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A class discussion got me thinking a bit about mental illness.
A class discussion got me thinking a bit about mental illness.
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00:24~00:32AM
I should get to sleep, even though tomorrow is "free".
The cold is attacking again.
It's just a pain behind (not to say, in "there") when I have to go through a week* of bad shape. It's even one bigger pain, when the cold easily catches me.
(It just doesn't sound right to me, that "one catches the cold", when it's not intentional.)
I'm told² that there isn't any cure for the classic cold. "You have to let the body do its work; if it's too painful, then the basic medecine should be helpful."
GL with'at.Puzzle wrote:
Trying to draw my own Ava today. Not happy with how it looks so far.
I should get to sleep, even though tomorrow is "free".
The cold is attacking again.
It's just a pain behind (not to say, in "there") when I have to go through a week* of bad shape. It's even one bigger pain, when the cold easily catches me.
(It just doesn't sound right to me, that "one catches the cold", when it's not intentional.)
I'm told² that there isn't any cure for the classic cold. "You have to let the body do its work; if it's too painful, then the basic medecine should be helpful."
It's 8:52 PM. I feel so much better about the avatar I'm attempting to draw now that I've refined it a bit more. It's still not quite up to my standards but I think it'll probably-maybe-sort of work as an avatar since a lot of the details and flaws in it will be blurred out by the downscaling. Or they'll be 10x worse. It's hard to tell yet. Anyway, I still need some practice with stuff like this, but I think in a month or two I could actually be making my own really decent avatars.
Journal wrote:
9:08 p.m.
two inch nails uh
edit: it's raining yes
9:13 PM. Congrats on the rain
But whatchu talkin' about with 2 inch nails
saw people on the streets with them and just wondering how they even wipePuzzle wrote:
9:13 PM. Congrats on the rainJournal wrote:
9:08 p.m.
two inch nails uh
edit: it's raining yes
But whatchu talkin' about with 2 inch nails
Journal wrote:
saw people on the streets with them and just wondering how they even wipe
Just use the nails, duh
Scrape it out
Puzzle wrote:
Just use the nails, duhJournal wrote:
saw people on the streets with them and just wondering how they even wipe
Scrape it out
x < 09:05PM
Wow, that's, one amazing drawing, Puzzle ( . .)
Wow, that's, one amazing drawing, Puzzle ( . .)
45Traeath wrote:
x < 09:05PM
Wow, that's, one amazing drawing, Puzzle ( . .)
N-no. It's mediocre in the extreme. Nothing amazing about it.
The only reason I'm keeping it is because it reminds me to flipping draw and be better this sucks AHHHHH
5:24 pm
6.02pm i need to clean my room
10.46pm
I'm celebrating my birthday tomorrow, because I'll be in Ipoh for a school trip on the day of my actual birthday. It will be the first time I celebrate my birthday without my parents...
I'm celebrating my birthday tomorrow, because I'll be in Ipoh for a school trip on the day of my actual birthday. It will be the first time I celebrate my birthday without my parents...
07:57PM
I'm like, "Come on, look at that face of mine"...
"It just... Feels too basic."
"Simple is best", sure, but that only works sometimes.
Well, to each their perspective, I guess.Puzzle wrote:
N-no. It's mediocre in the extreme. Nothing amazing about it.
The only reason I'm keeping it is because it reminds me to flipping draw and be better this sucks AHHHHH
5:24 pm
I'm like, "Come on, look at that face of mine"...
"It just... Feels too basic."
"Simple is best", sure, but that only works sometimes.
Well, I used to draw a lot as well so I can relate to the feeling.45Traeath wrote:
07:57PMWell, to each their perspective, I guess.Puzzle wrote:
N-no. It's mediocre in the extreme. Nothing amazing about it.
The only reason I'm keeping it is because it reminds me to flipping draw and be better this sucks AHHHHH
5:24 pm
I'm like, "Come on, look at that face of mine"...
"It just... Feels too basic."
"Simple is best", sure, but that only works sometimes.
I used to have a lot of unfinished projects that I just completely scrapped mid way just because I thought it was somehow mediocre or bad.
