11:06PM
thinkin bout
sasuke.......
thinkin bout
sasuke.......
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charamaru wrote:
11:06PM
thinkin bout
sasuke.......
Why tho
1007
I
I dont understand
Its 10:14 and Char is scaring me-
I dont understand
Its 10:14 and Char is scaring me-
17:39 WIB
lomando.com.... ah shit, here we go again
lomando.com.... ah shit, here we go again
13:05 Trying to learn how to properly alternate on Osu!Taiko because I suck with stamina. Improving slowly but surely, but have to start again on 2* maps because it's a completely different technique to my one-hand use.
04:26PM
What's with the "LoL" advertisements.
F***'em, I'm not playing that. I got my cozy stuff, YouTube, stop disturbing.
What's with the "LoL" advertisements.
F***'em, I'm not playing that. I got my cozy stuff, YouTube, stop disturbing.
23:37
i’m tired ;p
but surprisingly i think my aim’s getting better today, despite being so tired yawn
also, 24 hour time best time
i’m tired ;p
but surprisingly i think my aim’s getting better today, despite being so tired yawn
also, 24 hour time best time
3:06 pm
Feeling okay
None of my drawings are going well at the moment, so I'm moving to just coloring stuff instead
Feeling okay
None of my drawings are going well at the moment, so I'm moving to just coloring stuff instead
3:43 p.m.
Puzzle jinxed me; my thumb is now peeling
Edit: my neighbors are having a barbecue
Puzzle jinxed me; my thumb is now peeling
Edit: my neighbors are having a barbecue
Journal wrote:
3:43 p.m.
Puzzle jinxed me; my thumb is now peeling
Edit: my neighbors are having a barbecue
Whoopsies
u succPuzzle wrote:
Whoopsies
4:32 p.m. a salt bath sounds nice
Journal wrote:
Puzzle wrote:
Whoopsies
u succ
4:32 p.m. a salt bath sounds nice
Just make sure it's not bath salts
charamaru wrote:
5:36PM
my bacc hurt
Do a steeeeeretch~
4:38 PM
I have gotten worse at mania over the past week
Ah, things are not going well today
I wanna hit my head on my desk
dont break anything!
5:47PM
the wifi is down at my designated wifi stealing spot this is so sad
5:47PM
the wifi is down at my designated wifi stealing spot this is so sad
charamaru wrote:
dont break anything!
5:47PM
the wifi is down at my designated wifi stealing spot this is so sad
How do you usually get wifi?
5:54PM
there’s this restaurant right outside my apartment complex w free wifi. usually i’d sit on the bench that’s right outside the restaurant and use it. i’m around a lot and apparently the managers don’t mind it so that’s cool.
there’s this restaurant right outside my apartment complex w free wifi. usually i’d sit on the bench that’s right outside the restaurant and use it. i’m around a lot and apparently the managers don’t mind it so that’s cool.
charamaru wrote:
5:54PM
there’s this restaurant right outside my apartment complex w free wifi. usually i’d sit on the bench that’s right outside the restaurant and use it. i’m around a lot and apparently the managers don’t mind it so that’s cool.
Oooh.
I did that for like a week before I moved from California. Shut off the electricity so I just went to taco bell and played on my phone all day lmao.
Uh I forgot when Iposted this but OT thinking about Californiaaaaaa
Good memories
3:46 PM PST.
I feel like I'm wasting time again.
But I feel hopeful as well. I'm envisioning a few things I could do in the future. Things I want to do now.
Just not sure how.
And I feel too damn tired. Even though, that's pretty much always the case.
I feel like I'm wasting time again.
But I feel hopeful as well. I'm envisioning a few things I could do in the future. Things I want to do now.
Just not sure how.
And I feel too damn tired. Even though, that's pretty much always the case.
15:05 I'm pretty frustrated and bored today. Nothing seems to satisfy me. May as well just hang on forums to entertain others. Been cleaning for a ton of the day but it just makes me more frustrated knowing that I'm the only one in this 4-person household who cares about the hygiene of this house an everyone else has given up.
04:13PM
"Hacking tool"? What...?
*Checks the "Ctrl+Alt+Del" stuff...*
Really, what...?
