappointment to my parents. I'd better take myself out soon.
Tad Fibonacci

GSG95 wrote:

Like I suspected, I've grown up to become trash and a disappointment to my parents. I'd better take myself out soon.
I don't know what caused you to come to that conclusion and I won't pretend to know.
But I do understand that life can sometimes be depressing. You're fine, you can get through it!
If you hate yourself then go work on yourself enough so that you can learn to appreciate yourself.
If you hate being "trash" and "a disappointment" to your parents then work on yourself to change that.
Life isn't about how hard you hit, it's about how much will you be able to get hit and still get back up.
Being alive alone is pretty much a constant stream of embarrassment, what matters is that you can overcome it.

Sorry if all this may sounds a bit cheesy. But I think that your parents would be truly disappointed if you decides give up on yourself.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

GSG95 wrote:

Like I suspected, I've grown up to become trash and a disappointment to my parents. I'd better take myself out soon.


I don’t know much about you or your situation right now and tbh, I can’t give you a solution to your problem at this moment but remember, even though we are internet strangers, there are people on OT who is willing to hear you out, understand and support you so please give it a try. For now, try to brighten up your mood with some good food and some good laugh on the internet. Here is one that always make me laugh whenever I look at it



Another edit: Or some good uplifting music that would cheer you up
Husa
staying wawake
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Just plucked off my first ever white hair. I feel sad
Meah

Still remembered how to play
Plini
MY AVATAR TASTES DONT DEFINE MY GENRE
45Traeath
I'm telling myself to go to sleep, but it took a whole 12mins.

I'm turning the PC off now.

----------------

A new morning...
I found the author of some memes involving Azunyan... I think.
keremaru
got an ss, and it's not the 100% one
45Traeath
First thing in the morning: get mad because of either the big brother's or the father's "oversimplist" way of...... "Personal space structuration".
Or in other words, one of them messed with my things.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Our family just went crazy because of a big ass cockroach that can fly. We managed to kill it tho... but at what cost?
Ender Lain
finally, 2kGS

samX500
Found out that one of my coworker is an osu! player and an even greater weeb than I am. Though I ain't sure why he was so surprised by the fact that I knew Cookiezi after I told him I play osu!.
45Traeath

samX500 wrote:

...

Maybe he misunderstood it as "knowing personally/being friends with".
At least, that's a way for me to understand this sentence the way you've written.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Just finish reading “Good Night World”. Kinda give me Kokkoku vibe but overall a pretty good manga
Serraionga
Status: just got into a new collab so I'll probably be posting a lot... FG sure brings me back!
45Traeath
Sh!t, Dood.
Free play time of "Disgaea 5".
Cahyono29
changing name feels good
Carmlillball
After some time hidden, I'll try to live again. :)

Not much has progressed, and I doubt it ever will. I don't have the heart and the right time will never come. For now, I'll enjoy everything as much as possible and stop being so damn angry at myself. Especially with everything which will be going on in the future.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
It feels so good when you find out a game that you used to play a lot during childhood but can't seem to remember the name
Isshiki Kaname
I got the funniest collab lmao
KemZii
same
Carmlillball
Woke at 5, eating butter candies (the best!). Yesterday, I shared some positive news to a friend, so I'm waiting eagerly for her to reply! Trying to start being productive, instead of just doing nothing. I need to learn to get motivation for myself instead of only doing stuff because I feel forced to by others.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH wrote:

It feels so good when you find out a game that you used to play a lot during childhood but can't seem to remember the name


Yes, very good! :)
Hawnta
around 1/3 done timing this song. looking forward to actually mapping it cos i think its gonna be real fun
Tad Fibonacci
Feeling bothered about AHHHH's signature because this is what it does to the old forums:

https://imgur.com/Wp8bZpQ
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

Feeling bothered about AHHHH's signature because this is what it does to the old forums:

https://imgur.com/Wp8bZpQ


Oh gosh that”s annoying. Lemme fix it
samX500
are you kidding me? I just updated the emergency thread about your signature breaking the wall of the old forums. Do I look silly now.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Yes
samX500
*sigh*
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Not anymore
Westonini
ay lmao
Meah
booooooorrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed
payney
got to submit scores today for the first time in months B)
keremaru
back to good level of mania accuracy, working on that first before i get back into ctb and taiko, then next stop is standard
45Traeath
My mental health might get astonishingly better.
Found an item that can give me (probably more than) a bit of peace of mind.

For the moment, I feel more motivated, alive, like I won't be giving up easily yet.
pentaqola
feeling kind of sick right now... probably because i dipped my feet in water yesterday unfortunately due to bad weather...

its just the common colds with a mix of cough, so nothing much for me to worry about... glad i didn't get leptospirosis, hopefully...
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