It's not a good mentality to have, sure you should be critical of your own work and should strive to be better but in the long run it can cause extreme amount of stress.
OT: 1:11AM
Downloading some Skyrim mods.
3:06PM
solution to being bored: just kinda walk somewhere
edit: 5:01PM
10KM, baby
solution to being bored: just kinda walk somewhere
edit: 5:01PM
10KM, baby
Tad Fibonacci wrote:
Well, I used to draw a lot as well so I can relate to the feeling.
I used to have a lot of unfinished projects that I just completely scrapped mid way just because I thought it was somehow mediocre or bad.
It's not a good mentality to have, sure you should be critical of your own work and should strive to be better but in the long run it can cause extreme amount of stress.
OT: 1:11AM
Downloading some Skyrim mods.
That's one thing I've learned about trying to improve at something. You have to balance a certain level of satisfaction with your work alongside a certain amount of ambition to improve to have a really healthy mindset for it. Too much of one or the other can easily lead you down the wrong path and throw you off-course. If you feel too satisfied, your ego can inflate and lead to a stunting in your growth as well as blatant ignorance of your skill and where you stand. Too much ambition can lead to much the same, albeit via a different path. The balance is vital.
Personally, I've always sided towards the too-much-ambition side of thing and it always makes my drawings feel inadequate. I've learned to beat that not by being satisfied with what I create, but with my progress. I suck as an artist. As someone who could only draw stick figures up until a year and four months ago, Im amazing and have come a long, long way.
Theres a lot more that goes into it than that. You should look towards your progress instead of your results for a lot of reasons, but this was just the aspect that was relevant and that I wanted to comment on.
As for scrapping stuff, yeah, that can definitely be bad. Its stressful, unhealthy, and doesnt teach you certain things that you can only learn by attempting to really polish and finish a drawing.
Its 4:40 PM, and I'm stoked for the weekend. Gonna relax, drink, celebrate, eat sushi. Dream weekend.
45Traeath wrote:
10:13AMPuzzle wrote:
Is that a seagull, or...?
I... I dont know. It's just a picture I found.
8:41 AM
11.10pm
I'll need to pack for my trip tomorrow. I'm pretty excited, actually. I'm sure it will be fun, even though it's an experiential school trip and not a fun trip.
I'll need to pack for my trip tomorrow. I'm pretty excited, actually. I'm sure it will be fun, even though it's an experiential school trip and not a fun trip.
Sunday, 7am...
I have to make the server less cluttered. Going to suggest stuff to the management team.
I have to make the server less cluttered. Going to suggest stuff to the management team.
08:05
Just got up T_T
Time to play osu! for 12 hours straight, again.
Just got up T_T
Time to play osu! for 12 hours straight, again.
mewkies wrote:
08:05
Just got up T_T
Time to play osu! for 12 hours straight, again.
I used to do that. That's pretty unhealthy tbh. You should take some breaks.
It's 11:33 pm and I'm thinking that sometimes it's nice to not think. Your brain needs to vegetate from time to time while you sit around and do nothing. Guess that's okay.
10:53 PM PST.
got home. i'm fucking exhausted, and i don't want to do shit right now.
turns out that today wasn't the funeral, it was simply a commemorative service thing for my grandfather at a Kingdom Hall he attended.
the burial is on the 21st, we might be going for that as well.
got home. i'm fucking exhausted, and i don't want to do shit right now.
turns out that today wasn't the funeral, it was simply a commemorative service thing for my grandfather at a Kingdom Hall he attended.
the burial is on the 21st, we might be going for that as well.
Achromalia wrote:
10:53 PM PST.
got home. i'm fucking exhausted, and i don't want to do shit right now.
turns out that today wasn't the funeral, it was simply a commemorative service thing for my grandfather at a Kingdom Hall he attended.
the burial is on the 21st, we might be going for that as well.
Maaaan. I'm really sorry. That sounds pretty shitty and awful, damn.
It's 1:10 AM and I hope Achro will be able to cheer up soon.