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4:14~4:19PM
But to tell you mine, I'm in a 5-people "party" (parents, 2 siblings and myself), only I and my big sis' are still caring......
Or "only I", in my mind, I mean... I'm thinking at maybe a "too high" level. Much higher than her.
But details aside, it might be good for you, especially if you got your career plans, to just build more plans ("getting your own home", or would I say, "territory") and motivate yourself to walk through the steps needed.
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4:18PM
Oh, it worked...
What was with that "detection" alert...?
4:20PM
And they didn't change the background, really...
"Hacking tool"? What...?
*Checks the "Ctrl+Alt+Del" stuff...*
Really, what...?
________________________________
4:14~4:19PM
Oh my, I don't know how it's like in your case.Carmlillball wrote:
15:05 I'm pretty frustrated and bored today. Nothing seems to satisfy me. May as well just hang on forums to entertain others. Been cleaning for a ton of the day but it just makes me more frustrated knowing that I'm the only one in this 4-person household who cares about the hygiene of this house an everyone else has given up.
But to tell you mine, I'm in a 5-people "party" (parents, 2 siblings and myself), only I and my big sis' are still caring......
Or "only I", in my mind, I mean... I'm thinking at maybe a "too high" level. Much higher than her.
But details aside, it might be good for you, especially if you got your career plans, to just build more plans ("getting your own home", or would I say, "territory") and motivate yourself to walk through the steps needed.
________________________________
4:18PM
Oh, it worked...
What was with that "detection" alert...?
4:20PM
And they didn't change the background, really...
15:25
Hiya!
I really thank you for the suggestions!
I'm too young to get my own house yet. The only goals I've been having are to tidy up constantly and study. But I've been doing them constantly. I've now decided to maybe start to draw my own profile picture and perhaps signature.
Hiya!
I really thank you for the suggestions!
I'm too young to get my own house yet. The only goals I've been having are to tidy up constantly and study. But I've been doing them constantly. I've now decided to maybe start to draw my own profile picture and perhaps signature.
Carmlillball wrote:
15:25
Hiya!
I really thank you for the suggestions!
I'm too young to get my own house yet. The only goals I've been having are to tidy up constantly and study. But I've been doing them constantly. I've now decided to maybe start to draw my own profile picture and perhaps signature.
There are so many artists on this forum and I love it. I hope it turns out well, I want to see what you draw.
Its 4:36 PM and now I'm thinking of drawing my own avatar.
4:01 PM
A class discussion got me thinking a bit about mental illness.
A class discussion got me thinking a bit about mental illness.
00:24~00:32AM
I should get to sleep, even though tomorrow is "free".
The cold is attacking again.
It's just a pain behind (not to say, in "there") when I have to go through a week* of bad shape. It's even one bigger pain, when the cold easily catches me.
(It just doesn't sound right to me, that "one catches the cold", when it's not intentional.)
I'm told² that there isn't any cure for the classic cold. "You have to let the body do its work; if it's too painful, then the basic medecine should be helpful."
GL with'at.Puzzle wrote:
Trying to draw my own Ava today. Not happy with how it looks so far.
I should get to sleep, even though tomorrow is "free".
The cold is attacking again.
It's just a pain behind (not to say, in "there") when I have to go through a week* of bad shape. It's even one bigger pain, when the cold easily catches me.
(It just doesn't sound right to me, that "one catches the cold", when it's not intentional.)
I'm told² that there isn't any cure for the classic cold. "You have to let the body do its work; if it's too painful, then the basic medecine should be helpful."
It's 8:52 PM. I feel so much better about the avatar I'm attempting to draw now that I've refined it a bit more. It's still not quite up to my standards but I think it'll probably-maybe-sort of work as an avatar since a lot of the details and flaws in it will be blurred out by the downscaling. Or they'll be 10x worse. It's hard to tell yet. Anyway, I still need some practice with stuff like this, but I think in a month or two I could actually be making my own really decent avatars.
