I'm likely the latter, except I don't think you'd have to be necessarily intelligent to be absolutely horrid in socializing. Practically anyone can have that issue, as it's quite common.
Also, the latter doesn't imply how weak I'd be, so I'm likely going to stay as physically weak as I am.
So yeah, not a whole lot of change.
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Be 17, living with divorced and physically separated parents, frequently moving between each of them every week while being beaten constantly by both of them and hospitalized, or be 15, living without a home, on the streets, and have a single parent who makes poor financial decisions?