11:11 PM PST.
thanks, Puzzle.
i'll be in a better mood tomorrow, probably. i think i just need some good sleep for now.
shit sucks, but not much i can do about it other than to put up with it and do my best to improve shit.
thanks, Puzzle.
i'll be in a better mood tomorrow, probably. i think i just need some good sleep for now.
shit sucks, but not much i can do about it other than to put up with it and do my best to improve shit.
17:01 WIB
i forgot today is sunday...oh crap....
i forgot today is sunday...oh crap....
charamaru wrote:
5:01PM
im effin 🅱️ored
4:02 PM
I am sorry my friend
I hope you become unbored but I can't think of a way to help besides play those forum gaems
9:08PM
being in my room for most of the day every day sucks i wanna TALK TO PEOPLE
being in my room for most of the day every day sucks i wanna TALK TO PEOPLE
What if he have no skate
What if he have no bike
What if he have no LUNGS
8:19 pm
What if he have no bike
What if he have no LUNGS
8:19 pm
Puzzle wrote:
What if he have no skate
What if he have no bike
What if he have no LUNGS
8:19 pm
i have no skate
i have no bike
i do have lungs, however!
9:22PM
runnings cool for like an hour or so but then im left with nada for the rest of the day
my friends all have actual lives and things to do with them unlike me
sitting mostly alone in my own mind is, although i dont do anything, pretty tiresome. i want to be social!!!!!!
i also want to start working on projects i have planned....... but i need people to help
Journal wrote:
8:22 p.m.
FIND SOME
It's 8:23 PM and I'm walking to my local park to see if anyone left a spare pair of lungs around. I lost mine. Shit.
I survived!Puzzle wrote:
I used to do that. That's pretty unhealthy tbh. You should take some breaks.mewkies wrote:
08:05
Just got up T_T
Time to play osu! for 12 hours straight, again.
It's 11:33 pm and I'm thinking that sometimes it's nice to not think. Your brain needs to vegetate from time to time while you sit around and do nothing. Guess that's okay.
I have nothing to do on some weekends, sooo
———
09:30
It’s a fine day today, but I’ll probably spend it indoors :/
mewkies wrote:
I survived!
I have nothing to do on some weekends, sooo
———
Yeah I guess I can get that
Still, I don't recommend it. It's really not that good for you
It's 8:35 PM and I'm wondering if I can squeeze out a bit more of something productive from Osu, I feel drowsy and that's not conducive to improvement
11:54PM
why are “playing osu” and “liking rap music” two mutually exclusive things
why are “playing osu” and “liking rap music” two mutually exclusive things
16:23 WIB
pack 'n upload my VM Linux backups
pack 'n upload my VM Linux backups
8:40am
I'm freezing
Not double layering was a mistake
I'm freezing
Not double layering was a mistake
10.28pm
I spent about 9 hours on a bus today just to get to Ipoh. Seems about right. I'm excited for tomorrow, though.
I spent about 9 hours on a bus today just to get to Ipoh. Seems about right. I'm excited for tomorrow, though.
Tuesday, 3:15am
New land, new projects to do.
Bedrock lag is through the roof tho. A huge turn off for me
New land, new projects to do.
Bedrock lag is through the roof tho. A huge turn off for me
9:27 PM
Feeling stuck on my drawing, wanna murder myself
Feeling stuck on my drawing, wanna murder myself
Puzzle wrote:
9:27 PM
Feeling stuck on my drawing, wanna murder myself
thats illegal
10:39PM
youre guilty all the same
too sick to be ashamed
you want to point your finger
but theres no one else to blame
9:42 p.m.
I can already imagine the snores oh this is going to be absolute hell
I can already imagine the snores oh this is going to be absolute hell
Journal wrote:
9:42 p.m.
I can already imagine the snores oh this is going to be absolute hell
What snores?
9:48 PM. Still considering self-murder, despite the evident illegality of it. They can put my cadaver on trial and someone can answer for me like it's Weekend at Bernie's. I'm sure my dead body will be able to hire an excellent lawyer.
Puzzle wrote:
Journal wrote:
9:42 p.m.
I can already imagine the snores oh this is going to be absolute hell
What snores?
The snores....