Journal wrote:
9:08 p.m.
two inch nails uh
edit: it's raining yes
9:13 PM. Congrats on the rain
But whatchu talkin' about with 2 inch nails
saw people on the streets with them and just wondering how they even wipePuzzle wrote:
9:13 PM. Congrats on the rainJournal wrote:
9:08 p.m.
two inch nails uh
edit: it's raining yes
But whatchu talkin' about with 2 inch nails
Journal wrote:
saw people on the streets with them and just wondering how they even wipe
Just use the nails, duh
Scrape it out
Puzzle wrote:
Just use the nails, duhJournal wrote:
saw people on the streets with them and just wondering how they even wipe
Scrape it out
x < 09:05PM
Wow, that's, one amazing drawing, Puzzle ( . .)
Wow, that's, one amazing drawing, Puzzle ( . .)
45Traeath wrote:
x < 09:05PM
Wow, that's, one amazing drawing, Puzzle ( . .)
N-no. It's mediocre in the extreme. Nothing amazing about it.
The only reason I'm keeping it is because it reminds me to flipping draw and be better this sucks AHHHHH
5:24 pm
6.02pm i need to clean my room
10.46pm
I'm celebrating my birthday tomorrow, because I'll be in Ipoh for a school trip on the day of my actual birthday. It will be the first time I celebrate my birthday without my parents...
I'm celebrating my birthday tomorrow, because I'll be in Ipoh for a school trip on the day of my actual birthday. It will be the first time I celebrate my birthday without my parents...
07:57PM
I'm like, "Come on, look at that face of mine"...
"It just... Feels too basic."
"Simple is best", sure, but that only works sometimes.
Well, to each their perspective, I guess.Puzzle wrote:
N-no. It's mediocre in the extreme. Nothing amazing about it.
The only reason I'm keeping it is because it reminds me to flipping draw and be better this sucks AHHHHH
5:24 pm
I'm like, "Come on, look at that face of mine"...
"It just... Feels too basic."
"Simple is best", sure, but that only works sometimes.
Well, I used to draw a lot as well so I can relate to the feeling.45Traeath wrote:
07:57PMWell, to each their perspective, I guess.Puzzle wrote:
N-no. It's mediocre in the extreme. Nothing amazing about it.
The only reason I'm keeping it is because it reminds me to flipping draw and be better this sucks AHHHHH
5:24 pm
I'm like, "Come on, look at that face of mine"...
"It just... Feels too basic."
"Simple is best", sure, but that only works sometimes.
I used to have a lot of unfinished projects that I just completely scrapped mid way just because I thought it was somehow mediocre or bad.
It's not a good mentality to have, sure you should be critical of your own work and should strive to be better but in the long run it can cause extreme amount of stress.
OT: 1:11AM
Downloading some Skyrim mods.
3:06PM
solution to being bored: just kinda walk somewhere
edit: 5:01PM
10KM, baby
solution to being bored: just kinda walk somewhere
edit: 5:01PM
10KM, baby
Tad Fibonacci wrote:
Well, I used to draw a lot as well so I can relate to the feeling.
I used to have a lot of unfinished projects that I just completely scrapped mid way just because I thought it was somehow mediocre or bad.
It's not a good mentality to have, sure you should be critical of your own work and should strive to be better but in the long run it can cause extreme amount of stress.
OT: 1:11AM
Downloading some Skyrim mods.
That's one thing I've learned about trying to improve at something. You have to balance a certain level of satisfaction with your work alongside a certain amount of ambition to improve to have a really healthy mindset for it. Too much of one or the other can easily lead you down the wrong path and throw you off-course. If you feel too satisfied, your ego can inflate and lead to a stunting in your growth as well as blatant ignorance of your skill and where you stand. Too much ambition can lead to much the same, albeit via a different path. The balance is vital.
Personally, I've always sided towards the too-much-ambition side of thing and it always makes my drawings feel inadequate. I've learned to beat that not by being satisfied with what I create, but with my progress. I suck as an artist. As someone who could only draw stick figures up until a year and four months ago, Im amazing and have come a long, long way.
Theres a lot more that goes into it than that. You should look towards your progress instead of your results for a lot of reasons, but this was just the aspect that was relevant and that I wanted to comment on.
As for scrapping stuff, yeah, that can definitely be bad. Its stressful, unhealthy, and doesnt teach you certain things that you can only learn by attempting to really polish and finish a drawing.