Of the devil
1:18AM
JOURNAL DJDJDSJSJSJSJSJSJS
I WAS ABOUT TO TAKE THE POINTS WHYYYYYDHEDJSHS
JOURNAL DJDJDSJSJSJSJSJSJS
I WAS ABOUT TO TAKE THE POINTS WHYYYYYDHEDJSHS
i let you take one uvu
1:05 a.m.
People are still barbecuing and snoring holy fuck
1:05 a.m.
People are still barbecuing and snoring holy fuck
Journal wrote:
12:47 a.m.
finding new music is so satisfying
Yessss
I love new music that I enjoy, it's great
Edit: well okay that seemed obvious. I suppose I should say finding new music that I enjoy is much nicer than just listening to a song that I like
God wrote:
charamaru wrote:
bestPuzzle wrote:
Journal wrote:
isPuzzle wrote:
journal
the
ThePooMan wrote:
I knocked over Puzzles boxes and Journal sux
Huh. I guess it must be true. 1:20 PM
Journal wrote:
God wrote:
charamaru wrote:
Puzzle wrote:
Journal wrote:
Puzzle wrote:
journal
is
the
best
what if u wanted to go to heaven but god said “ “
ot: 2:21PM
wtf LOOOOOL
God wrote:
I dont exist.
Wait this makes no sense help
1:26 PM I dont understand
ThePoopMan wrote:
God wrote:
I dont exist.
I'll help you understand at 1:28 p.m.
Oh thank PoopMan 1:30pm
2:43PM
stop winning
i will make u watch me cry abt not winning
stop winning
i will make u watch me cry abt not winning
charamaru wrote:
it is i, poop man!
2:37PM
You obliterated my boxes and I hate you
1:46
charamaru wrote:
2:43PM
keep on winning
i wont make u watch me cry abt not winning
Puzzle wrote:
You obliterated my boxes and I love youcharamaru wrote:
it is i, poop man!
2:37PM
1:46
Hey chara play me at a game of chess
2:03 pm
2:03 pm
8:12
Drawings going okay
Cant complain too much
Drawings going okay
Cant complain too much
Journal wrote:
8:44p.m.
CHARA IS HILARIOUS HAHAHAH POI POI
unluko
9:45PM
im tryin
11:51PM
thinkin a lot abt how i portray myself online
idk
thinkin a lot abt how i portray myself online
idk
Journal wrote:
12:18 a.m.
People need to stop barbecuing
1:24AM
why are people consistently barbecuing at midnight
charamaru wrote:
Journal wrote:
12:18 a.m.
People need to stop barbecuing
1:24AM
why are people consistently barbecuing at midnight
12:33 a.m.
Get SOME SLEEP CHARA, and I think my neighbors are crazy
3.08pm
Alright, so I have to plan language games for the primary school kids. I think I'll- wait, what the fuck? Why was this topic so active LOL
Alright, so I have to plan language games for the primary school kids. I think I'll- wait, what the fuck? Why was this topic so active LOL
16:51 PMJournal wrote:
12:33 a.m.charamaru wrote:
1:24AMJournal wrote:
12:18 a.m.
People need to stop barbecuing
why are people consistently barbecuing at midnight
Get SOME SLEEP CHARA, and I think my neighbors are crazy
Sleeping is a bad idea. What if his neighbors burn down the whole neighborhood with their barbecue? Chara won't be able to escape then.
12 PM. 45 minutes until lunch. I'm really hungry. Burritos sound good. So do hamburgers. Hmm
2:49 PM
wondering if I did well on my Calc II final. I don't feel like I did bad on it so maybe I'll be gucci.
wondering if I did well on my Calc II final. I don't feel like I did bad on it so maybe I'll be gucci.
Westonini wrote:
2:49 PM
wondering if I did well on my Calc II final. I don't feel like I did bad on it so maybe I'll be gucci.
Good luck man.
It's 7:27 PM and I'm both excited and dreadful of my plans to only draw anatomy for the next month straight
7:34 p.m.
Achro is no fun
edit: 9:33 p.m. high on information
Achro is no fun
edit: 9:33 p.m. high on information