Its 4:40 PM, and I'm stoked for the weekend. Gonna relax, drink, celebrate, eat sushi. Dream weekend.
45Traeath wrote:
10:13AMPuzzle wrote:
Is that a seagull, or...?
I... I dont know. It's just a picture I found.
8:41 AM
11.10pm
I'll need to pack for my trip tomorrow. I'm pretty excited, actually. I'm sure it will be fun, even though it's an experiential school trip and not a fun trip.
I'll need to pack for my trip tomorrow. I'm pretty excited, actually. I'm sure it will be fun, even though it's an experiential school trip and not a fun trip.
Sunday, 7am...
I have to make the server less cluttered. Going to suggest stuff to the management team.
I have to make the server less cluttered. Going to suggest stuff to the management team.
08:05
Just got up T_T
Time to play osu! for 12 hours straight, again.
Just got up T_T
Time to play osu! for 12 hours straight, again.
mewkies wrote:
08:05
Just got up T_T
Time to play osu! for 12 hours straight, again.
I used to do that. That's pretty unhealthy tbh. You should take some breaks.
It's 11:33 pm and I'm thinking that sometimes it's nice to not think. Your brain needs to vegetate from time to time while you sit around and do nothing. Guess that's okay.
10:53 PM PST.
got home. i'm fucking exhausted, and i don't want to do shit right now.
turns out that today wasn't the funeral, it was simply a commemorative service thing for my grandfather at a Kingdom Hall he attended.
the burial is on the 21st, we might be going for that as well.
got home. i'm fucking exhausted, and i don't want to do shit right now.
turns out that today wasn't the funeral, it was simply a commemorative service thing for my grandfather at a Kingdom Hall he attended.
the burial is on the 21st, we might be going for that as well.
Achromalia wrote:
10:53 PM PST.
got home. i'm fucking exhausted, and i don't want to do shit right now.
turns out that today wasn't the funeral, it was simply a commemorative service thing for my grandfather at a Kingdom Hall he attended.
the burial is on the 21st, we might be going for that as well.
Maaaan. I'm really sorry. That sounds pretty shitty and awful, damn.
It's 1:10 AM and I hope Achro will be able to cheer up soon.
11:11 PM PST.
thanks, Puzzle.
i'll be in a better mood tomorrow, probably. i think i just need some good sleep for now.
shit sucks, but not much i can do about it other than to put up with it and do my best to improve shit.
thanks, Puzzle.
i'll be in a better mood tomorrow, probably. i think i just need some good sleep for now.
shit sucks, but not much i can do about it other than to put up with it and do my best to improve shit.
17:01 WIB
i forgot today is sunday...oh crap....
i forgot today is sunday...oh crap....
charamaru wrote:
5:01PM
im effin 🅱️ored
4:02 PM
I am sorry my friend
I hope you become unbored but I can't think of a way to help besides play those forum gaems
9:08PM
being in my room for most of the day every day sucks i wanna TALK TO PEOPLE
being in my room for most of the day every day sucks i wanna TALK TO PEOPLE
What if he have no skate
What if he have no bike
What if he have no LUNGS
8:19 pm
What if he have no bike
What if he have no LUNGS
8:19 pm
Puzzle wrote:
What if he have no skate
What if he have no bike
What if he have no LUNGS
8:19 pm
i have no skate
i have no bike
i do have lungs, however!
9:22PM
runnings cool for like an hour or so but then im left with nada for the rest of the day
my friends all have actual lives and things to do with them unlike me
sitting mostly alone in my own mind is, although i dont do anything, pretty tiresome. i want to be social!!!!!!
i also want to start working on projects i have planned....... but i need people to help
Journal wrote:
8:22 p.m.
FIND SOME
It's 8:23 PM and I'm walking to my local park to see if anyone left a spare pair of lungs around. I lost mine. Shit.
I survived!Puzzle wrote:
I used to do that. That's pretty unhealthy tbh. You should take some breaks.mewkies wrote:
08:05
Just got up T_T
Time to play osu! for 12 hours straight, again.
It's 11:33 pm and I'm thinking that sometimes it's nice to not think. Your brain needs to vegetate from time to time while you sit around and do nothing. Guess that's okay.
I have nothing to do on some weekends, sooo
———
09:30
It’s a fine day today, but I’ll probably spend it indoors :/
mewkies wrote:
I survived!
I have nothing to do on some weekends, sooo
———
Yeah I guess I can get that
Still, I don't recommend it. It's really not that good for you
It's 8:35 PM and I'm wondering if I can squeeze out a bit more of something productive from Osu, I feel drowsy and that's not conducive to improvement
11:54PM
why are “playing osu” and “liking rap music” two mutually exclusive things
why are “playing osu” and “liking rap music” two mutually exclusive things
16:23 WIB
pack 'n upload my VM Linux backups
pack 'n upload my VM Linux backups
8:40am
I'm freezing
Not double layering was a mistake
I'm freezing
Not double layering was a mistake
10.28pm
I spent about 9 hours on a bus today just to get to Ipoh. Seems about right. I'm excited for tomorrow, though.
I spent about 9 hours on a bus today just to get to Ipoh. Seems about right. I'm excited for tomorrow, though.
Tuesday, 3:15am
New land, new projects to do.
Bedrock lag is through the roof tho. A huge turn off for me
New land, new projects to do.
Bedrock lag is through the roof tho. A huge turn off for me
9:27 PM
Feeling stuck on my drawing, wanna murder myself
Feeling stuck on my drawing, wanna murder myself
Puzzle wrote:
9:27 PM
Feeling stuck on my drawing, wanna murder myself
thats illegal
10:39PM
youre guilty all the same
too sick to be ashamed
you want to point your finger
but theres no one else to blame
9:42 p.m.
I can already imagine the snores oh this is going to be absolute hell
I can already imagine the snores oh this is going to be absolute hell
Journal wrote:
9:42 p.m.
I can already imagine the snores oh this is going to be absolute hell
What snores?
9:48 PM. Still considering self-murder, despite the evident illegality of it. They can put my cadaver on trial and someone can answer for me like it's Weekend at Bernie's. I'm sure my dead body will be able to hire an excellent lawyer.
Puzzle wrote:
Journal wrote:
9:42 p.m.
I can already imagine the snores oh this is going to be absolute hell
What snores?
The snores....
Of the devil
1:18AM
JOURNAL DJDJDSJSJSJSJSJSJS
I WAS ABOUT TO TAKE THE POINTS WHYYYYYDHEDJSHS
JOURNAL DJDJDSJSJSJSJSJSJS
I WAS ABOUT TO TAKE THE POINTS WHYYYYYDHEDJSHS
i let you take one uvu
1:05 a.m.
People are still barbecuing and snoring holy fuck
1:05 a.m.
People are still barbecuing and snoring holy fuck
Journal wrote:
12:47 a.m.
finding new music is so satisfying
Yessss
I love new music that I enjoy, it's great
Edit: well okay that seemed obvious. I suppose I should say finding new music that I enjoy is much nicer than just listening to a song that I like
God wrote:
charamaru wrote:
bestPuzzle wrote:
Journal wrote:
isPuzzle wrote:
journal
the
ThePooMan wrote:
I knocked over Puzzles boxes and Journal sux
Huh. I guess it must be true. 1:20 PM
Journal wrote:
God wrote:
charamaru wrote:
Puzzle wrote:
Journal wrote:
Puzzle wrote:
journal
is
the
best
what if u wanted to go to heaven but god said “ “
ot: 2:21PM
wtf LOOOOOL
God wrote:
I dont exist.
Wait this makes no sense help
1:26 PM I dont understand
ThePoopMan wrote:
God wrote:
I dont exist.
I'll help you understand at 1:28 p.m.
Oh thank PoopMan 1:30pm
2:43PM
stop winning
i will make u watch me cry abt not winning
stop winning
i will make u watch me cry abt not winning
charamaru wrote:
it is i, poop man!
2:37PM
You obliterated my boxes and I hate you
1:46
charamaru wrote:
2:43PM
keep on winning
i wont make u watch me cry abt not winning
Puzzle wrote:
You obliterated my boxes and I love youcharamaru wrote:
it is i, poop man!
2:37PM
1:46